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18|She/her (currently working on masterslist) I write mainly head-cannons or short stories. Basically whatever comes to mind!

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You and Eren are defff highschool sweethearts💗

In highschool you guys were the main couple! Everyone knew how much you guys were in love with each other even though you didn’t show that much affection.

They would usually see you guys walking around the halls with each other or Eren waiting outside your class for you.

“Hi baby” Eren said grinning as you walked out of your class. He throws his arm over your shoulder,leaning down to give you a kiss.

“Don’t you have to be at practice right now?” You mumble against his lips. “Um actually i don’t have practice until after school,Coach had to do something” He smiles,kissing your cheek.

“So does that mean you’ll be at lunch with me today??” You smile. “You act like i’ve never sat down to eat lunch with you” He laughs.

“Most of the times you’re with your friends at the football field” You roll your eyes,getting a bit upset and kind of walking in front of Eren.

“Okay yeah i am,i’m sorry,mi vida” He mumbles,pulling you back by your waist. He kisses the side of your neck softly.

You try not to smile but you fail. You guys walk to an empty hallway where no one can see you guys.

You turn around and wrap your arms around his neck. “You know i’m right most of the time so don’t try to argue with me” You laugh softly.

“Of course you are,baby. I don’t know why i even try” He grins,wrapping his arms around your waist and kissing you with love.

You guys kiss for a few minutes before you’re interrupted.

“Miss Y/l/n and Mr Jeager? Aren’t we supposed to be in the cafeteria and not in the halls?” A teacher interrupts.

You pull away,Eren laughing and hiding his head in between your neck,gently placing kisses.

“Um yes but I don’t think a bunch of students want to see us kissing, Mr Hanes.” You say innocently,trying not to hide your smile.

He rolls his eyes. “This is your first warning,don’t let me catch you again.” He grumbles,walking away.

“You need to stop talking back,Miss Y/l/n.” Eren makes fun of you,you could feel him laughing against your skin. You push him off.

“Shut the fuck up” “Don’t use that language with me, Miss Y/l/n” He laughs even harder when you walk away from him smiling to walk to the cafeteria, clearly annoyed by him not really

And obviously he’s trailing behind you like a lost puppy.

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guys i started heated rivalry yesterday in the night and i finish it earlier today. why was it so beautiful 😭😭💔💔💔

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You accidentally conditioned eren into helping you out by making a ‘hmmph’ noise

The first time you did it, you were trying to open the nutella jar. Your fingers were straining against the lid. why the heck doesn’t this want to open? you think to yourself, brows furrowed and a focused look

Eren was mindlessly next to you, scrolling on his phone and leaning against the counter. “hmmph. Eren, can you help me open this?” You huff,ultimately giving up and holding the nutella jar up to his face.

He looks at you for a second and he takes the nutella. He easily opens it in one try. “here ya go, baby.” He says as he hands it back to you. He kisses your temple and walks over to the couch.

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The second time was the next day. You two were walking to his car after a long day of classes at the university. At this time, he had a truck that was tall so you struggled to get into the car sometimes.

He took your bag from you and opened the door for you. Normally, you can get up easily but since you had went to the gym last night after the first time in a long time, your legs were a little weak.

“hmmph- Eren can you help me?” You whine in an annoyed tone. He was just looking at you with a slight smile on his lips.

He grabs you by the waist and helps you into the car. He smacks your ass before you sit down “baby, i’m starting to think that you hate this truck.” He teases with that dumb boyish grin you hate you don’t. You glare at him and you shut the door.

Anyways, you always make that noise everytime you’re about to ask for help. Whether it’s reaching something from the top shelf, tying your shoe when your legs feel sore,carrying bags,etc, he’s always helping you out so now everytime he hears ‘hmmph’ come from you, he automatically assumes you need his help.

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You’re sitting on the couch with your laptop on your lap. He’s in the kitchen, grabbing water from the fridge.

You’re writing something down, focused on your work. “hmmph….” it’s not like you make the noise on purpose. sometimes you just make the noise for no reason.

Eren turns his head around and he closes the fridge, walking over to you. “what happened,baby? is something wrong?” He asks. You look up from the laptop confused.

