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Milania is queen of New Jersey @goldpaint @rhonj @rhonj-fans-blog @realhousewivesheaven @bravotv

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Me in front of cool people @goldpaint

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Wow

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@goldpaint YAS

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What to o if you're ever strangled

Play dead really quick and hold your breath. The perpetrators always stop once you stop struggling... In movies anyway.

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I used to be fearless and so confident. But then heartbreak, failing, losing loved ones, and always being the odd one out has stripped so much from me. It’s weird how much can change in a decade. I feel like a stranger.

I’m so angry that I wasn’t strong enough to stay true to me no matter how others made me feel. I’m terrified of people’s effect on me. And while I’m trying everything I can to love myself again, I’m jaded to a point of exhaustion.

I dip my toe into the pool outside my comfort zone and someone yells at me and I don’t understand why. Then I isolate and think what’s wrong with me? I’m so scared of humans.

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