The hybrid system

Anti endogenic DID system – I 🫶🏻 sillyposting

[thehybridsystem]

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[thehybridsystem]

[thehybridsystem]

Apologies to all my traumagenic systems who use the word plural but I HAVE had to block it

"maybe plurality is being kind to yourself..." ???? Plurality, the way you speak of, is a disorder caused by extended trauma your brain seems inescapable.

[thehybridsystem]

[theseus-system]

[thehybridsystem]

This comic deeply reminds me of our persecutor/protector daniel

[parasiticdogvessel]

i am a very petty (maybe evil) god who has one subject it loves very much and will always forgive his sins even if it was absolutely abhorrent and whatnot

[thehybridsystem]

Actually me with my OC rowan, did he mistreat a dying an until he begged to be killed..? Maybe.. but like.. the guy was kinda mean to him and so!!!!

[syscultureis]

sys protector culture is genuinely hating your job sometimes.

i dont always want to deal with assholes in the system can I please do something fun ??

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[thehybridsystem]

This got a VERY loud "YES REAL." from headspace

[thehybridsystem]

I just realized I didnt lie about my age to Tumblr and now I can't see my own fucking posts 😭

"potentially mature content!" IM TALKING ABOUT MY LIFE OF COURSE ITS MATURE, IM TRUAMATIZED!

[meliora-ghoul666]

Being Anti-Endo is not syscourse!

Being Anti-Endo is not syscourse!!

Being Anti-Endo is not syscourse!!!

BEING ANTI-ENDO IS NOT SYSCOURSE!!!!

I can't believe I've gotten to a point that I'm actually crashing out over this. Fuck Endos, Pro-Endos, and Endo neutrals. You're all ableist pieces of shit. Yeah. I said it. Fuck all of you. Ableism is not quirky.

— Nihil / Panic 🐐

[thehybridsystem]

How I feel accidentally interacting with pro endos/endogenics

[toothyblowjob]

wrong answers only: why are you plural?

[thehybridsystem]

I fell off the monkey bars as a kid and it scrambled my brain: (

[thehybridsystem]

LMFAO THIS IS SO REAL

[cutthroat-crimson]

Gifts to give your local fictionkin/fictive

- clothes they had in source

- ten million dollars

- the eatable guacamole chip hat from despicable me 2

- money

[thehybridsystem]

I GOT ONE OF THE CLOTHES I WOULD WEAR!!! IT'S A TAN TACTICAL JACKET WITH LIKE SIX POCKETS AND IT ZIPS UP AND IT'S AMAZING

[toothyblowjob]

wrong answers only: why are you plural?

[thehybridsystem]

I fell off the monkey bars as a kid and it scrambled my brain: (

[markrosewater]

Hey Mark, did the Alpha boon cycle influence the Charm cycle in Mirage and Visions?

Not directly from what I know. The Charm cycle, as I was told, was inspired by trying to find effects that were too minor to go on a card.

[thehybridsystem]

Tumblr is a magic place, I have no clue what this means. And I'm enjoying it. I hope the charm cycle finds the effects or whatever you're talking about

[c-yns-deactivated20260406]

Sometimes, I get so eager and desperate to relate to other people and fit in that I forget that the fact that our symptoms are manageable is actually a good thing-

Like, a part of me kinda wishes that we were worse, so our experiences and struggles would actually be seen and validated, but since we're recovering, it's easy to assume we're having an "easier" or less valid experience

Am I just weird or does someone else feel like this?

— ⭐ (xe/vae)

[thehybridsystem]

When I first discovered our system I felt like none of my symptoms were "that bad" and part of me wished deeply for things to be worse, for me to be valid. But in the end I realized I was just unaware of the systems struggles, and that was a good thing for me.

It's okay not to have bad symptoms

It's okay to manage your symptoms well

It's okay not to remember your symptoms

It's okay to feel like you lack symptoms due to recovery

It's okay to recover

In the end the only thing alive that can really know u what you have and how it works is you -kaz

[thehybridsystem]

Hey I'm sorry dude I can't make it, I gotta go to my dad's funeral and receive box 81 from my childhood then dissociate into nothingness

[thehybridsystem]

I hate showering. So much. I go in there– I shower– I forget everything and go into a dissociative state for the next two hours. It fucking sucks "oh just lock the door or stop bringing your phone" no. I can't do anything about it. I just have to deal with it. I've tried everything so far and it all leads to the same dissociation. I guess I just have to deal with it.