“um…no? why you asking?” you ask in a confused tone. He stares at you for a second and his brows furrow “honestly…i’m not sure. I just assumed you needed it.” He says,slowly turning away and walking back to the kitchen.

it’s not like it was on purpose but he was always more than willing to help his baby out no matter what it is.

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It’s too loud in here.

Bass vibrating through the floorboards, the air thick with smoke and sweat and too much cologne. People laughing like nothing hurts. Like they’ve never lost anything.

Eren hasn’t spoken in twenty minutes.

He’s leaning against the wall near the kitchen—plastic cup in his hand, jaw locked, eyes scanning the crowd. He tells himself he’s not looking for her. But he knows that’s a lie.

Because he’s always looking for her.

And when he finds her—god, when his eyes finally land on her—it feels like getting hit in the chest with a brick. She’s laughing. Head tilted back, lips parted, eyes squinting like she can barely breathe through it. She looks happy. Or at least, she looks good at pretending.

It used to be him making her laugh like that.

He used to know what it felt like to be the reason she glowed.

Now he watches from the other side of the room like a fucking stranger.

His grip tightens around the cup. He doesn’t even know who the guy next to her is. It doesn’t matter. He’s standing too close, leaning in, saying something that makes her smile. Eren wants to knock his teeth out. Wants to drag her away and remind her who the fuck held her when she fell apart at 2 a.m., who kissed her scars like they were scripture, who knew how to ruin her and still loved her anyway.

But he doesn’t move. He never does.

Because she doesn’t look broken anymore.

And Eren doesn’t know who he is if he’s not the one putting her back together.

He looks down into his drink. It’s warm now. Bitter. Like everything else in his life.

There’s a part of him that wants to say something. Just walk over, grab her wrist, and make her look at him the way she used to. Like he was the only thing that made sense in a world that never did.

But he can’t.

Because he doesn’t know what he’d say. “I miss you”? “I’m sorry”?

Too late. Too hollow.

So instead, he watches. Like he always does.

And she laughs again—too loud, too beautiful, too far gone.

She’s the tear that hangs inside my soul forever.

Every time he sees her. Every time he dreams about her. Every time he wakes up wishing she’d just stayed.

The room spins a little, and he thinks it’s not the alcohol—it’s her.

It’s always her.

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Summer Fun w/Eren💗

Summary:Eren trying to convince you to get in the freezing cold river.

warnings: nothing but fluff😊

word count:1k? idk but it’s a good amount

You guys arrived to Laughlin, nevada yesterday in the night and now you guys are at the river.

“Baby, lets get in the water.”Eren says as he puts on sunscreen. You look at up him from the lounge chair.

“Si la agua está fría then no” You tell him as you put sunscreen on your legs. He pouts a little. “I don’t want to go in by myself.”

“Ren..The others are coming down in a little.” You say as you reach into your bag to put your phone away. “They’re not going to be here for another hour! Please,baby. I swear it’s not that cold” He pleads

“If it’s cold then i’m going to yell at you” You sigh,getting up from the chair. Eren grins,wrapping his arms around your waist.

“It’ll get warm after awhile,mi nena” He mumbles,placing a kiss on your forehead. “I haven’t been here since i was 15 and it was pretty cold” You let go of him and fix your bikini top.

You grab your mojito from the table and hand Eren,his beer. “you were 15 but now you’re 22 so maybe your body will react differently.” You look at him with a dumb look. “You sound so stupid right now”

You walk away from him and he laughs. He follows behind you,walking into the water like it’s nothing he’s freezing. “Look,baby, it’s not even cold” He drinks his beer.

“Eren if you’re lying to me, te voy a joder.” You threaten him but he only laughs. You dip your toe in the water and immediately walk back.

“Baby, you just gotta walk in like it’s nothing!” He says in pleading voice. “Dude it’s super cold! I’m not gonna get in!” You yell at him.

He pouts. “Baby,don’t be like that!” He walks out of the water, grabbing your hand. “Don’t pull me in” You whine,forcing yourself to stay still but he’s just too strong!

