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stem (she/they) – selective indie rp (18+)

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multimuse — multiverse — selective — 18+ (21+ preferred) 

penned by stem (she/they).

hello! i started rp at around 2018-2019 but i stopped for a bit because life happened. but now i’m back and i’m excited to write my chaotic ass muses with everyone!! feel free to slide into my dm’s to plot or check out my open starters if you’d like <3 please read my rules before interacting, thank you!

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seonho & leo;

“Oh, right, of course, I’ll get right on churning out another one. I’m like a factory of Grammy-winning songs,” Seonho jokes, tapping Leo’s foot with his own with a snicker. It’s a euphoric feeling, being able to do what he loves now, and it is made even better that he gets to do it with people who are just as passionate about their own craft, like Leo. After witnessing how dedicated the other man was that first day he had stumbled into that practice room on feet that were out of rhythm, how could Seonho not be attracted to him? “I’ll make it a point to swing by. It would be nice to dance with you for pleasure instead of only work.” Up to this point, A fine line had been drawn between the two, work and pleasure, and it feels like now is the time that the latter could take center-stage. 

There has to be some kind of irony to the fact that it has taken Seonho getting high for him to see with clear eyes, noting the tinge of color that is decorating Leo’s cheekbones. And it’s Leo that is drawing their legs together, and Seonho finally convinces himself that the tether between them isn’t just in his head. He’s pliant to Leo’s maneuvering, like he had always been during their practices. ”Having fun is the goal,” he relays in agreement, the heat from his own cheeks travelling throughout his body as he watches, mesmerized, as Leo curls his mouth around the bong. His leg rubs against the one entangled in his own, locking his gaze as his eyes darken and dilate. His Adam’s apple bobs when he swallows, the touch of Leo’s hand causing goosebumps to rise along his arms. If the encouraging smile isn’t enough of a go-ahead, Seonho makes his response evident by taking the initiative. One hand falls to Leo’s hip, the other to the back of his head so that he can reposition to lean back onto the arm of the couch, bringing Leo with him so that he’s hovering over Seonho. Closing the gap between their mouths, Seonho lets his jaw fall slack and his eyes close, lips parting to breathe in the smoke upon the other’s exhale and hoping that Leo takes the not-so-subtle hint that he can do far more than that. 

Leo can’t even deny it anymore, the air around them feels charged with something and all he can do is go along with the motions. He’s properly high right now and every sensation he feels is magnified tenfold, especially with Senoho so close to him. While a part of him believes whatever tension between them is finally going to break, the rational part of his brain is still screaming at him to take it slow. Maybe he’s really just here to smoke weed through shotgunning. Friends do that.... right?

He’s not even thinking about friendships now, not with the way Seonho’s maneuvering him on the couch, the touch of his hands feeling like fire on Leo’s skin. Making himself comfortable, Leo places his knees on each side of Seonho’s hips, practically straddling him. He can’t really process everything all at once; after all, he has a mouth full of smoke. Without breaking eye contact, Leo cups his face in a featherlight touch and leans in. Positioning his lips barely a centimeter away from Seonho’s, he closes his eyes and exhales. It’s messy but also just perfect; the smoke that escapes from their mouth blankets around them in an opaque white haze, making it feel as if it’s only him and Seonho in this world. Suddenly, with the smoke out of his throat, Leo finally looks at the man below him, mouth slightly parted open, neck exposed with the way he’s resting on the arm of the couch. Suddenly, something inside Leo snaps. “Seonho,” he murmurs, his voice slightly stilted. It’s hard for him to talk when he’s feeling so much. “Stop me if you don’t want this.” Leo’s words flow out of him in a rush, desperation laced in his breathy voice. Grabbing the back of Seonho’s neck and leans in, crashing their lips together, a low moan coming from his throat upon impact.

