Blue under my hand, cashmere not wool
He can't read between the lines, not the sharpest tool
I say familiar words, await familiar phrases
He says something stupid, he doesn't know all of my phases
I play stupid games, dream of stupid prizes
Yet he still looks at me as if I'm the sun that rises
While he looks at me, my gaze drifts to you
You knew what to say and never wore blue
He touches my hand, the calluses don't match
Neither me, nor you wanted to start from scratch
He wonders where I am, I'm here and oceans away
I can't lose the contests I never chose to play
The line you wish I'd cross, never breaks, only bends
He doesn't know anything about how our story never ends
I crack, crash and yearn, so I finally leave him be
He asks where I'm going, I tell him "wait and see"
Red under my hand, warmth not will
These moments are fleeting, love please stay still