musica eletronica

hi i'm ezra (he/they, 24, man of the computer). must be 18 or older to call links

[gantzgraf]

i've been spending the past year or so hemming and hawing on whether i should try to be more active on here again because on one hand i want to come out of my shell and be more open about my feelings on whatever but on the other i keep thinking about my career as an artist and that diplo tweet about daft punk being so beloved because they don't talk. now that tumblr may or may not implode at any moment it's probably better to move on

[gantzgraf]

(emerging from thick pile of dust) hi everyone. i was hoping to promote it after making actual posts on there but if you've got an account on there you can go follow my art/professional bluesky. i don't plan on doing much talking there but i might make a personal sometime soon or whenever they introduce private accounts, so for now if you just want to chat you can message me for my discord

[monkeytrick]

Decided, ok, maybe I will take care of my mental health and try to deal with this before I actively tried to kill myself. Went to a psych ward. The one I tried to get into was full so I got sent to one which fucking thankfully had the county pay for me but this meant they had no resources whatsoever, there was absolutely nothing to do but watch tv and I didn’t get to talk to anyone one on one until I had been there for over sixty hours. Despite calling my store and telling my boss separately that I was literally in the fucking psych ward I got a call every single day I was there asking why I wasn’t at work because she did not communicate this to anyone. And then as soon as I came home I discovered my roommate had packed literally everything in my room into a suitcase and she’s kicking me out tonight while I have nowhere to go. Remember to take care of your mental health guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[monkeytrick]

Tldr of this is that I am currently homeless. Staying in a hotel right now. Sorry this is like the third time I’m ebegging on this damn account but I don’t really have that much of an option rn. I’ll update this post with more of a genuine plan and goal and shit when I can think of one bc I am still kind of trying to process that this is going on and am really just trying to survive rn

Here are places where you can give me money if you’d be so kind as to do so. Obviously I am far from the only one on here fucked to this extent but if you can spare even a dollar or two I’d be immensely grateful

Also as always if you give me like 20 bucks I’ll draw your cat or dog or some other thing that isn’t that if you want. Will probably spruce it up a little more than these but here are examples of such doodling

Anyways I dunno if this is like dangerous to include but I’m in Madison, WI. So if anyone’s near there and has like, advice or in the best case scenario places I could potentially go or whatever. I’d appreciate it a lot. I don’t know what else I should say here I’ll update with more info when I can

[monkeytrick]

Going to try and boost this again. People have been very generous and I can’t thank you all enough but notes and donations fell off really heavily pretty quickly. I’m still homeless, and while I thought I had a lot of options, basically all of them have turned out to not be possible for one reason or another - the one real housing option I have POTENTIALLY available right now is out of state and a 5 hour drive away and my car’s alternator has been fucking up in new and alarming ways since I got kicked out which isn’t helping matters. Thanks to anyone who can donate, give advice, or just generally spread the word, because I am quickly exhausting all my options

[cetitanhasmoved]

I'm out of weed so I have to smoke thw one that makea me scared

[cetitanhasmoved]

You7 are doing some Cocomelon shit to me

[linseedling]

They passed down all the roads long ago. And the Red Bull ran behind them, and covered their footsteps.

[jareckiworld]

Chen Tianzhuo — Eye  (painted wood carving, neon light, 2013)

[mycosprite]

Orange Pore Favolashia claudopus

[stil-lindigo]

beyond the harbour

[ Sea salt and snow slush and iron, oh my. Here, even the air bites back. ]

prints

[cardo-de-comer]

wilson rework wilson rework

[vintagecamping]

Horseback riders in Wallowa-Whitman National Forest.

Oregon

1960

[grapefruit185]

orpheus morpheus go eat some walruseses.... ORIFICES... Orpheus drinkin a 40 in a death basket! AH

[twoseparatecoursesmeet]

Caracas, Venezuela, 1978

[chateaucat]

Sliman Mansour, Symbol of Hope, 1985

[thenewgothictwice-deactivated20]

Abdelrahman Al Muzayen (B. 1943, Palestine) - Untitled from Palestine Series, 2000.

[todaysbird]

the palestinian sunbird is a small, iridescent bird found in the middle east and a small portion of africa. despite their appearance, with a specialized nectar-feeding bill, they are not closely related to hummingbirds - however, they do also have a diet that consists of nectar and insects. males are much more colorful than soft brown females.

[telkqadeya-deactivated20250626]

experimenting with double exposure on film🎞️

[duringandafter]

Neptune, 2022 & Uranus 2023

NASA’s James Webb Space Telescope