Rose Quartz And Hope Too

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[flowerpotsandbells]

Oh great Lord Apollo,

why am I sick😭😭😭 did you not like the rose I got you from my garden???

-My head feels like it's being hydrolocally pressed and my nose is running and I can't handle my job at the balloon store and need floor time and my throat is sore

[flowerpotsandbells]

People are so nice and helpful when I just ask them it's crazy wdym they didn't tell me to figure it out myself, what about the made up script in my head

[flowerpotsandbells]

There's something to be said about talking to the trees, I was watering the garden and talked to my big maple tree and just felt so peaceful

[flowerpotsandbells]

Just had a few months of my mom being healed from shoulder surgery and taking care of her and now she broke her ankle and somehow this is hugely upsetting to me. Right as summer started for me too

Might write a little prayer and make up a fun melody for Apollo before bed today to calm me and ask for him helping her

I'd also like to say thank you to Lord Hermes for helping me get my mom and grandma to the hospitals safe<3<3

[flowerpotsandbells]

I just embroidered a flower into a flannel shirt I have to keep it from breaking more on the seam and then quit before the actual repairing part

I love being human

[flowerpotsandbells]

Something I want to do is start worshipping Hermes, I've had the thought of turning my car into a space for him, I would get a little statue of him and everything

But I have a lot of emergency things in there and spend a lot of time in my car, I also commonly forget things in there, would it be okay still?

[flowerpotsandbells]

It wasn't downloadable so sad

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8py89EA/

I thought this was cool/important to hear

[flowerpotsandbells]

Make the Gods,, in the Sims?? Is this like- okay?? Good? Is there a mod I can buy for it???

is there a paganism mod??? Wait??????

[flowerpotsandbells]

The gods are about nature and improving, so they'd be anti-ai right?

So like

Is it feasible to say it's against my religion to use ai? I think one day I will have a class where they want me to use it and I want as many reasons as I can to not.

[flowerpotsandbells]

I don't wanna say much, but I did maintenance on my money bowl for the first time in actually forever, figured out a cute way to hide if while remembering it's there, and put some flowers around it

And then got like two extra hours at work? Is that how this works? Is it working? I wish I knew how this works

[i-am-a-fish]

don't be mean to yourself that's you

[i-am-a-fish]

you live there

[flowerpotsandbells]

Heyyyyyy so who do we pray and talk to when we're afraid of getting really really bad mental health againnnn? My friends are all socializing like normal people so I'm alllll alone

[flowerpotsandbells]

I looked up to lyrics to Queenies Orphic Hymn to Apollo and immediately after my voice is clearer and more supported, perhaps it's time to find sheet music

Anyone know where to get that songs sheet music?😭

[flowerpotsandbells]

Having a lot of feelings lately, I sat in the sun when the clouds parted and really really wanted a hug, but it felt like Apollo giving me encouragement for the test I got a D in<3

[flowerpotsandbells]

It's so hot here I'm dying, real feel of 79 is going to kill me, I need wind, I need to figure out how to feel like a person wearing anything but jeans and long sleeves

[flowerpotsandbells]

I just saw a tiktok about how people see Apollo now vs what we forget and it was his sun symbols, blonde guy with curly perfect hair and the nice summer day and transitioned to crows and the death card and darker imagery and I could only think how much I love how he is Balance, Lord of healing and Lord of sudden death and illness

[flowerpotsandbells]

I told my first job I'm coming back since my current job feels like they're closing and I sobbed and asked Apollo for help

Immediately I get an indeed email for a job I'm not capable of but would love, I feel like a joke

(indeed spams emails and I have environmental things saved, I know it wasn't him it was just funny)