scared of my own image

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[garlicguppy]

spam in nest w pipis

[volk-swag-genitalia-deactivated]

i love you rain, i love you cold air, i love you sound of raindrops hitting the rooftops, i love you cloudy skies

[nooodledude]

Jax abstraction music 10 hour loop

[crow-thing]

Me when a character starts experiencing an agonizingly, Horrifically, painful transformation :

[movieposters]

American Psycho (2000), Mary Harron

[garlicguppy]

my life is a joke! i’m here to bear the burden of generational guilt and pain!!!

[garlicguppy]

was talking about some events from my childhood that i always viewed as “weird but funny”. as it turns out, they were actually traumatic events that i bottled up. i still do not entirely grasp that these things are considered abuse/neglect/SA, but the looks on my friends faces kinda… clued me in that i was very much under reacting.

to cope with these things as a kid i stashed all the things that made me feel weird in the back of my mind. as i age and continue to purge these memories, its shocking how these events ended up influencing a lot of my behaviors & actions.

it’s hard for me the comprehend that things were not good- i’m overall still incredibly lucky to have the upbringing i did. very privileged, and i recognize that.

still, looking back it makes me sad. if certian events would of never happened, life would be so much different. all things happen for a reason, but how i would never treat a child how i was treated.

[despazito]

Sometimes I'll be looking at bullshit online that I know will just rile me up and I have to think of this image to get myself to stop

[syrenki]

i have a bunch of disgusting ideas if anyone's interested

[neenarchive]

i love you films without sequels i love you limited series i love you stand alone novels i love you self-contained stories

[funtergeist]

thing i drew before chapter 5 came out... i didnt like it enough to post but i think its more relevant now

[aubobbies]

Freaky deaky puppeteepy

[copepods]

apprentice(s)

[spiicemilf]

it’s my jaronouns!

[razzmothazz]

still caring about internet friends you lost touch with years ago is so embarrassing. yeah i had a deam we met up irl recently. the last time we spoke was maybe 7-8 years ago. i still wear the laces we randomly decided was a sign of our friendship. i dont know what any of your socials are or if youre even active on any. sometimes i see someones art resemble yours and i wonder for hours. do you still go by that name you chose? whenever i see it i wonder if its you. we couldve passed each other in this vastness a thousand times and not have a clue.

[razzmothazz]

we were lonely kids having fun together. do you remember?

[asterdex]

many such cases

happy disability pride month🎉

[pansiesanddaisies]

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