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Happy Lunar New Year from Rilo!

The world Rilo is from has a region inspired by China (he’s specifically from the equivalent of Hong Kong). He has an… interesting relationship with horses.

(Again not my art, made by thecrisper_ on insta)

#ask me about my oc’s #not my art #ttrpg #dnd charcter art #fire elemental #fire elf #fire genasi #oc art #tiefling #ttrpg art #lunar new year #year of the horse

Another Rilo has hit the tower (or 5 of them)

Once again, not my art, made by @/thecrisper_ on insta

#ask me about my oc’s #not my art #ttrpg #dnd charcter art #ttrpg character #oc art #sharpshooter #tiefling #art trend #fire elemental #fire elf #fire genasi #dnd art #ttrpg art

I have been told to post my boy here. So everyone meet Rilo!

Art by my buddy who somehow doesn’t have tumblr yet.

#ask me about my oc’s #oc art #oc artwork #not my art #my ocs #ttrpg #ttrpg art #ttrpg character #dnd character #dnd charcter art #fire genasi #fire elemental #fire elf #tiefling #i was told to post this #I was told he’d do numbers here but I doubt it

Hi Cosmere people! I just finished Elantris (on my partners recommendation) and found that Raoden is very similar to a character I am about to play in a TTRPG game. I was wondering if anyone had any song recommendations that they associate with Raoden so I can add them to my characters playlist!

#cosmere #elantris #raoden #character playlist #song recs #ttrpg community #ttrpg #plz I need so much help #YouTube and Spotify has been of no help #I knew not many people cared for Raoden but I didn’t know if was this little

wearepaladin

Space Knight by Dimitri Neron

3d Armor Study by Sean Brinkerhoff

asavt

Something something, a shoddy patch up work being the result of an eye-opening fight. Because of "losing" someone important or because of facts now engraved in one's mind, maybe neither maybe both.

What's important is that, at least for now...

... a little bit of hope is regained.

#I am not a seam and jevil truther #jevil #seam

bradbradleyart

Sad breakup comic

#I hope this artist knows that this comic is being used #as the breakup between Spamton and jevil for a text rp #server I’m on and I’m playing jevil #love this so much #jevil deltarune #jevil the jester #jevil fanart #jevil x spamton #spamton

Another week, another millimeter to my dick

#might be a bit off the cuff on this one #idk why it hurt so much this time but we in the 6th month!#trans masc #trans #trans man #trans male #testosterone #trans hrt #HRT #ftm #trans ftm #ftm hrt #tdick appreciation #i’m just a little guy

godsluckiesttwink

Drawing a partner while listening to The Disaster of Passion is a trip

godsluckiesttwink

The Town Inside Me playing while drawing my trans partner 🩵

Drawing a partner while listening to The Disaster of Passion is a trip

what does it mean to feel her touch when she is not there

what does it mean to hear her voice when she would never speak it

what does it mean to be tortured by pleasure

to be reminded of what you cannot have

i fear i am in love with a ghost

imagining their warmth no longer heals my aching heart

cause I know if given the opportunity, they would not take it

ghosts of their touch haunt my body

intoxicating in memory, tormenting in present

what do you do when you want something so bad but another person is the only one that can give it to you.

and they don’t give it. you can’t get mad that they don’t and you aren’t mad but it doesn’t fix the hole in your chest. it doesn’t quiet the thoughts in your head. it doesn’t silence the part of you that screams for something, anything.

and you can’t tell if you need to get a life or if you are neglected. if the emotional torture of hoping they will give it one day is worth continuing. if counting the days since is an addiction or a cry for help.

they do not owe it to you. you feel incomplete without it. you know they love you.

What do I do?

#relationship #it’s late and i’m tired #it feels like a whole in my chest and this could just be a rough patch #I’m not upset at either of them cause it’s not their fault #things could change in the future #but holding out hurts and I don’t know if I can keep hurting #this is a cry for help

catboybiologist

Stockpile HRT now.

lesbiantestsubject

To my brothers on T I know this is gonna be harder for you so please listen up:

First, if your doctor is open to it, ask for the 2000mg/10ml vial, you'll need to be careful to keep it clean and free of contamination from the stopper, but the expiration dates will typically be a year plus. Please specify the 10ml vial and not a three month supply, the difference is minimal but important.

Next, have it sent to a busy, understaffed CVS (most of them are busy and understaffed). If your insurance doesn't cover CVS use GoodRx, at time of writing it should be about $50. Our system by default makes us mark the 10ml vial as a 28 day supply regardless of the dosage because we cannot guarantee a beyond use date beyond that (as I said, non-zero chance of contamination, use a 90 degree angle and a alcohol pad every time and you'll be fine). Only the most stickler of pharmacists or technicians are going to bother changing it - if they even know the system workaround to bypass it.

Then, come to refill it the next month. If they marked the first fill as 28 day supply (you can see on your label in the lower right near the price) it will process without any red flags in the system and will again will likely slip by all but the most stickler of pharmacists and techs. If they marked it as something longer just explain that your doctor told you to discard the vial after 28 days per USP guidelines and so you were a good boy and already threw it out, this should work against all but the biggest douchebag of a pharmacist. If that fails and your doctor is cooperative, have them call the pharmacy and authorize an early fill - if that doesn't work try another pharmacy.

If all goes well you'll probably be able to fill two to three vials in a row before anyone starts to question things.

I cannot speak for other pharmacies, but in general retail pharmacy is kind of a shit show right now so a busy store in another chain is also probably going to just go by USP even if their instincts or morals tell them to be jerks about it.

If anyone has any questions or if you need advice on a situation I didn't cover please DM me anytime, or hell send me an anon ask if you're shy. If anyone's insurance requires a non-CVS pharmacy and you can't afford the $50 let me know and I can find a tech at another pharmacy to see if they have any advice that would be relevant to their chain.

To my transfemme sisters, you've got it a little easier. Have your doc send your meds with a 12 month supply to a pharmacy you don't typically use, use GoodRx if you have to, none of the usual drugs in a transfemmes HRT regiment should be extremely expensive. Tell them you're going out of the country in a week or two and would like to purchase the entire year's supply at once. A year's supply of 2mg estradiol tabs taken four times daily (the max dose I've ever seen) is $75 on GoodRx at CVS right now. They'll probably need to order more tabs in but again only the biggest stickers are gonna question it. (You can also send to your usual pharmacy if you don't take any other meds, but I recommend not returning for at least a year just to be on the safe side. It's not illegal, but again you could run into some stickler pharmacist who calls your bluff and refuses further fills or tattles to your doctor or something.)

Again, please please please don't hesitate to send me DMs or asks if you have any questions or need specific advice.

#saving this for later #trans

mechanismslorearchive

At long last, the Mechanisms Lore Archive is live! There are still some quirks we're working out, and I doubt we'll ever truly be finished, but the as-complete-as-possible version can be found here:

Mechanisms Lore Archive

#welp #there goes my weekend