Iām over having to walk on eggshells in my own damn house. Iām about done.

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@forever-young-15
Iām over having to walk on eggshells in my own damn house. Iām about done.
Sometimes itās really nice to have a whole night to yourself. Where no one is asking you things or needing anything from you. Just me, my in depth self care and a book.
If I stop fighting for us, thatās when you know you lost me.
Itās been a long ass time since my gastroperisis flared up bad enough that not just food doesnāt get processed but my meds donāt aborb either. I guess we are back to all nighters šš
Men only start to give a shit once you decided you are done giving a shit.
The male ego is crazy man.
I'mma just keep my mouth shut cause nothing good ever comes from trying to express feelings. Just going to keep them inside and maybe drown in them. But at least your feelings won't get hurt š¤·āāļø
Canāt talk when he is at work
Gets ignored if I talk while while gaming
And get frustrated if talk during tv
Iām done trying. Guess Iāll just go fuck myself then I guess.
I give up on trying to have a conversation when my husband gets home from work because itās like talking to a wall. We get 45 min together a day when heās actually tuned in and the rest of the time heās in his game or phone. Iām getting really good at holding my thoughts and feelings inside. I donāt know if this is how I want to spend the rest of my life. Somethingās gotta change or Iāll change it myself.
Itās taking every ounce of energy and therapy to not completely blow up my marriage , I am crashing out and spiraling and this man turned down my music so that he could play his video game š someone better come up with some bail money at this point .
Being alone with my thoughts is getting increasingly more and more dangerous
Never again will i go that far out of my way for someone just to be shit on.
I wonder how long Iāll be unhappy before itās noticed
The fact that I have to ask if now is an okay time to talk while he plays video games with his friends is so god damn stupid,.
Video games come first? Cool, have video games and friends online make your dinner and lunch for work , wash your work clothes, get up at 4am , and listen to you whine and complain about stupid ass shit because if I have to ask to be listened to one more time itās gonna get real fucking quiet around here.
āš» Iām out bro. ļæ¼
Planning a funeral is more work than a planning a wedding.
Somethingās gotta change because this isnāt working for me .
If I woke up at 4am just to get screwed over, imma be pissed.
This is why I donāt do anything for people anymore.
Just me , myself, and I .