He grabs your drink from your hand and lifts you up with the other. You scream. “If you fucking put me down in the water,i’m making you sleep on the floor!” You yell,laughing a little.

He puts you down in the water,the water above your waist. You look at him,pissed “Oh shit,nena. I didn’t think it was that deep for you” He lifts you back up and taking you a little closer to the shore.

“Obviously not,pinche tonto. You’re 6’2,dumb fuck” You say as your teeth clatter.The water now stays below your waistline.

“You have to dip your whole body or else you’ll get sick” Eren says as he hands you back your drink. “Fuck that,i’d rather get sick then go under water” You mumble,taking a sip.

He laughs,his arm hugging your neck and pressing a soft kiss on your head.

“I’ll make it up to you when we get back to the hotel room” He whispers in your ear. You smile and wrap your arms around his waist,trying not to spill your drink.

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“No,Connie! If you’re gonna be in here then don’t splash us!” You yell at him, covering yourself with your arms. Sasha throws her glasses at him.

“I brought water guns so they’ll get wet either way” Connie whispers to Eren. “Dude, Y/n was so mad when i brought her in. Dont make her more mad” Eren chuckles

“Just buy her more alcohol and you’ll be good” Connie slaps Eren’s shoulder. Eren just laughs and shakes his head. He goes back to the table to grab your drink

He admires the way you talk to Mikasa and Sasha. He admires the way you laugh with them. He admires the way you look in that bikini that matches his eyes. He admires everything about you and how you look ten times more beautiful during the summer.

“Eren,you made me get in here so now you have to stay in here with me” You yell at him. He smiles and walks over to you and places a big kiss on your lips.

Summer is always the best with you💗

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Domestic Sundays with Eren 💗

You wake up ,bedsheets all messed up,some pillows are thrown on the floor. You reach over for Eren and he’s not there. You stretch your body before getting up from the bed.

You walk out of the room and walk downstairs to the kitchen. You find Eren’s back facing you, setting up the table.

You quietly walk up behind him,wrapping your arms around his waist. “Good morning,mama”Eren says as he feels your touch.

He turns around the face you. “Good morning,my love”You say smiling at him softly. He leans down to kiss you but you back away.

“Um hello? Did i do something wrong?” He pouts. “No it’s cause i haven’t brushed my teeth” You laugh. “Does it look like i give a single fuck?” He raises his eyebrow,Grabbing you by your jaw and pulling you in for a kiss.

You giggle at his action. You pull away smiling. “Did you love yesterday night” He grins,kissing your cheek.

“Of course i did. I’m surprised i’m standing right now” You giggle softly. He smiles “It’s okay,i can fix that”

You laugh as you walk to the bathroom to brush your teeth. “Are we staying in today or going out?” Eren asks from the kitchen.

“We can go to that one restaurant place for lunch and for dinner we can order takeout” You say as you walk out of the bathroom.

He serves your plate (filled with your fav breakfast ofc) “Ugh i love you so much. You’re hot,rich and can cook” You groan. He looks at you offended not really. “Is that all i’m good for? What about my personality?” He jokingly puts a hand over his heart.

You laugh “Eh it’s an somewhat good personality” You say as you smush his cheeks together to kiss him. He laughs,leaning in.

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Eren took you on a cute little lunch date around 2:30 to this garden restaurant and now you guys are sitting on the couch at home,making out(it’s 7:30pm)

You’re straddled on his lap, kissing him passionately.His hands rest on your hips,squeezing them time to time.

He slides his tongue into your mouth,making you whine a bit. You pull away,breathing heavy.

“Mi amorcito , maybe we should order the food already.” You say softly as you play with his hair,kissing his neck. leaving a few marks

He groans,his hands gently rubbing your ass. “Fuck,mama…you can’t just stop mid make out to remind me to order food” He chuckles.

You raise an eyebrow at him “Are you telling me what i can and can’t do?” He laughs. “Of course not,my love. Who am i to tell you” You smile,going back to kissing him again.

Sundays are the days he waits for the whole week because he gets to spend it with his favorite girl in the whole universe💗

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Las Vegas with Eren💗(+friends)

I feel like you guys with spend most of the time walking around the strip and the bed

“Baby are you almost done getting ready?” Eren asks as he walks into the bathroom,watching you from the mirror.

