[Still catching eyes cuz I'm Fool's Gold]

⟨⟨ System Side-Blog || Adult || Read DNI ⟩⟩

[foolsgoldcollective]

« Hello! We are the Fools Gold Collective, but Fools, Golden or Pyrite work as a collective name. We use They/It as our collective pronouns too, but you can always ask for pronous if you're unsure. »

We are latino, speak Spanish, English and are learning Latin.

We are a DID system of 100+, we also have BPD and Autism.

We are adults, feel free to interact or not at your own sake. We make crude jokes at times.

We don't really have hosts just a few common fronters, we'll try to tag who makes what post but we might forget lol.

We are not making Alter Intros, you'll figure out our personalities and who we are by our posts and our posts alone like the gods intended /silly

Likes and Follows will come from our main blog! @cryptidko

DNI and Organization Tags under the Cut!

[DNI]

Radqueers / TransID

(Pro)Endo Systems* (We don't care about syscourse anymore but for personal reasons we'd rather them not involve them with our disordered experience.)

ED / SH Blogs

Anti Neopronouns

Kink / Nsfw blogs (No hate we just don't want them to interact <3)

Proshippers

[Organization Tags]

#foolsgold.txt (= original posts by us)

#foolsgold.png (= our art)

#(alter).txt

#inner.config (= for innerworld stories)

#vessel.config (= for experiences irl)

#backandforth.txt (= Self reblogs)

#venting.txt

#moots.exe

#reblogs.exe

#queue.exe

#asks.exe

#esp/eng/lat.srt (language of the post)

[ace-disgrace-on-the-case]

There’s something so uniquely terrifying about memory issues. I feel like my self is slipping away from me.

[ace-disgrace-on-the-case]

Here’s the thing I feel like a lot of folks don’t get: I’m not trying to forget what you said. Honestly, I really tried not to. I can’t control what I do and don’t remember—forgetting things just happens. It’s annoying for you, I know, but for me it’s distressing as hell and when you make a big deal out of it rather than just reminding me you make me feel ashamed. I’ll remember that, at least.

It costs you nothing to be kind to people with memory problems. Please. It’s scary enough without people treating memory lapses as a personal failing.

[ace-disgrace-on-the-case]

Hey, reblog this version instead, please!

[leafing-from-view]

friendly reminder to any and all systems: you can introject anything -- abusers, friends you've been close to forever that bring you a sense of comfort, relatives in your family, fictional characters, comfort items, etc. and it doesn't make you any less of a system for any of these introjects. it's okay to not be happy with an introject (to an extent) based on their origin but keep in mind; this is their whole own person right now, they may not do or say the things you'd expect the actual person to say or they could be totally on point to the origin point.

doesn't make you any less of a system. and i'll keep saying that.

[foolsgoldcollective]

Shoutout to my brother Luz who's taking this trip we're currently having pretty well considering that we're going to a religious celebration.

Also shout-out to Gabby who's managed to find a trumpet (in the innerworld) which he has used to wake me up for the past week I'm going to break it when he's not looking. GABRIEL WHEN I GET YOU.

[pezpenser205]

being friends w systems is nuts cuz youll have a guy in the friend group that goes away for a bit and comes back like "i got out of the nightmare loop" or "sorry i was gone i got put in the torment nexus" and its not even an exaggeration they really were in the nightmare loop or the torment nexus for a week and are forced to be normal about it

[wysecollection]

When someone irl brings up "people faking DID back in 2020" and I have to resist the urge to explain that assuming people are faking has in fact done more harm to people with DID as a whole because now people assume it's a generally fake disorder because if I'm too defensive they're gonna ask why I care so much. I feel insane.

[anti-willo-kaai-yuki]

i think systemhood needs like an upgrade where i can take pictures in headspace and upload them to my actual phone here, so I can show people what the duck everything looks like without having to type it all out.

[hellhoundzzz]

mfs be like "I can handle your disorders" until your disorders disorder disorderly

[foolsgoldcollective]

As much as I hate the man who abused us I gotta give him some credit y'know. The sheer audacity you gotta have to pavlov your own kids should be studied, under a microscope.

Like, hate the player but the dedication to the craft was there.

[foolsgoldcollective]

Keep forgetting we have this blog, uh anyways. How are y'all doing? Not much has changed for us... I think.

I'll try to remember to post in this blog more, no promises though.

[neo-pilled]

Common things in DID that no one likes to talk about

- switches that feel like you’re turning into someone else rather than them taking control (non-possessive switching)

- being unable to recognize amnesia until something requires you to remember something you forgot

- staying in the front for weeks at a time

- being unable to communicate with alters internally (this is so common why does everyone act like this is weird?)

- feeling like you don’t have any problems because you feel disconnected from them

- constant denial

- rapid identity, label, and appearance changes

- comorbidities, particularly personality disorders, anxiety disorders, and the schizophrenia spectrum

- autism (there is science pointing towards autistic people being more susceptible to trauma)

- disliking your system

- wanting final fusion

[atlas-corporation]

"im really exciteds to rotates these characters in my mind" i says with excitements

"in your brain, u say ?" says my brain, whos was actually the FUCK YOU guy and ready to split AGAIN

[thehybridsystem]

seeing an endogenic call themselves a system gives me the same feeling as when a straight girl calls herself a twink -kaz

[deltoradecay]

Having insys partners is great but also when you're cofronting, being physically affectionate can just look like this.

I'm holding your hand but it's also my hand and yeah that's poetic but it's so fucking funny.

[dizzy-pops]

“People who claim to be endogenic are misinformed about the nature of systemhood, have most likely buried their traumatic childhood memories, and are usually not just faking” AND “I don’t want endos or their supporters anywhere fucking near me,” are statements that CAN and DO coexist, btw

[clutching-our-plurals]

Shout out to all the kids who always picked shape-shifting as their hypothetical power growing up and assumed it was for gender affirmation but now realize it was also a plurality thing.

[misfit-misplaced]

hi! do you have DID, OSDD, UDD, or any level of disordered dissociation? are you perhaps playing life on multiplayer mode? are you a system looking for some new tools to help you navigate the world?

hello! i'm micki. i'm a psychology student that makes organizational tools for folks with dissociative disorders. a couple years ago i made a pretty massive notion template, and now i'm working on a collection of worksheets with both DBT and ACT principals (i'm a bit of a CBT hater, but i'll admit it can have its merits). if you wanna help test these things and give some feedback on my research projects, check out this discord server !

note: i research DISSOCIATION FROM TRAUMA. if you believe you are a system without any trauma, this is not the project for you.

questions? leave them in the replies of this post and i'll answer to the best of my ability