ren (almost like the bird) @funnyborzoi - Tumblr Blog

intro post!!

hello!! my name is ren and this is my personal blog where i talk about anything that's on my mind ! mostly mcr and house md.........

general info idk:

i'm a lesbian and i really like house md and my chemical romance! most of my posts on here will be about either one of those, or just personal junk ! i also like to liveblog mcr concerts so i will probably spam post when they're live sorry not sorry. also i have posted about ARFID (ed) in the past because i struggle with it but it's all tagged.

i also have a rentry here if you wanna look at that idk i think that's it

#intro post #intro #blog intro

thinking about aziraphale's derringer, the bookshop portal, 1941 aziraphale apology dance, the power of the miracle that crowley and aziraphale performed together when they hid gabriel, the misspelled word in maggie's letter to aziraphale, etc

#all of which we will never get an elaboration on #good omens #good omens 3 #good omens 2 #i know crowley's miracle access was cut off or whatever but #can you imagine how cool it would be if they'd performed another miracle together #sighhhh

danger days 15th anniversary edition who's ready!!!!

#my chemical romance #mcr #danger days

i cannot believe the ONE thing i didn't want in a good omens ending came true 😭 and not only did they become human, but they don't have any memory of who they were or what came before them. what was the point of building up 6,000 years of pining just to destroy it??? they're just GONE. everything from s2 and prior (and some of the events from earlier in the movie) doesn't matter because it's all been erased.

the fanservice at the end would've been cute if it was actually aziraphale and crowley, but i just didn't connect with their human versions whatsoever so it fell flat on me. oh well. back to house md and mcrposting, i suppose

#good omens 3 #good omens

firelikestars

nah fuck that. what the fuck.

so 6000 years of queer defiance, quite literally in the face of god, now never existed. erasure has never been more literal. crowley and aziraphale didn’t just die, they never existed. their love story never existed. death you can grieve, you can commemorate what was lost; love transcends death. at the very least, they deserved that.

where was that love story, by the way? where was the romance? legitimately i felt more love between them during the final 15 than in the entirety of that 90 minutes. at least then it felt like they mattered to each other. fuck.

and aziraphale still works for the metatron?? are you fucking kidding me??? that is a wild message to be sending. even in some idealized world where they fall in love with free will, aziraphale still cannot escape the one that kept them apart. queer love still has to be allowed and endorsed and encouraged by the oppressor. fuck you actually.

genuinely i would’ve been so fine with a human ending if it was done well. i would’ve taken anything, i would’ve been so happy with a mediocre finale or even a bad one! fucking whatever! but that shit was offensive.

#good omens 3 #wattpad coffee shop au ass ending

rayrardd

DIVE DEMO

#i was there when it dropped #i love you toasty

this mcr unreleased stuff gets so serious i just bought myself an ipod so my fat ass lossless files don't eat away at the storage on my laptop/phone

#yapping #my chemical romance #half joking #i've been eyeing one for a while i just figured now was the best time to get one

a demo for behind that bus just dropped. i'm actually emotionally attached to this song she's so weird

#mcr #my chemical romance #they also said they'd drop a new song every day ? question mark ?

smeagles

foundations demo

we!!! are!!! sick now!!!! and the poison is the cureeee

#mcr #im normal

apparently some guy on the website has like 25 more files and another foundations demo can this month get any better for mcr fans

#mcr #i'm soooooo #they won't post them but just the fact that they exist gives me hope

funnyborzoi

unfortunately i am afflicted with unreleased mcr brainrot. i am waiting patiently for the day at least one of the foundations demos finds its way to the internet.....

funnyborzoi

You guys will NEVER guess what happened

#mcr #i started hyperventilating when i found out

killrockstar

AND SO HE GETS TO DIE A SAINT BUT THEY WILL LABEL YOU THE WHORE???

#and as the serpent crawls we lay in the foundations of decay #i'm Sooooo normal

unfortunately i am afflicted with unreleased mcr brainrot. i am waiting patiently for the day at least one of the foundations demos finds its way to the internet.....

#yapping #mcr #the paper kingdom #<- not really but it's in the same vein #if we can get a 20 minute audio clip of gerard and ray working on a tpk song then surely anything is possible!

tiktok discourse is so ridiculous....... i had several people accuse me of being a fake lesbian because my pfp on there is dr house with the lesbain flag ???? and i thought i was chronically online

#yapping #house md #sorta #my sole attraction to women is nullified by my doctor house profile picture! oh no!

since last night i have been laughing my ass off about behind the bus. it was foreshadowed by some deleted reddit user posting shitpost bus memes to a paper kingdom subreddit that everyone just thought was... shitposting.......

then it got leaked by some random guy (different person from the into your arms leak, i've heard??), is now facing AI allegations because of how different it is from everything else mcr has made (though i can absolutely see it being some weird solo gerard way thing), and now there's this weird secrecy around it ????? people trying to get it off the internet ???????

all of this for the song to be the most unserious thing i've ever heard 😭

#yapping #mcr #the paper kingdom #<- i know it's not from tpk but whatever #i also don't believe that it's ai. maybe i'm just not exposed enough to ai music but all of the ai music i've heard has a distinct sound #and that sound is not anywhere near what the bus song sounds like #don't you get behind that bus!