Here's a list of my fave fics I have written (Cupcake_Princess on Ao3). The good, the bad, the horrifically homosexual (positive)... we've got it all!
Propriety and Passion (For Dummies): Bagginshield and Nwalin, COMPLETE yearning fic. Rated T.
The Alacritous Defenestration of Sense (Otherwise Known As Dwalin’s Ring Solution): my current WIP. Big time travel fix-it. Glorious bastard. Nwalin, Gigolas, Bagginshield, Filiori (and other minor ships). Rated T.
Live Your Life: ALRIGHT, so this one is a series not a single fic. Aaaand the final installment is still a WIP. BUT. This is where it all started and I still love this baby. Bagginshield, Nwalin, Filiori, Dislia, Bardfur and other assorted ships. Whole series is rated M but there are optional E rated side stories.
Touch Me Like A Bullet: Also a WIP, but a big old Queer modern AU, featuring music, Trans joy, and the unbridled eroticism of Alt clubs. Filiori, Nwalin (Bagginshield and Dislia upcoming). Rated E.
An Arrow From The Heart (Or Kíli's Terrible, Awful, No-Good Day): Kili-centric time travel fix-it oneshot! Rated T.
She Might Be Your Girl (But She's Calling Me Daddy): Fem!Nwalin modern AU. Strip club. Oneshot. Very E rated.
If You're Comin' Over (Put Those Papers Away): Same universe as above. Filiori with Nonbinary Ori. Oneshot. Also very E rated.
Ladies First (Baby, I Insist): Same as above. Fem!Bagginshield. Oneshot. Very E rated.
Stolen Silverware: Dislia smut oneshot!! Very E rated, very fun!
Hypocrisy And Other Moral Failings: Nwalin smut oneshot!! Rated E.
Pet: Monsterfucking Bagginshield oneshot!! Rated E for Slime!Bilbo!
Ok so it has been a HOT MINUTE since I did a list, but this time none of the fics in this collection are mine >:). This is a post dedicated to some of my dearest friends within fandom and I really hope you check these stories out because they're all utterly delightful.
FOR THOSE WHO LIKE WORLDBUILDING AND LONGFICS: skatesfullofsunshine's Let Me Be Your Fire. Filiori focussed, perfect worldbuilding, a veritable masterpiece. I will scream my love for this series forever, and if you like stories rich in varied POVs, fantasticality realistic romance, and beautiful prose, this is the fic for you.
FOR THE DRAMA FANS: Youbetyourbuttons' The Winner Takes It All. MAMMA MIA BUT BAGGINSHIELD. NEED I SAY MORE? Please, I beg you. This fic is so good and sadhkjfgasdhgfash yes. Read it.
FOR THE SAPPHIC ENJOYERS: Lampmoss' Tolkien Sapphic September Works. A delightfully varied collection of stand-alone one and twoshots, some smutty some fluffy, all wonderful. There is not enough F/F in fandom as a whole, and the Tolkien fandom is in a drought. Every one of these stories is a delight.
I'm so proud to call all three of these wonderful individuals my friends. I'm so proud of them.
@skatesfullofsunshine @youbetyourbuttons @filiswingman I love you all endlessly. Thank you for writing such amazing stories and most of all thank you for being my friends.
the reason usa birth rates going down is because we have a whole generation of women whose sexual awakening was Sans undertale and none of the men want to wear jorts and drink ketchup and go Er er er
Fucking hell, a whole week (pretty much) of sleeping on a sofa and putting my joints out. Being forced to write from the kitchen in full view of my entire household and everything being so unbelievably loud the whole time.
And the windows are FINALLY FINISHED.
I was supposed to be back in here on bloody Tuesday. That really doesn't sound like long but the overstimulation and irritation was so real.
ANYWAY I am back... for 24 hours and then I leave the house for 3 days lmao.
Happy next week birthday, you lovely artist! As you know, I ADORE all the Nwalin you've drawn. Would you consider a prompt of Dwalin messing up Nori's hair (either sfw or not) and/or Nori's reaction to that?
One day I’ll actually draw Nori’s hair fully down, but in the meantime I shall offer you this!
Anything from the filth (affectionate) you've drawn of them and shared before, to something incredibly fluffy. They could be cute and soft together <3
..or if you despise me (/j) there could be angst, what exactly did they get into a fight this time.
Gen ideas:
Their relationship before the quest
After the quest?
During of course
In the mirkwood dungeons
A modern au
Okay they would be so gossipy right? Nori would come to dwalin with drama going on in erebor and dwalin would just grumble and be like hm. But the moment Nori DOESNT tell him the ending of what the hell is going on with this one dwarf's situationship?? Betrayal
Their brothers absolutely not approving of this couple but their sibling's partner just sticking their tongue out at them
Okay that's good enough
Have fun with it if you pick up any of these prompts!
