May 12, 2021
Send me asks with fanfiction prompts smut or fluff and ill write them and put them on my blog. I love writing and want to do some more.
I'll be using #prompt
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he/him/his James transguy bisexual autistic feminist. Mostly post fanfictions about my otps ad shows shows/ships I'm into: Rizzoli and isles/rizzles, Jessica jones, Luke cage, tv show Mom, SVU/rollivia, swanqueen, clexa, calzona, many more ships love plumbella too
May 9, 2022
When the show has been off the air and everyone has moved on from the ship but you just can't let it go because they will forever be your otp
20 years later: me still salty abt rizzles not happening
OMG this is so me. Show has been off the air for 5 years and I can't bring myself to change my profile pic of my tumblr or my username 😂
The worst part is you move on for periods of time, and then it all comes crashing back. Like "ohh hey, you thought you kicked this Rizzles obsession? NAHH, it's come back for you.... Again." Like damn, can it stop haunting me please? But also, I can't let it go.
Just gonna leave this right here...
I will never lose this obsession
Honestly. I haven’t been on a Rizzles kick for years, and then they started airing episodes on Lifetime…. And suddenly I’ve been obsessed all over again. 😭
Jul 15, 2021
just a little ficlet I wrote about Natasha and Yelena. I wrote this pretty quickly.
Natasha opened the door. She opened the door of the apartment and there was Yelena. Yelena was sitting on the couch staring at her. She was twirling a knife back and forth in her hands, her elbows resting on her knees. Natasha looked at the knife then back at her.
“Come on I thought we already established a truce” Natasha said walking on the balls of her feet, moving slowly into the room.
“Then why are you walking like that?” Yelena asked.
“You're the one holding the knife” Natasha said as she slowly circled around to the back of the couch. Yelena sighed.
“Fine” She finally said and folded up the knife and put it in her vest pocket. Natasha waited till Yelena sat back in the seat. Natasha went around and sat in the armchair next to the couch. Yelena had her hair in a ponytail and was wearing a tee shirt and black jeans with black ankle boots. Natasha had seen Yelena briefly before, and had come back now all these weeks later.
All these emotions started rushing back to her. When they were really young kids playing together, laughing not knowing what was about to happen to them. They sat opposite each other staying silent just staring at each other in the eyes.
“You blinked!” Yelena shouted. They both laughed. “Remember when we would do the eye staring contest as kids” Natasha smiled at that memory. It got silent again and Yelena took out the knife but didn’t open it, just fiddled with it. She looked up at Natasha.
“Why didn’t you come back for me?” She asked. Natasha sighed. They were going to dredge this up again. Natasha wondered why Yelena couldn’t just let it go.
“We’re going to go through this again?!” Natasha said. She got up and went into the kitchen. She fumbled around in the cabinets looking for a glass. Yelena followed behind her.
“Well I want to know, did you really think about me? Apparently not because you just left to go save the world with your new family, the avengers” Yelena said. Natasha filled up her cup with water and then turned back around leaning against the counter. Natasha had thought about Yelena in the beginning but after a while it just became painful so she tried to block yelena out of her thoughts. Thinking about Yelena just brought up the memories of when they were children, but it wasn’t real. It wasn’t real and she wasn't her sister. The painful memories of when they were told they weren’t real sisters and then put in the black widow russian program.
“I wanted to do something more with myself to right the wrongs I had done and take down the evil I saw in the world that's why I joined the avengers”
“That's all fine and dandy but you left me. You could have gotten your Avenger buddies to help save me” Yelena put the emphasis on Avenger. Natasha took a sip of her water and then put the glass down on the counter.
“Seems like you got out all right though” Natasha said. Yelena took a seat in the wooden kitchen chair. She leaned back and crossed her arms.
“Yeah well it was dam hard. When you got out and became an Avenger they made it even harder for anyone else to escape. We wore trackers on us 24/7 embedded in us”
“I’m so sorry” Natasha said. She walked over to the window and looked out at the view.
