gedankenxkarussell

girl x 22 x germany Sie hängt nicht mehr am Leben, das Leben hängt an ihr.

[a-hospital--for-souls]

I either suffer for the rest of my life or I end it. There's no inbetween.

[neverthelessicare]

I wake up and the first thing I do is cry

[lisaii-deactivated20251213]

Wie oft hast du schon in die Leere gestarrt um nicht zu weinen?

[remanence-of-love]

[bitt3rsweetdiary]

you dont know how fucked up i am

if i tell you that i’m sick

will you still like me?

[rottingorchid]

i don’t feel like i will ever be happy

[theteenquotes]

[youwillleaveme]

it’s not fair why can you go on like that and i’m sitting here crying my life out of myself

[anemicbpd]

I always mess up. I should stop trying

[unclaimedbody]

if you really loved me, you wouldn’t leave me.

[what-iz-life]

You deserve a calm love with someone who is your safe space, your bestie, and soothes your soul during stressful situations. Someone who is your peace, not your problem.

[foxlungz]

I don’t blame people for leaving me because I wish I could too I know how shit of a person I am

[rottingorchid]

why cant i do anything right

[bpdetrimental]

Words cannot express the absolute rage I feel when I think I’m getting better and it all comes crashing down again.

[unclaimedbody]

you never really cared, did you?

[saduboiss-deactivated20260204]

I can’t take this anymore. I just want to be a normal person with normal emotions, but I’m not. I’m fucking crazy with emotions so intense it makes you feel like you’re about to explode and shatter into a million fucking pieces.

[unclaimedbody]

would anyone really notice if i went missing?