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[ghostofvixx]

So glad|KYS|

The soulmate thing doesn’t work easily, but for you it gets ten times hardes if both of you hide your birthmark.

Genre: fluff + bulleted au

words: 2.7k 

warnings: swearing the title’s supposed to be so f*cking glad but we’ll talk about it some other time, uhm trying to decide if this is cool or absolute trash, cute at a certain point

other soulmate aus: | san | YEOSANG | yunho | wooyoung | mingi | hongjoong | jongho | seongwha | (no particular order)

Yeosang is usually a very confident person. We could say he has no complexes.

(yes, he doesn’t look like it, but he is)

Except for one: his birth mark

He just DOESN’T LIKE IT AT ALL, his friends -the ones that know about it- think it’s cute but he DOESN’T.

He has tried almost everything to remove it at this point

But nothing can remove it effectively on a daily basis

Not as effective as makeup at least.

And that’s how makeup has become indispensable for him since he was in high school: that’s how he hates his birthmark.

What he doesn’t know is that that’s the reason why he can’t find his soulmates.

he’s ready, he can feel it, he’s been ready for years now, but why the time doesn’t come?

      .:Keep reading :.

“You just have to know new people, you barely meet new friends Yeosang! Once you do it BAAAM the time will come.” Yunho tells him, overreacting as always.

Yeosang laughs, but deep inside him, he knows he’s right, just he doesn’t know how or when to know new people.

Then he began going to parties with the rest of ateez more frequently and actually getting to know ppl

classmates

ppl from other years

ppl from his uni and from other unis

but nothing happened

then he met you.

At first, it was just as usual: just some random person he had to be paired up with for a project.

Nothing new: he’s made a lot of friends like that,

but with you it was different,

he just felt SO comfortable with you.

He blamed it on your personality and your will to do the project right, and how attractive you were too

and you blamed it on the same thing

So none of you dummies realized just how comfortable and heart eyes emoji you were with each other

nor how both of your -covered- birthmarks were actually shining behind all the concealer.

Now let’s talk a bit about you.

Your birthmark is LITERALLY on your left thumb.

Why on your left thumb? Well, that will remain a mystery

Until you meet your soulmate at least

You don’t have that much of a complex but still, you don’t like it

So, knowing it’s the only thing that can tie you with your soulmate, you decided to not cover it for a while

Then you got tired of it and decided to put concealer on it.

It’s not that you wanted it, but you were lowkey mad at the world itself

because your soulmate was NOWHERE TO BE FOUND

Usually when you have a mark is because your soulmate is getting closer right? Or because you might meet them anytime SOON right?

Well not for you.

For you it was like it had to shine or something like that -words literally said by your friend, who liked all the soulmate stuff and had done researches on every type of soulmate in the world-.

So oh well here you are

you had eventually given up

maybe you’ll end up like those that won’t find their soulmates

but it was supposed to happen, right? You should have crossed paths with then at least ONCE for that to happen

But you didn’t

That’s what keeps you going, secretly you have some hope

Then you met Yeosang and you suspected

Because you had that THING like you NEEDED to boop his nose

Even if he wasn’t your soulmate you NEEDED to have something with him

Welcome to what we call: having a crush

crush culture is hard, maybe because you thought he wasn’t the one for you, after all, he isn’t your soulmate, right? AND ALSO because he was ALWAYS with his various friends

It’s like he barely had time for you

pretty understandable, taking into consideration that you guys weren’t the closest, but still he has told you so many times that you feel special

WHERE’S THE SPECIAL NOW KANG YEOSANG?

You barely see him outside class, you barely talk on the phone outside class

BUT YOU’RE STILL SPECIAL? WHAT?

The only time you see him is when he’s partying with his friends,,, and you don’t want to approach him

so you go unnoticed for the night

sometimes he’s noticed, some other he hasn’t

besides, you don’t like it when you’re with him in that mood, because everything becomes awkward.

“Y/n, do you want something to drink?” He would always ask you

you say no bc c’mon there are already a LOT of drunk people around

sometimes his friends,,, which is,, awkward

because sometimes they would ship you and uh that’s a nono on the outsides but a yes yes in the inside, right?

“Are you having fun?”

“I am.”

AND THAT’S ALL PALS

Not a single “would you like to dance?”

nor a singing along to the song together

NOTHING

T H A T ‘S  I T

His friends don’t say it, but they look at both of you as if they were saying “why are y’all as awkward lol aren’t you friends?”

and that type of thought haunt you sometimes at nigh

BUT THEN WE HAVE TO MENTION A SPECIAL PARTY

apparently that night his group of friends got mixed with another one

and he wasn’t feeling himself

he told you that morning that today he didn’t feel like partying, he was in a bad mood

“why?” You asked.

“Just… Some random soulmate thoughts.”

Every time he talked to you about his soulmate, your heart skipped a beat

“Have you found them” you voiced your biggest fear.

“I haven’t, that’s the problem.”

He then explained to you that he couldn’t find them and that made him sad,,, especially today,,,, for no special reason

“O-kay?” You said. “Well, just try to enjoy yourself for once! You’re still young, you’ll find them soon! We’ll see each other probably, by the way.”

His heart jumped in his chest,,, how can you be,,,, as perfect for him? He just feels like it.

Like you were made for him

but then not really.

Back to the point

you were RIGHT about to approach him,,, then you saw who he was talking

that person wasn’t from his group of friends,,, nor a person you knew

and they were talking so,,, close,,, so so close

you don’t mean to do it, but you’re sure you’re pouting because you can sense some chemistry from them???

Or is it just you?

It was one-sided, but those types of things are hard to see when your crush is being flirted at.

Then some boy named San sat between them and that caught Yeosang’s attention completely

actually everyone’s attention too

even you, who barely know him, know it’s a part of the “San effect”, he’s the nicest boy ever

overall when he whispered something into Yeosang’s ear and suddenly Yeosang began to look for someone in the crowd

until his eyes met yours

and his smile lighted up

and omg he’s just so cute god pls help me

you know when he just looks so tiny when he smiles bc he’s excited abt something?

