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Freya - 21 - Packless Men categorize women four ways: mothers, virgins, sluts and bitches. You can create your own image by selecting pieces of each archetype that work for you. This leaves men confused and unable to pigeonhole you. What they’re forced to do instead is take you seriously.

[bloodrageprince]

He tilted his head at her words, eyes squinting up as though he was recalling a memory. “Hm, now that you mention it, you were a bit of an ingenue.” He shot back, though knowing her teasing remark was meant to target him, specifically. “Don’t worry, Freya, I’m sure you’ve gained quite a bit of… Exposure, since then.” He grinned, choosing the pun intentionally. Still, all jests aside he watched her with curious eyes as she lifted the man up to eye-level. Before the latter had so much as a chance to react, she’d plunged her delicate fingers through his chest and extracted his heart in a colourful display of violence.

…

It was bizarre to say the least. The sight would’ve delighted him with most people, but he found it ill-fitting on Freya. He didn’t break his line of sight as she tossed the heart to his feet, lips stretching slowly into a smile that didn’t quite reach his eyes.

“Did daddy hit a nerve, Freya, darling?”

[freyaxsolstice]

Freya had been smiling at herself in pride and accomplishment as Nic watched her from across the pews. Though she knew Nic better than he gave her credit for.. at least she knew his facial expressions better. 

The smile was empty for him, as if he were doing it to simply appease a child who had done wrong.. like a child that couldn’t be helped. His questioned burned an unwelcome thought into her mind and she simply tilted her head, not breaking eye contact whats so ever. “He may just have” she answered truthfully, her own voice chilling her. “Would that be a problem?” she asked, refusing to change her tone. Of all of the people in Arcadia, she assumed he would be the least judgmental towards her in this moment, excited even. This slightly confused her. His little Freya wasn’t so sweet after all, she thought. 

A small, dark grin touched her lips, “Am I hitting a nerve with you, Nicolas?” 

[lexibramptonrpg]

Lexi flinched when Freya spat at the guy, not as if he didn’t deserve it. But the confession and the rage which overcame her friend left her feeling like she was looking at everything through the underside of a glass-bottom boat, and despite taking some charge in the situation, despite allowing herself some respite from her daily famine…she couldn’t help but feel meek. Her humanity, her conscience had been out for over a month. And now that it had been lit a flame, when her bloodlust began to tamper with her reasoning, she felt like it was caught in a sealed glass jar, and she was afraid partaking in the violence again, that which she couldn’t help but crave in some way, might extinguish it all together. 

Before she could react, Freya had taken Lexi away from the scene of the crime. With a glint of shame in her eyes, she licked her fingers clean and rested against the brick wall of the alley they had moved to. Lexi followed Freya’s advice, taking a deep breath and nodding with eyes shut until she heard Freya hang up the phone. Looking over at the blonde she furrowed her brows and shook her head. Lexi wanted to say that the guy was an animal..but then, what were they? “It’s okay.” she shook her head. Standing up a little straighter, Lexi looked over at Freya with a small, sad smile and squeezed her shoulder. “Are you okay?”

[freyaxsolstice]

Freya’s eyes followed Lexi’s intensively. She feared that the vampire would run off somewhere, letting the blood lust take over. Though, she knew Lexi better than that, and nothing could control this girl other than herself. 

“Yeah I’m..” she hadn’t even realized Lexi asked the question until her lips started to form the answer without having thought. “I’m just spooked is all..” she feared that Lexi would ask about the extreme Freya was going to, a year ago this would have never happened and she would have never allowed it.. but things were so different now. “I feel like I blacked out” she spoke truthfully, listening as the ambulance rushed down a few streets over to find a boy who didn’t deserve to be rescued in the first place. 

[lana-parker-blog]

Lana knew she was rambling and she knew that half of what she said didn’t make much sense. “No, it’s not that I wouldn’t want to have sex with him or something, it’s just…” She licked her lips and she shrugged her shoulders. “We actually already had sex and that was more like a one night stand, but this time we want it to…” She paused for a moment and rolled her eyes, while she was still sheepishly smiling. “We want it to last and we want to be sure we’re having sex out of love.” It sounded ridiculous now she was not talking to Zach, but it had sounded amazing when they had been talking about it. “Thanks.” Lana grabbed the beer and took a sip. “He’s just a little older than I am and he’s a doctor and he’s the brother of my ex.”

