β’ heather πββ¬ she/herπββ¬ 23β’ || #1 RESIDENT EVIL GAIDEN FAN and #1 ALFRED ASHFORD FANπ€ I typically (un)follow back πββ¬current most active side blogs: @leon-stupid-kennedy (more general RE blog) and @luis-serra-kennedy (for my rockstar/actor!Luis Serra AU) π€ transfem Steve Burnside/lesbian Claire Redfield truther π€ header by @pikabyss π Darkside Chronicles stan πββ¬ general Luis Serra/Serrennedy enthusiast π€ comp het Leon truther πββ¬ Geddy Lee is my wife π€ ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/hkittycat#checkoutModal πββ¬ actively ship Asherry, and also enjoy ClaireAda and Adashley π€ I also like Pokemon a lot, Fire Emblem, and MtG, American Dad!, medical dramas, but currently RE is what I post about the most πββ¬ I try to be friendly and usually follow people back if I think we'll vibe and love being messaged/tagged in things, but a combination of ADHD and social anxiety mean I may take a very long time to respond to things sometimes and may forget entirely, but I don't ever intentionally ignore anyone! I won't mind if you start pestering me reminding me of anything I failed to respond to. and on the flip side of me following back, I like most of my interactions on here to be with mutuals, so if I follow you first and you don't follow me back after a couple days, I will most likely unfollow. I also unfollow anyone who unfollows me first. sorry! π€ fic writer: https://archiveofourown.org/users/GeddyLeesbian/profile πββ¬ https://www.tumblr.com/geddy-leesbian/740710278019301376/quick-little-about-me-currently-my-main-fandom-is
But unfortunately life with Chris may not be the domestic bliss happily ever after Leon longs for⦠Chris's interest in and designs for Leon seems to be uncomfortably similar to those of his previous employer's.
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Followed you for the Serrenedy fanfiction, stayed for your shift drama: now I hate your employers almost as much as you
LMAO. I hate that I've been more of a work drama blog than fandom content for a hot minute but it was truly all encompassing and my entire life when I was having to cover so much from people who quit
tbh I wouldn't even say I hate my EMPLOYER necessarily. out of the 5 team leads there's only the one I actively hate working with, the insane one is rarely completely competent but she is normal and nice 95% of the time and just someone sucking at their job isn't enough for me to hate them. my manager is very cool and I have a ton of respect for her because there's been a couple times when she stepped in and did trayline on days people called off and there weren't enough of us to function.
as far as higher up stuff goes, it's probably the least terrible healthcare company. other ones in our state caved to Trump administration rhetoric about DEI and they'll happily let ICE into facilities. our CEO has made a lot of statements about how diversity is a company strength and none of this administration's talk about DEI would have any affect on how they do things. ICE straight up can't enter any facilities without an actual court order first and they can't just walk around freely even then. and the CEO went to a pride parade this year and you can say that rAiNbOw CaPiTaLiSm doesn't mean anything at all, but to me personally... our fucking governor declared June nuclear family month, the vast majority of our state's politicians don't want LGBTQ people to exist... so I'm ngl that my employer refusing to bend the knee to our fucked up government does make me feel a little better. the bar is absolutely in hell rn and in a better world I wouldn't be so impressed, but yeah, in THIS world where so many companies just instantly caved our CEO having a bit of a backbone is noteworthy.
oh and the hospital food service department has been a shit show long before I started too, my brother started as a grill cook a year before I started so I got the scoop on a lot of people. our morning cook used to work in the upstairs cafeteria but he kept getting into nasty verbal fights with one of the other upstairs cooks so they banished him to the basement to cook the patient and occasionally he still goes upstairs just to yell at the guy he hates. in december someone got fired for bringing a gun to work and also going to work drunk.
I'm finally going back to my sweet 2 pm shifts again so I will soon be back to not hating my job and a better mix of occasional wild work stories and Resident Evil posting π
as per usual I got home from work and got high and started poking around in extracted RE4R files, specifically today I was looking at environment texture files to get the highest possible resolution/crispest/no lighting effects like glare versions of some in game photos/papers
and when I was getting the Dream Team picture in Luis's lab,,
I also found something hidden with possibly,,
a hard date to add to Luis's backstory timeline?
at first I didn't think I found anything special because this was one of dozens of files I extracted today so when I glanced at the weird blobby version of the dream team pic I was just like oh ok this is just one rhe weird layers that control the lighting and material of the texture in game. But then i looked again and that definitely is NOT something like that because the composition is very different from the actual photo so looked closer and I google lens translated the character in the bottom left and got "tentative" so I'm about 95% sure this is an early concept art and/or placeholder that wasn't fully deleted from the final game's files when it was replaced
what I found REALLY interesting..