THAT’S THE WAY HE LOOKED AT YOU

T I N Y

and you k n e w you had been admiring him for too long without smiling back or smth because suddenly he frowned

and then you panicked

you’re not subtle at all lmao

for some reason, you seem like an open book to him

so, after panicking, you just leaft asap

not knowing he was actually going to r u n after you 

why? He doesn’t know, he just adores you and can sense something’s wrong

so yeah he said goodbye hurriedly and ran after you and stuff and finally found you outside the house where the party was being held, walking back home.

“Are you leaving?”

you were astonished and flustered to listen to his voice

“I am.”

“Why? It’s soon, isn’t it?”

“I’m suddenly tired.” You said and turned back.

“Suddenly? I mean-”

“Yeosang, you’ve drunk, I’m sure, why don’t we talk tomorrow?” You didn’t mean to sound rude, but back then all you neededd was: a bed

to sleep!!1!111!!1!

not to cry11!!!1!1!!

“I haven’t drunk that much.” It was the truth, he’s not the best drinker, but he’s not a bad one.

“Well, we’ll talk when you are 100% sober, okay? Besides, you seemed pretty entertained-” You stopped all of the sudden

now he knows you’re jealous!!!!!!! ah these kids nowadays

however, you were cool bc if he remembered that the following day, you couln blame it on the alcohol

WHY DID YOU THINK HE WAS THAT DRUNK GOD HE’S A SAINT HE’S BARELY DRUNK YOU DUMMY

but well never mind, you just kept living in your little world

AND you had given the other dummy an idea

“But I don’t want to drink anymore~” he said in a singing voice that m e l t e d your heart. “I’m not wasted, but I know I’ve drunk and my friends seem pretty irresponsible right now.”

he just wanted to spend some time with you you know

“Oh,,,” what else can you say? Was he REALLY saying he’d rather be with you?

OH

“Then what can I do for you?” You asked

“Let’s take a seat somewhere? Is it fine by you?”

“You’re the alcoholic one here my dude.”

“Shut up, I still can talk! You should speak to Yunho right now.”

“Not a nice influence, Yeosang.” You said jokingly. Actually, you know Yunho and he’s the nicest dude out there

another softie

but not in the same way as Yeosang.

“Still, you won’t remember tomorrow, right?” You asked him.

“I probably won’t.” He decided to play that game.

You ended up taking a seat on a bench inside a park,,, to talk about some stuff and all that

and it’s comfortable for a few seconds

until you realized the boy is literally sweating

and you probably are too bc it was so hot inside,,, and it’s not rlly cold on the outside

so you grabed some wipes from your bag

“Do you want one?” You asked the boy “They’re cold.”

“Why do you have them in your bag?”

“Oh come on, you have to be ready for parties, don’t you have them inside your bag?

“Uhm, not really,,, maybe I should.”

you felt a bit ridiculous, but then he actually takes one and smiles

“summer’s coming and this is cool, better be safe than sorry”

He always has that ability to make you feel right

“I’m actually going to remove my makeup.” He commented, laughing.

He was a bit scared, but you wouldn’t notice if he didn’t pass the wipe where his birthmark is, right? Besides, it was too dark to actually see it.

But when he’s in the process of removing it, you see that he’s not doing it right

I mean one side of his face was going to disappear if he kept rubbing while the other one remained intact

so you decided to do it yourself because WHY NOT and well

he panicked, you panicked, but continued being awkward as if nothing was wrong

THEN the time comes, he closed his eyes, focused on how intimate and nice this feels 

and you passed the wipe right next to his left eye, where his birthmark is

while you were holding the wipe with your right hand, where your birthmark is

the moment feelt like a movie

because right when you had passed the wipe, his eyes opened and he held your wrist, and you looked at him shook

and was it you or are you a bit closer than before?

but THE thing is that you could see his birthmark because it’s shining with a very subtle light

and yours was too

but you made no comment because he was only just looking into your eyes and holding your wrist,,, he hadn’t made a single comment

has he even realized?

he wouldn’t tell you

but dude you had sEEN EVERYTHING YOUR CRUSH IS YOUR SOULMATE???

Apparently, he just didn’t care??? So you pretended you hadn’t noticed too??

:(

and the night went on and he still maDE NO COMMENT

D:

DDDDDD:

So ye he just accompanied you home and said goodbye with a smile

HAS HE REALLY NOT REALIZED?

Were you the only one that has felt their heart in their throat?

Is the soulmate thingy broken for you?

There’s literally no other way to explain it

and you couldn’t sleep because all you could think about was the fact that he wuldn’t remember

he had told you

and when you see him on Monday you go ignoring him hours because hoW ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO TALK TO HIM?

Are you really his soulmate?

“y/n”

DAMN IT, HIS VOICE ONCE AGAIN

“y-yes?”

“I remember you know?”

oh,,, THEN WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?

“Y-you do?”

“I’m sorry for reacting that way.” SO HE KNOWS? “Next time I won’t pretend I’ve drunk, I could notice you were awkward.”

nvm apparently he doesn’t

Eventually you changed your mind tho

Like homeboi be dropping hints about finding a soulmate but he yeeted your feeling through the window

That must be because he knows right?

BUT WHY DOESN’T HE DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT????

Suspicious

It was starting to get you on your nerves

He would ALWAYS vent to you about finding a soulmate, about being ready, about feeling it close

HOW CAN HE NOT KNOW GOD YOU WERE SO ANGRY

He always felt like you wouldn’t want to talk about the soulmate thingy, and he wouldn’t usually talk about that subject, knowing it bothered you

He thought that it was because you were frustrated bc nobody would come through

Dummy

Both of you dummies

One day it all just??? Exploded???

You had an awfully taught day at college, and when you talked to him about it you couldn’t even bring out the subject

“Sh, y/n listen, I’ve been thinking about it and I have a theory,,, do you think she’s my soulmate?” And he pointed discreetly to one girl standing on the other side of the road

“w-why would you think that?” Can you hear a crash? Yep, that was your heart.