..or also any of them being turned into bagginshield, because it's a classic and I will love bilbo and thorin to death
Okay these are some great concepts that I WILL be revisiting one day!
I love this ship sooo much there’s a million things you can do with them. I honestly should draw them more lol
And just because you love angst soooo much (hehehe) I might have to explore some ideas with them >:3
Tags: slice of life, adopting orphans, hurt comfort, major character death
Sigga and reader-chan cobble a life together deep in the forest. Its hard but Sigga adores her tall shadow and reader dotes upon their beloved dwarf. This final chapter is snapshots of your life together.
But as all snapshots and stories do there is an end, and when its between a Man and a Dwarf? There is one ending most dreaded but common.
You depart from Sigga and as you fade Autumn falls for your firefly.
:(
You decide what happens next for Sigga
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Featuring Flaide of Ered Mithrin (one of my few ocs)
*This is a fictional depiction of how dwarrow mental health may manifest. There will be allusions to disturbing content below the cut. Reader discretion is advised. Mental health conditions are uncomfortable and debilitating, as a result things may provoke feelings of discomfort when reading. However it is important to explore mental health in fantasy settings because it allows us to relate and see more of ourselves in these worlds.
Though this is a fictional condition I have done my best to ensure proper respect and bring a level of casual clinical notation in order to provide concise context.
Are these uncomfortable to read? Yes but they are all rooted in text book case studies and reality of mental health experiences.
Summary
Hyperactive - insert dwarven brain structure for survival- resulting in immediate freeze/ exaggerated startle response state at slightest sign of danger. Can include outbursts of violent behavior in Mixed subtypes type.
Theories include the possibility that prolonged stress within the womb can induce the condition.
Types
Flight:
Flight involves Uncontrollable fleeing from perceived threatening stimuli. This impulsive escape only resolves when the Dwarf has found a hiding space. Self regulation of the system occurs dependent on the individual but it has been reported some individuals stay in Flight mode for days.
Freeze:
Freeze involves the Dwarf freezing upon any perceived threatening stimuli. They are unable to move or communication until the stimuli is extinguished or removed. Afterwards the individual slowly unfreezes in a ‘thawing process’ as other stimuli are finally given processing priority again. A dwarf in this state is completely locked in and unaware of anything other than the offending stimuli.
Mixed subtype:
Mixed subtype involves one or both type(s) combined with violent outbursts when exposed to perceived threatening stimuli. For lack of scientific terms: this subtype means the individual can go absolutely feral.
Onset
Onset at birth most noted in infant stages due to hyperarousal in response to stimuli. Sub types are easily distinguishable due to infant freezing when startled or surprised OR scream crying until falling asleep. Mixed subtype manifests as the dwarfling ages. Most prominently noticed through biting,pulling beards/hair, and squeezing adult fingers harshly.
Barriers to treatment
Shame shame shame!
Theories present indicate possible connection between generational traumas and Exaggerated flight/freeze. This induces a sense of guilt and responsibility within the family system and a tendency to self treat at home to hide the condition from others.
Violence
Violence in mixed subtype presents treatment difficulties as individuals may hit, bite, kick healers providing treatment.
Elopement
Flight may result in the Dwarf eloping and becoming lost deep within the mountain. This is especially a concern with dwarflings and striplings due to unfamiliarity with infrastructure and predatory things lying in the darkest depths.
Comorbidities
Vision
Hearing diversity
Low birth weight
Sensory sensitivity
Diagnostic criteria
Onset at birth and not due to situational or emotional experience such as loss, trauma, or change in environment. Must include 3 of the following and experience distress to qualify.
Symptoms
Selective or total mutism
Speech diversities
Uncontrollable shaking, fatigue, heightened perception,shaking, and heart palpitations from constant flooding of adrenaline
Dysfunction in jobs and participating fully due to freezing/shaking/adrenaline dumping/running/violence.
Separation anxiety (especially when young)
Preference for the dark and small spaces.
Avoidance of open spaces/tall ceilings/leaving the mountain. When doing so they experience high levels of anxiety.
Tendency towards isolation both out of desire to reduce symptoms and because of cultural shame.
Bursts of aggression
Spontaneous elopement (running)
Depersonalization/derealiztion
Racing thoughts
Treatment
Tighter fitting garments, skin contact with parent, and snuggle sacks help ease anxiety in the youngest of dwarflings.
Dwarflings have a particularly hard time as they experience intense separation anxiety (many find comfort in transitional objects made of parents clothing and weighted beads. Usually in a favorite shape!)
