So glad|KYS|
The soulmate thing doesnât work easily, but for you it gets ten times hardes if both of you hide your birthmark.
Genre:Â fluff + bulleted au
words:Â 2.7kÂ
warnings: swearing the titleâs supposed to be so f*cking glad but weâll talk about it some other time, uhm trying to decide if this is cool or absolute trash, cute at a certain point
other soulmate aus: | san | YEOSANG | yunho | wooyoung | mingi | hongjoong | jongho | seongwha | (no particular order)
Yeosang is usually a very confident person. We could say he has no complexes.
(yes, he doesnât look like it, but he is)
Except for one: his birth mark
He just DOESNâT LIKE IT AT ALL, his friends -the ones that know about it- think itâs cute but he DOESNâT.
He has tried almost everything to remove it at this point
But nothing can remove it effectively on a daily basis
Not as effective as makeup at least.
And thatâs how makeup has become indispensable for him since he was in high school: thatâs how he hates his birthmark.
What he doesnât know is that thatâs the reason why he canât find his soulmates.
heâs ready, he can feel it, heâs been ready for years now, but why the time doesnât come?
   .:Keep reading :.
âYou just have to know new people, you barely meet new friends Yeosang! Once you do it BAAAM the time will come.â Yunho tells him, overreacting as always.
Yeosang laughs, but deep inside him, he knows heâs right, just he doesnât know how or when to know new people.
Then he began going to parties with the rest of ateez more frequently and actually getting to know ppl
classmates
ppl from other years
ppl from his uni and from other unis
but nothing happened
then he met you.
At first, it was just as usual: just some random person he had to be paired up with for a project.
Nothing new: heâs made a lot of friends like that,
but with you it was different,
he just felt SO comfortable with you.
He blamed it on your personality and your will to do the project right, and how attractive you were too
and you blamed it on the same thing
So none of you dummies realized just how comfortable and heart eyes emoji you were with each other
nor how both of your -covered- birthmarks were actually shining behind all the concealer.
Now letâs talk a bit about you.
Your birthmark is LITERALLY on your left thumb.
Why on your left thumb? Well, that will remain a mystery
Until you meet your soulmate at least
You donât have that much of a complex but still, you donât like it
So, knowing itâs the only thing that can tie you with your soulmate, you decided to not cover it for a while
Then you got tired of it and decided to put concealer on it.
Itâs not that you wanted it, but you were lowkey mad at the world itself
because your soulmate was NOWHERE TO BE FOUND
Usually when you have a mark is because your soulmate is getting closer right? Or because you might meet them anytime SOON right?
Well not for you.
For you it was like it had to shine or something like that -words literally said by your friend, who liked all the soulmate stuff and had done researches on every type of soulmate in the world-.
So oh well here you are
you had eventually given up
maybe youâll end up like those that wonât find their soulmates
but it was supposed to happen, right? You should have crossed paths with then at least ONCE for that to happen
But you didnât
Thatâs what keeps you going, secretly you have some hope
Then you met Yeosang and you suspected
Because you had that THING like you NEEDED to boop his nose
Even if he wasnât your soulmate you NEEDED to have something with him
Welcome to what we call: having a crush
crush culture is hard, maybe because you thought he wasnât the one for you, after all, he isnât your soulmate, right? AND ALSO because he was ALWAYS with his various friends
Itâs like he barely had time for you
pretty understandable, taking into consideration that you guys werenât the closest, but still he has told you so many times that you feel special
WHEREâS THE SPECIAL NOW KANG YEOSANG?
You barely see him outside class, you barely talk on the phone outside class
BUT YOUâRE STILL SPECIAL? WHAT?
The only time you see him is when heâs partying with his friends,,, and you donât want to approach him
so you go unnoticed for the night
sometimes heâs noticed, some other he hasnât
besides, you donât like it when youâre with him in that mood, because everything becomes awkward.
âY/n, do you want something to drink?â He would always ask you
you say no bc câmon there are already a LOT of drunk people around
sometimes his friends,,, which is,, awkward
because sometimes they would ship you and uh thatâs a nono on the outsides but a yes yes in the inside, right?
âAre you having fun?â
âI am.â
AND THATâS ALL PALS
Not a single âwould you like to dance?â
nor a singing along to the song together
NOTHING
T H A TÂ âSÂ I T
His friends donât say it, but they look at both of you as if they were saying âwhy are yâall as awkward lol arenât you friends?â
and that type of thought haunt you sometimes at nigh
BUT THEN WE HAVE TO MENTION A SPECIAL PARTY
apparently that night his group of friends got mixed with another one
and he wasnât feeling himself
he told you that morning that today he didnât feel like partying, he was in a bad mood
âwhy?â You asked.