“I don’t know, she’s with me in my math class and we get along well, I’ve known her for a few years now and-”

“Do you not like me?”

Yeosang was astonished.

“what?”

What what? Why does he looks so confused?

It made you feel so angry

“Look I understand if you don’t like me as your soulmate and you only see me as a friend and all that, just don’t rub it in front of my face, I feel awful every time because I like you so much Yeosang, you don’t even know-”

“what? Soulmate? What are you talking about?”

You don’t feel like a clown, you feel like the entire circus.

“Didn’t you know??? That we’re soulmate?”

“I- YOU- WHAT? MEN NONONONO ABSOLUTELY NOT WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT”

It’s always fun listening to Yeosang getting confused, annoyed, and surprised in tiny font.

Some curious people were looking at you so you decided to take a seat at a park so that you can explain the situation through.

It was just both of you, face to face, like that night.

“I discovered it the last time we went to a party, remember? We went to a park like this…”

And instead of just explaining, you repeated the action, your left thumb lightly caressed his birth mark covered with make up.

“My birth mark is how I can find my soulmate?”

“Yep.” You nodded. “Mine is too, though it is not as visible.”

“That moment was meant to happen, didn’t it?” He half-smiled so fondly you were about to faint.

“So, about liking me and stuff…”

God you were so shy

And he was too

But he moved his head forward and looked at you straight in the eyes

“ I can’t imagine anyone better for me, I’m so fucking glad it’s you.”

Butterflies? You felt and entire zoo going up and down your body when his gaze fell to your lips

“So fucking glad.” He repeated, and kept starring at you, but not moving forward.

How can he not be so AWKWARD right now??? You literally went completely RED????

But you said fuck it I’ll do it myself

And joined your lips

And finally you felt it

Yes, so fucking glad.

[softyn]

Number Neighbor | Masterlist

pairing: Fanboy! Han Jisung x Youtuber! Reader

genre: Social media! AU; fluff, comedy, sightly angst.

↳ Jisung has been a fan of y/n since he can remember, what will happen when y/n posts her new youtube video texting her number neighbor who turned out to be Jisung?

Intro 01 | Intro 02

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part 0

part 1

part 2

part 3

part 4

part 5

part 6

part 7

part 8

part 9

part 10

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a/n: hi guy! so this is my new project 🥺 , to be honest, I’m really excited to do this, it’s an au I’ve been planing since summer but I didn’t find the motivation until now hah. For now, I’ll just post the intros and part 0, and if this doesn’t flop I’ll continue it ^^  this doesn’t mean I’ll forget about my other series or request hehe, I’m working on them too! So I hope you guys like it!!

[softyn]

Sweet Creature | Park Jisung

Summary: Who would have said that Jisung, the same guy you tutored, was the same person who left notes in your locker every day.

Words: +1.5k

Genre: Fluff + Secret Admirer! Jisung x Tutor! Reader.

Warnings: None.

A/n: Italics are Jisung’s letters.

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[ghostofvixx]

Uhm

Hi everyone! How have you been? I hope you've been good! Just so you know I haven't entirely given up on this blog, nor my other one, I'm actually halfway here halfway gone: I like some stuff from time to time and see the notifications, I answer if you talk to me and I DO HAVE SEEN THE REQUESTS AND I'M SO SO SORRY. I just don't think the type of content I do suits Tumblr anymore, but I still want to do it from time to time bc I sometimes feel like it and there's no other platform where I can do so! Maybe, sometime soon, I'll drop the 2 drabbles that I have to write and the Yeosang soulmate au that is almost 100% written, also I want to do some content for x1 too bc rn they are my babies. So yeah that's basically it, I hope I can write some things from time to time when I feel inspired~ se you soon!

[ghostofvixx]

hola :'^) can i request number 89 for san? maybe one where he's dating the reader behind the members back and they end up finding out? 🧡🧡

↬  89) “Kiss me before they interrupt us again”

↬  540 words; fluff

a/n: no comments,,, San’s the only good thing about this drabble lmao

Drabble game

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Dating San is probably the best thing you’ve ever done, even if you weren’t sure if it was going to work out in a beginning. He’s kind, sweet, and always knows how to cheer you up, you just know you love him at this point.

However, there’s a drawback: you can’t say it out loud and being like those lovey-dovey couples you sometimes see at the park. The reason? Well, there isn’t just one, but seven of them.

“Wooyoung is your brother, he’ll kill me if he ever finds out.” He always says when you ask why. “And we can’t tell the others since they don’t know how to keep a secret.”

He was right on the second thing, though. There are no secrets in his group of friends because 1) they don’t want to have them and 2) they’ll end up spilling it. Basically, trusting an ateez member is like trusting the eight of them. Things are going quite good with San taking that into consideration.

Or that’s what you thought…

Your dates with San always go unnoticed, despite having the same group of friends. You’re good at making up excuses, but San is an open book to the members, and you always seem to forget about that, that’s the reason why they decide to make him spill from time to time, asking him if he was dating someone.

One of those days, you all were in you and your brother’s house, and things were getting out of hand as San’s blushed cheeks were saying too much. You excused yourself and went to the kitchen, and San, panicking, did the same thing only minutes after.

“What can I do?” He asked in the kitchen.

“Lower your voice! They’re going to listen to us!” You nagged him.

“Fine, sorry.” You smiled and filled a glass with water.

“Here, drink and relax a little, you don’t have to worry if they find out about us, love, we’ll be fine, you know how Wooyoung is.”

“I know, but I’m still afraid I mean, he’s my best friend and your brother it’s... weird.” You gave him a quick peck on the lips and he deepened the kiss for a few more seconds.

“Feeling better?” He was about to answer when he heard some voices.

“SEE? I TOLD YOU.” Your brother shouted from outside the kitchen. “Y’ALL I TOLD YOU THEY WERE DATING!”

“HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO KNOW? WE THOUGHT THEY WERE HIDING A PUPPY OR SOMETHING.” Yunho answered your brother.

