This Is For Me

H: 5’3 Sw: 150 Cw: 141 Gw: 130 Ugw: 85

[flowersandcosmos]

Just checked my grades, I’m failing all but like two or three classes. Anyone else been so caught up in focusing on their food they let their studies slip? How’d you fix it?

[lunas-fez-blog]

PLEASE REBLOG

I’m considering coming out to my family as non-binary, and so today I brought up the subject of non-binary gendering/transgendering with my Dad as a casual conversational topic. He’s told me that if somebody is born a boy then they “should stay a fucking boy” and not trans to a girl or be a boy some days/girl other days/genderless other days.

I told him that I think gender identity should be something one can choose for themselves, and he says that nobody thinks like that and anybody who is trans/non-binary will just be shunned by every member of society they meet. He doesn’t think that people support n-b/t communities, because he doesn’t. He says to me that not staying one’s natural gender is wrong and against the point of being born a boy/girl.

Every person who reblogs this will have their URL written in a full-size writing book and when it is full I will show it to my father to illustrate to him the amount of people who believe that being non-binary is a valid gender identity.

[doyoumissit]

Smash that Reblog

if you are

starving and

Lonely

up in this mf

[marlboroken]

Do you ever see thinspo from years ago and wonder if the girl in the picture is still alive?

[thinhip]

yes, jesus

[softiesuggestion]

reblog if you want more interaction w your lovely followers

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please i need this

[flowersandcosmos]

Not my normal post, but please spread this around!! I live fairly close to the fires and I know that is bad and how frightened they are! I lost my house in a fire once and the experience was traumatic. So if you, or someone you know lives in the area of the Paradise, or Malibu fires, please do this or share it if you don’t!

[delicate-angell]

i need to get something off my chest.

people don’t realize just how hard it is growing up with selfish parents who turn situations back onto themselves.

you’re never allowed a bad day because your mom or dad has always had it worse.

someone reported me to the guidance office in high school bc they saw my scars and they had to call my mom. When I got home that night my mom was in tears.

“do you know how hard it was to get a phone call like that while at work?” as if I wasn’t the one actually living through this shit. She wasn’t upset about the self harm she was upset about getting bothered at work.

later that night she told me she used to cut too.

“except I did it where it actually hurt,” she said motioning to her wrists. as if my cuts were nothing in comparison bc I chose to draw the lines on my legs and stomach instead.

when i begged for medication to try to help whatever was going on in my head, she got mad saying “medication doesn’t work” all because it didnt work for her. She wasn’t willing to even let me try it out.

my parents had a very negative reaction to finding out I had a girlfriend. A few weeks later they went through my phone and saw that I was venting to a friend about how hard it is living with them.

my dad yelled at me and talked about his childhood and coming home to alcoholic parents fighting and screaming.

“You have no idea how hard it is. Is that what you want? You think this is so bad? You think your mom and I are so horrible? Your life is perfect. ” I wonder if he would have kept yelling if I had told him he was looking an awful lot like his father.

i envy people who’s parents believe them when they tell them they don’t want to live anymore. i envy people who are able to get the help they need.

i envy people with parents that actually listen to them.

[skinnyequalsprettyandsad]

50 Safe Foods

Fruits

Strawberries (4 calories for one medium)

Blueberries (20 calories for 25 berries)

Raspberries (10 calories for 10 berries)

Blackberries (20 calories for 10 berries)

Cherries (4 calories for one medium)

Grapes (2 calories for one medium)

Apricot (17 calories for one medium)

Plum (30 calories for one small)

Apple (47 calories for half a medium)

Watermelon (46 calories for one cup)

Vegetables

Cabbage (17 calories for a cup)

Carrots (25 calories for a medium)

Tomatoes (22 calories for a medium)

Cucumbers (16 calories for a cup)

Romaine Lettuce (8 calories for a cup)

Spinach (7 calories for a cup)

Cauliflower (27 calories for a cup)

Broccoli (30 calories for a cup)

Sugar Snap Peas (26 calories for a cup)

String Beans (31 calories for a cup)

Spaghetti Squash (31 calories for a cup)

Mushrooms (4 calories for medium)

Iceberg Lettuce (10 calories for a cup)

Kale (33 calories for a cup)

Zucchini (19 calories for a cup)

Dairy & Eggs

Unsweetened Almond Milk (30 calories for a cup)

Unsweetened Chocolate Almond Milk (40 calories for a cup)

Unsweetened Cashew Milk (25 calories for a cup)

Unsweetened Coconut Milk (45 calories for a cup)

Egg Whites (17 calories for an egg white)

Meat, Poultry, Fish, & Other

Shrimp (11 calories for a medium)

Smoked Salmon (33 calories for 1 oz.)

Tofu (18 calories for 1 oz.)

Turkey Breast (29 calories for 1 oz.)

Chicken Breast (47 calories for 1 oz.)

Snacks

Pickles (7 calories for a medium)

Sugar-Free Jello (10 calories for a serving)

Graham Crackers (30 calories for a cracker)

Applesauce (50 calories for half a cup)

Rice Cakes (35 calories for a medium)

Starches, Grains, & Other

Sweet Potato (26 calories for 1 oz.)

Brown Rice (31 calories for 1 oz.)

White Rice (37 calories for 1 oz.)

Bulgur (24 calories for 1 oz.)

Barley (35 calories for 1 oz.)

Condiments

Sriracha (5 calories for a teaspoon)

Sugar-Free Barbecue Sauce (9 calories for 1 oz.)

Sugar-Free Ketchup (5 calories for a serving)

Sugar-Free Maple Syrup (15 calories for a serving)

Soy Sauce (9 calories for a tablespoon)

[bodysorry]

🍃weightlesswishing🍃

[breadhater666]

hey if you’re gay and an ed blog please reblog this. i don’t necessarily want a girlfriend i just want friends in general

[thinest-bby-boi-deactivated2018]

Reblog if you wish you were 40 lbs lighter

[kats-dying]

Reblog if you’re determined to lose 15-20lbs by Halloween.

[washed-out-rosess]

This is the weight loss angel. Like to send her your GW, reblog to loose 10-15 pounds in a month.

[the-empty-thighs]

Reblog if you are not happy with your current weight 🥀

[theresnothinenough]

Ana water fast tracker ✨

So, whenever I fast for a long time I tend to lose motivation quite often. If you have the same problem, here’s something you can do.

You make a long stripe of paper, glue multiple stripes together bc it has to be quite long, and then you devide it in however many hours you’re fasting (I did 48 hours). Then you write down the hours from 1 to 48 from top to bottom and hang it on the wall.

Every time you make it through one hour you can cut off a piece from the bottom and then see how many hours you have left. Try to make it all the way to the top star and you made it through your fast!!

It’s very motivating to see the stripe get shorter and shorter with each hour, it’s like making your way to the top, literally!

I got this idea from my grandma, we used to do this to count down the days until my birthday when I was little. I’m using it now to count down the hours of my fast but you can use it for literally anything.

It might seem silly but I do this every time and it’s awesome!

[unapologetically-ana]

reblog

if your starting weight is higher than 130lbs 🙃

[thepowerwithin]

You deserve to laugh. To be happy. To live a joyful life. You deserve to experience moments of pure beauty and bliss.

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