âJust⊠Some random soulmate thoughts.â
Every time he talked to you about his soulmate, your heart skipped a beat
âHave you found themâ you voiced your biggest fear.
âI havenât, thatâs the problem.â
He then explained to you that he couldnât find them and that made him sad,,, especially today,,,, for no special reason
âO-kay?â You said. âWell, just try to enjoy yourself for once! Youâre still young, youâll find them soon! Weâll see each other probably, by the way.â
His heart jumped in his chest,,, how can you be,,,, as perfect for him? He just feels like it.
Like you were made for him
but then not really.
Back to the point
you were RIGHT about to approach him,,, then you saw who he was talking
that person wasnât from his group of friends,,, nor a person you knew
and they were talking so,,, close,,, so so close
you donât mean to do it, but youâre sure youâre pouting because you can sense some chemistry from them???
Or is it just you?
It was one-sided, but those types of things are hard to see when your crush is being flirted at.
Then some boy named San sat between them and that caught Yeosangâs attention completely
actually everyoneâs attention too
even you, who barely know him, know itâs a part of the âSan effectâ, heâs the nicest boy ever
overall when he whispered something into Yeosangâs ear and suddenly Yeosang began to look for someone in the crowd
until his eyes met yours
and his smile lighted up
and omg heâs just so cute god pls help me
you know when he just looks so tiny when he smiles bc heâs excited abt something?
THATâS THE WAY HE LOOKED AT YOU
T I N Y
and you k n e w you had been admiring him for too long without smiling back or smth because suddenly he frowned
and then you panicked
youâre not subtle at all lmao
for some reason, you seem like an open book to him
so, after panicking, you just leaft asap
not knowing he was actually going to r u n after youÂ
why? He doesnât know, he just adores you and can sense somethingâs wrong
so yeah he said goodbye hurriedly and ran after you and stuff and finally found you outside the house where the party was being held, walking back home.
âAre you leaving?â
you were astonished and flustered to listen to his voice
âI am.â
âWhy? Itâs soon, isnât it?â
âIâm suddenly tired.â You said and turned back.
âSuddenly? I mean-â
âYeosang, youâve drunk, Iâm sure, why donât we talk tomorrow?â You didnât mean to sound rude, but back then all you neededd was: a bed
to sleep!!1!111!!1!
not to cry11!!!1!1!!
âI havenât drunk that much.â It was the truth, heâs not the best drinker, but heâs not a bad one.
âWell, weâll talk when you are 100% sober, okay? Besides, you seemed pretty entertained-â You stopped all of the sudden
now he knows youâre jealous!!!!!!! ah these kids nowadays
however, you were cool bc if he remembered that the following day, you couln blame it on the alcohol
WHY DID YOU THINK HE WAS THAT DRUNK GOD HEâS A SAINT HEâS BARELY DRUNK YOU DUMMY
but well never mind, you just kept living in your little world
AND you had given the other dummy an idea
âBut I donât want to drink anymore~â he said in a singing voice that m e l t e d your heart. âIâm not wasted, but I know Iâve drunk and my friends seem pretty irresponsible right now.â
he just wanted to spend some time with you you know
âOh,,,â what else can you say? Was he REALLY saying heâd rather be with you?
OH
âThen what can I do for you?â You asked
âLetâs take a seat somewhere? Is it fine by you?â
âYouâre the alcoholic one here my dude.â
âShut up, I still can talk! You should speak to Yunho right now.â
âNot a nice influence, Yeosang.â You said jokingly. Actually, you know Yunho and heâs the nicest dude out there
another softie
but not in the same way as Yeosang.
âStill, you wonât remember tomorrow, right?â You asked him.
âI probably wonât.â He decided to play that game.
You ended up taking a seat on a bench inside a park,,, to talk about some stuff and all that
and itâs comfortable for a few seconds
until you realized the boy is literally sweating
and you probably are too bc it was so hot inside,,, and itâs not rlly cold on the outside
so you grabed some wipes from your bag
âDo you want one?â You asked the boy âTheyâre cold.â
âWhy do you have them in your bag?â
âOh come on, you have to be ready for parties, donât you have them inside your bag?
âUhm, not really,,, maybe I should.â
you felt a bit ridiculous, but then he actually takes one and smiles
âsummerâs coming and this is cool, better be safe than sorryâ
He always has that ability to make you feel right
âIâm actually going to remove my makeup.â He commented, laughing.
He was a bit scared, but you wouldnât notice if he didnât pass the wipe where his birthmark is, right? Besides, it was too dark to actually see it.
