violet!

"I guess I picked the wrong time to be a human being" they/them, 20s, LGBTQIA+ header: @/cryptidagnew on twt

[ghostvio]

glad you're here!

hello and welcome! not new to tumblr, but it's been a while ~

FAST FACTS

my name's violet (vio/vi/vivi/vilo/etc can be used)

I'm currently 24, and my pronouns are they/ghost

I'm a seasoned fic writer who's back writing after a multi-year hiatus! as of right now, I am exclusively writing smosh fics, though I also have experience with both phanfics and supernatural fics, and I also write poetry!

my number one smosh bias is a tie between tommy and courtney, and I've been considered the shommy, courtommy, and ripley person!

FIND ME

twt: ghostvio

bsky: ghostvio

insta: bowemill

ao3: ghostvio

tiktok: bowemill

carrd: hermitoracle

FIC SHOWCASE

(this list will be updated as new fics get posted. all fics have companion playlists.)

shayncer?

(you're pulling on) my habit lines | 3.4k, rated M

amangela?

I'm coming back (to haunt you) | 3k, rated E

shaynse?

in my head again (but it's fine) | 6k, rated E

spommy?

close behind | 4.3k, rated E

ten of pentacles | 6k, rated E

made a wish | 11.9k, rated M

shommy?

anchors aweigh, my boys! | 14.1k, rated M

IN CONCLUSION

please feel free to interact and request fic/duo ideas, I don't bite! along with sharing my own fics, I will also be using this blog to interact with my friends and uplift their art, no matter the format! so make sure you check all of them out too, I can vouch that they're cool as hell <3 happy to share this corner of the internet with you!

ps: want to request a fic? take a look at my post about how to go about asking for one!

~ violet ♡

[bug-mp3]

The sexy fantasy at the heart of heated rivalry, at the end of the day, is not ‘what if you were secretly fucking your sexy arch rival’ but what if, after years contorting yourself into each and every shape people expected and wanted of you, desperately trying to present yourself in a specific way in the hopes that no one was able to look past the facade, someone finally did see past it and for at least a few moments at a time, you could finally let go. Actually be looked at and seen in your entirety and ultimately, even be loved for that

[my-2nd-account]

Heated Rivalry au where Shane doesn't hate smoking and after they've fucked eachother's brains out Ilya takes a drag from a joint and exhales the smoke into Shane's mouth and presses his fingers to his throat as he swallows that's it thank you

[ghostvio]

I have a hollanov wip very similar to thiss I'm working on...

[shanesloverboy]

Ilya post Heated Rivalry is the character of all time. He's a bisexual menace. He's in everyone's business. He's in love. He's so down bad for his boyfriend that it makes him sick but he can't let on to that fact because no one knows. He clocks the gays from a mile away and takes them under his care. He's the best wingman. He coaches kids so well his bf wants to get him pregnant. He's wildly depressed and slightly suicidal but doesn't tell anyone since he thinks it makes him weak. He hides behind being abrasive and kind of mean as a protection against rejection. He tells his bf he should sleep with other people even though it kills him because deep down he doesn't feel good enough. He's willing to sacrifice his own happiness and everything he wants for the people he cares about because he doesn't know any other way. I love Ilya Rozanov so much it hurts.

[ghostvio]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

the absence of everything (promise to keep you warm)

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"guess I'm just trying to look for my own dream."

"and you think you're going to find it in a navy uniform, thousands of miles away at sea?"

"are you gonna find yours at the top of this lighthouse?"

or

on the cusp of the 50s, shayne is months into his isolating career as a lighthouse keeper. he's been intent on keeping to himself, turning a new leaf in search of peace, when someone distracts him from finishing his book at the bar...

