fondfawned

[sweetheartofthemonth]

2006

[worldworldworldworld]

2022-10-28

[fondfawned]

let me then be destroyed

for that is the only way i may have a chance of surviving.

i hear the roaring and the roasting

and i know that it is i.

even though help is only a few digits away, for the first time i say "no" to any alleviation.

i don't want to be justified.

i want to sob

until the prolonged shrieking

becomes a shout of joy.

[junglejim4322]

I live a very balanced life of noticing things nobody else does and not noticing the things that literally everybody notices

[fondfawned]

i meet your ghost while you're still in my arms

it's sad and played out but it's true

i see the sirens and hear the alarms

and fail to reanimate you

;

i'll take all the risks, i take it that you'll run

i can't keep you warm and alive

i stare straight down the barrel of your gun

and you avert your eyes

;

he sees in me someone that i'm not

then he can't meet me for who i am

i light you up but i can't keep you hot

another shell of a man

;

maybe this is all an illusion

an unlucky streak or perhaps a curse.

a pipe dream, a bleak conclusion

the same old wound

that no one can nurse.

[crazysodomite]

guy who only experienced torture: this reminds me of the torture i went through

guy who only experienced torture: i don't like this because it's too unlike the torture

guy who only experienced torture: i'm afraid of not being tortured

[d1gitalg1rlz-deactivated2026042]

god i love men who yearn. i love men who openly yearn for your attention, unashamed of how much they need you. i love men who let go of their pride, unbothered by the thought of standing below you, if it means being close.

[vtgbooks]

Vintage FELIX SALTEN Bambis Children Vintage Lillian Moore 60s DANDELION Library

[yoshisnothere-deactivated202006]

[sacred-portal]

[havingapoemwithyou]

and what good will your vanity be when the rapture comes by Hanif Abdurraqib

[whizpurr]

[softwaring]