faith rage and pain

i block kiddos preemptively. KINKS. HEDONISM. (OVER)INDULGENCE.

[fratello-rigatoni]

Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hi im Rig. For rigatoni.

28, he/they trans guy/genderfluid. Queer.

Copiaaaaaaaa. i want copia to _____ and _____ while ________ _____ _ ___ _ _____ __ _ _ ....

not Just a ghost blog, ill have some other fandom things. Catch all i guess.

kinks. I have them. I am a big fan of bellies, weight gain, feeding/stuffing (fluffy and soft as well as rough), monster fucking, intox, cnc, size diff, watersports, pet play, micro.....ill edit as i go.

If you dont want to see me post personally about kinks, blacklist the tag "rig is kinky".

Occasionally i interact with dead dove content, so be aware! The Papas aren't real! and sometimes i enjoi smashing them against each other like freaky ken dolls because They Arent Real!

That being said, while i am DDDNE friendly, i do Not write anything involving children. Age regression is fine.

Brief condensed thoughts on death feedism here. i personally am very averse to thin ppl using degradation towards fat ppl; i block a lot of thin feeders. Not into barnyard talk for myself, or slob.

This is a heavily kink centered blog and it is intertwined with my deep feelings for FAT LIBERATION. It is a central part of my life and hand in hand with kink so. Fatphobes im exploding u with my mind.

Check my tags rigatoni speaks/writes/draws for stuff i say or make.

anyways ya hmu i wanna make friends : )

[mascwoman]

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[baddywronglegs]

The people who insist AI is smarter than a human are doing their fucking damnedest to manifest that

[thefriendlyneighborhoodpervert]

This problem isn't AI. This problem originates with our terrible schooling system. It fails to prepare young people for existing in the real world, probably under the expectation that parents can do that themselves. The economy of this country has rendered parents basically incapable of spending hours and days teaching their kids how to exist, on top of those kids' ludicrous amounts of schoolwork.

Basically, the system has been designed to result in young adults with no ability to do much of anything besides basic manual labor, who rely on technology or other people's labor to cover the gaps in their own understanding.

[vaspider]

The problem is indeed "AI," though other factors may be at play as well. Programs like chatGPT are actively designed to breed dependence, and are actively detrimental to the decision making and imagination parts of the brain.

The thing that people really need to understand is that the "product" that chatGPT and other "AI" chatbots create is "more interactions with chatGPT." Everything it does is engineered with that one end in mind. Think about how it's billed, and you'll see that's true, and why it's true. What do "pro" subscriptions give you? More inquiries, faster answers, etc. So its entire thing is "getting you to ask it more things, more often."

Will it say "I don't know?" No. You won't ask it things if it answers that. This is why hallucinations are built in, and cannot ever be eliminated.

These programs are machines meant to generate more inquiries, which means they will generate dependence in order to generate them.

The purpose of a machine is what it does.

[thefriendlyneighborhoodpervert]

I did not intend to defend AI LLM. It's total bullshit. I merely meant that a class of people who have been left functionally incapable by a broken system are more susceptible to a machine designed to make people more stupid.

[vaspider]

Right, and what I'm telling you is that this matters way less than you would like to think. Like, it doesn't matter. At all. You are not "less susceptible" to AI because of your education.

It really does not matter how well-educated you are, because this kind of endless flattery and dependence-creation isn't the kind of thing that "being educated" protects against. The idea that "kids these days" are specially vulnerable to ChatGPT due to a failure of general education is insultingly wrong, skips over the fact that a lot of highly-educated people from my generation and older have been sucked in to dependence and even psychosis by LLMs, and frankly makes it more likely that people will look at this "kids these days" thing and say, "Ahh, but I'm [older/better educated/built different], I'm not like Those Kids, AI's tricks won't work on me, or at the very least, I will be less susceptible to them!"

And that's just wrong.

ChatGPT is Wormtongue, in a very real, not metaphorical or exaggerated sense. The only way to truly avoid the way in which it rots your fucking brain is not to use it at all.

