THERE IS NO MORAL LINE!!

Personal blog of self-destruction ig?? Prob get banned soon. (Btw, dm are open so...)

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Idfk know what I'm doing here.

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Preview.

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It seems like I've found smtng interesting...

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Btw, just days before I started making my own bank acc and the first thing I do with the money innit is to buy a game.

Idk it was cheap in my standard (like, idk it's around my day to day pocket money when going to school).

It's also because of the summer sale that make everything eeextra affordable :3<<

Anyway, the game was called "Needy streamer overload" and I've been wanting to play this game for forever now XD

Ik my pfp WAS like this for a long while but no one can call me a larper now that I played the game (⁠*⁠´⁠ω⁠｀⁠*⁠)

Been enjoying it. And ofc my first ending is "Nymphomaniac" (idk how I got it even. I used sex so she wont be stressing and dark thought too much.)

But like, can't help but see that Ame is, well, atleast a bit similar to how I behave at times... Or most of times XDD

Especially when I've done this typa stuff before like constantly yapping on the internet where no one but me would read. And how I somewhat do know smtng is wrong but like, just live with it anyway.

Kinda feel connected to her alot. Sad I don't get the same good look haha </3 ah, whatever. Fuck that shit.

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"kids shouldn't be into politics"

politicians shouldn't be into kids, but here we are

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I somehow found this funny in some way XDDD

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I saw this girl before somewhere...

IS THIS FROM CLANNAD???

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"awh man im so lonely I have no friends"

anyways, back to pushing everyone away and ignoring people

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LMAO

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God I wish I have those hair.... AND sweater... (⁠-̩̩̩⁠-̩̩̩⁠-̩̩̩⁠-̩̩̩⁠-̩̩̩⁠_⁠_⁠_⁠-̩̩̩⁠-̩̩̩⁠-̩̩̩⁠-̩̩̩⁠-̩̩̩⁠)

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So, April 11. His birthday. At 11:11 pm (I think) is the time when I gave him all the file. Idfk if he'll do it but whatever man. Anyway, I was planning to wait till 12 am last night but I'm not "depressed" And just sleep it off.

Fucking annoying and "oooooo you don't have any burden" Haha ik. That's how I am. I have no intention to change it whatsoever. Well, unless if I absolutely have to. Other than that? Nahh. Idrc.

Kinda mixed feeling now that I gave it to him. I mean, making the game was lots of fun. Kinda procasinate on drawing it at all. And juggling it with course (while I didn't study much) can really get tiring. So, it is what it is.

He didn't respond rn. Despite the two check mark meaning it's sended. And received. Idk. Maybe he's busy with his gf talking or smtng. Idk. He get along with her a lot now that I'm gone. Which is great ngl.

Andddd uhm, that's all. I was planning to make this game have more variety and give it to the world. But after getting inspired by several creator who's more or less like me... But older, I decide to aim for something higher.

Idk if it'll go well, but I am inspired a lot by Higurashi when they cry, Metal Gear solid 2, Undertale, KKHTA, and Black soul.

It's just games (and manga... And animations) I deem to be widely influencing this new project of mine. As of now I'm still on writing phase. The flow will be...

Writing -> Art -> Program (even when it's just rpg maker]

Maybe for personal record, I would post couple of logs on a new blog or in here. But maybe new blog will be better as this account got a lot of rant lmao.

Even so, I hope this new project of mine will be something worthy of people time. And I will try my best to make that possible (art is... On progress/smtng else in this case.)

So that's it. That's all for now. Even if this'll took years, I will finish this. No matter what. Nothing can stop me on this. Even if I took lots of breaks. Even when I'm currently not very healthy mentally and maybe physically. It won't stop me.

One day, I'll stand on the same level of Toby fox, Ryukishi07, Sushi yuusha Toro, and... Many more. And even if many greater creator can't, doesn't mean I would meet the same fate. MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

Okay, catch ya sometime :]

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Oh, I forgot to update this. So I'll just make myself catch up to speed.

Anyway, despite my effort to make the game for him, he never played it until this very day. We had a few talked about it, and he said he WANTS to play it.

But when I CAN just send it to him, he just never really mentioned it anymore. "Maybe he forgot" well yeah maybe he did but as someone who seemingly is smarter than I am and capable of remembering more, especially for smtng that is important, it seems a bit... Eh.

Like maybe it doesn't even matter to him that I even made ANYTHING to him? xD

Even when the heavy feelings linger back then, I don't really mind it anymore. Atleast I got the experience and, well, let off a burden to make something for someone I cared about. Although, he's nothing much but just a friend now.

He occasionally chatted with me but just for a while until he disappeared again. He does have an intern but like, alright, nothing's wrong with that.

Maybe I'm being too selfish or whatever but like, so what? I've been selfish my whole life and seem like the littlest thing that resembles selfishness about me will be deemed as a huge deal Xb

I don't bother changing that anymore. I kind of just leave it there and let it be bigger than it has to ig. Idrc anymore.

I also forgot that I wanna make a non-birthday build for the project but maybe it's because idrc bout it as much. Same with the fate of #Project Cult.

But I did make another project and is still in development till now so that's smtng else right?? A price to pay? Idk felt like this idea is better.

Besides, I already forgot MANY stuff already so it's not like it matters lolol. Okay ig that's all I don't really have much to say beside that. I'm not much of a yapping yapper anymore now that I have actual friends :b

Anywho, see ya soon~ <33

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May... Whatever date is the last time I've been around. Kinda tell when I stopped being a lonely ass mf and started sharing my insanity with others <33

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My god, it's been TOO long since I last posted here geez-

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The shit that Frisk must see when they pick up a piece of trash from the floor to use as armour.

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Uhhh...

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Nobody gets Monika DDLC like I do

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Bet you didn't get Monika DLC tho

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cock 🥹

pussy 🥹

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@blueraspberrytree How did it went during the exam (genuinely, idfk anymore)

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Idk whether I should use Twitter or Tumblr instead-

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Just got kicked from a group in which i feel like people with almost the same scar are in. Well, because i didn't chat much in there but i was too scaredcand doesn't know what to say ig. Even worse, the one who add me is the one who told the admin to kick me.

Tbh idk why im being sad bout this. Its literally like a normal friday or some shit xd

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He also left the group too some days after... What a nice guy <333 (I mean, thofa)

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Collage entrance exam... Yippee....