“Yeah but Sasha is gonna come up to our room in a bit so we can pre game.” You say as you put on your lashes. “It’s only 8pm,Eren. We have the rest of the night.” You mumble.

“I know but i want to go to the buffet before it closes” He whine softly. “and plus i want to fuck you” He whispers in your ear,grabbing your waist.

“No,mi amor. I’m still tired from earlier.” You push him off gently,touching up your makeup a bit.

Before he can say anything there’s a loud knock on your door. “You guys better not be fucking!” Connie yells from outside.

Eren groans and rolls his eyes,walking out the restroom to open the door. “You cockblock” Eren smacks connie on the head as he walks in.

“Eren shut up,we weren’t even going to do anything in the first place” You scold him as you walk out the restroom.

Sasha hands you a shot as she walks in with Mikasa and Annie. You four walk over to the couches while Eren,Connie, Jean and Armin talk by the door.

“Sweet girl,are you already ready?” Eren walks over to you guys after 15 minutes. “Hmm? Where are we going to go though?” You ask

“We were thinking about going to the casinos to gamble for a bit and then going a bar” He grabs you by your waist,leaning down to kiss you.

You smile against his lips,pulling away gently. “Yeah let me just put on my shoes” You try to walk away but he pushes you onto the couch to sit.

He grabs your shoes and kneels down. He gently slides on the heel and buckles them up. He kisses your ankle before getting back up.

“That was so cute” Sasha mumbles. “I really thought he was gonna fuck her when he pushed her on the couch” Connie says with food stuffed in his mouth.

“I wouldve fucked her if you guys weren’t here” Eren mumbles to himself.

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It’s 1 am and you guys are now at the Bellagio hotel casino. Eren won the jackpot as if he needs the money when he’s filthy rich and is grabbing his cash.

“Baby i’m getting tired” You whine to hmm softly ,massaging your feet. “Want me to carry your heels and you can wear my shoes?” He says as he sits you down at one of the casino games.

“No you have big feet so imma trip myself and plus i don’t want you to get sick.” He takes off your heels and kisses your ankle,massaging your feet as well.

“I can run back to the hotel to grab your other shoes” He says softly. “No i want to go back to the hotel to rest” You mumble.

“Okay let’s go,mama” He sends a quick text to the group and picks you up bridal style. You laugh, holding onto him tightly.

“You know that i’m gonna fuck you when we get back to the hotel room,right?” You look at him quickly. “Hold on i was just overreacting,I’m not actually tired” He laughs and kisses your cheek.

“Too late,mama”

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just came across ur acc and i love ur work THANK U SOOOO MUCH for the spanish dialogue😭 it’s so hard to find any aot character x spanish speaking reader 😭

you’re welcome 😊 it really is hard finding aot characters x spanish speaking reader😭 I’m glad that you love and read my work!

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morning routine with eren <3!!(game day)

(warning: Eren gets a little silly at some part)

so obviously Eren would be nervous on game day and he acts like he hasn’t been through this millions of times.

“Babe do you have your shoes packed?” You ask as you walk into the restroom to put away your hair curler.

“No-Fuck, Baby can you pack them for me?” Eren rambles behind the shower door, the sound of the water hitting the floor muffling his words.

“qué dijiste?” You walk over to the shower,opening the door to hear him better. He washes the soap out of his face.

“No i didn’t pack them. Can you pack them for me,baby?” He looks down at you while he shuts the water off.

“Yeah,just let me know what else you need to pack” You walk over to the towel rack to hand him one.

“Um my jersey,gloves,some hand warmers and my mouth guard.” He lists off basically everything as he wraps the towel around his waist.

“Basically everything,Eren.” You groan, walking out the bathroom to finish your make up.

“Sweet girl,im just so nervous that i forgot.” He follows you to your vanity. He wraps his arm around your waist.

“I’ll do it if it bothers you so much,Mama” He kisses the top of your head. “No,i’m sorry. I’m just so tired” You look up at him with soft eyes.