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this fic was 6 months in the making, and chapter 1 is finally out!! it's so exciting to finally be able to share this with everyone, it truly feels like my magnum opus, and I'm so excited to continue with it. this story will be nsfw, and chapter 1 does include nsfw content!

this story took a village! thank you so much to @ephemore, @i-am-the-sidekick, and @lorelilly for all of your researching/brainstorming/beta reading/putting up with me. I love you all so much!! <3

finally, if you've recently requested a fic from me, I promise you that I've seen them and am actively considering/planning! I sent all of them to ephemore excitedly, so thank you! feel free to follow me on twt/bsky @/ghostvio, and ig/tt @/bowemill and request a fic!

before you read...

as always, I curated a companion playlist for you to listen to as you read! this story will ultimately have 3 separate playlists, but for now, here is shayne's playlist! (may contain spoilers!)

[luthor-lexi]

RPF update from the man himself

[severified]

at the end of the day, it’s you and your long distance best friend against the world

[exhuastedpigeon]

Realizing the writing doesn't have to be done alone and is often more fun and more engaging when you're doing it with friends is a life changing experience.

I don't mean co-writing either. I mean having a friend or two who you talk through plot ideas with, who you bounce ideas off of, who you trust to tell you if something doesn't work.

Nothing is created in a vacuum and nothing can be created alone. Sharing drafts and ideas is a vital part of the creative process and it's a really fun part too.

[ghostvio]

it's me and my writing partner @ephemore (+ best friend) against the world. love you soo so much ephemore <3 <3

[thecoolerwinter1234lo]

this fanfiction shit easy af

[c3rvida3]

How To Tell Your Cat That You Could Walk To His Food Faster If He Weren't Weaving Under Your Fucking Feet In A Beautiful And Intricate Idiot's Ballet

[evilsoup]

how to tell human,,, "ilove you",,,

[frederickchiltonsdivacup]

I'm gonna go check on my WIP. just in case it wrote itself while I was gone. You never know.

[hipsternumbertwo]

Angela's Opposite Self

[aidashakur]

[velvetvexations]

[bug-mp3]

they should make it easier

[mommy-mortis]

what?

[bug-mp3]

Everything. All of it

[jbaileyedits]

The Death of Tim Laughlin and the Birth of a Hero

(time for some rambling)

Fellow Travelers is an incredibly, brilliantly written show that manages to dive with depth and beauty into its subject, while never shying away from the ugliness of its historical truth and context. Amongst the various narrative choices they made, one of my favourite ones is the fact that we never see Tim Laughlin die.

We see him struggle with his physical health, we see him disconcerted, angry and very aware of his mortality, but we never see him actually die. In fact, the last images of his character show him fighting alongside his friends, his community, with more fervor than his physical state probably allows.

There is something heroic about the closing of his arc. We see Tim almost giving up, falling lower than we have ever seen him before, and then he rises again. He refuses to sign the do not resuscitate order (note: he wouldn't have been less heroic if he had signed it), openly states he wants to fight and come back to life, and he does. He fights for what he believes in and for what he wants, even if the latter means lovingly asking Hawk to go back home and let him go. He blows into a whistle with all of his strength even if it means finding himself breathless for a fleeting moment. He stands even if he can't walk without his cane.

His determination being the last thing we see of him gives even more power to the image of his quilt, an indelible mark of his impact on those who knew him and by extension the audience who spent eight episodes adoring him. His quilt, made of his clothes and a line that defined his life, adds his name to the pantheon of heroes who had to die to make the cause move on, to be seen, for help to be considered.

To make the death of Tim Laughlin invisible to the eyes of the audience only gives his character a greater, more lasting impact and, while heart-wrenching, makes for a beautiful conclusion for his story. disclaimers: apologies for the potential grammatical and spelling mistakes, english is not my native language.

[ephemore]

Me lately but it’s okay it’ll get better 🫠🙃🥲

[ephemore]

♥ spommy au sequel ♥

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

He wonders in some corner of his mind if Tommy’s mouth will ever feel like less than a miracle to him. If the cadence of these lips on his will ever grow mundane, ever lose this agonizing thrill. He hopes to God it doesn’t.

A blue collar / mechanic spommy epilogue where they do it on the car :)

(it's nsfw)

Big thank you to my friends for the help and to @ghostvio for the beta and their unerring support and enthusiasm. Love you.