hhhhhhhh its so frustrating when people think it’s disrespectful for me to wear taxidermy but at the same time they wear taxidermy tails, it is no different i am just more extravagant, which is not a bad thing!!!!! i have big doe money and i am going to use to to acquire the most badass things!!!!!!
Don't worry about your diet not fully mimicing the theriform animal's diet. You're an animal, and it's your food.
You can eat fruit salads as a tiger - it's tiger food. You can eat vanilla cupcakes as a wolf - it's wolf food. I can eat fried chicken as a hare - it's hare food.
What is up with all of the TikTok’s saying, “i used to be a therian, it was fun. Yeah I grew up. it was a cool phase…etc.” as someone who feels this is deeply woven into my identity, I don’t understand how people could say it’s just a phase if they felt it was part of their identity. As a trans person i understand dysphoria and treating it, but I’ve never seen someone wake up and just be like, “being trans was cool, glad I grew up.” What the hell does that even mean? It seems to me like so many people use it as a fad but in reality it is something deeply tied to someone’s identity, to who they are.
For clarification, I understand that identity is truly impermanent, as someone who identifies with Santana Dharma (Hinduism.) BUT, people are using this as a trend and it’s annoying. Massive difference between evolving and being trendy. That’s all.
the world is not made for you to constantly be comfortable and idrc if the way I look or present myself makes you "uncomfortable" . BE MORE CRINGE . BE MORE UNCOMFORTABLE . STOP LIVING ON YOUR HIGH HORSE AND STEP INTO THE MUD
Hello , it’s definitely been a while . I am honestly unsure if anyone remembers me but hai ! I'm Pluto , aka caninestooth , and I’m coming back to Tumblr after a very long and unexpected hiatus.
My explanations and other pieces in this post will contain things about mental health, physical disability, self harm, suicide, and delusions, if youre unable to read this then please skip it. Prioritize yourself over the internet.
Where have I been ? honestly ?? school just got super bust for me, my play came up and i basically had to take over a big portion of handling set and that kind of sent me down a spiral of burn out as I had a shitload of other things going on for me. I still haven’t seen a doctor for my steadily decreasing physical state, i am in pain almost 24/7, school drained everything out of me and i went from a straight A’s student in the national honors society to failing a class with a 4 because of physical disabilities, and having a 70 in my english class semester 4 because of consistent depressive episodes. Consistently being online almost ruined me. I was constantly worried about posting daily across all of my platforms along with trying to prove myself all the time. Which leads to the next point.
Why I left ? I left for myself. I left because the internet drained me. I felt like I was constantly feeling attacked because I was incredibly vulnerable online. I was just opening up and discovering my identity so any sort of questioning, poking, or proding felt like an attack to my identity. I was also so mentally drained due to school and depressive episodes that it basically just pulled me away from wanting to be online. I was struggling with suicidal thoughts and self harm idolization to the the point it severely crippled my ability to function, and i have my boyfriend to thank for helping me through these things , along with my friends who unknowingly helped me. My identity was also being so severely affected while online, i felt like i wasn’t canine enough, or angel enough, or tech enough, which caused so much doubt in myself, but then to turn around and go to tiktok where i was too much sent me down the path of trying to please both sides in a way. While doing that absolutely drained me, so i stopped and ill be stopping trying to please others.
Will I be coming back ? I plan on it ! I'm on summer break now and my mental health has definitely improved, but I may not post super often, it may be a lot of experience posting about my sources or how my identity shapes me as I am today. I do not know if i will be continuing to post on alterhuman education simply because i dont want to overwhelm myself and my instead move all educational content i plan to post to here instead, the only reason i really wanted a separate blog was for my specific dni, but at the end of the day unless a being has gone out of their way to send me posts related to my dni im very light on the block button and just choose to ignore them. If any beings prefer separate blogs I may continue but limit the asks to asking for certain definitions instead of help with experiences, and/or turning off asks and posting informational essays relating to alterhumanity and/or do daily definitions.
Touching back on feeling like my identity was so severely affected while being online, i do just want to say that i am still physically and biologically canine and angel, and i still identity as a deer, im still technology, im still a werewolf, i even came to terms with being voidkin, and come to terms with the fact that not only am i fully all of my fictionkins but that my delusions affect my identity enough that i consider myself a [somewhat recovering] irl, but even if my status as a delusional irl fades i will still be my kins 100%. I still hold a strict dni for all of my previously stated ddni kins, and especially for my irls as interaction from doubles can cause severe meltdowns.
I scheduled this post 364 days ago and squinted at it at least once each day from then until now the day of anniversary when I share my experience with you, personally.