“I thought about you all the time, '' Yelena continued on “I always prayed that you would come back for me. Even though you aren’t my real sister It felt real enough to me” Natasha sighed. Tears were forming in her eyes. It had been real for her too, but then spoiled by her parents and the black widow program. Maybe they could start over again, now that they are both out of the program and their parents aren't here with them.
“I thought about you too” Natasha choked, tears coming down her face. She turned to face Yelena.
“I’m so sorry” She said again. Yelena got up and hugged Natasha holding her close. They held onto each other for a few moments before Yelena pulled back. She looked at Natasha and tears were coming down her face too.
“I’m here now,” Natasha finally said.
Jun 16, 2021
Straight women stop using girlfriend in refrence to your friends it confuses me because I think your a lesbian a gay and then I get all excited for nothing
THIS!!! And not even for other women. Me a bi man in a long term gay relationship also hates this cause I’m not sure if we have a secret alliance that will help us be friends and understand/exchange stories or not.
This is what I meant when I made the post because I am a bisexual guy
Jun 16, 2021
Being bisexual like
Jun 5, 2021
Me but with bi 🤣
May 20, 2021
Regina’s musings
just a little ficlet I wrote from regina’s pov about her musings on her life
I didn’t know what to do. I didn’t know what to do about Emma. I had seen how Emma was trying to get close to me. Was I ready to let someone in? I was scared because my mother always said love was weakness and I had lived my whole entire life by that. It had left me alone. I had lived my life up till now gaining people’s respect out of fear but did I want to live my whole life like that? It was easier to be the evil queen than to let people in and to see how I really was. I had lost everyone I cared about including Henry. I was used to living life like this and I always just shoved my pain and loneliness deep down. Now it had come to the surface as I had started to feel things for Emma. Feel my heart race and my stomach warming when I saw her in her tight jeans and leather jacket.
Too many questions swirled around in my head. I walked out to the backyard to clear my head. It was a beautiful summer day with just a few clouds in the sky. The flowers in my garden were in full bloom. I had tended to them all spring taking great care of them. The lilac bush smelled so strong and good. I could see in the shade under the lilac bush my cat was sleeping. He was an all black cat. Just like me black cats were very misunderstood. Especially in Storybrook no one wanted to adopt them. He was at the shelter for years till I finally adopted him.
I sat down in one of my patio chairs and my cat named Daniel heard me. He woke up stretching his front paws out leaning back. He walked over to me and jumped in my lap. He instantly started purring and curled up. I petted his head. At least he was there for me, and I could give him all my love, the love I never gave anyone or Henry and was there for him when he needed me. It was so peaceful out here. I watched the clouds go by and eventually closed my eyes soaking in the sun.
May 20, 2021
Puns are the only reason I agree to participate in language.
May 20, 2021
May 19, 2021
This is so hard 😭😭😭
Which one would you bring back to life?
May 17, 2021
When the show has been off the air and everyone has moved on from the ship but you just can't let it go because they will forever be your otp
20 years later: me still salty abt rizzles not happening
OMG this is so me. Show has been off the air for 5 years and I can't bring myself to change my profile pic of my tumblr or my username 😂
The worst part is you move on for periods of time, and then it all comes crashing back. Like "ohh hey, you thought you kicked this Rizzles obsession? NAHH, it's come back for you.... Again." Like damn, can it stop haunting me please? But also, I can't let it go.
May 17, 2021
When the show has been off the air and everyone has moved on from the ship but you just can't let it go because they will forever be your otp
*cough* not me *cough*
May 17, 2021
When the show has been off the air and everyone has moved on from the ship but you just can't let it go because they will forever be your otp
O U C H
May 17, 2021
When the show has been off the air and everyone has moved on from the ship but you just can't let it go because they will forever be your otp
20 years later: me still salty abt rizzles not happening
OMG this is so me. Show has been off the air for 5 years and I can't bring myself to change my profile pic of my tumblr or my username 😂
May 15, 2021
in season four when Emma tells Regina she doesn’t want forgiveness, but friendship. But maybe they want something more too.
sure you got it! I haven’t actually seen past season 2 so I just looked up the scene on youtube and I wrote how I thought it should have gone.
