call me mac

24 | she/her | 5’10 in therapy but not in recovery lost: 12.8lbs || ugw: 120

[formetobethinagain]

Previously @formetobethin

Went into recovery. Hated myself more. Came out. Im done trying to get better. I’m pro recovery, just not for myself anymore.

If you are a minor, in recovery, or triggered by ED shit, dni. Anorexia isn’t fun, doesn’t matter if your bone thin or fat. It sucks.

I do not post bonespo or meanspo.

Scrolling further is on you. Don’t bitch to me about not liking what you see. If you feel the need to block me, please do (reporting people’s coping spaces helps literally no one:))

This is a side blog. If a random Kpop blog is liking your posts, that’s me on main😗

[deadforestfairy]

I swear to god if Santa Claus does not give me my UGW and skinny legs I will body slam that bitch.

[anas0ng]

i want this vibe for christmas

[kyuniepedia]

hi if you have friends in that live in Korea you should text them to make sure they’re okay

[formetobethinagain]

not to be a stalker but I was reading your tags - what’s gs25?

idk when I mentioned this but it’s just a convenience store. Like a 7/11 but nicer imo

[formetobethinagain]

me @ others: being kind to yourself is the most important thing and weight isn’t everything. Weight loss doesn’t happen over night and is not usually linear path. We are all built beautiful

me, seeing the scales gone up .01: I would rather be dead

[turns-out-its-adhd]

[formetobethinagain]

I think the worst news I got yesterday wasn’t that I gained weight but that I might actually be shorter than I thought

[cassje]

[hell0f4tty]

[formetobethinagain]

doctor: you don’t eat enough

me: oh yeah

[formetobethinagain]

hello hello long tim no see im going to see a dietary specialist this weekend and im Freaking Out about it

[formetobethinagain]

Went. Had a horrible time. Got prescribed medication.

[formetobethinagain]

hello hello long tim no see im going to see a dietary specialist this weekend and im Freaking Out about it

[sorrydontdeserveit]

Me: I want to be so thin that people worry

Friends/family: *Starts worrying*

Me: No wait stop I’m not skinny yet

[ararexic]

they’re a 10 but they’re on edtumbr in 2022

[metamorphosis-42]

having an ed makes you so much more aware of other people’s disordered eating habits

[tobi-w1th-an-i-deactivated20220]

WHERE THE FUCK IS MY WEIGHT LOSS?!?!