- Wyse -

Wyse - they/them - DID posting | Endos DNI

[wysecollection]

Who will win: fairly emotionally stable little in co-front or trauma holder little in co-con

[loveridden1999]

person (non-practicing)

[wysecollection]

Already know a phone call is gonna be triggering and then I get misgendered from the jump yeah bro I'm not gonna retain any information from this

[grzechny-aniol]

i hate when there's people in public areas

[marbelo-and-mapel]

Social isolation summer

[wysecollection]

My roommates genuinely Loveee to trigger me like sometimes feels like they know my trauma and are intentionally using it against me it's soooo awesome

[wysecollection]

I could be in the worst mental state of my life and one of my roommates will text the group chat like "by the way I'm going to mentally torment you tomorrow hope you don't mind"

[wysecollection]

My roommates genuinely Loveee to trigger me like sometimes feels like they know my trauma and are intentionally using it against me it's soooo awesome

[anti-willo-miku]

I think identity disturbance beyond the presence of alters should be talked about more in CDD spaces. Even between individual alters, we often struggle to tell who I am at each time. It’s never a clear cut “X alter likes Y and behaves like Z”.

[wysecollection]

Cause people act like it's soooo easy to figure out who's fronting- "just ask yourself questions!" Yeah so alters are also multifaceted and also having a dissociative disorder means you're gonna kinda be a fog of whatever the fuck sometimes. There will be times I think I know who I am and all of a sudden feel a way I've never felt before. Is it passive influence? Is it just me having a bad day? Who fucking knows. And in any case it absolutely sucks to not know who you are or what you are or what you like because of identity disturbance.

[charl0ttan]

being myself performatively

[wysecollection]

Who up stuck in they cycle of "something is wrong with me" "Yeah it's a CDD" "no but something is seriously wrong with me" "Still the CDD"

[wysecollection]

Meanwhile some fucking denial holder keeps saying "no I don't have a CDD" trust me bro WE have a CDD

[antiendosoap]

can we all get more positive about source attached alters

[itwashotwestayedinthewater]

sorry man im new to fleeting moments of clarity

[wysecollection]

Hi! I saw you used to use simply plural. Have you tried PluralSpace yet? It has a little purple house icon. So far very cool at works great for us. Idk if it'll work well for you but yeah!!! Thought i'd reccomend

Hi thanks for the rec ! PluralSpace is actually where we moved all our information before SP shut down. The UI took a bit to get used to but it works very well.

[wysecollection]

Me to my friends because I'm practicing being more vulnerable: Hey guys I'm in a bad mental state if I start acting strange or irrational please keep in mind I'm not doing well. No need to worry about my safety but a check in every once in a while on how I'm doing would be appreciated

My friends when I start acting strange or irrational:

[wysecollection]

Hello person who says they support all mentally ill people. Are you going to be normal if someone says they have homicidal thoughts? Oh only if they're intrusive thoughts? Oh because if they have any actual homicidal ideation they are fundamentally evil? So you actually don't support all mentally ill people. Right right right.

[wysecollection]

Who up stuck in they cycle of "something is wrong with me" "Yeah it's a CDD" "no but something is seriously wrong with me" "Still the CDD"

[wysecollection]

Me listening to a song that goes "Everyone hates me and I hate everyone and I hate myself": This is objectively true and won't make me worse to be around at all