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suicidal antipsych posting about living dying and all things in between he/him call me J [header and profile picture ID: dark grey tree in one corner against a light grey cloudy sky]

[foxlungz]

I just want to give up I’m tired from the bottom of my fucking soul like I don’t want to do this shit anymore like let me rest please I’ve had enough

[jupitertears3]

i wake up angry that i’m alive. i go to bed angry that i didn’t have the guts to end it

[emotionalsupporthandgun]

(no beers in) do you ever just feel like you’re poisonous to everyone around you?

[jupitertears3]

i just want to smash my head onto concrete

[morenapayasa]

one day i will die in my sleep and everything will be okay :)

[stupidbpdb1tch]

It's going to sound cringy but it's getting harder to pretend being ok

[todostoasty]

i don’t feel safe telling anyone how i feel anymore because it only ever ends badly

[emotionalsupporthandgun]

andddd this morning i already wanna put a bullet in my fucking head

[foxlungz]

So tired of being me

[emotionalsupporthandgun]

the devil couldn’t reach me so he made me watch every single one of my favorite people give up on me

[jupitertears3]

one day i will die in my sleep and everything will be okay

[itsapup]

I understand suicide prevention is important, but maybe more people would open up about suicidal thoughts if it didn’t get you spoken over, called selfish, and chained up.

[gettingdarkergettingworse]

the trouble is that killing yourself is HARD. its reallyyy fucking hard to choose a method, find a time, place, get all the stuff together and then people get it wrong alllll the time. the od isnt enough or kicks in after someone finds you. rope fails and you just pass out the fall isnt long enough you dont cut deep enough someone finds you you wake up again still alive.

[cablescoolingfans]

im really sick of wanting to die every night

[gettingdarkergettingworse]

i miss my old vent acc that got deactivated i had so many followers and people interacting...anywyas if you wanna talk whether thats to vent or whatever Pleaseeeee do

[gettingdarkergettingworse]

IF YOU'RE POSTING SH PICS POST THEM LIKE A GODDAMN MAN NONE OF THIS ZOOMED IN COVERED UP LAYERED WITH FIVE GIFS BULLSHIT SO YOU CAN BARELY SEE SHIT!!!!!

[splittingatbothends]

You’re a piece of shit and I hate you, please come back to me