GiuGiu

I have many things to do, but instead of doing them, I just draw or find myself crying in my room for no reason // 18, Brasil

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Eu preciso colocar minha cabeça em ordem. Tentar ver se é você quem faz falta ou se sou eu só mais uma carente solitária...

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The less you want me, the more I need you

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É incrível como toda vez que eu me encontro distante, me pego sonhando com coisas impossivelmente grandes. Esses devaneios se despedaçam com um simples tombo na realidade, que aflingem por me fazer perceber que minhas asas são curtas demais para alcançar sonhos tão magníficos e remotos...

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Coincidere

We met when we crossed our sight

I got blushed with you being so polite

So we kissed under the moonlight

When I felt my heart ignite

You asked me if that’s what I like

I answered “I might”

Alright, you were my lucky strike

And my heart still burns in that night

[perfectpurples]

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"Don't say a word while we dance with the devil..." 😈❣🎶

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This is Halloween 🎃❣😈

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Drunk in pain

I'm Bleeding

Drowning in my feelings.

Guess I'm proud of the tears I held

And the quiet I've made myself from the thoughts I quelled.

Can't handle the silence of my heart

In which torment burns its broken parts.

So I've became too chaotic

And my memories, too toxic.

I drink 'em all up, but they're also alcoholic

So I get drunk of old dead times, wasted and melancholic.

I tried to find something to numb my mind

But what I found loosens the pain I hide

Making me wonder if my soul will slowly die.

It didn't take much for me to realise

That I got truly lost in my own lies.

Maybe I'll find the right way, so I'll just wait

Cause I can't move now, it's too late.

[giucalegari]

Takeaways

I’m still wondering when will come the day

When my phone will ring with you saying “hey”

Cause in my head we’re always on replay

Surrounding the coincidence of you getting in my way

With you my heart felt okay

Just like spring coming in may

But this game got too hard for us to play

So I just let you go away

I regret it till today

Cause you were the one I most needed to stay

[giucalegari]

"Don't say a word while we dance with the devil..." 😈❣🎶

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Heart Wreak

One hand on my neck

And other holding half cigarette

The smell of fresh beer coming out of your breath

Became impossible to forget

You say I look better undressed

And I feel this pressure on my chest

Guess I know I'm being oppressed

But you've got me possessed

And I'm this crazy masochistic maniac

Losing my way on a long shady track

In which you're not there to help me getting back

I forgot you've already got your rain check

[giucalegari]

Today's sketch...

[giucalegari]

Tudo bem as vezes mergulhar de cabeça em águas rasas, a gente nunca sabe. Mas o erro de verdade é tentar achar a profundidade de um oceano em uma poça...

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Stolen

Tearing me apart,

Just to fill up your heart.

Might say it’s not true,

But I’m getting lost inside of you.

And even insecure I have to say.

Well, maybe those words will make you stay.

Cause if i let you go,

You’ll take the self I used to know.

Gotta recover what’s mine.

Only then I’ll be fine.

Because you have what I most need.

I must have me to feel complete.

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Second chances

I can feel the boiling blood running through my veins

I had just scaped from all your chains

But you keep coming back again and again

And we know that your best stay is in my brain

Oh, I'm so sorry for myself for letting you remain

But even if you let new ones for me to gain

You make me forget all the old pain

That's truly driving me insane

Cause I insist in letting my heart for you to domain

And I know I'm only yours to entertain...

-GiuGiu

[giucalegari]

Tudo bem as vezes mergulhar de cabeça em águas rasas, a gente nunca sabe. Mas o erro de verdade é tentar achar a profundidade de um oceano em uma poça...

[giucalegari]

Monotonia

“Sigam seus corações” eles aconselham

“Se o paraíso é o que almejam”.

Digo que são asneiras vindas de palhaços,

Pois o meu se encontra aos pedaços.

Pensava do sentimento ser independente,

Mas sua ausência contradisse minha mente.

Hoje encontro-me perdida

E aos pés da juventude, ruída.

Entre corredores escuros caminho acanhada.

Em um limbo eterno, isolada.

No silêncio as vozes ecoam

E as memórias pelos olhos escoam.

As imagens formadas

São todas embaçadas

Vistas por trás das lágrimas

De um ser repleto de lástimas.

Entretanto, a dor dessa vida tóxica

Acabou por enfim se tornar monótona.

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Monotonia

[inkflowergarden]

Remember the pleasure and joy of being your true self. Let yourself be inspired again.