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You Deserve...

You deserve the Universe, But I’m only a speck of dust, You deserve riches, But I am poor, You deserve everything, But I am close to nothing. And so, since I cannot give you The universe, Money, Everything. I offer you my love. I offer you compassion, Understanding, Caring, Love. And though you deserve much more, I hope you will accept.

Eclipse

Did anyone get like a really good video of the eclipse? It was cloudy where I was so I didnt get to see much. It did get dark though.

#eclipse #solar eclipse #total eclipse #august 21

Trees

To me, in this small town of only 300 or so people,

we are trees.

We grow, but we do not move.

We stay here,

force our roots into the ground.

We do not go anywhere new.

We stay and dont ever leave.

How can they be okay with this?

I am sunflower seeds,

Wanting to go with the wind,

Wanting out of this small, claustrophobic space,

I am not a tree person.

#trees #small towns #i want to travel #traeling #sufficating #poetry #tumblr poets #poetry on tumblr #poets on tumblr

enjoy-the-life-baby

If you support gay marriage reblog this. If you're on the homophobic side, keep scrolling.

Beyond all of our suffering, and pain, and loss, there was promise of a safe haven. But now, here I am, standing in front of what is supposed to be, and there is nothing.

Seven months ago when my home got bombed, when i lost everyone, when I found other survivors, I started my way here. i dont know why we thought that we had anywhere to go, why we were so naive.

Now, people are screaming. The fifteen or so of us that made it are screaming, they're crying, or some are just staring at the ashes. I am walking away from them. I have no idea where Im going and Im not worried about it. If they see me, oh well, i have no where to go, no safe haven to keep me protected. No hope of finding anything anymore.

Honestly we were stupid to get our hopes up. After the bombing, after the- our- government tried to kill us, those of us who were left int the rubble, had to cling to something. And now, its gone.

Okay hi guys! Whatd you think about this? Its just a random free write but would you like to see more?

#writing #nerd #book #free write #write #writers creed #writerscreed #love writing

Life was good today

But it is now night

And the dark from the outside

Has soaked into me

Because my happiness

Is solar powered

And at night

When there is no sun

There is no happy

#anxiety

secondstaruntotheright

Describing My Anxiety To People Who Dont Deal With It

It is a nest of bees in my head,

Stinging me.

It is a swarm of butterflies turned mean,

in my lungs instead of my stomach.

It is an invisible evil,

That you may think doesn't exist,

As if Im a child

Afraid of the monster under my bed.

It is wanting to stay in bed,

But being afraid of getting in trouble..

Its constant pain that makes me want to die,

But its constant pain that has me frozen in fear.

Its the relization that one day I will not walk this earth anymore.

Its the freezing, shaking, sweaty, fear

Of speaking in front of people.

Or the nervousness that wont let me go out with friends.

Do you still not understand?

No, I do not do this for your attention

That is the last thing I want

No, this is not a phase,

I wish it was

Because this is a freezing,

Agonizing

Terrifying

Pain that keeps me awake

This is the pain

That keeps me awake thinking

That every descion ive ever made is

The wrong one.

Its the fear that has kept me

In a shell

And wont let me go.

And I cannot explain any better

Do you understand?

#anxiety #social anxiety #fear #poetry #writing #free write

Hey Guys

I havent been very active lately. Any post requests? I could draw something or do book arts?

All the authors I've met and all the books I've had signed ❤️ Do you guys have any signed books? #chriscrutcher #signedbooks #antonyjohn #marydowninghahn #whaletalk #fiveflavorsofdumb #elemental #ghostofcrutchfieldhall #autographed #authorsivemet #authograph #authors #missourichildrenslitfest