“NOW YOU OWE ME MONEY.” He suddenly lowered his voice. “I told you, I know both of them like the back of my hand.”

You sighed, of course, Wooyoung was able to read both of you, it’s the thing he does the best.

“I think we have some explaining to do.” You said.

“HELL YEAH YOU DO WE THOUGHT YOU WERE RAISING A PUPPY.” Somebody else said.

“Oh god are they stupid or what,” San whispered. “Okay, let’s go.”

You were already heading to the door when he stopped you.

“Hold on, just kiss me once again, before they interrupt us again.”

Needless to say, you gladly did.

And some other people groaned at the sight when they opened the kitchen door

[ghostofvixx]

Y'all I start school in 6 days pls kill me so imma try to feed y'all with all I can before I come back lol. I'm currently writing a Yeosang soulmate au + whatever ppl request in the drabble game if I get any tbh hehe:( + I have to write a Woong au for my other account whoops

[ghostofvixx]

Drabble Game #2

So you guys know the deal,,, @softyn are going to do a drabble game again SO leave your requests and I hope you enjoy!

     ºRules

I. Choose a genre not smut sorry peeps: angst, fluff, crack (can be angst to fluff or viceversa)

II. Choose a member from one of this groups: NCT, VIXX, BTS, Astro, Ateez, Seventeen, Twice, Ikon, x1

III. Choose up to three of these prompts

     ºPrompts:

Did you just slap my butt?

One of them is missing.

Are you still mad at me?

I’m your husband, it’s my job.

I want the divorce.

I am a human too.

What was that for?

You’re a liar.

Can you shut the fuck up for 5 minutes?

What are you wearing?

Stop being so jealous.

You said you couldn’t live without me.

I should have known you better.

There will be no next time.

She is obviously hitting on you.

That’s what you call dancing?

What’s that sound…? Oh, it’s just you singing.

Do you think I poop money?

Fuck you.

I’m pregnant

I trusted you.

I hate you.

Are you drunk?

A-am I really going to meet your parents?

Stop crying.

What did I do to deserve you?

What did I do wrong?

Why have you done this to me?

Fuck, you are so beautiful.

I missed you so much.

I’ve always liked you.

Don’t tell me what to do.

I thought that you liked me.

A bet?

Who did this to you?

You are sleeping in the car today.

You are perfect just the way you are.

Don’t tease me like that!

Kiss me.

Are you cheating on me?

Can I touch you?

Are you flirting with me?

Kermit approves this.

Please, let’s go to bed.

Just pretend.

I’m sorry.

Just… look at you.

Let’s play truth or dare!

You are still a baby.

Did I woke you up?

Good morning love!

I don’t deserve you.

You are all sweaty!

Who was that guy?

It’s not funny, stop.

It’s been a while.

I love the way your eyes shine.

Did you ever love me?

I’m not your toy.

Why can’t you love me?

I’m not crying, my eyes are just sweating.

Can we have a puppy?

Love doesn’t exist.

You are wrong.

Prove it.

Since when have you been doing this?

Why didn’t you tell me?

I’m not angry.

I can’t lose you.

I know you are lying.

We have been dating for four years now, so please, don’t lie to me.

I know you better than the back of my hand.

I thought you were happy.

Since when have you been feeling like this?

Why did you choose me?

You can be with someone better than me.

Don’t you dare to say that again.

Did you get into a fight?

Who gave you that black eye?

I can’t sleep.

I’m not that drunk…

I love you.

You are so sweet.

I thought you trusted me.

There’s no point in arguing anymore…

I’m going to fight you.

Did you just fart?

Why are you like this?

Kiss me before they interrupt us again.

I regret everything I did.

I shouldn’t have said all those things.

Please, get in the car.

I felt out love with you.

Look at me.

It hurts.

You are my sun.

Don’t play dumb with me.

You could be wearing a trashbag and you would still be the prettiest girl I know.

What are you trying?

I have pepper spray in my bag and I’m not afraid to use it!

[ghostofvixx]

Doing this rn!! Requests are open for u my dudes🥳

[ghostofvixx]

Heyy sis! Since we all know that this will be a floop let me request something :// Taeil + prompts 18 & 19 please?? Fluff + crack. I love you honnnnn🤧🤧🧡🧡🧡

18. Do you think I poop money?

19. Fuck you.

A/n: when it comes to Taeil I always tend to write the cutest shits I’m so in love with him ugh.

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“So, you know happens in a week, right?” You ask with a singing voice to your boyfriend Taeil while having breakfast.

“I actually have no idea.” He says, ironically. “It’s not like you have been repeating it for the last month.”

You laugh and hug him tightly.

“You are so patient with me.”

“I know baby, I know.” He sighs and breaks the hug in order to open the fridge, looking for something else to eat.

“So, what did you get me for my birthday?” You wiggle your eyebrows.

“Nothing.”

“Oh fuck you, we both know it’s fake.” You watch his reactions carefully. You know your boyfriend better that anyone else, that’s why it’s not hard to tell when he’s tired, sad, happy or even nervous.

Like right now.

“Besides.” You prepare yourself to reveal your secret weapon, what would make him tell you at least a clue. “I’ve been told that it’s a very good present that I would remember it forever.”

His face turns as white as paper and he looks completely lost.

“Who told you that?”

“My mother.”

“Why would your mother tell you that?” He was the most nervous you’ve ever seen him.

“Is it something expensive then?”

“Do you think I poop money?” He asks, sarcastically. Then you decide to cut it there.

Taeil only answers like that when he’s extremely nervous, and even if you’re dying to find out which is your present, it is better to just stop.

You will try again tomorrow.

Taeil, on the other side, feels completely relaxed when you laugh the situation off and continue eating as if nothing has happened.

He doesn’t know if he’s going to be able to keep it a secret. The wedding ring feels always heavy inside his pocket and he’s afraid that him or any other person (such as your mother) will end up saying it before your birthday.

Because his purpose is to make your birthday unforgettable, and what’s better than asking you to marry him?