[sandushengshou]

Oath of Love | March 15, 2022

[formulasoflove]

hello again! work has been burning me tf out but i’m slowly getting back in the groove and i’m hoping to start getting replies out tonight! thank u so much for ur patience everyone <3

[landonkirbyappreciation]

#relatable

[theedorksinlove]

sarah cameron & john b routledge ⤷ outer banks ✗ 2x06

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@heirbud

[seatawxnan]

Come here! Wait, wait! I have work! I have work to do! I don’t care. It’s our last day.

[evocatiive]

@formulasoflove

[stay-close]

He had the awkward tenderness of someone who has never been loved and is forced to improvise.

— Isabel Allende, The House of The Spirits

[formulasoflove]

this week has been a whole rollercoaster of shit so if i haven’t been here much that’s why!! im still Lurking, altho replies and plotting might be slower but i’m hoping to get back into some sort of groove this weekend

[funnytwittertweets]

[lisanamjoon]

Rosé | Dazed Korea | March ‘22 ♡

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THE FALLOUT (2021) dir. Megan Park

[creepish]

sorry for putting you in a glass jar with a twig and a leaf i thought you would like it

[conflictofinterests]

“ i used to think about what it’d be like if we got together. ” sunhyun and adrian !

Sunhyun, looked at Adrian from where he sat and he drew up his legs to tuck them under his chin, "I did too..." He confessed, eyes staring at the ground as he thought back to the first time they met.

He'd felt such a relief, to find a being who could stand through time the same way he had. Unshifting and eternal in existence. He'd felt hope for the first time in years. And yet, he'd kept his distance and he'd simply followed the other like any good friend would do as they became closer. It was easy to follow and be with Adrian even if they both lead completely different lives. At least they'd been together...

There'd been times though.... Times where he'd wondered if they could be together in a different sense of the word. But he'd pushed the thought and idea away. And as the days turned to months, months to years, and years to decades he'd forgotten about those emotions. Never allowing them to surface fully and he'd decided that a certain level of distance between the two would be best. And so he'd gone off on a different path.

He'd found his calling in music and he'd found that although his legs weren't good for water, they were great on land and dancing became a comfort for him. Now, it's a career, and it kept him busy enough to where he didn't see Adrian as much... but the feelings were still there.

As dull an ache as the yearning to be able to be back in the water. And just like the effect water had on him now, his feelings left him drowning at times...

[formulasoflove]

hazel & amelia;

“it’s fine. of course, i understand. ive been late multiple times. did you eat dinner yet?”

"i can always cont on you to understand.” mia relaxes, her body relaxing from how tense it was. “i haven’t eaten yet, what about you?”

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daeun & yoona;

‘ yoona, you really didn’t notice ? and here i was thinking you were flirting back with me. ’ she joked and brushed her hair out of her face. ‘ mm three months ? something around that time, you really thought i was being a good roommate just because ? no, i want to make out with you. ’

yoona gasps, her hand reaching up to cover her mouth. “i may have assumed you were being a really nice roommate.” her eyes follow the movement of daeun’s hand moving through her hair and her stomach does a funny little flip. “holy shit. wow. fuck.” yoona tucks her hair behind her ear, the words making out echoing in her mind. suddenly, the past three months of interactions flash in her head. “i can’t imagine how frustrating that must’ve been for you.”

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scarlet & wolfgang & leo;

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“Yeah,” Wolf said before realizing that maybe he just wasn’t Leo’s type. “I mean you don’t have to though.” Hearing him ask scarlet if she had put him up to it he shook his head unable to hide his smirk. “is It really that hard to believe that maybe Scarlet didn’t put me up to anything.” He asked.

Scarlet shook her head no to confirm Wolfgang’s words. She was now completely entertained by Wolf and Leo’s conversation. “He probably doesn’t flirt with you cause he likes me better.” She smiled at Wolfgang sticking her tongue out at him.

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“I mean, I want to. Flirt. With you. If that’s okay.” For the first time, Leo’s the one that’s left flustered and not the other way around. He glances between the both of them, his heart racing in his chest. Seeing Scarlet and Wolfgang bickering in front of him does ease some of the nerves for a bit. “Hey, hey, I have a lot of love to give. I mean, hell, I’d be down for more than flirting at this point!”