There is no amount or type of education which will protect you from the automated evil vizier whispering flattery and lies into your ear. Telling yourself or others otherwise is simply incorrect.

Trying to reframe it as "Kids These Days are more susceptible because they're 'functionally broken' by our education system" doesn't change the basic thesis statement.

And it's wrong.

[kaerujaki]

papa iv 🕺

[fratello-rigatoni]

in a similar vein to ppl being weird about Taboo Kinks in ghost fandom, ppl really dont like my specific brand of fat kink huh : (

[haunted-ammonite]

Since we have cowards people in the Ghost fandom who say they want people to talk to them, but when you do they delete your comments and block you... allow me to reiterate:

[quasi-normalcy]

I kind of wish that the polarities of violence and sex in popular culture were reversed. Like, I wish that writers and filmmakers needed to justify up the wazoo their decisions to show a murder on screen when "they could have just done it tastefully in shadow or something," but no one even batted an eye at a sex scene. I kind of wish that erotic video games were the norm but FPSs were a considered a weird and loser-ish thing to play.

[quasi-normalcy]

I mean, I really wish that you didn't have to justify either, but it bugs me that, of the two, killing is the one that you can use in wholesome family friendly entertainment but fucking is the one that you forever need to shield your children from even knowing about.

[quasi-normalcy]

I don't think that this difference is innocent, either. Like, I think that sexual repression is a good means of control whereas the state always needs an army of young men who are willing to kill people.

[brainrotdotorg]

listen. I understand if you dont want to see sex in a movie. But im begging you to think about how the prevalence of murder and acts of harm being portrayed in media vs. the censorship and hush-hush nature behind sex affects our relationships with it.

think about what this post is saying about the normalization of violence and demonization of eroticism. How sexual repression and the indulgence of violence lets a society be guided in a certain direction.

If you dont want to see a sex scene in a movie, thats fine. But this isnt about personal preferences. This is about how culture is shaped by what we choose to show. For the love of god.

[cumaeansibyl]

I am a horror movie fan who loves gore and violence and murder, you know, a sicko, and I also think it is extremely weird and unsettling that violence is so much more accepted in media than sex. Compare the kind of violent content you can put in a PG-13 movie with the kind of sexual content allowed. It's fucked up!

Obviously I don't want anyone taking away my horror movies and replacing them with softcore porn or anything, that's not the point. Just... maybe we should be less worried about kids seeing a depiction of consensual sex and more worried about stuff like, idk, being taught that incredibly bloody revenge is a normal way to respond to being harmed, or that the right way to handle criminals is to explode them, or some of the things I think might do more lasting harm than the simple fact of violent imagery.

[a-krogan-skald-and-bearsark]

There was an episode of Deep Space Nine. Back in the... late 90s? I think? That featured a lesbian kiss. This being two or three decades ago now, they received many letters of complaint, a number of them claiming it meant the show was no longer Family-Friendly.

One of the writers responded to one of those letter, asking if it would have been more appropriate for the women to shoot each other with a phaser. He was answered in the affirmative, and his response was that if the person felt it was better for his children to see an act of violence than an act of affection, he might want to reconsider his definition of family-friendly.

[ficandkaboodle]

I once was tasked with helping a customer find a manga for her 10 year-old son. This isn’t an impossible task, but it’s not exactly an easy one considering that a lot of manga — at least, a lot that we get in the States — aren’t necessarily very kid-oriented. Plus, when I did read manga, it tended to be girly/was stuff I read in my mid-late teens, and she was unfortunately the sort who didn’t want him reading explicitly girly manga. I tried selling her on the Pokémon and Minecraft ones because I know those tended to be a hit with little boys but she wasn’t really into those.

I asked her what her son was into, dreading the usual response of, “I don’t know” but I got surprised (sarcastic):

It was a response of, “I don’t know, I just don’t want anything sexual.” …Ma’am. Do you not know manga?

I explained that that doesn’t really open up that many more opportunities, that most manga — especially series he’s probably hearing about due to popularity — are going to have some semblance of buxom women at the minimum if she was okay with at least that. She was not. She then, to my discomfort, goes on about how he’s just getting into weird stuff (all I’m gonna say is. Tentacles.)

