“Currently...” A Rant Post
Lemme just say how I wasn’t even planning on logging back in for the night until the FUCKERY that I just encountered caused me to open my laptop and just vent some shit..
This will be a very lengthy post seeing as how I have a lot to get off my chest and no other outlet to spew it. Bear with me dammit.
NOW, this shit started with me having dinner. Just 2 hot dogs - minus the bun. My loving and supportive hubby watches me while I’m in a euphoria and says some snarky shit along the lines of how he could never do low carb because he loves bread too much... like okay nigga, and? Me too!
But I truly feel that LCHF is a lifestyle that he could benefit from. He wouldn’t even be missing anything. He eats bacon every damn day anyway! But NAH, dude was skinny for maybe, some MONTHS (while he was still in High School, mind you) and gained all his weight back and then some. We all know how that shit goes. ANYWHO, he is almost 30 and even his mother tells him that he needs to look out for his health more.
I have an AFFINITY for breads, rice, sweets, potatoes, and chips. I’ve already identified my problem, came to terms with my problem, now I’m working on the solution. So I kindly suggest that we low carb together, you know? Be our own support system. Be each other’s PARTNERS. Did he agree? HELL NO! Just rejected me and simply told me I don’t even need to cut carbs, I just need to be more active and eat what I want basically...
FIRST OF ALL, I’m not saying being active is a bad thing. But I know other low carb-ers that just changed the way they ate and their weight began falling off. I’ve had similar results when I first began keto and he even seen the difference in me! 80% NUTRITION and 20% FITNESS. So all the while I’m trying to tell him the benefits of going keto, he’s shaking his head no and not seeing how upset I’m getting that he’s rejecting my help. I could show him scientific facts, results, testimonials, and NEVERMIND the fact that I’ve even taken courses in HEALTH & NUTRITION. None of what I can show him trumps what his ONE HIGH SCHOOL P.E. Teacher has put him through to get him to lose weight.
SOMEONE PLEASE TELL THIS MAN THAT IT GETS HARDER FOR SOME PEOPLE TO LOSE WEIGHT THE OLDER THAT YOU GET... and I know it’ll only get harder for him since he’s this resistant now.
I feel like just throwing in the towel, but I don’t want to give up on him like that. He’s literally MY EVERYTHING and for him to just reject me on something that’s pretty passionate to me, it hurts. Not even a “I’ll give it a try babe”. It’s just a plain ass “no”. The FUCKED UP shit about it is he KNOWS I’m upset, and instead of APOLOGIZING or trying to COMPROMISE, he comes to terms that I’m going to be mad at him for the rest of the night and figures its best that he leaves me to be alone. MF will probably go to bed and just figure shit will be A1 in the morning. Like I’mma forget... nigga please...
WHERE THEY DO THAT AT?! I’m sorry to have to rant here, but I literally feel my blood boiling, I’m so hot. I’ve been with this man for 7 YEARS you would think he could do this for me, ESPECIALLY if it is something beneficial to his health. He can stick with his “JARED FOGLE” diet if he wants to, but I’m really NOT in the business of helping people if they DON’T want to be helped
