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it is sooo pathetic to call a byelection and then not even turn up to the declaration because all the candidates are joke candidates. this is literally your circus.
"You are Rose Tyler. You're my light, and I am yours." - actual quote from the latest Ninth Doctor Big Finish episode, which I feel compelled to record here, for reasons
*looks at polyamorous triad* so which of you is the soldier and which is the poet and which is the king
this is the perfect reblog post cancelled
First Doctor just really likes abducting people
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thing that pisses me off most about adhd advice from neurotypicals... the 'doing something for 30 days forms a habit.' bitch nothing in my life is a habit i would be ripping bong and jacking off all day if it was a matter of choice. never underestimate my ability to be super invested in something for like 2 weeks and then forget to do it one day and never go back to it
That's it!! That's it!!
Nothing is a habit! It's all deliberate choices and it's EXHAUSTING
It's like the difference between automatic breathing and conscious breathing. Imagine if automatic breathing didn't work for you and if you didn't decide to breath you would just run out of air. So you have to mentally manage your breathing on top of your normal functioning.
Now make that EVERYTHING. So no I'm not going to brush my teeth without thinking about it or do the exercise program automatically or make my bed or whatever. If I'm not thinking I'm not doing anything! I'm staring at a wall! And at the end of the day I'm almost always at this point where I have no mental spoons left and that means task queue is empty. My brain is tired and I'm powering down! I'm not even "going to bed" with all of the sub-steps that this entails like changing into pajamas and brushing my teeth, I'm just done for the day no more tasks the end.
So that stuff you can do as a habit is just another task on my to-do list requiring mental energy. Even resting is a task with its own requirements! And it leads to the constant feeling that I don't have enough time to do all the things I need to do, even when none of those things take very much time. It's just the task queue is so long! That's too many things! I can't add any more things, I don't have time! And managing the Task Queue is it's own task!
And if I get overloaded I'll dump the whole queue and go into Idle Mode. No thoughts, do nothing. And I'm in Idle Mode pretty frequently in the evenings which makes it look like I'm just lazy, to everyone in the world including me! No organization system can change this.
I think a key thing here, that I'm pretty sure from observation is totally invisible to the neurotypical view of the world, is the difference between a habit and a pattern.
ADHD people fall into patterns of behavior all the time! Hell, dumping all thought and staring at the wall in Idle Mode is a pattern. Sometimes these even seem habit-like, in the 'doing them without thought' sense. The key difference I've found, after several decades living in my own ADHD brain, is that these patterns of repeated behavior ALL tend to come down to one thing: what is the easiest way, with the lowest possible cognitive load, to solve this recurring problem right now?
Sometimes, "the same thing we always do please do not make me think harder than that" is easiest, even if there might be other options that would take less physical effort. So we follow patterns of solving the same problem the same way every time, because it's easier to put the keys in our hand as we walk through the door on the kitchen counter nearest said door than to figure out a better place for them. Other times, we forget! Circumstances change very slightly. The usual solution his a road block -- there's a pile of mail on that part of the counter today. Or for some reason it won't work -- we simply cannot face another night of Lean Cuisine or chicken fingers for dinner. Or the problem doesn't present itself in the same way so we end up completely off script -- we had enough extra brain to do a whole fancy skin care routine before bed and therefore completely forgot to take evening meds.
And unlike a habit, this usually derails basically as soon as circumstances change. If they change for one than one day, the pattern is out the window and we're back to having to solve this new iteration of our problem from first principles all over again. Every time, at least until our brains find a new easiest pattern.
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If people don't like my stuff, they can block me. If they're being mean about it, I can block them.
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we have to start running a massive PSA campaign to young gay people so everyone understands there is a difference between being a dom and being a top and between being a sub and being a bottom. and also that sometimes you are neither a sub nor a bottom and you're just like shy. we need to be handing out flyers we need ads at every train station spreading the word
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Yahhh I have to build Rome. Yup it’s due tomorrow.. noo I haven’t started yet haha is that bad?
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(replying to my mutual's post about their day) We have to kill the people who make you suffer
Old shoes and new nails! It is a remarkable cow that trots, canters, and gallops!
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Jeremy Brett loved horses and loved to ride. His social class and education alone would’ve meant he would’ve been a competent rider, regardless. You can see this love for horses in all his interactions with them in the TV show. Always time for a pat or a hello and of course a ride or two.
I laugh because his equitation is sloppy. He clearly know what he’s doing. He’s extremely comfortable with his riding. His horse has no objection to anything he does, but he’s sloppy.
