Stressed + Depressed

Just another depressed dog mom trying to make the best out of everyday.

[forever-young-15]

I’m over having to walk on eggshells in my own damn house. I’m about done.

[forever-young-15]

Sometimes it’s really nice to have a whole night to yourself. Where no one is asking you things or needing anything from you. Just me, my in depth self care and a book.

[forever-young-15]

If I stop fighting for us, that’s when you know you lost me.

[forever-young-15]

It’s been a long ass time since my gastroperisis flared up bad enough that not just food doesn’t get processed but my meds don’t aborb either. I guess we are back to all nighters 🙃😅

[forever-young-15]

Men only start to give a shit once you decided you are done giving a shit.

[forever-young-15]

The male ego is crazy man.

[hattie-graves-world]

I'mma just keep my mouth shut cause nothing good ever comes from trying to express feelings. Just going to keep them inside and maybe drown in them. But at least your feelings won't get hurt 🤷‍♀️

[forever-young-15]

Can’t talk when he is at work

Gets ignored if I talk while while gaming

And get frustrated if talk during tv

I’m done trying. Guess I’ll just go fuck myself then I guess.

[forever-young-15]

I give up on trying to have a conversation when my husband gets home from work because it’s like talking to a wall. We get 45 min together a day when he’s actually tuned in and the rest of the time he’s in his game or phone. I’m getting really good at holding my thoughts and feelings inside. I don’t know if this is how I want to spend the rest of my life. Something’s gotta change or I’ll change it myself.

[forever-young-15]

It’s taking every ounce of energy and therapy to not completely blow up my marriage , I am crashing out and spiraling and this man turned down my music so that he could play his video game 😅 someone better come up with some bail money at this point .

[forever-young-15]

Being alone with my thoughts is getting increasingly more and more dangerous

[forever-young-15]

Never again will i go that far out of my way for someone just to be shit on.

[forever-young-15]

I wonder how long I’ll be unhappy before it’s noticed

[forever-young-15]

The fact that I have to ask if now is an okay time to talk while he plays video games with his friends is so god damn stupid,.

Video games come first? Cool, have video games and friends online make your dinner and lunch for work , wash your work clothes, get up at 4am , and listen to you whine and complain about stupid ass shit because if I have to ask to be listened to one more time it’s gonna get real fucking quiet around here.

✌🏻 I’m out bro. 

[forever-young-15]

Planning a funeral is more work than a planning a wedding.

[forever-young-15]

Something’s gotta change because this isn’t working for me .

[forever-young-15]

If I woke up at 4am just to get screwed over, imma be pissed.

This is why I don’t do anything for people anymore.

Just me , myself, and I .