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Drabble game #2

[ghostofvixx]

I can't find a Taeil's drabble I once wrote I'm about to fight

[ghostofvixx]

Recommend me blogs that write for x1

I need content pls feed this nice lady

[ghostofvixx]

I've been thinking,,, Peter Pan! San,,,, Wendy! Y/n,,, PLS SOMEONE MAKE IT HAPPEN

[yoghurtsmoothie-deactivated2024]

[ghostofvixx]

I need ateez x ab6ix interaction pls pls pls guys you only have one job

[ghostofvixx]

I actually want to play a drabble game or ships or smth but I'm afraid y'all would ignore me sksks

[ghostofvixx]

Thank you for 200 followers!

I never expected this blow to get so far lmaO so just thank you thank you thank you to all of you for following this blog even if I still lack many things ksksk.

I love y'all 💛

[ghostofvixx]

Whirlwind |CSN|

When meeting your soulmate is important, but hating on San is important too.

Genre: fluff + bulleted au 

Words: 1.7k

Requested: @softyn  hi botch 🤪🤪 you already know what I want and why I am here but 😔😔😔 let me request an enemies to lovers for San 🤲

Warnings: maybe cursing sometime?? + mentions of alcohol + it gets cheesy lmao sorry I HOPE YOU LIKE IT BUBU I WROTE IT IN TIME RECORD BC ILY AS MUCH AS I LOVE SAN AND HIS EYES UWUWUWU.

There’s always this person in your group of friends that you don’t necessarily have to get along well with, right?

Sometimes it’s not even necessary to interact with them, some others you have to stand each other for the sake of the group.

The last one would be you and San.

but ok ok let me explain:

You met at a party since your group of friends began to get along with San’s group, AND at first, you didn’t interact with anyone but one person

Yeosang.

He approached you first, made an attempt to start a friendly conversation first, and ended up winning your heart thanks to his outgoing personality.

No, not a crush, but yes a good friend,,, right?

THEN, when the conversation was starting to get interesting A WHIRLWIND CAME THROUGH.

It was San.

He introduced himself and then sat between both of you, placing his arms around your shoulders and Yeosang’s shoulders. You don’t know how but he even managed to change the topic of the conversation.

That didn’t bother you, but he was too bubbly, too sunshine, not the calm you were used to.

And Yeosang became exactly the same when San made his appearance.

How’s someone able to change another person as much? How can you have that power?

So well, technically you don’t hate him, but it’s obvious that you don’t get along.

From there, the night went downhill, Yeosang had to leave early and said a quick goodbye with a friendly pat on your right shoulder, where San had placed his arm only half an hour ago.

Then your friend got wasted and you had to stand a LOT of drunk people pushing you, as you were only trying to make your way to the exit nicely to help your friend.

But there’s something special about that night, because when you got home,,, SURPRISE!! THERE WERE SOME INK DOTS ON YOUR RIGHT SHOULDER!!

YOU HAD MET YOUR SOULMATE CONGRATS!!!

But oh well

a lot of people had touched your right arm that night:

Your friend who got immediately discarded.

San same thing lmao

Yeosang

and ALMOST EVERYONE in the party,,,

it wasn’t going to be easy to find them.

And your life kept going normally from there

except for the fact that now you had to see San’s face almost every day,,, and you weren’t exactly glad by it.

The boy has made his attempts to get along with you

but you don’t seem receptive at all, so at some point, he gave up,,, and decided to just tease the hell out of you

and viceversa

some days things would get out of hand and you get really really mad at him,,, which doesn’t improve your relationship at all

at this point, everyone in both groups knows it’s better not to leave both of you alone unless they want you to fight

which they don’t

and then, you finally have new from your soulmate

it happened once again, at a party

a birthday party, not much alcohol

but with truth or dare

and you dummy decide to choose dare bc ooh you’re a though person

WHY DID YOU DO THAT NOW YOU HAVE TO TOUCH EVERYONE IN ORDER TO DISCOVER IN WHICH POCKET THEY’VE HID YOUR PHONE.

And with touch I mean,,, you have to give everyone at least a tiny hug in order to discover

no, we don’t touch buts in here

That night, when you take your shirt off, you see a tiny drawing of something you can’t identify in black ink, again in your right shoulder

maybe a rose??? OOf, typical

which only can mean one thing

YOUR SOULMATE IS IN ATEEZ,,,,,,,

DUDE

You go crazy from there

and your mind can’t stop thinking

but your heart beats faster when you think of Yeosang.

MAYBE IT’S HIM, THERE’S A POSSIBILITY THAT THE KINDEST MAN YOU’VE MET IS YOUR SOULMATE.

So you HAVE to spend time with him

a lot

BUT that means that you HAVE to spend time with San too,,, bruh.

“Y/n,,, why are you studying it’s break time”

“At least I study.”

“OH NO YOU DIDN’T.”

“WHAT IF I DID?”

Then the next day.

“San, don’t you think you’re being too hyper today? You’re making me cringe”

“It’s part of my nature, y/n, if you don’t like it well,,, bye!”

and the rest is just a mix of eye-rolls at what the other says, or maybe hide the other’s stuff, stealing their food…

You end up focusing more on bickering with San that you forget your actual purpose. getting to know Yeosang and then hug him, to check.

If only you had done that, you would have noticed how he was a lot on his phone, not even trying to stop you or his friend from fighting, or how his cheeks always got red at the sight of a new person coming into the cafeteria

it wouldn’t have been a surprise, nor a heartbreak when he introduced his soulmate and new couple to the rest of the group.

you were shocked, to say the least.

Your almost crush? Who you thought he was your SOULMATE? Like 100% convinced???

a heartbreak indeed.

When the bell rang you had never stood sooner,, dude your right arm even TOUCHED San’s and you didn’t say A THING.

YOU SHOULD HAVE BOTHERED AS YOU ALWAYS DO??

That’s what San thought.

but you didn’t

nor the following day

or the day after

you were just busy thinking about your stuff like,,, wtf Yeosang I feel betrayed?? Why didn’t he tell me?? He was my almost crush GOD

Then who is it??

“y/n, are you okay?”

