goldenphoenix4 @goldenphoenix4 - Tumblr Blog

hello y’all! i wanted to introduce myself first and foremost. i’m goldenphoenix4 on ao3 and figured i’d make an ao3-specific tumblr account. i’m a trans guy and use he/him pronouns and i’m 25 years old.

this is an 18+ blog only out of an abundance of precaution. minors and blogs without ages will be blocked, no exceptions.

ps. if you find this through the prodigal son tag and you happen to be a therapist, this is in fact your client :)

dragonpyre

Bobby: this is Hen, my eldest. She’s perfect and a model citizen

Bobby: this is Chim, my second eldest. He’s a good man but makes dumb decisions sometimes

Bobby: this is Eddie, my second youngest. He’s never made a good decision in his life but he’s a good guy

Bobby: and this is Buck, my youngest. I have to stop him from eating glass

shillanov

with ao3 down i hope this reminds us of what a fanfic-less existence looks like. don’t take it for granted! because it sucks not to have it.

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madforyouxo

Buck, who seemingly doesn’t know when to stop, turns to Hen next.

“Oh no,” she says immediately. “No, no, no. Don’t.”

“Hen, I need help,” Buck insists. “Eddie picked me up and it was hot. Then Ravi did it and it wasn’t. I just wanna know if it’s the lift that’s hot, or if it’s—” he gestures vaguely toward Eddie’s retreating back, “that man specifically who scrambles my brain like a microwave burrito.”

Hen squints at him. “Let me get this straight—”

“Wouldn’t that be nice,” Chimney mutters from the floor.

Hen ignores him. “—you want me, a married lesbian, to pick you up so you can measure how horny it does or doesn’t make you?”

Buck nods, all confidence and zero shame. “Exactly.”

Hen shrugs. “Fuck it. Let’s do it.”

Chim makes a strangled noise of betrayal.

Hen walks over, braces herself, and says, “Arms up, sweetheart. Let Mama Hen carry your confused ass to Jesus.”

notkarev

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as the late gil scott-heron said, the revolution will not be televised

griefbespoke

keep thinking about those screenshots of buck's house after bobby died. no flowers. no one sent him flowers because it wasn't his dad who died, not really. just like chris leaving wasn't his son leaving, not really. eddie going to texas wasn't his partner leaving, not really. buck occupies all of these spaces unofficially and he knows who he is to them but when they leave he's always, always left with nothing. again. most important relationships of his life and he's empty-handed and wondering if he'd imagined it all in the first place.

stevenrogered

Bobby, I know I do dumb things sometimes and generally drive you crazy. You’re an important person in my life, Bobby. One of the most important.

911onabc

sister AND ex-boyfriend both believing you're in love with your best friend is crazy work. implying the only thing holding you back is his sexuality is even crazier work

gayeddies

I don't feel worthy of juice? Of joy.

thatbuddie

wait i’ve been going all day, sorry, but has anyone commented how crazy it is to name 9x11 as “going once, going twice”? like… they’ve for sure hit the second tower huh?

gayeddies

Everyone has that voice, Buck. Even me.

chimneyhancentral

Kenneth Choi as Captain Howard "Howie"/"Chimney" Han 9-1-1, S09E09

emziess

Eddie + Looking at Buck in S9 (So far)

lover-of-mine

Okay, so, I can't sleep, and I realized we got a shot of Buck's fridge on focus, and I know we all focused on the way Buck still has that picture of him and Chris from before the tsunami, but that shot meant that I could finally get answers and know EXACTLY which shots are in Buck's photo strip from May's graduation. And I found out something that's making me want to run a lap around the block even tho its 3:30 am.

When I talk about the pictures in Buck's fridge, I always run with the assumption that he has a picture of every character we see him take a picture with, so Maddie, Chris, Eddie, and the group picture. So I always add something like this and call it a day.