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Keira/Doc/Toast - she/her - 20 - MDNI

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I'm FIRMLY anti-censorship and a pro-shipper. Liking something in fiction or wanting to explore darker themes does NOT reflect real life morals, and in many cases can be sort of therapeutic for the author. If you stumble across something you don't like, kindly click away and go on with your day.

This blog contains untagged NSFW content and dark/taboo themes. Proceed at your own risk.

Required Reading

roadkill by forced_conforming (E) - Rosekiller - 10/10 Chapters - 88,598 words - MCD, Graphic Depictions of Violence

bakchai by unleashed (katakosmos) (Not Rated) - Rosekiller - 2/2 Chapters - 37,167 words - Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Moth To A Flame by katakosmos (E) - Rosekiller - 31/31 Chapters - 37,475 words - No Archive Warnings Apply

Terrible Things by katakosmos (E) - Rosekiller - 28/28 Chapters - 182,750 words - Graphic Depictions Of Violence, MCD

everything but a lover by hurricanebunny (E) - Rosekiller - WIP - Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Prince of Demons by hurricanebunny (E) - Rosekiller - WIP - Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Scotty Doesn't Know by knightmossy (E) - Bartylily - WIP - Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

The Sin That Binds Us All by MajorToast (E) - Wolfstar, Rosekiller - WIP - Graphic Depictions Of Violence

Fic Recs (Last Updated 11 July 2026)

COMPLETED FICS

None yet

WIPS

Hoist The Colours (E) - Rosekiller - 13/30 Chapters - Currently 102,968 words - Pirate AU, MCD, Graphic Depictions of Violence

Art by the amazingly talented @mossy-of-the-valley: Barty, Barty and Evan

The Needle and the Damage Done (E) - Rosekiller - 8/23 Chapters - Currently 77,457 words - Drug Addict AU, MCD

ONE SHOTS

Hollywood Babylon (T) - Rosekiller - 2,569 words - Barty's album is dropping at midnight, and the release party is a spectacle of fame and decadence. Cameras flash, alcohol flows, and Barty's holding on tight to the one thing that feels real: Evan.

Don't Think Twice, It's All Right (G) - Rosekiller - 1,991 words - Evan's a kindergarten teacher, and Barty's a chef at a Michelin Star restaurant. Evan tries to keep his personal life out of his classroom, but after a student sees him and Barty at the store, he decides it's time to pull back the curtain and bring Barty in for show and tell.

As the World Falls Down (G) - Wolfstar - 1,523 words - On a cold morning, Sirius, Remus, and Harry visit Lily and James's grave. It turns into a quiet day of remembrance, with Sirius and Remus making sure Harry still feels connected to his parents.

Winterlude (G) - Black Brothers - 1,264 words - On a snowy morning, Sirius drags Regulus outside!

Crazy Little Thing Called Love (G) - Dorlene - 1,167 words - Dorcas is adament that she doesn't have feelings for one Marlene McKinnon. Her friends say otherwise, and when Marlene asks her out, she can't say no.

Soul Kitchen (G) - Rosekiller - 2,036 words - Barty and Evan enjoy a lazy, rainy Sunday together.

Wish You Were Here (G) - Rosekiller - 1,752 words - Barty and Evan get into a fight and break-up, only to realize that they can't live without the other.

Golden Years (G) - Wolfstar - 1,525 words - It's Remus and Sirius's anniversary!

Home Sweet Home (G) - Rosekiller - 1,854 words - Barty and Evan move in together!

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I love to yap, so feel free to drop me an ask! I'm also always open to new mutuals! (18+ only though)

Cheers!

#marauders #marauders era #dead gay wizards #dead gay wizards from the 70s

Actually salivating over the fact that Barty is 20 years older than Evan in my age gap Rosekiller fic

#fic: nobody does it like you do

horrorosier

to die for ch 7

Evan can’t find it in himself to be mad. It’s unfortunate. Instead of dread and anguish, he’s rather delighted to be in the presence of none other than his least favorite person to ever walk the earth. He feels a little woozy, sick to his stomach as his heart pounds in his chest. He chalks it up to the immense exhaustion that he’s facing.

“Wanted to come see my Rosie, so here I am!” Barty smiles extra wide. His tongue darts out. For the first time, Evan pays attention to the natural curve of Barty’s lips, surprised to see just how wide his mouth is.

His Rosie? To be fair, it wasn’t far off. Nobody else referred to him as Rosie.

“Lower your voice,” Evan hisses, narrowing his eyes. “Just because I’m awake, doesn’t mean it’s because I’m up to terrorize all my neighbors!”

Barty lets out a puff of air. “Man, I don’t know about that. Would you just look at this place! It looks,” Barty lowers his voice, cupping a hand around his mouth to speak, as if to prevent his apartment from hearing him, “haunted.”

#GUYS.#ONE OF MY FAVORITE FICS JUST UPDATED!#GO READ GO READ GO READ!!!!

katakosmos

I was on Pinterest and this is the first thing that popped up... anyway, bakchai barty lol

IM SO FUCKING DYING

#this man lives rent me in my head

caridina

if u think im pretty. splash me 💦

if u think im scary. slash me 🔪

if u think im smoky. ash me 🚬

if u think im small potatoes. mash me 🥔

bluecookiesbutterbeer

Barty when he's high.

Or sober.

No one can really tell.

My Rosekiller like to slow dance to 40s/50s/60s love songs in their kitchen, especially when they're drunk and covered in blood. Just another way to show that they are completely in love and obsessed with each other.

#barty crouch jr #evan rosier #rosekiller #marauders #marauders era #dead gay wizards #dead gay wizards from the 70s

Very important to me that Barty and Evan both hold grudges for YEARS. They will cut people off for the most minor things, and they feel no remorse about it whatsoever.

#barty crouch jr #evan rosier #rosekiller #marauders #marauders era #dead gay wizards #dead gay wizards from the 70s

themooninthestars

and-fishing-equipment

"i don't comment on ao3 because i don't wanna be annoying or weird" skill issue + you greatly underestimate the power dynamic here, writing multi paragraph comments is like feeding a bunch of deeply insane and possibly starved ducks at the park and watch them go completely mad over having received a piece of bread

sprucestairs

perks of writing:

its fun

i can do literally whatever I want

cons of writing

i just forgot the word "passenger" and had to search for "cargo synonym referring to a person"

wordfather

coming back to life just to have the freakiest sex possible with the guy that killed me

#rosekiller

nellasbookplanet

Something so funny about rereading one's own unfinished fics. Like wow this is pretty good! Almost as if it was written exactly according to what I personally like in fact! Someone should finish it!