Hardwicke is…correct. But the difference between them is still significant even it’s all in the details. In the first two gifs, Brett is sitting the trot. A sitting trot isn’t easy, physically, your core has to do a significant amount of work to stabilize you against the movement of the horse at the same time your hips need to be flexible enough to follow the motion. His horse’s back doesn’t have a lot of up and down motion so he may be sitting it because he’s encouraging the horse to trot slower or he’s being lazy and slowing the horse to a walk here. Look though at how relatively still his hands are.
Contrast this with Hardwicke who is pulling(?) himself up to a rising trot? In a rising trot you let the motion of the horse’s gait push you out of the saddle, then you control your fall back to it only to be pushed out again. With a horse that is carrying you, a nice rising trot is near effortless for the rider. This isn’t effortless. Now, some of that may be the horse, but a lot is him. He’s fighting the motion and isn’t at all in synch. And look at his hands, flopping all over. You can not communicate via the reins effectively if they’re flopping all over like that.
In the next set of gifs you can see Brett doing a rising trot. Look at how effortless the motion is compared to Hardwicke who is essentially pumping himself in and out of the saddle. H is centered though and for all his mess, he’s not interfering with the horse. To me this is more about lack of miles in the saddle, not a lack of correct instruction. He’s correct in his riding, but he’s not practiced. Brett is practiced to the point where he’s sloppy because he comfortable enough to cut corners.
You can see that sloppiness when he dismounts in that gif, his heel catches the rein because he’s being a show off and dismounting like a young gentleman just returned from a a gallop across the estate on his new horse. But the horsemanship is there. He immediately catches it, fixes the equipment, and strokes the horse. Who clearly thinks he’s silly, but isn’t mad.
And finally, the gallop. This is actually the most comfortable I’ve seen Hardwicke look, which is what made me realize that he’s just not practiced and probably doesn’t love riding the way Brett does. Perhaps he didn’t have the opportunity to ride often when he was young, perhaps he didn’t care. But somewhere along the way he picked up instruction on riding. He’s correct. His horse stumbles a bit, probably tripped slightly, and you can see him brace himself, but he doesn’t snatch at the horse’s face or come unseated at all. His arms are still flopping but he’s holding his shoulders which means he has the core control he needs to remain balanced. He’s not a bad rider, just needs more miles in the saddle.
Here though in these last two gifs Brett’s sloppiness is on full display. Observe how his elbows remain close in to his body (especially compared to Hardwicke) but his legs are flying all over. He’s bracing quite a bit. At one point you can see him pull his horse to the right, most direction cues are from the seat so he’s probably already asked nicely with no result and is now telling the horse to turn. This sort of heels way down and brace is actually a bit of a protective seat for galloping cross-country on something hot. In this position you have a fair amount of leverage to pull a horse up - your sacrificing correctness for strength at this point.
Now here’s the thing, this sloppiness may be part of some defensive riding on Brett’s part and understandable in the circumstances. Even though his equitation may not be perfect, he’s still riding very well. In this gif the horse doesn’t look like he’s doing anything that warrants this defensiveness on Brett’s part, but something caught my eye, he’s (the horse) is wearing a standing martingale in the 2nd set of images. I can’t tell if he is in the first or last, but with the way he tosses his head in the first, I’d say he is. Standing martingales are essentially a strip that connects the bridle to the girth by passing through the legs. A second strap is looped onto it about halfway and wraps around the neck. In the hunt discipline which is what Brett would’ve grown up riding (although more literal hunt) it’s considered correct tack and a piece of necessary safety equipment. It keeps the horse from tossing it’s head and smacking you in the face (as a person who has received a bloody nose this way, yes, it’s far more common than you’d think) and the collar around the neck can be an “oh shit” handle.
Hunt means literally that, galloping across fields and jumping hedges and ditches and gates and rock walls. People who ride like this often ride in a very defensive seat. Hunter horses tend to be a bit hot and need to be very brave. They tend to be forward which means they usually don’t need to be encouraged to go. They just do, you as the rider simply manage what they give you.
It’s possible Brett insisted on a standing martingale because that’s what he considers correct tack and what he would’ve considered correct tack for Holmes (he was a stickler for such things). But in my mind, it’s also equally likely that he saw this spunky little horse that looked like he was up for some fun and Brett said “I want to ride that one.” It was fun to see him obviously enjoy himself and I bet that horse was fun to ride. Who cares if Brett could’ve had quieter legs, he was clearly having a good time and the horse didn’t seem to mind in the slightest.
Anyway. That was a fun bit of analysis. Thank you @sanguinarysanguinity.
They could never make me hate you, complex female character whose reaction to trauma was not pretty and digestible like how people think it should be.