Terrible Thoughts & Terrible Fics

Eliza | Any pronouns | Mainly Batfam Content | Requests open! | I’m open to chat if you want to <3

[gooddadstan]

Okay look. This account is officially dead, and I’m probably never going to post on it again after this. But @quillium tagged me in an ask game and I just can’t refuse. Quill I love you too much <3

Last song I listened to: I’m currently listening to Heterosexuality is a Construct by Onsind, which is. Well it’s a song, and I like it, but idk if I’d recommend it to anyone I know? Kind of a rip

Last Movie I Watched: okay technically this one is probably Sleepless in Seattle but the last one I actually payed attention to was Addams Family Values

Currently Reading: I- nothing. Absolutely nothing. Not even fanfiction. I should probably get on that

Currently craving: hmm,,, I had this one bbq pulled pork pizza a couple years back and I’m craving specifically that

Currently working on: the unending slog of homework. Also my ao3 account is pretty much abandoned so. Rip?

Currently playing: ...minecraft? Kinda? Not really but I’ve been spending an ungodly amount of time on Minecraft videos on YouTube so maybe that can count in my heart

I’m not going to tag anyone on this because,,, again, this account is abandoned, I’m only here because I love Quill with all my heart and soul. Instead I’m going to leave a lil psa that you’re loved and it’ll be okay <3

[milfsmackdown]

i have never heard anyone not sing that one line in little lion man by mumford and sons with absolute relish like everyone really enjoys just shouting you really fucked it up this time and i dont blame them

[nishaplume]

H-him.. 🧡

[gooddadstan]

I was just writing a word a fuckin second and I feel like I just ascended. I entered the avatar state and came out with another 2.5k words

I felt like I had just had a panic attack by the end of it but at least I did it

[gooddadstan]

Tagged by the absolutely astounding @blindbireadytodie !!

1. Username

2. Once upon a time...

3. Sphinx of black quartz, hear my vow

4. Some favorite fictional characters

5. A couple WIP names!

6. Tagging, to which I’m asking @qualitytothetea @quillium and @caffeine-dammit , but only if you want to! Love you guys <3 <3 <3

[illusionwaltz]

How well do you see color?

I’m cry I scored 60, I feel blind

[batter666-deactivated20180822]

so everyone is aware, a lower score on this means a better score.

[thegaybeany]

I got a 30!!!!!!!! Yes!

[blinkingkills]

7, but i’m an art student so

[traumatrash]

Building your entire identity on your misery isn’t healthy. It may feel as if that’s all you are, but you’re not and when you start to heal you don’t disappear, you just grow.

[gooddadstan]

They should make a national holiday where we all are legally obligated to watch that one Shia Labeouf skit song thing

[hybridsheart]

hi i just want everyone to know that i will never ever EVER be angry with anyone for not replying to my texts even though you’re visibly online and reblogging/posting. i understand that holding a conversation takes a lot more energy and effort than scrolling and posting and that’s 100% okay. take care of yourself first. the whole idea that you HAVE to reply to someone when you’re online is toxic and makes mentally ill people feel as though they are bad friends just because they can’t always reply within minutes. 

[gooddadstan]

Hi hello yes I love my friends so much and I need to put this out here because y'all're amazing

[lbibliophile]

Just like Slughorn, Albus Dumbledore collects people. Only, instead of focusing on those with influence, he looks to the outcasts.

The expelled half-giant. The young werewolf. The repentant Death Eater.

He protects them and gives them a second chance. All he asks in return is their loyalty.

And, if on occasion he requests that they undertake a certain task, invoking their debt of gratitude - well, that is no more than he is owed.

He once thought to add a certain disowned Black to his collection, but quickly realised his mistake.

Sirius is not an outcast, but a rebel. He knowingly chose his path, and chooses what price he is willing to pay for it. He refuses to be used.

So Albus Dumbledore abandons him.

[wizardtowizard-blog]

Who gave you the RIGHT?

[bonnini]

Dumbledore knows Sirius’s loyalty lies with Harry instead of him, and he has no use for someone who is not willing to follow his orders without question. 

[marauders4evr]

Ooooohoo if there’s ever a post that fits my aesthetic…

[not-a-bit-good]

okay but then where does Harry himself fit into this collection? Is he an outcast because he is “the Boy Who Lived”?

[marauders4evr]

Nooonono, my friend, that’s what makes this post so beautiful. Because it fits the meta I’ve been trying to get people to accept for years. 

Harry was an outcast due to a childhood filled with abuse and neglect. 

Vernon made him an outcast by dismissing his claims of magic, berating him, locking him in a CLOSET and putting bars on his window, and let’s face it, even though her editor made her cut it out, Jo intended for there to be physical abuse. 

Petunia made him an outcast by enabling and contributing to this abuse, as well as making Harry do dozens of chores while doting on Dudley. 

Dudley made him an outcast by bullying him and threatening any students at school who wanted to be his friends. 

And the rest of the wizarding world made him an outcast when they bullied him for being an outsider.

Harry James Potter became an outcast the moment he was placed with The Dursleys.

And who put him there in the first place?

[theotheryongbok]

[my-sun-is-gone-deactivated20180]

I’m here for this Anti-Dumbledore discussion.

[gehayi]

This makes even more sense when you consider why Dumbledore deliberately made Harry an outcast.

Think about it What would Harry have been like if he had grown up in the wizarding world? Or, to put it another way, what would Harry have been like if he had grown up in a world where magic was the norm?

He would have taken magic for granted. He would have been less likely (especially as he got older) to view Dumbledore as a wise mentor and more likely to see him as flawed and capable of bad decisions. He would have seen both the world and Dumbledore as ordinary, with their good points and bad points.

But Dumbledore didn’t need a well-adjusted boy who took magic and the magical world for granted. He needed a child who would love the magical world unstintingly, even irrationally, because it was a haven from neglect and abuse. Even more, he needed a child who feared this world becoming evil and who therefore would not question someone that he saw as the ultimate authority, especially if he believed that obeying that authority would keep the world safe.

Even if obedience meant his own death.

Dumbledore wanted a martyr who would die for the wizarding world, because he believed that Voldemort could not die until Harry did. Which was why he left Harry with the Dursleys and let them neglect and emotionally abuse him for the next ten years.

To get a martyr, he first had to create a victim.

[frostyemma]

well… well, shit

[a-fangirl-summary]

what

[mintedwitcher]

Oh shit. Its been updated.

[garrettauthor]

…I’ve been in the “Dumbledore was on the darker side of morally grey” camp for years but this…this. Holy shit. Oh no.

[gooddadstan]

eliza!!! was just thinkin abt you and hope ur doing well!

Tuna!!!! I was thinking about you too, I hope you’re doing wonderfully ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ I’m also horribly sorry for spamming your entire dash with persona

[best-of-inspirobot]

[odd-lil-duck]

Glad to know we all know our history

[valtsv]

ive never proofread a single thing ive written in my life as soon the words are outside my brain i no longer recognize them as mine and i want nothing more to do with them

[glumshoe]

everything happens so much

[animauxing]

in your sunshine.

[igetbiwithalittlehelp]

Hey, repost with how obscure your music taste is and your most listened to artist on this Spotify stats site. The higher your score, the more obscure your music taste is. I want to know what you all get :)