when the light catches a fish's scales
1000 words | prompt: two ghosts | tw: blood, light gore, MCD (but HEA(hurtful HEA??), but MCD), NSFW | @drarrymicrofic
You never expect a gun because magic is beautiful. Wix, even dark ones, understand this on an innate level: they're magic first, criminal second. But flying through the catacombs of Paris, heart pumping, adrenaline like froth, high enough to tasteâto Harry it tastes like joyâthe man in front of him turns. He aims for Harry and hits Draco.Â
Everyone stops. The shooter, the witness and the one shot. Spells do not do what small pieces of metal can. Draco is spread like a flower on the ground. He dies in silence. In death, he is very red.Â
Draco's funeral brings about the most beautiful weather in the world. Everyone wears black in wells of sunlight. Harry has not slept since Draco died so the sight of his ghost lounging atop its coffin he credits to delirious guilt and delirious grief. The ghost is nude and translucent. The substance inside him moves like water. Columns of sunshine sink and distort and dance through internal current.Â
Once the burial rights are complete, Draco begins dissipating.
His thighs are fat against the wood of the coffin. He leans his head back, sunbathing. His soft cock jostles atop his large testicles, pretty like a minnow.Â
Draco gets down from his coffin and goes to his mother. He takes her face in his hands; it is clear she cannot sense his presence. He presses their foreheads together, growing fainter by the moment. Releasing her, Draco curls through the crowd like steam. He stops when he reaches Harry, placing his hands on Harry's chest. They do not feel like real hands, but they do not feel like nothing. Harry plays dumb, afraid that if Draco realizes Harry can see him, he will not do whatever he is about to.Â
"I'm sorry, Harry," Draco says. "I wanted to be the one who stayed."
"I wanted that too," Harry tells him.
Draco's eyes widen in shock. He is barely there, just motes of what spirit is left. Harry does not know if he pulls or if he steps forward. Draco, later, will claim the same.Â
Somehow they move together, Draco's ghost inside Harry's body.Â
The Malfoy's are very unhappy. They insist Harry is keeping Draco from his peace. Doesn't he deserve it? Narcissa weeps. Doesn't he deserve at least this? But it is not that Harry means to keep him. The last thing he wants is to be a cage.Â
Draco's ghost does not make itself well known. The only evidence of him at all is that sometimes their merge is imperfect: when Harry wraps his hands around a mug of tea, Draco's fingers will emerge over Harry's a half second too late. The haunting is an afterimage, a breath out of sync.Â
Harry agrees to the exorcism. He Occludes on the days leading up.Â
When the ritual has been prepared and the spells are about to be spoken Harry feels a sensation in his throat; something is there.Â
His mouth moves on its own. "Don't make me go."Â
The Malfoys look upon Harry in horror. Harry stops Occluding, and passes out.Â
After this, Draco grows stronger. He speaks using Harry's voice, but keeps his posh accent. He has opinions about Harry's clothes. He has opinions about Harry's cases. Together, they catch the man who shot him. Harry casts stupefy and sees Draco's fingers flow through his own.Â
Harry's body grows into the ghost. His veins make channels, his bones make hooks. Harry has room enough inside him; there were always things missing.Â
In the night Harry brings his hand to his lips and waits for Draco to kiss the heel of his palm.Â
It's weird, but it isn't bad.
"Tell me again," Draco says, thumb digging into Harry's arch. "Tell me again how my cock looked like a fish."Â
Harry groans, the tension bleeding from his feet. "I didn't mean a fish," Harry says. "I meant when the light catches a fish's scales."Â
"That makes it so much better."
"It does!" Harry laughs. "It does make it so much better. So, so much better."Â
With Harry's hands, Draco starts on his other foot.Â
"You're drooling," he says, pushing Harry's tongue through the spit behind his lip. "I'm making you drool."Â
Harry lets his eyes drift close. "You're good at this.âÂ
They're sitting on a hill in Wiltshire, lost on the Manor's infinite grounds. Draco's made them a picnic with sandwiches and strawberries.
"I was missing the clover," he says, looking over it all.
Ron and Hermione get married, and Harry gets drunk. Draco gives a speech that makes everyone cry.Â
"Should we get married too?" Harry asks in the dark of their hotel room, hands laced together.
Draco rubs his thumb over Harry's knuckles. "I think it'd be too awkward."Â
Their breath catches as Draco's thumb moves across Harry's nipple. The waves crash on the shore outside; Harry thinks it is the sound of Draco's breath. Secretly, Harry thinks it's the whole world that he haunts. Draco smooths their palms down Harry's sides. Their body writhes, pulling and pushing. Harry gets hard and Draco's prick ghosts its outline. Draco gets wetter, always, his wet evanesces so, stupidly beautifully. Their hands, both, work, bring spit from Harry's lips, drag callous over velvet. I am you, Draco whispers. You are me. I am we.
"Fuck me," Harry chokes. "Oh god fucking fuck me."Â
Their hands work faster. Harry imagines Draco, imagines Draco's prick smearing shadow on the tendons of Harry's neck.Â
"Fuck me, Draco, come inside me."Â
"Never let me go," one of them says.
Their back aches, belly heats, and they come unearthly substance messily over their hands, chests heaving, waves breaking, life digging in, life going on and on.
In the morning, Harry packs up the car.Â
Draco drives them home along the coast; he likes driving. Harry likes it because Draco likes it. Likes the feel of his smile.Â
The sky is a skein of clouds, a sea of interwoven ghosts.Â
Harry rolls the window down to let them in.