The voice you hated the most was talking to you on your way to your class,,, with a hint of concern.

“I am, why?”

“Today I’ve told you your hair looks like an ugly toothbrush like four times and you’ve said nothing at all”

you didn’t?

WHY DIDN’T YOU THAT BRAT AH ISTG.

“It’s fine, don’t worry.”

“You seem off since Yeosang has gotten himself a couple, does that have anything to do?”

this time you’re the one concerned, is he okay? Why is he walking to you as friends? AND HOW DOES HE KNOW?

“Don’t worry, I’m cancer, we’re great listeners, I won’t tell I promise…”

that made you laugh.

“…Besides, I miss my friend too.”

“I thought he was my soulmate.”

His mouth went ‘o’ and that was enough to make you laugh again,,, he’s just very expressive, you know.

And his words,,, he misses his friend,,, Yes, y’all don’t see Yeosang as much.

“He’ll come back, you’ll have your friend back, I’m sure, he’s just whipped right now, he’ll get through it,,, I’ll just keep looking for my soulmate I guess,,, but I really wanted it to be him.”

San, looking at you sympathetically, gave you a hug that lasted enough to make you come out of the shock and hug him back.

your heart was about to explode, but then maybe you were just ashamed, right?

He’s your enemy after all.

it just felt,,, special.

That night, when you took a shower, something black was covering almost your entire shoulder

a black-inked crab was the shape of it, not a rose.

who had touched you that day?

you’ve made special care not to be touched by anyone until you find out who your soulmate is

except but,,,

OH MY GOD

This can’t be, right?

But then again, he said his zodiac sign was cancer

cancers are represented by a crab, right?

GOD YOU WERE SO DUMB

BOTH OF YOU

WHAT WERE YOU GOING TO DO NOW??

You, still surprised and not thinking straight, decided to text San.

“YOU STUPID”

“Oh no, now we’re going to insult each other through text? I’m not in the mood now y/n pls.”

“I’M NOT IN THE MOOD EITHER I’VE DISCOVERED I HAVE A CRAB ON MY ARM”

“a crab??”

“TATTOOED YOU IDIOT”

“oh,,, and?”

“The only person I’ve touched today was you dumbass.”

“,,,, brb I’m omw.”

It took San 10 long minutes to get to your apartment.

“C-can I see it?”

In another circumstance, you would have SLAPPED his face, but this time, you decided to let it be and lowered the sleeve of your shirt to show him.

He looked at it in awe and then looked at you in the same way.

Words aren’t necessary when you have San’s eyes

they’re,,, intimidating, fun, sweet, sometimes dark, and expressive,,, a whirlwind

everything that San is

even if you hate(d) him, you had to admit that San’s eyes are just impossible to hold the stare.

He’s powerful only in that way.

“I wanted to call your attention.” He said. “I just didn’t know fate was by my side.”

“W-what?”

“You caught my attention, that day. Then you hated me, and I hated you, but not in the same way. I mean, I really tried to hate you but then there’s everything that is actually nice about you from what I’ve seen, and then this gut feeling that you could actually be my soulmate,,, I wanted to call your attention.”

“Did you have to be that extreme?”

“You gave me no other choice, you hated me right away.”

“I didn’t hate you,,, I was just,,, bothered,,, blinded,,, I don’t know, I know nothing now.”

“Take your time, figure it out, you can’t hate me and love me on the following day.”

San’s matured side left you shooketh

you loved that part of him

and his eyes, once again

because now they were like shouting “I adore you, and we never lie.”

San stopped staring into your eyes, giving up first for the first time ever, but you didn’t want him to.

“Before you go, I need to check something.”

you don’t know where you found the courage or the need to do so, but you’ve been told so many times that kissing your soulmate is when the pieces finally click, the magic moment you’ll never experience again with any other person.

They were right.

San’s lips taste sweet, and they taste even sweeter when they’re kissing you back, and here, and there, all-around your face, your neck,,,

You’re now confused about being confused.

Would it be normal if you just like him now? After all this time getting REALLY ANNOYED by him?

But how can you not when it feels like you’ve found everything you’ve been looking for?

“Stop thinking, I can hear your thoughts from here.” He comments. “Don’t worry, the world doesn’t end today, we still have some time to figure it out tomorrow.”

And he’s right, you’ll figure it out.

But not now that he’s kissing you again 

and that you can see the warm light in his left shoulder even with his shirt on.

So, that’s what meeting your soulmate like,,, like a whirlwind,,,

Like meeting San.

[ghostofvixx]

Royalty (2) |HRJ|

When Prince Renjun is still under his father’s control and he still misses you, so he decides to fix all that.

Find the first part here!

genre: fluff

words: 2.8k of pure bullsh*t

requested: It says in your bio that requests are open so I decided to give it a shot...? Can I request a part 2 of your Renjun scenario, ‘royalty’? If you don’t want to do this it’s fine 💕💖

warnings: maybe swearing?? + maybe cringy at some point idk anymore and also THANK YOU FOR REQUESTING A SECOND PART even though I feel like I should have done better after all the time it has taken me lmao this is a m e s s but oh well so am I. N e ways I hope you enjoy!

To Renjun, live a happy and calm life is impossible.

These past few months have been a hellhole to him. All his parents do now that he has the age to become a king is to put pressure on him, not only when it comes to typical royal duties such as self-defense and ways to handle the common people but also when it comes to getting married.

"Do I really have to do this?" Renjun asks his mother.

The actual queen is the only person Renjun trust when it comes to his possible future wedding. She has a huge list of candidates and has underlined the ones that would favor the Kingdom's economic relationships but also the right person for her son.

Renjun is thankful for that since, unlike his father, his aunt or his cousins, the queen is looking for the balance between becoming powerful and being happy. However, nobody seems to understand it is not his desire to get married. He wants to become a king, why do princes or princesses need to get married? Can't they just handle the kingdom on their own? Renjun knows he can, and that long list of boys and girls he could get married to can do it on their own too, besides, he can't forget that person he met years ago at the circus.

"You must do it, son, it's our duty." The queen tells him.