“I know it’s super early,baby but i need you to come and support me during practice” Eren talks to you in a sweet voice.

“But why do you guys need to get there at 4 am. I love you so much but i’m not a morning person” You smile, placing a kiss on his nose.

“You sure don’t mind being awake at 4 am when i’m fucking y-“ You cut eren off by pushing him off of you. He laughs,kissing your forehead before walking into the closet.

You smile to yourself, spraying yourself with setting spray. You get up from your chair and going downstairs to the living room.

“Hi baby” You talk to your french bulldog in a baby voice. The dogs jumps in excitement from hearing your voice and you smile.

You walk over to the tv remote and turn in the tv, going to Spotify to play music.You have thirty minutes to pack this bag,fold the laundry and to try to clean up the house a bit.

You hum softly as you walk into the laundry room to take the jersey off of the drying rack. You grab it and walk out.

As you finish packing his bag, you feel someone grab you by the waist. “AHH-“ you scream really loud,elbowing the person really hard on the side.

“fuckk!” Eren groans really loud, gripping his side.

“Eren! it’s three fucking in the morning and i’m tired and alone in this big ass living room!” You yell at him,hitting with the head with a pillow.

“Yeah but baby we’re the only people in this house!” He laughs in pain.

“ ‘Rennie trust me, you’re a celebrity and you’re hot as hell so don’t be surprised if we have a stalker in this house” You roll your eyes as you dump the clean clothes onto the couch.

He grins,looking down at you. “You think i’m hot?” You look up at him and roll your eyes. “If i didn’t think you were hot,would i be marrying you?”

He laughs,Leaning down to kiss you. He presses his lips against yours. You let go of whatever piece of clothing you had in your hands and wrap your arms around Eren’s neck.

He goes on top of you,pushing you down against the clothes. He presses his lips harder against yours,slowly turning it into a make out.

“mmmph- Eren no..” You mumbles against his lips,trying to pull away. “Please,baby. Let’s have a quickie.” He smirks, kissing down your jaw.

“No, I have to finish folding these clothes.” You whine a little,gently pushing him off.

The dog sitting in front of your guys with his head tilted.

He rolls his eyes,getting off of you after placing a big kiss on your neck.

“Make sure i didn’t leave any lipstick on your lips” You say to him as he walks into the kitchen.

You finish folding the clothes in 10 minutes. You get up and walk upstairs with the folded clothes in your hands.

“Eren don’t forget to eat because i know you’ll regret it when we’re already driving” You yell from upstairs.

“Yeah yeah” He mumbles from downstairs in the kitchen,opening the microwave to find the food you made him yesterday night.

You walk back downstairs all changed into some dark green nike dunks,flared leggings and into a Jersey with Eren’s number that has your named embroidered into it.

“Look at you,Mama” Eren grins, holding his hand out so he can make you do a 360.

You smile, taking his hand and doing a 360 for him. “You look so sexy with your custom jersey” He smirks, kissing you.

“Stop being so horny and get your stuff together so we can leave in 5 minutes.” You mumble against his lips,smiling.

You pull away,walking past him. He gently slaps your butt as you walk by him, grinning.

He grabs his stuff and goes outside to put it inside the trunk.

You fill up his water bottle and yours while he packs up his stuff.

“Ya tienes todo?” You ask him as he walks back into the house.

“No my headphones are upstairs” He says as he runs up the stairs.

You grab your purse and the bottles, grabbing your hoodie as well from the coat rack.

“You ready,baby?” Eren asks as he turns off the lights. “Oh- Hold on let me say bye to my baby” You smile, walking over to the dog to say bye one more time.

You walk out of the house and over to the car, opening the back doors to place the stuff.

“Baby, we can stop by 7-11 so you could get something to keep you awake” Eren says as he locks the house.

“I need to actually stop by CVS so get some things.” you say as you get into the car.

He closes your door for you,walking over to his side and getting inside.

“I’m so cold” You feel yourself shivering. Eren grabs his sweater from the back and hands it to you.

“Cant have my sweet girl freezing” He chuckles, starting the car. The car warms up and he begins to pull out of the driveway.

He grabs your hand,kissing it before driving into the street.