[freyaxsolstice]

Freya rolled her eyes and let out a rather harsh laugh. For a brief moment she thought of the partners she had been with, all quick, one night stands that meant nothing and were honestly rather horrible.. there was only one that came to mind when speaking of something meaning more...

As if on cue, she came back to Lana’s voice and gave her an awkward smile. “It’s good that you guys want that, don’t let my bitter laugh say other wise” she murmured, giving the girl a shrug. She raised an eyebrow at her next revaluation, “Ohh older men are incredibly exciting especially when he is related to your ex..” again, Freya’s thoughts escaped her. She thought to the doctor comment.. then to the brothers. “His name wouldn’t happen to be Zach would it?” she questioned suddenly, “He’s the only old doctor I know with a brother” she laughed slightly. 

[freyaxsolstice]

Do you like the new you?

“I’d like to think that this has always been me, just a bit.. dormant, and a girl’s gotta love herself after all, doesn’t she?”

OOC: This is how she’s dealing with what she did to her father. She hasn’t yet come to terms with the fact that she no longer has a family of her own to run to when things get trying. The only way she knows how to deal with her own problems is to pretend it was never a problem to begin with. 

[freyaxsolstice]

honesty day

[flowerais-deactivated20211031]

emoji asks 💫 (must be answered truthfully)

🐰 what is one secret that you’ve never told anyone?

💗 if you could hug anyone, who would it be? 

🐹 what are some of your favourite Pokémon and why?

🌠 if you were in charge of the world, what would the world look like?

👀 what was the most recent vivid dream that you had?

☀️ what do you like the most about your best friend?

😘 talk about your crush or partner

💁 if someone was rude to you, would you be rude back?

🌟 what do you like about yourself? (must choose at least 3 things!)

🐾 what are you scared of most? how will you overcome it?

🎁 what never fails to make you happy?

💙 what annoys you about some people? 

😤 do you get angry easily?

🐇 what do you always daydream about?

🌻 if you could change 3 things about the world what would you change? 

🍓 send me 4 names: kiss, befriend, kill or marry?

✈️ what is your dream city and why?

☕️ talk about your ideal day

🌸 are you an introvert, ambivert or extrovert?

💧 when was the last time you cried?

🎵 name 5 songs you love at the moment

⚡️ if you had any superpower, what would it be and why?

💛 if you could talk to your younger self, what would you say?

💚 who are you jealous of and why? 

💎 which one would you rather have more of: intelligence, beauty, kindness, wealth or bravery? why?

🙊 what are you ashamed of?

🌺 which languages do you know? which do you want to learn?

🍀 if you could be any fictional character’s best friend/lover, which fictional character would you be?

☁️ talk about your dream universe.

💜 which acts of kindness are you going to do today? 

🐬 if you could transform into any animal/magical creature, what would you be and why?

🍄 talk about someone/something you really dislike

😣 talk about some things that have been making you depressed/angry/anxious lately

🍪 what did you want to be as a kid, and what do you want to be now?

🍰 what are some of your favourite sugary foods?

🍑 what are you obsessed with?

💘 what happens to you when you’re stressed?

😪 what are you sick of?

🙀 are you an adrenaline seeker?

💥 what are some unpopular opinions that you have?

☔️ would you consider yourself a good person?

😊 what do you like to do as hobbies?

🎤 what’s the last song you hummed or sang by yourself?

🐝 what’s your worst trait? how are you planning to improve it?

🎨 what do you always doodle when you’re bored?

🐻 what’s stopping you from chasing your dreams?

🌷 what’s your mbti personality and why do you think it suits you?

🐶 send me 3 fictional people and I’ll choose my favourite!

👑 who are your favourite celebrities and why? 

🐴 opinion on __?

🍋 do you consider yourself an emotional person?

📚 share 3 books that you love and your favourite quote from them.

😔 what do you always do when you feel sad? does it help?

😌 what thoughts keep you going when you’re sad?

🌍 which country do you live in?

🐧 describe yourself in 3 words

🐵 which quotes changed you?

💭 do you keep a diary?

💫 who inspires you?

👻 do you believe in ghosts and why?

🎀 what’s your fashion sense like?

🎬 what are some of your favourite films?