And he nods. He promised you one time that he was going to be a good king, and in order to get that, he should have a mind and a voice on its own, just like you expected him to be, but the truth is he has given up. Nothing has changed since that night, he hasn't turned into a rebel, or has ever been against his parents, just like before.

He is mad, at his parents and at him. He's tired, disgusted, and still feels like a puppet.

"I have to talk to your father." His mother says suddenly, overexcited. Renjun just nods, as usual, but wonders what has made his mother so happy.

He finds out hours later when having dinner.

"We have something to announce." His father says. "Renjun, my son, we are proud of you and want to give you the best future, you know it right?"

Renjun almost snorts, but remains quiet.

"We finally have the person we want you to marry." Says the queen. "She's perfect for you."

It hits the young prince, who still hasn't analyzed the fact that he must get married because he has to, not because he wants to.

"When is... The wedding?" It is all he can ask.

"In a month."

"A month!?" He shouts. He knew his parents were excited about his only son's wedding, but this is much more than he can handle. Nobody has warned him that it would happen so soon, under such circumstances, and without his opinion. Even Sicheng, his teacher and the one that knows everything about him, is shocked, to say the least. "I don't want to."

"Renjun, we didn't raise you like this." His father says in disbelief. "What do you mean you don't want to? You are going to do it."

"I want to get married once I'm ready, and now is not the moment." He finally speaks up.

His father shakes his head with an ironic smirk.

"It's decided, you're going to get married, like it or not, and if you don't agree then I dare you to leave the castle." It's obviously a commentary, the king would never let his son cross the front door without his permission, but an idea crosses Renjun's mind immediately.

"If that happens, I dare you to find me."

***

He leaves at midnight, knowing that everyone in the castle is asleep but that the village is wide awake. All the lights, the heat from the fireplaces to keep them warm and the sound of music all around the streets, making it seems like it's midday.

He remembers that time when he walked the same streets with you, and he regrets the fact that he hasn't had the chance to listen to your advice. You would be disappointed at him for being as submissive, but he knows he probably won't see you again, so he continues his adventure as he crosses the walls of the village as he wonders what are you up to.

He doesn't expect to find the answer to his question as soon as he keeps walking a few meters away

A giant sign announces a great circus with marvelous spectacles only a few meters away. It would have gone unnoticed if it wasn't because of your name written under the "awesome numbers" section. He doesn't doubt it and makes his way to the next town, as excited as he could be. Unfortunately, he misses your spectacle since it's late, he finds the marquee empty.

He feels defeated and tired and decides to go for a walk until a voice he remembers pretty well stops him from doing so.

"What are you doing here?" You're sitting on a branch of a tree, as talented as you've always been for that, but the usual calm on your face has been replaced by a surprised look in your eyes and a wide opened mouth.

"It's good to see you." He comments, approaching the tree. You jump and land gracefully on the floor. Your desire to hug him is as big as your desire to slap him, what is he doing here?

"What are you doing here?" You ask again, unsure of how to react. "Why aren't you inside your castle doing king duties and all that stuff?" Renjun sighs.

"I'm a rebel now." You look at him unamused, not believing a single word.

"As if it was easy to do so when you're a king."

"I'm not a king yet." He corrects you. "And yes, I'm a rebel because of that, I'm not going to get married."

You arch an eyebrow.

"Weren't you going to be a good king? You should stay inside and take care!"

"And just listen to what my parents have to say and be their puppet? That wasn't what I promised you!"

"To be a good king you should be the king first!"

"I will! But not by getting married to anyone!" At this point, you're arguing louder than you should.

"Why didn't you stay inside the castle anyway? You could be in danger now!" You know you've sounded way too worried, but you don't care anymore.

"My parents won't listen to me otherwise. I'm the first one who is scared and worried about my kingdom, you know?"

You look down, avoiding his eyes. You want to say something comforting, but somebody calls your name from behind and you know it's your time to go.

"Please, Renjun, I'm sure you've already scared them, come back and stay safe, be careful."

"Can't I say with you? For tonight only?"

You look at him scandalized.

"Of course not! We're going to keep traveling, tomorrow you'll be even further and it'll be harder, just come back okay?"

You turn around and begin to walk off as he says something you end up pretending you haven't listened to.

Three words are enough to make your heart beats faster in adoration for that kid.

"I've missed you."

And you do want to pretend you haven't heard them, but you know they mean a lot to both of you, as you have a special friendship. You feel paralyzed for a few seconds, biting your tongue to not to say 'actually, I've missed you too, sometimes'. But what happens next goes way too fast to ignore.

You hear someone screaming and a loud blow as if someone has been pushed. When you turn around, you see Renjun on the floor and a bigger person with blonde hair and black clothes you identify as Jeno on top of him.

"Did you catch him Jeno?" Jaemin appears right behind Jeno, astonished.

"I have him! Are you okay y/n?" You feel your cheeks burning in anger and you must be doing a face because Jeno's satisfied grin turns into a funny face.

"Now I do know the reason why you're in the circus." You begin. "You haven't even looked at his shirt, right?"

Even if Renjun has tried to cover the fact that's he belongs to the royal family, his shirt is still made out of materials that any person from the common people would have.

"If I were you." You continue. "I would let go of your majesty right now."

That's enough for Jeno and Jaemin, who look at Renjun and immediately stand up and begin to beg for their lives.

"We thought our friend was being annoyed, we wanted to protect her, we're sorry your majesty."

"Oh, it's fine."

"We really mean it we-." Jaemin, the most soft-spoken, stops his speech and looks at the young boy in front of him.

"You can stand up, you know? Even if I wanted, I'm not the king, nor.the prince right now, not for tonight."

"Oh really? Why?" Jeno can't stop himself from asking.

"I runaway."

"Oh really? Why?" He asks again, louder this time. That makes Renjun laugh softly.

"I'm trying to teach a lesson here."

"In the wrong way." You add.

"Oh! And why did you miss y/n?"

"We're old friends." You explain quickly. "We have to say goodbye to Renjun, he's leaving."