“Do you think Mikasa is going to be there?” You ask Eren as he drives.

“Yeah Jean told me that Mikasa is going to help you set up the food” Eren says as he rubs your thigh.

“I think all of the girls are going, Mama” He pulls up into the CVS.

“Good cause last time i had to deal with 46 little kids,including you” “Hey!”

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imagine wedding cake test with eren!!

“Babe why couldnt you just pick your favorite flavor?” Eren asks as he open the door for you.

“Cause WE need to choose a flavor we’re both going to agree on,Mister.” You poke his chest,walking inside the cake shop. You lift your sunglasses up into your hair,letting your eyes adjust to the lighting.

You walk up to the counter and talk with the worker while Eren looks around.

He looks at the little cake figures. He looks at each and every one of them,not noticing that you’re talking to him.

“Eren” You snap really loud in his face. He stops staring at them,finally looking at you. “oh shit sorry”

You extend out your hand,letting Eren grab it. You follow the worker to the back of the cake store and walk into this fancy restaurant place.

“Are we tasting cake or eating at an expensive restaurant?” Eren whisper in your ear. “It’s just the way they make their clients taste the cake” You whisper back.

You sit down at this round table and Eren sits next to you. “Are you nervous?” He looks at you. “For what,mama?” You just shake your head

“Doing wedding stuff doesn’t make you nervous?” He just sits and thinks for a little. “Yeah but i’ll be even more nervous on the actual day” You smile.

“You’re not gonna run out on me,are you?” You grab him by his jaw. “Of course not,baby.” He chuckles. You pull him in and kiss him.

He smiles,placing one hand on the chair and another on your waist. You place a few more kisses before letting go of his jaw and pulling away.

He blushes like crazy.He places his head between your shoulder and neck,gently placing light kisses on the skin.

“Thank you so much” He hears you speak, lifting up his head and seeing all the different cakes on the table labeled with their flavors.

“Which one do you want to try first?” You ask him,placing your bag in between you and Eren’s chair.

“Ummm we can do this one.” He says as he grabs the red velvet cake. He grabs a spoonful and feeds you it.

He notices how your face lights up by the taste but also how you scrunch your face a bit because it’s too sweet.

“The cake part was amazing pero the frosting was too sweet” He was right. He loves you so much that he can tell what you like and what you don’t like.

He sees you write down things on a little paper they gave you and he takes a bite out of the cake.

“What do you think,mi vida?” You ask him as you place the pen down. “I think that it taste good but i wouldn’t want it as our cake.” He says as he pushes the cake to the side.

“Okay next flavor. Umm i’ll do this one” You grab the Chocolate one. He lets you try it first.

“It’s super sweet” You scrunch up your face a bit,feeding Eren a piece. “Yeah.I’ll be too hyper.”

You smile. “Imagine how hyper the kids would be”

He looks at you “Mama, there’s gonna be no kids at the wedding cause everyone is gonna be stupid drunk” He says as he grabs the next flavor

“Oh shit, you’re right. Maybe we should get a alcohol infused cake!” You say excitedly,jumping up and down a little.

He laughs, kissing your cheek.

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“So definitely not pumpkin spice.” He gags a little, putting the last flavor aside. You laugh.

“So it’s in between, vanilla and red velvet.” You write down whatever you’re writing down and Eren tries the red velvet again.

“Hey baby what if we just ask for a less sweeter frosting for red velvet?” Eren suggest.

“We could do that cause i think vanilla is too boring” You look up at him. “So red velvet?” He asks

“yeah because for me it seems like a good flavor for a wedding.” You say as you push your hair behind your ear before writing down red velvet as your choice.

He stares and admires your beauty,wondering how he got the most beautiful woman in the world.

“Okay let’s go.” You grab your purse and get up,grabbing the paper too.

He gets up and follows you. He waits for you to give the paper for the worker.

“So we just have to ask how specifically you want your cake to look like…” He zones off from whatever the worker was telling you and stares at you.

“Do you want to do 3 tier or 4?” You ask him, turning around. “We can do whatever you think is enough for everyone”

“Yeah we’ll do 4 tier because it’s a of people” You tell the worker. She then asks you how you want the cake to look like and you show her the inspiration pic.