Transitional friends at school or going out in public has been shown to be beneficial to the dwarrows' safety,aid in skill building, reducing anxiety, and build independent responses.
Compression or weighted garments for anxiety reduction and chainmail style weighted blankets to reduce night time anxiety. May sleep with siblings,parents, or friends as a way to ease anxiety.
Compression garments to reduce anxiety may be lifelong.
Multiple therapy modalities exist including gradual and consistent exposure to stimuli in conjunction with increasing anxiety tolerance and introducing strategies and techniques to manage distress and increase control over reponses.
Some herbal remedies in testing phases and others for anxiety reduction. May lead to self medicating with substances.
Case studies
Dwarfling mixed subtype
Dwarfling with mixed subtype presented with freezing behavior at sudden movements and sounds. Family noticed at 3 months old that the dwarfling freezes for hours on end without unnecessary movement(breathing and reduced blinking) including high heart rate and slowed breathing. As they grew they began showing inability to be left alone without crying and fussing. Requiring skin to skin contact with a family member to self soothe and regulate. Toddler Stage introduced far more concerning behavior and they displayed accelerated development in movement and coordination. They began walking two months early than average development. Dwarfling has begun showing reactive aggression behaviors when a perceived threatening stimuli is introduced.
Beginning school has been difficult but with the assignment of a peer aid and compression garments the dwarfling is slowly becoming comfortable and their personality is emerging.
Freeze subtype: stripling
Stripling has displayed symptoms since birth. Most notably to hand motions and sudden changes in the environment. They adapted well with weighted garments and began therapeutic intervention early with positive parental involvement. Their time in freeze has reduced from multiple hours to half an hour due to hard work and consistent peer support at school. However they are still unable to fully participate in events, group activities without peer support, and remain nonverbal unless peer support is present. They are easily sent into a panicked state and experience intense shame in the aftermath. Interventions are taking place to ensure they reduce time isolating and build supportive social connections. Stripling carries comfort objects and finds wearing weighted clothing aids them in emotional regulation.
Flight subtype: adult
Parents noticed symptoms of anxiety upon separation and increased crying. Though they engaged in little intervention and aid activities due to shame. They began self medicating their child's condition with numerous substances which led to them living in an intoxicated state. As a stripling they spontaneously eloped and were lost within the mines for several days until they were found. Treatment was finally obtained but ultimately denied as they are an adult and do not deem it necessary. They work from their home making jewelry and continue self medicating.
(13001 words) by Cupcake_Princess
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: The Hobbit - All Media Types, The Hobbit (Jackson Movies), The Hobbit - J. R. R. Tolkien
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Dwalin/Nori (Tolkien)
Characters: Nori (Tolkien), Dwalin (Tolkien), Fíli (Tolkien), Ori (Tolkien), Thorin Oakenshield, Bilbo Baggins
Additional Tags: t4t, Nori has Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome (EDS), hypermobility, Smut, Hurt/Comfort, Physical Disability, Pain, Getting Together, Trans Nori (Tolkien), Trans Dwalin (Tolkien), Cunnilingus, Masturbation, Dirty Talk, Lake-town | Esgaroth (Tolkien), Quest of Erebor (Tolkien), Squirting and Vaginal Ejaculation, Minor Fíli/Ori (Tolkien), Minor Bilbo Baggins/Thorin Oakenshield, Temperature Play, TALK HIM THROUGH IT NORI, Light Dom/sub, Dom Nori (Tolkien), Sub Dwalin (Tolkien), Praise Kink, Ableism Mention, Autistic Ori (Tolkien)
Summary:
“Ice,” Dwalin mumbled, taking a seat a respectable distance away from him (by which Nori meant just far enough that the heat from his shoulder was the only contact that burnt between them). “For your leg.”
The words had his brain freezing instantly. On instinct, Nori took the bag from the table, the cold radiating from the contents seeping into his skin and numbly bringing him back to some semblance of awareness as he turned it over in his hands.
“My… leg.”
“That’s what I said.”
Or: Nori learns that sometimes it is ok to accept help. And then he doms Dwalin. That's it. That's the fic.
Tags: slice of life, adopting orphans, hurt comfort, major character death
Sigga and reader-chan cobble a life together deep in the forest. Its hard but Sigga adores her tall shadow and reader dotes upon their beloved dwarf. This final chapter is snapshots of your life together.
But as all snapshots and stories do there is an end, and when its between a Man and a Dwarf? There is one ending most dreaded but common.
You depart from Sigga and as you fade Autumn falls for your firefly.
:(
You decide what happens next for Sigga
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