"I'm not going to go to the castle." Renjun says again, more serious this time.

"He shouldn't." Jaemin says. "It's pretty late, he might get attacked."

"You're right." Jeno agrees.

"Then what should he do?" You ask them, annoyed by Hoy your friends seem to know a lot about the situation.

"Stay with us! We'll repay you for the inconvenience."

"Absolutely not." You say at the same time that Renjun answers 'good idea'.

And that's how you end up stuck with Renjun in your carriage while he's being covered by Jeno and Jaemin, trying to go unnoticed by the rest of the members.

"We don't keep secrets among us." Jeno explains. "But it's better if they find out in the morning, then Johnny will know what to do and where to drive you." Renjun nods from behind the blankets making all three of you laugh.

"You'll have to sleep here Renjun if not everything would be suspicious. Y/n will stay by your side." And for the first time, you don't complain.

Jeno and Jaemin wink at you and you just ignore them. Even if the carriage is big enough for all of the members of the circus to sleep comfortably, it is the truth that the fact that Jaemin and Jeno are not sleeping by your side as they always do won't go unnoticed, and you're afraid of what the rest will ask you in the morning.

"Y/n, I'm sorry." You hear Renjun's voice low, maybe due to the sheets that cover his body, but you know that he's also afraid. "Have I disappointed you?"

"How could you?"

"I tried to be a good prince, really, I tried to escape and visit my people and listen to them but my parents found out. I haven't tried ever since I'm so sorry."

"You don't have to be sorry." He sounds heartbroken, and your feelings for the prince that once had to.open his eyes come back. "It's okay, I understand, we understand. I was just very worried about you and that's why I reacted like that."

"Why?"

"I want you to be a good king, live adventures, be fair and nice, but I also want you safe too you know, you're very important to me."

He remains quiet and you think you may have talked too much when he speaks again.

"You're the most important person to me or at least one of." You open your eyes wide and you're glad he can't see your face.

Renjun is glad you can't see his either.

"I've thought about this a lot of times."

"About what?" You ask.

"You, us. But you overall. I've always thought that you would be a good queen and you'll guide everyone well."

You feel like you're choking on your spit, so you begin to cough.

"Sicheng says that I'm very blunt sometimes too, I'm sorry if I've startled you with my words."

"You haven't, but I just wasn't expecting you to have that image of me." You speak clearly.

"I do, how can I not?" He seems like he wants to keep talking, but you can tell he's thinking his words. "I haven't loved anyone in my life... Romantically at least, if you know what I mean... But I think I wouldn't mind loving you."

"Romantically?"

"Yes."

"It's late Renjun, let's go to sleep."

He doesn't answer and you don't add anything else, but you can't stop thinking about it all night.

***

"Can you repeat the story?" Johnny asks, sitting in front of Renjun, looking at him, then to you, Jeno and Jaemin, then back at Renjun and again the same process.

Renjun starts his story for the fifth time and tries to cover up the fact that Johnny is scarier than he thought he would be.

"Is that true?" He asks you once Renjun is finally done.

"Did I ever lie to you?" You snap back.

"You're right." Suddenly, Johnny's expression changes and takes a bow at Renjun. "Let's get going then! We have some castle to visit!"

“Are you all going to come?” Renjun asks, amused.

“I can go with him and then come back, that way you won’t waste time.” You say quickly.

“Y/n please, we are not going to leave you on your own just like that.” Johnny rolls his eyes as if he was stating something obvious and you roll your eyes back, but smile. To Renjun, anything goes unnoticed, absolutely everyone treats each other nicely and cares a lot one for the others. It’s not like he doesn't have that, but it feels more like an obligation. He feels like an obligation.

On his way home he doesn’t let go of your hand. He’s scared, anxious and doesn’t want to let you go, not again, and it’s not as if you were rejecting his touch anyways.

“Just so you know.” He whispers. “This time I’m going to fight for what I want, and I’m going to fight to be a good king.”

“Will you?”

“Of course.”

“I’m glad then.”

“I really want you to stay with me y/n, but I understand what’s your home for real and I can’t take that thing from you.”

“I honestly wouldn’t mind staying with you, but not now, not yet. I have a life to live and you have an argument to win.”

“In the future?”

“I’ll gladly say yes.”

“Awww just kiss already!” You hit the blonde boy by your side.

“Can't we have some intimacy?”

“But it’s so beautiful.” Jaemin dries a fake tear. “You really deserve each other please get married and give y/n the queen life she deserves.”

Renjun couldn’t be more ashamed, but still, he managed to whisper an “ I agree” in your ear.

***

Time went through, Renjun managed to become the person he had always wanted to be, ever since he knows you. He didn’t need his parent’s approval when he came back, they talked and talked for hours and finally accepted that his son was hoping for another type of life.

He also kept in touch with you, via letters, and if he actually liked you, now he can say that he’s in love with you. You can also say the same thing, your adoration for the young boy who has grown into a man has turned into love, even if you’ve lied to yourself and told yourself it was impossible, but you know Renjun, nothing’s impossible to him.

You waited, and waited, living your life and him living his, making a great kingdom with an even better king, and then you appeared once again, unexpectedly. He’s always been the one to look for you, and now it was your time to finally look for him, with Sicheng’s help, of course.

“Your majesty.” He announced that day. “You have a new message from your loved one.” Renjun laughed.

Renjun,

Congratulations on receiving this letter, it is, as always, the most important and most interesting letter you’ll receive. This time, I have nothing to tell you, but all I can say is that you can find me, right here, right now. If you knew me well, you’ll know where.

There was only an answer.

He opened the window of his old room, where he liven when he was a prince, next to the giant tree.

“I knew you’d be here.”

“You always see me on top of trees and I belong to the circus I won’t be surprised if one day I turn into a monkey.”

“You’re right love, but come here now, please.” You didn’t waste time and held Renjun’s hand even you didn’t need help. 

His first action was to kiss your hand, your first action was to kiss his lips.

“Will you marry me now?” He asked the question you wanted to hear.

“Of course I will.”