“Okay then your total will come out to… $2,521. You can leave a deposit of $500.” The worker tells you.

You look back at Eren because it’s a lot of money but he’s already pulling out his wallet to pay in full.

“I’ll just pay in full since i’m carrying the cash around anyways.” He hands the money to the worker.

“Eren es mucho dinero” You whisper to him. “Baby i want us to have our dream wedding,price doesn’t matter to me.” He whispers back, hugging you from behind.

The worker gives you the change and tells you to have a good day.

Eren let’s go and you open the door,putting on your sun glasses.

“Hey baby.what if instead of us being the wedding topper, it can just be you since most of the attention is gonna be on you” He wraps his around around you,kissing the top of your head.

“Ahaha very funny,Eren” “I’m not joking”

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Depression is a bitch.

all you want to do is lay down all day and sleep. It truly sucks when you’re having a episode. It’s been going on for a few days. You haven’t been to work in 4 days. You don’t even have enough motivation to get up from the bed.

The good thing is that you have the best fiancé to help you through this episode.

“Baby,it’s morning. I made your favorite food.” Eren says as he gently rubs your back.

“I can’t get up” you mumble quietly,feeling yourself sink more into the mattress.

“you didn’t eat dinner yesterday.I want you to at least eat breakfast.” He speaks to you in a soft tone. you don’t answer him so he gets up and leaves the room.

you pull the covers over your face and close your eyes,wishing that you wouldn’t feel this way anymore.

You hear eren’s footsteps. “Sweet girl,can you sit up for me” You hear him place something down on the nightstand.

you sigh quietly and pull the covers off of yourself,sitting up.

Eren’s heart cracks a little at the sight of your red eyes and dull smile. “Here baby,take a bite” He gently brings the food to your mouth.

You open your mouth since that’s the least you could do. “Listen, i was thinking that later we could go to the mall or the 99 since i know you love that store a lot” He smiles at you.

“I can’t…. I just want to lay down and sleep.” You tear up a little. You bite your food and chew quietly.

“I understand but if i don’t get you out of this house then you’ll never get through this episode. I want my sweet girl to get through this so we can continue to plan our wedding.” He speaks gently, wiping any tears that falls down your face.

“Do you want to tell me what triggered the episode?” He asks softly, giving you more food.

“It’s just- I-..” You feel your voice crack. He rubs your hand, patiently waiting for you to continue.

“I feel like i’ve been such a burden to you. With all the wedding planning i feel like i’m taking time away from you and practice. I feel like it’s such a dumb thing that can trigger stuff like this but it just has been making me feel bad and not talking about it made it even worse.” Your lip quivers a bit.

“Mama,you could never be a burden to me. I choose to not practice as much so that i could plan our wedding because i want it to be perfect since it’s the only wedding we’re ever going to have. Fuck what the coach thinks about me missing practice. You are more important than anything else. You’re my number one everything. I love you so much and i’ll help you get through this ,baby and of course i know it’s not going to go away in a second but i’m here to help guide you through it. I’m here for you no matter what.” He rants gently,reassuring you.

You hug him,sobbing softly against his shoulder. He hugs you back, whispering comforting words into your ear, letting you to let everything out.

After a few minutes you let go. “Do you want to go out or stay in and watch movies in the bed?” He kisses your cheek. “If you offered to take me to the 99 then i guess we have to go.” You smile.

He chuckles. “Of course baby,anything for you.Do you need my help to help you shower?”

You nod,smiling. He walks over to the bathroom, turning on the tub and letting it fill up. He comes back to pick you up.

He carries you bridal style and takes you the the bathroom. He gently takes off your clothes.

“Thank you for being patient with me,hermoso”

He gently scrubs your body . “Anything for you”

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“Eren, comportarse.” You whisper scream at him after he threw a ball at your head. He chuckles, wrapping his arms around your waist as you push around the cart.

“Next time i’ll throw it at your ass so i can see it j-“. “Eren!” You smack his head,pushing him off of you.

“I’m just joking,Baby!” He says lifting his hands up,smiling and just following you around.