a lot of the RE4R photo files have dates written on the back, I assume that the bottom right date here was supposed to be when the dream team photo was taken but for whatever reason they didn't carry over and add the date to the back of the final version
meaning that as of April 9, 1999 Luis was still working for Umbrella and hadn't fucked off back to Spain yet
tbh this is kinda ruining a lot of things for me because I've always had the headcanon he probably disappeared pretty quickly after the Raccoon City incident so him still being Umbrella and grinning 7 months after so I have some things to rethink. and I mean it's not like I ever had any super solid concrete evidence to come up with my HC so regardless I will learn to accept this canon tidbit into my world view π
I think I'll end this with some other unrelated finds from today (Watermarking these bc i did spend multiple hours combing through files to find and export them and i know from much experience that people cannot respect a simple request to credit my username when reuploading my posts anywhere π₯ if you want any of them without the watermark for any reason just dm me and I'll send 'em, at least when im sharing on a more individual basis it's easier to deal with if I start seeing them reuploaded without credit because I can figure out who it was)
thank you @jules-van-hering for the tag Κβ‘βΙ(ΰ₯β’α΄β’ΰ₯β), oke 10 random songs I've been listening to recently, if you've seen these in other post no you haven't and neither have i bc i simply forgor :3
you already know, leonard cohen has been staying booked and busy in my daily soundtrack
i always have bjΓΆrk
im trying to get my friend into fiona apple, like pls pls pls enter my inner psyche
no hyperpop no life
ive been in a big olivia rodrigo kick lately, like full album listening type kick
obligatory sufjan stevens, he hasn't been my top artist like 4 years in a row for nothing
album of a lifetime
love listening to this while i read fics
love the riff (i think that's what it is, idk music terms that well) in here so much, inject it into me pls
obvs, its fun fast and cunty
tagging @littlemouserat @justsayinghi5 @hubbaslubba @count3rparts and whoever else feel like it, love to all β‘(*Β΄Οο½*)/β‘
more recently got tagged by @totallynottinsel for a game that was 10 random songs from your on repeat playlist but it made more sense for me to go back and do this one π because I barely listen to my playlists honestly, I'm always raw dogging it and just fucking. type a song name into spotify search when I want to hear it lmao and then search for other songs and hit add to queue if I'm feeling fancy
most predictable shit currently
I gotta be real I was pretty meh on 2112 overall for a long time because I REALLY REALLY liked Presentation and Oracle but I was kinda meh with the rest of it, but seeing all of it live rewired my brain omfg, I now love all of it and my meal breaks at work are just my listen to all of 2112 breaks every single day
Serraford anthem <3
If i had a nickel for every time one of my all time favorite artists with a name that starts with R made a song called Time Stand Still, I would have two nickels. Which isn't a lot but it's weird that it happened twice. And they are companion pieces that should be listened to together to my deranged mind.
Using it for a songfic I started thinking about while seeing it live
what I listen to to get into the stripper Leon fic I've had on the back burner mostly but occasionally work on
It's been my mom's favorite Rush song since we saw it live and now it's the only thing she plays when we're in the car together
just. proof I have SOME more variety in what I listen to
idk uhhh no pressure tags @foxydunsparce @goodpointsandbadpoints @savage-rhi @danvssomethingorother yall were just what tumblr suggested when I typed @
my life was insane today after work much grass was touched fr. like a week ago I was going on a walk for reasons irrelevant to the rest of this post and stumbled upon an insane sight of a bra and a decaying raccoon carcass and a bunch of fresh oranges just under a tree and I've walked by it a few times and there's so much trash between our building and the Crime Scene. walked to it again today and saw that the raccoon was a lot more decomposed and almost just bones and had a π‘moment. took a trash bag and some plastic bags and a shit load of latex gloves and a couple masks and went to the Crime Scene and completely filled the trash bag along the way and then where it took the weird turn was when I got to the Crime Scene and I bagged up p much all of the raccoon bones from the front half and one back leg (the back half was more intact overall with lots of fur still which was a little too gross for me to try to pull bones out of..) and took them back and now I've got the pieces that were picked pretty clean in a bucket with dish soap and buried the pieces that had some tissue in a flower pot so they can decompose more. unfortunately didn't take any good pics of the pieces in the bucket because yknow I had double latex gloves on since I was raccoon grave robbing and couldn't use my phone so all I've got is a not great picture of it still in the grass before I collected it and there's some very nice jaw pieces
and since I feel like I contributed to society by picking up trash and Madrigal came on while I was walking I'm gonna have some weed gummy and marinate in the bathtub thinking about Serraford because my body is gross af and I deserve some self indulgent bullshit π₯° and Madrigal is THE definitive Serraford song cmom "in vain to search for honor, and in vain to search for truth... but these things can still be given, your love has shown me proof' ALFRED FAILING TO RESTORE THE HONOR OF THE ASHFORD NAME VIA ALEXIA BUT THEN LUIS HELPS HIM REALIZE THERE'S OTHER LIFE PATHS HE CAN TAKE AND FIND A WAY TO RESTORE HIS HONOR IN A DIFFERENT WAY OUGH
this was shaping up to be a horrible day because the Bitch Team Leadβ’ who gets super shitty to me if there isn't anyone who would defend me around (that's kinda what really sealed it for me that she's actually picking on me specifically, she's nice and doesn't give me any bullshit demands and orders when our manager is in, if there were genuine issues she wouldn't care if our manager saw the way she treats me) is in, but we also had the batshit insane team lead come in to run trays because there weren't enough people and she's having one of her insane crashouts rn so now Bitch Team Leadβ’ is too mad at the crazy one and focusing on the crashout too much to be able to be shitty to me and is being hands off and letting me do my job in the way that I find efficient and not trying to get me to do my job and someone else's. so lmao thank you batshit insane coworker great timing
someday I will have cool stuff to post again. past week has been ass and I'm on this grind where I go to work and think about killing myself about it and then I get home and take a weed gummy about it and sometimes manage to be productive but never in a way where I have something that can be posted
just gotta get through tomorrow and then I have 3 days off and then even when I go back it's for 2 pm to 8 pm shifts which don't make me want to kill myself π
every time im trying to find a collection of pics of geddy weird stances loser swagger like the hand on the hip or crossing his feet
I go to google images and type in "cunty geddy lee" expecting an extensive treasure trove of the pictures to show up because in my brain that's the only way to properly describe them
and yet they never do, it's just normal pictures of him, and it's so fucked up. I'm just going to have to finally be the change I want to see in the world and make a cuntiest Geddy Lee pictures post
