Watching rainbows disappear

Hello~ 20~Deaf~OCD~full time wheelchair user (nearly 2years!) ~Aspergers~ Progressive neuro disorder (three years) and chronic pain warrior~ recovering from depression and self harm (nearly 7months free)~Uni student~ UK~ Hope your all well and ask away:)

[lupins-remus]

Do not pity the dead, Harry. Pity the living and above all, those who live without love.

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you know when you feel the exact moment your mood drops. like that One Second where you’re like Ah Here We Go Again

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My friend has been having suicidal thoughts, I’ve been there myself I understand. Except I love her she’s the best friend I've had, she’s genuine,kind,funny, weird but in a good way and i don’t think i can live without her :(

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[georgeweasleyx-deactivated20210]

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Normal to feel guilty after eating and hating myself?

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months clean but the thoughts and urges are there and have found nothing to replace the release of emotions so they just build up:(

[theloveyourselfchallenge]

[wtfzodiacsigns]

[taeyieon-deactivated20201030]

I have a new life now. One I like — one that fulfils me. It’s not the same as the one I had before, but it’s good. Maybe even better. (Birds of Prey #8)

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Lorena Carvalho

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Apparently it’s about your quality of life? health care choices? 

:o i think i’m missing out!

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My life currently 09/09/2016

So heyyyyy! not been on in a while, i was hoping i’d have a break this summer but with two hospital admissions whilst fighting three infections it was sort of impossible. However since February i have been on leave of absence from university after once again getting a tract infection which progressed onto Sepsis and ended up with me in hospital really ill and now have a catheter. 

I always set out to write about whats happening etc and then my hands get tired and sore and i realise i’ll have to do it in chunks. Anyways I will be going back to university at the end of september even if my illness has progressed leaving me with respiratory,neurological, nerve, bladder, fatigue,pain, muscle weakness issues etc. 

I’ll post soon :) 

[serious]

I regret opening up to some people; they didn’t deserve to know me like that.

lesson to learn: don’t be too trusting  (via misjudgments)