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TW! Mental health and treatment of ppl with BPD

I'm going to get an evaluation for a possible diagnosis and I scored really high on the BPD things (even tho i thought i might have it some years ago). Can anyone with BPD tell me about it in a way that's not "beautiful princess disorder" or "when he says his ex was toxic but i have bpd" kinda way? Like obviously I did some googling but there's only so much you can do. It feels like ppl with BPD are described as more defensive/agressive about their mental health and that they are some kind of hulk monster... I'm very much guessing this isn't the case but like I keep everything inside me like anger and stuff and never ever let it out, whilst BPD is described as affecting outside relationships more.

Can anyone give me any feedback? (If they have time ofc) like I'm grateful for every little thing! Also I feel so bad that ppl with BPD are treated like this, is that normal? Does that happen all the time?

Thank you for taking your time to read this, I'm really just throwing the question out there! ♡

#bpd #borderline personality disorder #actually bpd #actually borderline #borderline problems

Bitch just say you don't think you could've been happy no matter what happened but at least if you'd went down a better path and sucked it up you wouldn't have to live with and be financially dependent on your parents who your brain refuses to trust 😂😂😂

Does anyone else feel like this? Like at least I would be suffering in my own home, my kids sleeping upstairs and my husband watching me with a worried look on his face, and he'd ask me what I was thinking about and I'd say it's nothing and tell him that this is all I've ever wanted, which is true, and I wouldn't say that I'm still unhappy because I was never meant to be happy and that I love him and he can't save me and I'll die at 78 and be missed by an average amount of people

#mdd #4n4rexia #female hysteria #i feel like saoirse ronan in ammonite standing knee deep in the sea in full victorian dress and staring at the camera sadly