girldiscarded

unmattered girl poetrydump

[girldiscarded]

i feel like being severely ill would be at least a tiny bit tolerable if i had a support system. the loneliness makes it all so so horrible. but i just need to be optimistic right?

[howifeltabouthim]

I loved him effortlessly and distantly. When I held him, it felt like I was waving at a relative from very far away. Hello, there! Or maybe: Goodbye!

Caro Claire Burke, from Yesteryear

[pinkpalmdrive]

[girldiscarded]

i feel disgusting

60 days unwashed

can’t bear the feeling of my skin

pretending it doesn’t bother me because complaining isn’t fit for someone who needs 24/7 care

if i mattered would that care be given?

do i deserve to be clean, even if i can’t do it myself?

do i deserve dignity?

do i deserve this life?

[girldiscarded]

a life worth nothing

a life doctors don’t care to preserve

a life family has decided to not take seriously

a life friends have left

slowly wasting away,

unnoticed,

discarded

a life worth nothing

[girldiscarded]

you told me i deserved the best and that you weren’t it.

we haven’t spoken in 3 years.

all i’ve known before you was abuse

all i’ve known after you has been abuse.

what is ‘the best’?

is it coming soon?

are you sure it’s not you?

i’d be okay with you being the best i receive.

i really miss you.

i don’t know what more i can take.

[userinherownwrld]

Moesha (1996)

[girldiscarded]

would you save me if you knew?

am I a memory?

do I get replayed?

or,

do I collect dust.

would you polish me,

if I needed it?

would you stop me from being forgotten?

or,

would you place me back on the shelf,

leaving me trapped.

would you save me if you knew?

am I a thought?

fleeting,

or constant?

is my heart oppressing me by clinging to you?

should I succumb to my woes?

or,

would you save me if you knew