🍦 what is one treasured childhood memory?

🐼 if you could meet anyone, who would it be and why?

[jacobdashwood]

He started to grin as well when he heard her reaction on who they had almost killed. “I think you have a bad day, mate…”, he said to the man while he hoistened him up. “I believe I’m not the only one wanting you dead right now.” He was willing to share some of the fun… he had killed the other ones, he could let her kill this last one. “Be my guest… but be careful. He might still have claws.” He had been planning to kill him quickly, so he did keep an eye on him to make sure he wasn’t going to attack or run when he pushed him towards her. The last option seemed even the most probable on, judged by the look on his face.

[freyaxsolstice]

Of course, the second the hunter was released, he ran. It was fun to Freya though. A game of cat and mouse. This hunter was clearly new and wasn’t nearly as skilled as the ones she had met in town. As he ran, she caught up easily, getting straight into his path. “Big mistake” she seethed, picking him up by the neck and bringing him back to where the other had been standing, “I think my friend here wanted to watch this part..” she trailed off, pushing him to his knees in front of her. 

“Allow this to be a warning to any other friends you may have..” she whispered into his ear, “That is if they find your body” the quick protest he gave was short lived, Freya spun his head around so quickly that it seemed his head almost popped off like the top of a soda bottle. The sound of his death satisfied her, and it wouldn’t have if Lexi wasn’t the root of it. The mans body went limp on the ground, his face soon paling. “Thanks” she murmured up to the vampire with a small smile, “I needed that” 

[zacharyhawtorn]

He jerked his arm away when someone suddenly touched him, too much on edge to avoid that reaction. He shook his head before looking at her, frowning when he tried to remember her… they had spoken before, he was sure about that. “Freya? Is that right?” He turned around, still leaning against the wall as if he needed something solid to ground him, to make him calm again.

“I can’t leave… that would be the easy way out.” He’d be a total failure if he would leave now… he wasn’t sure if he would go back again. “This is where I am supposed to work, and you’d think I’d be able to come back for at least a visit after I’ve been clean for months now.”

[freyaxsolstice]

Freya quickly raised her hands in defense, “Whoa - I’m just trying to help” she murmured, making sure to keep her voice low not to attract any unwanted attention. “Yeah, and you’re Erik’s brother, yeah?” she continued, trying to get his mind on something other than his blood lust. 

“Your a vampire, every myth in the history of time talks about bloodlust, it’s your nature” she began, quickly stopping realizing she was preaching to someone who knew more about it than she did. “Look - all I’m saying is there has to be other ways out, like.. a furry little bunny.. or a blood bag” she sighed and pointed back down the hallway “-Because someone is dying over there and they clearly need you.” 

[lana-parker-blog]

Lana giggled and she shook her head. “No, actually I didn’t, which is, I don’t know, which is partly why this somehow feels so good.” She sat down on the barstool anyway and leaned on the counter. “I’ve always heard that boys couldn’t wait, that they were pressuring girls into things they didn’t want, that you shouldn’t date older guys because of their experience and power, but…” She shrugged her shoulders. “For once it seems I’m wanting faster than he wants, but that’s good, right?” Lana looked up again and she held out her hand. “Lana and you don’t need to get me drunk, I just didn’t want to go home yet because he doesn’t want my parents to know yet.”

[freyaxsolstice]

Freya raised an eyebrow, “No sex feels good, what are you a nun or something?” she asked with a slight chuckle. Freya shook her head and smiled, “Darling one day you’ll be the one wanting to get into guys pants, mark my words, we can be just as needy sometimes” she said, waving her finger around as if teaching a lesson to a child. “As long as you’re good in bed I’m sure everything will be alright” she winked, still pushing a beer over to her regardless, “This won’t kill you, Juliet” she laughed sarcastically and began wiping down the counters, “So why can’t your parents know, need I ask?” 

[bloodrageprince]

“Yes, Freya; once-a-friend. You know the kind, I presume? Something like once-a-lover, minus the great sex.” He told her pointedly, a smirk still tugging at his lips as he watched his ex play with the stake he’d wielded only moments ago. 