I don’t remember what series she wound up looking at, I just remember it was a series I didn’t recommend and it was also a pretty violent series for a boy his age. And probably definitely had tiddies in it the longer you read. But it was the one she evidently felt way more comfortable with going with instead of, like, having to talk to her kid about Stuff.

Don’t get me wrong, I don’t think either of these themes were necessarily appropriate for a kid his age, especially because I think kids these days are getting exposed to shit without the balance of a responsible adult to talk about these things with them as a healthy guidance.

But it’s the way she practically embraced the violent series options simply because she’d heard their names thrown around once or twice, but was averse to anything that could be deemed “horny” (or feminine/vulnerable/emotional beyond anger) that made me feel a wee bit drained for the next hour.

[postnuclearophelia]

Sometimes knowing spoilers for shows is more fun cause u get to spend the show being like how the fuck does that even end up happening ..

[dairyofateenagegirl]

black women as vampires

[ofthemorningstars]

I know we didn't forget Vanessa Brooks from Blade, THEE MOTHER OF BLADE

[cherrysnax]

I’m tired of “gooners” I’m tired of 4chan terms I’m tired of casual racism I’m tired of all this shit we have to pretend is normal so we don’t upset like the few people who conflate their identities with being edgy, racist and insufferable

[lycanthology]

get high experience various snaacks

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[the-lady-and-the-unicorn]

The Devil in art

[laterkiss]

happy pride to my favourite post on reddit

[fatfangs]

mmmm..... goth boy moobs.......

[fatfangs]

goth boy double chin accentuated by a spiked choker........

[adhd-alien]

Why can I only get myself to work 2 days before deadline?? 😭 Part 2 & Poster version http://adhd-alien.com Why am I a Fish? I don't know but I'm live right now http://twitch.tv/adhd_alien/

[gouged-doll]

vintage nursing photobooks, 1981

[sitronsangbody]

I feel like when people shut down ANY debate around ozempic with "don't talk about other people's bodies / choices" what they actually mean is just "stop questioning thinness as the ideal".

It's absolutely possible to talk about societal trends without making it about specific individuals. I do think it's shitty for the media to pick apart one person's body and to be like "LOOK at HER" with clickbaity before and after pictures and speculation about their diet. I don't think that helps anyone. But we can and should talk about the clear returning trend towards very skinny bodies and the normalisation of weight loss drugs. And the impact this will have on people growing up in the midst of this culture.

[astarions-jester]

What I need people who aren't fat and aren't disabled to understand too is that doctors are actively pushing Ozempic on us even when it would be actively harmful to us. Ozempic is contraindicated for several of my conditions, it would actually damage my heart. But I have had doctors literally put the Ozempic needle in my hand and tell me "I can't treat you if you don't take this." I got told to take Ozempic at my ADHD assessment. I got told to take Ozempic when I was having my regular endometriosis checkup. It isn't just "judging other people" there is a serious, genuine problem with how it is being forced on people, especially disabled people being falsely told we won't get treatment if we don't go on it. I'm very lucky that 1, I did the reading and found out "holy shit this actually would be very dangerous for me" and 2, I have a fantastic GP who understands my conditions and told me directly "I would never recommend Ozempic to someone with your conditions" but most disabled people do not have the luxury of a good GP who has your back (and note that I'm in Australia so I actually have time to talk to my GP for longer than 15 minutes)

I seriously consider the current push for Ozempic a disability rights issue.

[sitronsangbody]

This!! I've been offered ozempic by my GP, thankfully she listened when I said I wasn't interested in that. But most fat people I know have been recommended it or been on it. A friend of mine (who isn't even fat) was told to go on ozempic for a while to lose some weight for a hernia surgery, and no one had even told her that it makes you nauseous. People are so convinced that weight loss is such a magical wonderful thing that no price could be too high, they act like the risks and side effects of ozempic don't exist. And I know this is not a new phenomenon but it's definitely having a Moment.