Regina pov
“What do I have to do to get you to leave me alone swan?” Regina didn’t want to talk right now. She didn’t want to see her. Didn’t want to talk to her, to have Emma see her like this as a mess. Emma just stood there and tried to talk to her.
“I wasn’t looking for you to assuage my guilt I was looking for you to be my friend” Emma said. Regina wanted to be more than just friends. She wanted to be with Emma to be on top of Emma. Regina had always lived by what her mother had taught her: Love is weakness. That had always left her alone and feeling empty. Regina craved a friend, craved more than just friends. She craved a real relationship.
Regina was a little upset when Emma had wanted to be her friend. Regina thought that there was something more there. The way Emma was looking at her now there must be something more there. Regina hadn’t been blind, she had seen that Emma was trying to be her friend maybe more but Regina was too afraid to let anyone in.
“You wanted us to be friends?” She asked hoping that Emma would be the one to admit it, to say that she wanted them to be more than friends. Regina wanted to kiss her so bad.
“But I thought it could be that it was possible....” Emma said. Was Emma hinting at what Regina thought she was hinting at? Regina couldn’t look at Emma or she would give away how she was really feeling.
“I’m not gonna stop trying. Even if you still want to kill me,” Emma said. Regina watched her walk away for a second. Regina finally decided to just tell Emma and lay it all out.
“I don’t want to kill you,” Regina said
“That’s a start Emma responded. Regina bit her lip and then just spit it out.
“It’s more than that. I’m not dumb or blind. I could see you were trying to get close with me. It’s just hard to let people in, my mother always said love was weakness.” Emma stood there not saying anything. Regina though she blew it and this was it. Finally Emma walked up to her and kissed her. Regina could feel a warmth building in her stomach. She turned her head to the side. Emma bit her bottom lip and then pulled off.
They were breathing heavily as they looked at each other.
“I didn’t think you felt the same way,” Emma finally said.
I'm so glad you like my little ficlet casviopeia 🥰
May 14, 2021
in season four when Emma tells Regina she doesn’t want forgiveness, but friendship. But maybe they want something more too.
sure you got it! I haven’t actually seen past season 2 so I just looked up the scene on youtube and I wrote how I thought it should have gone.
Regina pov
“What do I have to do to get you to leave me alone swan?” Regina didn’t want to talk right now. She didn’t want to see her. Didn’t want to talk to her, to have Emma see her like this as a mess. Emma just stood there and tried to talk to her.
“I wasn’t looking for you to assuage my guilt I was looking for you to be my friend” Emma said. Regina wanted to be more than just friends. She wanted to be with Emma to be on top of Emma. Regina had always lived by what her mother had taught her: Love is weakness. That had always left her alone and feeling empty. Regina craved a friend, craved more than just friends. She craved a real relationship.
Regina was a little upset when Emma had wanted to be her friend. Regina thought that there was something more there. The way Emma was looking at her now there must be something more there. Regina hadn’t been blind, she had seen that Emma was trying to be her friend maybe more but Regina was too afraid to let anyone in.
“You wanted us to be friends?” She asked hoping that Emma would be the one to admit it, to say that she wanted them to be more than friends. Regina wanted to kiss her so bad.
“But I thought it could be that it was possible....” Emma said. Was Emma hinting at what Regina thought she was hinting at? Regina couldn’t look at Emma or she would give away how she was really feeling.
“I’m not gonna stop trying. Even if you still want to kill me,” Emma said. Regina watched her walk away for a second. Regina finally decided to just tell Emma and lay it all out.
“I don’t want to kill you,” Regina said
“That’s a start Emma responded. Regina bit her lip and then just spit it out.
“It’s more than that. I’m not dumb or blind. I could see you were trying to get close with me. It’s just hard to let people in, my mother always said love was weakness.” Emma stood there not saying anything. Regina though she blew it and this was it. Finally Emma walked up to her and kissed her. Regina could feel a warmth building in her stomach. She turned her head to the side. Emma bit her bottom lip and then pulled off.
They were breathing heavily as they looked at each other.
“I didn’t think you felt the same way,” Emma finally said.
May 13, 2021
do you write for SwanQueen?
Yes! Send me a prompt and I'll try and do it! I love swanqueen it will forever be my otp