But when heâs in the process of removing it, you see that heâs not doing it right
I mean one side of his face was going to disappear if he kept rubbing while the other one remained intact
so you decided to do it yourself because WHY NOT and well
he panicked, you panicked, but continued being awkward as if nothing was wrong
THEN the time comes, he closed his eyes, focused on how intimate and nice this feelsÂ
and you passed the wipe right next to his left eye, where his birthmark is
while you were holding the wipe with your right hand, where your birthmark is
the moment feelt like a movie
because right when you had passed the wipe, his eyes opened and he held your wrist, and you looked at him shook
and was it you or are you a bit closer than before?
but THE thing is that you could see his birthmark because itâs shining with a very subtle light
and yours was too
but you made no comment because he was only just looking into your eyes and holding your wrist,,, he hadnât made a single comment
has he even realized?
he wouldnât tell you
but dude you had sEEN EVERYTHING YOUR CRUSH IS YOUR SOULMATE???
Apparently, he just didnât care??? So you pretended you hadnât noticed too??
:(
and the night went on and he still maDE NO COMMENT
D:
DDDDDD:
So ye he just accompanied you home and said goodbye with a smile
HAS HE REALLY NOT REALIZED?
Were you the only one that has felt their heart in their throat?
Is the soulmate thingy broken for you?
Thereâs literally no other way to explain it
and you couldnât sleep because all you could think about was the fact that he wuldnât remember
he had told you
and when you see him on Monday you go ignoring him hours because hoW ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO TALK TO HIM?
Are you really his soulmate?
ây/nâ
DAMN IT, HIS VOICE ONCE AGAIN
ây-yes?â
âI remember you know?â
oh,,, THEN WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?
âY-you do?â
âIâm sorry for reacting that way.â SO HE KNOWS? âNext time I wonât pretend Iâve drunk, I could notice you were awkward.â
nvm apparently he doesnât
Eventually you changed your mind tho
Like homeboi be dropping hints about finding a soulmate but he yeeted your feeling through the window
That must be because he knows right?
BUT WHY DOESNâT HE DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT????
Suspicious
It was starting to get you on your nerves
He would ALWAYS vent to you about finding a soulmate, about being ready, about feeling it close
HOW CAN HE NOT KNOW GOD YOU WERE SO ANGRY
He always felt like you wouldnât want to talk about the soulmate thingy, and he wouldnât usually talk about that subject, knowing it bothered you
He thought that it was because you were frustrated bc nobody would come through
Dummy
Both of you dummies
One day it all just??? Exploded???
You had an awfully taught day at college, and when you talked to him about it you couldnât even bring out the subject
âSh, y/n listen, Iâve been thinking about it and I have a theory,,, do you think sheâs my soulmate?â And he pointed discreetly to one girl standing on the other side of the road
âw-why would you think that?â Can you hear a crash? Yep, that was your heart.
âI donât know, sheâs with me in my math class and we get along well, Iâve known her for a few years now and-â
âDo you not like me?â
Yeosang was astonished.
âwhat?â
What what? Why does he looks so confused?
It made you feel so angry
âLook I understand if you donât like me as your soulmate and you only see me as a friend and all that, just donât rub it in front of my face, I feel awful every time because I like you so much Yeosang, you donât even know-â
âwhat? Soulmate? What are you talking about?â
You donât feel like a clown, you feel like the entire circus.
âDidnât you know??? That weâre soulmate?â
âI- YOU- WHAT? MEN NONONONO ABSOLUTELY NOT WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUTâ
Itâs always fun listening to Yeosang getting confused, annoyed, and surprised in tiny font.
Some curious people were looking at you so you decided to take a seat at a park so that you can explain the situation through.
It was just both of you, face to face, like that night.
âI discovered it the last time we went to a party, remember? We went to a park like thisâŠâ
And instead of just explaining, you repeated the action, your left thumb lightly caressed his birth mark covered with make up.
âMy birth mark is how I can find my soulmate?â
âYep.â You nodded. âMine is too, though it is not as visible.â
âThat moment was meant to happen, didnât it?â He half-smiled so fondly you were about to faint.
âSo, about liking me and stuffâŠâ
God you were so shy
And he was too
But he moved his head forward and looked at you straight in the eyes
â I canât imagine anyone better for me, Iâm so fucking glad itâs you.â
Butterflies? You felt and entire zoo going up and down your body when his gaze fell to your lips
âSo fucking glad.â He repeated, and kept starring at you, but not moving forward.
How can he not be so AWKWARD right now??? You literally went completely RED????
But you said fuck it Iâll do it myself
And joined your lips
And finally you felt it
Yes, so fucking glad.














