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Is there anyone out there, from our Blue Night family, that is crying alone tonight? Not crying out of pity for something or someone, but instead because they cannot help asking why they are living in the way that they are? Is there anyone that is feeling sentimental or guilty, needlessly? Don’t be like that. I hope that you believe that these bitter days of crying alone will prove to be the most beautiful days of your life. You’ll realize, with time, that your life is actually pretty alright. I promise you. In fact, I’ll write you a guarantee! The most beautiful thing in all the world is right now. This moment. You. Don’t ever forget that.

Jonghyun’s closing words on ‘Blue Night’ on the 11th March, 2014. (via hwaitinghwaiting)

fyjjong

(190311) @swimming_roo: lunch is delicious. ㅎㅎㅎ 🍗

sanhayeop

ch. 9 - the man writes in his diary (p. 123~25)

even without trying, we’re already that much farther apart. i came to know you later than anyone else and we’ve come to the point where it wouldn’t even be embarrassing if we were to pass by each other without noticing.

the day my intuition warned me of our parting, when we once thought we would last forever. i thought the sky would split in two. i thought the earth would collapse.

i thought i’d get trapped in the rift between the sky torn in two that i’d tumble into the collapsed earth and miss you for a lifetime.

even if you didn’t love me i thought you’d carry your resentment and regret toward me for a lifetime.

i really do worry about the silliest things.

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when memories of our time together would resurface, in order to suppress them all i went so far as to try to hate them.

in vain, i tore out the pages of a blameless book you’d given me, one by one and tried to throw out the gifts i’d never had the chance to deliver. though, i couldn’t bring myself to do it in the end and hid them all behind a mirror.

even still, i was left with such lingering feelings that i took out the ring that when we’d been together, i’d said was too bothersome to wear and began to wear it, at last.

i really do behave in the most foolish ways.

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even without trying, you’re already that much farther away. i should have kept you by my side a little longer, back then. i should have given it more thought. i should have gone through more suffering, become even more helpless.

and i should have offered you first turn at words of parting.

i really do have the most senseless regrets.

kimcheolwoon

Jonghyun covering “This Woman’s Work” is so beautiful, i started crying. It’s so beautiful in fact, that’s it’s blocked in Korea. I know a lot of you guys haven’t seen it, because if we had, we wouldn’t be able to shut up about it. Watching this would be 4 minutes of your life well spent.

#silently disappears again

romanceboys

(171107) shinee world japan plus update translation: everyone it’s been a while, this is jonghyun. since it’s cold nowadays, i stay at home a lot. this picture was taken in my room and since i like black, my wall is black, and there are many small black objects visible, right? also because i’ve been staying indoors a lot i use the live feature on sns whenever i want to see fans, and a lot of you from japan watch as well. thank you so much. yet while doing so, i was able to create an opportunity for you to see a new me! please look forward to it!

translated by romanceboys — take out with full credit (source)