“That’s not to say I don’t remember it; beguilingly tender thing that it was.” Nicolas continued, when she insisted that he hadn’t known the contents of her heart for a while. Had he wanted to, he supposed he could’ve made a better effort; but it didn’t seem to matter either way now that Freya - his Freya, seemed a changed creature. Her offer was equally ill-fitted to her character, but he decided to play along with the bluff. “Do your worst.” He invited her, leaning back against the church steps that led up to the altar, ever the indulging audience.

[freyaxsolstice]

“I wouldn’t say the sex was great..” she teased lightly as she tossed the stake between her hands. 

Freya raised an eyebrow and tilted her head. With his approval she looked down towards the man the floor, the poor thing had just began regaining consciousness. Freya pouted sarcastically and lifted him by his throat. He had seemed to think that maybe she would be his savior, but alas, she would never be a savior. With one hand around his neck and the other around the long piece of wood, she sighed. Dropping the stake she smiled at the man, he thought she would show him mercy which was quickly short lived as her hand shoved through the cavity in his chest, straight to his heart. The mans face shook in horror as Freya ripped the heart right out of his chest, spraying blood all over the floor, what a beautiful holy place. 

She turned back towards Nic, throwing the heart to his feet, “A tender heart indeed” she murmured. 

[mxdeincuba]

“No need to be sorry” he smiled at her, wanting to assure her, that she haven’t done anything anything wrong “Are you sure it won’t be a bother?” he asked, wanting to be sure that she didn’t mind, after all she said that they were closed.

[freyaxsolstice]

Freya sighed and shrugged, “I have to clean - I’d rather not do that alone” she opened a beer and slid it across the counter for him. “How have you been?” she murmured as she continued to wipe down the counter tops. 

[bloodrageprince]

He followed her with his gaze, still bemused by the fact that within the span of a not much more than a year, his gentle-hearted, doe-eyed Freya had become as apparently callous and indifferent to death as a creature twice her age and experience with tragedy.

“Would you doubt me very much if I told you he was once a friend?” He called out to her, watching as she glanced down at his victim-to-be. “Freya, darling - how’s the heart? Don’t tell me it’s turned as cold as mine; I’d love the hypocrisy a little too much.”

[freyaxsolstice]

“Once a friend, hmm?” she murmured circling the unconscious man. She oddly felt a twinge of protection come over her. As if Nic would need her protection, she just found herself becoming more.. possessive of those she considered dear. 

She raised an eyebrow and let a devilish smirk reach her lips. With a small shrug she leaned down and picked up the stake he once had in his hand, “You haven’t known much about my heart for a while, Nic” she looked once more at the man below her as the older vampire’s words echoed through her mind. 

Don’t tell me it’s turned as cold as mine

“Is that a challenge, love?” 

[lexibramptonrpg]

Lexi was still dazed, her bloodlust on the verge of overshadowing any reason, and she could tell Freya picked up on it, otherwise she wouldn’t have been so hesitant in letting her go. Briefly, she wondered if the blonde cared more about her getting more blood on her hands than the man who she so desperately wanted to hurt just moments ago. In a way, Lexi had done the dirty work for her, and she didn’t know if Freya had wanted it that way. Everyone around her seemed fairly comfortable with it…at this point. She almost felt stupid for being so against hurting others, when…like Pandora once said, it was what she was built for. 

Wiping the blood dripping down her chin, she looked up at the still bleeding man in front of her, only standing by Freya’s reluctant support and it seemed, in Freya’s eyes, Lexi wanted her to wake him so she could be assured he was alive. The brunette would be lying if she said that was what she wanted. She wasn’t that good a person it seemed. Because firstly she saw a rapist. Someone who’d tried to drug her friend. Who’d maybe drugged a lot of other girls, far more oblivious, and far more alone. The possibilities caught in her throat were enough to want to take another bite, but she was quick to move on. If she didn’t, she’d kill him. Lexi reminded herself of the grief that would bring as she took a step closer to him and opened his eyes for him with her fingers. “How many women have you violated?” she compelled. 

“Four.” Lexi wrenched her hand away and looked over at Freya, gaze dark and reluctant to forgive before taking a shallow breath and forcing herself to touch him again, a harder grip on him this time as he winced in fear. Again, she made him look at her. 

“You’re going to wake up in the hospital with no idea what happened tonight. You’re going to ask the nurse to call the authorities and you’re going to confess to violating those girls, in detail.” she compelled again, blinking and hoping it would work before letting him go and backing up until her back hit the wall, her hunger and anger threatening now more than ever to escape her. “Frey..” she muttered, more for herself this time, as she smelled the blood staining her hand from touching him and her veins surfaced again. 

