just reread the baltimore scenes and my god. andrew physically having to stop himself from punching neil after he said he was sorry because what do you MEAN youāre sorry???? youāre ALIVE and youāre REAL and IN FRONT OF ME and iām relieved and devastated and youāre HURT and i didnāt PROTECT YOU and you SCARED ME and you LIED TO ME and the people who did this to you are the ones who SHOULD be sorry NOT you so DONT you fucking dare say youāre sorry, not like this, not right now, not to me




