[freyaxsolstice]

Freya watched Lexi intently as she stepped closer to the boy. Her best friend’s face was changing at a frequency too high for any human eyes to notice but Freya could see it all. From anger to lust to regret.. every feeling at once. 

The blonde nearly tensed up when Lexi stepped forward and opened her mouth. Pressing her fingers into the boys eyes made him nearly whimper. She wasn’t prepared for that question yet found herself intrigued considering she hadn’t even asked in the first place. His answer made the blood from her face pool to her feet. “FOUR?!” she seethed turning her attention entirely towards the boy who was now being grasped tightly by Lexi’s hand. Her eyes shined brightly and she could almost smell the fear radiating from his body that he tried so hard not to show. 

Freya spit directly into his face and raised her claws to slice his throat open just to have the satisfaction of his blood spilling onto the ground, somehow to avenge those poor girls. She stopped in her tracks when Lexi’s shaky voice began. Slowly her claws retracted and her eyes faded back to normal. Freya opened her mouth to speak but quickly shut it when Lexi looked like she was in physical pain. She saw the cracks forming around her eyes and the bloodlust seeping through her. Without a word, Freya quickly moved, faster than the boys eyes could follow, and took Lexi behind a building about a block away. “Breathe” she murmured as she took her phone out to call the police. 

Keeping her eyes on Lexi the entire time, she spoke quickly, “I found a boy attacked on 5th, he was unconscious. Send an ambulance” she quickly hung up so no more questions could be asked and tended to her friend. Freya hadn’t even realized her breathing had become so intense once she finally looked at Lexi, “I.. I’m so sorry Lex” she looked down, unable to look her best friend in the eye. “I never meant for it to... I just... I don’t know” she concluded, hoping that Lexi was far enough from the smell. 

[survivor-owen-blog]

Of course one of the few times that Owen left Natalia’s flat and ventured back into the world of the living, this would happen. Granted, he had gotten a bit carried away in thought which inconvenienced those behind him but all he wanted was a coffee,which the baristas were a little bit swamped to prepare in a timely fashion. “Ah so that explains why I smell tequila” The wolf responds to the blonde behind him, a smirk etched across his dark features – it was the closest thing to a laugh he could seem to muster. “Yeah, I am.”

[freyaxsolstice]

“Mmm get used to that smell, living here it will become your natural sent” she joked lightly though there was some truth in her word. “Well, pleasure to meet you, I’m Freya” she smiled lightly as the man watched her. She couldn't help but to feel intrigued as to why exactly another wolf had shown up in this city, “May I ask why you’ve moved to this... lovely town” she said sarcastically. 

[survivor-owen-blog]

Dark brown irises wander aimlessly across the designs of the wall as Owen stands in line  at a local coffee shop. Sleepless nights and adjusting to a new home left him in dire need of some caffeine, at least that was the easiest of his needs at the moment to adress. He hadn’t noticed himself daydreaming in the same spot for like three minutes until someone cleared their throat. “Oh, that’s my bad.” The wolf speaks up in a tired and monotone voice. “My mind is in just about everywhere but here.”

[freyaxsolstice]

Freya’s night had been less than comforting to say the least. The hangover that the wolf had was unholy but she almost welcomed the feeling seeing as she never thought she’d be able to get that feeling again. Her frustration to the man in front of her made her clear her throat in annoyance. Again, she could smell the wolf that was within him and felt as if there were thousands of her kind roaming through majority of Arcadia. “It’s fine just-” the girl shook her head and laughed, “I’ll just say I haven’t been this drunk in a while” she moved around the man and picked up her coffee, “You new here?” she questioned curiously. 

[sexlife-e]

Well, if you try and kill me and dump me in the woods, I’m gonna cut your nuts off.

[vampeatkins-blog]

“Not the best, I never handle it well. I was an emotional human, that was amplified when I was turned, so it’s a struggle once I turn it back on.” 

[freyaxsolstice]

Freya hesitated a moment before her next question.. “Would you..” she trailed off, “If you could go back, would you have rather died than turn?” she asked quietly. She often thought about that question in her own regards before she let herself accept that this is what she was born as.