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Posthumous Sunshower, CH1 - Pressed Flower
Summary: Gideon and MC find solace in each other as they grieve the loss of the closest person to them, Caleb. Complex feelings arise, is he just a replacement for Caleb? Are his feelings one of real love or just a need to fill where Caleb’s laughter used to be? // POV Alternating Relationship: Gideon/MC Tags: Caleb is Dead, Strangers to lovers, Grief/Mourning, Angst, Size Difference, Porn with Plot, Belly Bulge, Drinking, Humor and Fluff, Fingerfucking, Finger sucking, Sex with Feelings, Stream of Conciousness ======Read the Original on AO3======= She’s been coming here every day. Wind, rain, shine, it never mattered. She’d always be here, sitting in front of his grave, as if waiting for him to come back. Today was no different. Rain dripped steadily from the gray sky, tracing silver lines down her soaked hair as she hugged her knees against her chest. Her eyes, empty and unblinking, were fixed on the gravestone. And every time Gideon came here, she would just blankly stare at his name on the gravestone.
Caleb Xia
Gideon only knew him for three years. Three short years.
But somehow, it felt like a lifetime. Caleb had that kind of presence; bright as the sun, relentlessly cheerful, and infuriatingly perfect. At one point, people stopped calling Gideon by his name and only knew him as, “Caleb’s roommate.” Every time he mentioned it, he’d just laugh, pat him on the shoulder, and say, “Sorry, roommate!”
That’s Caleb, or… that was Caleb.
Gideon wondered if he could go back in time and tell him to not take that test in the tunnel, would he still be here? The black-haired pilot walked over and held his umbrella over her head. Her eyes didn’t leave the grave stone. She was practically soaked from the rain. Her hair clung to her face and her sweater dripped with rainwater. It wasn’t until he shifted his umbrella that she finally snapped out of her trance. She looked up at the presence behind her with dull, tired eyes. At least they weren’t swollen anymore, not like those first few weeks.
“Hi.”
“Hey.” In truth, Gideon didn’t know her personally. But, he felt like he knew a lot about her. Afterall, if Caleb wasn’t geeking out about planes and Gundam model kits, he’d always be talking about her. The way she’d scold him to “mask her worries for him”, the way she’d get excited to see him after a long time, the way she’d go out of her way to make him smile…he'd basically heard it all from him.
You didn’t need to be a genius to know Caleb loved her more than anything. For someone as respected and mature as he was, it was almost funny hearing the kinds of nicknames he came up with for her: “Pipsqueak,” “Miss Apple,” even “Cupcake.” He was like a lovesick teenager. You’d think a guy like him would fall in love with someone soft and dainty. Afterall, he was basically everyone’s reliable “older brother” as they'd like to call him at the DAA Academy. When Caleb told Gideon the apple of his eye was training to be a hunter, he was shocked.
He was into buff gorilla women? Gideon was curious as to who this woman was, then in his 2nd year, she suddenly did a surprise visit. Yeah, I could see why he calls her Pipsqueak. The moment she appeared, Caleb changed completely. Gone was the composed, level-headed top student. He turned into an excited puppy, his amethyst eyes lighting up as he ran to her like she’d just thrown him a stick...everyone who saw his reaction all had melted heart eyes at his enthusiasm. Hell, it even made Gideon feel a type of way about him. Caleb had that effect on people. You couldn’t help but like him, including Gideon.
But now he’s gone forever. On the day of his funeral, she was the last one to leave. Patrick and the others had already gone, partly because it was too painful to listen to her cries, and partly because none of them knew what to say anymore. What words could possibly comfort someone who lost the person who was their world?
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“How long are you going to sit out here in those wet clothes?”
“Until they dry.”
He chuckled softly, kneeling beside her, shifting the umbrella to cover her instead. Rain started to pour down on Gideon's head and clothes.
“You’ll catch a cold, you know.” she mumbled in her sleeve.
“It’s fine. I’ll leave when they dry.”
She tucked her face back into her arms. Then she glanced up and took hold of the umbrella, centering it between them.
“I’ll go home and change soon.”
They sat in silence, both staring at his name carved into his gravestone, deeply analyzing the grooves of the craving of each letter. The petals of apple blossoms lay scattered around the base, their pink edges bruised by rain. Short blades of grass were beginning to grow back through the soil. Gideon thought about how they pretty much both memorized every inch of this spot by now.
“Isn’t Skyhaven far from here?” she asked.
“Not really.”
“Liar.”
He hesitated. Gideon hadn’t planned on giving it to her like this, not in the rain, not while she was already breaking. But maybe there wasn’t ever going to be a right moment.
“I came to give you something,” he said, reaching into his jacket pocket. The black-haired pilot pulled out a stack of envelopes, the paper slightly wrinkled, the ink faded in places.
Her eyes widened the instant she saw the handwriting. She took them from his hands, clutching them tightly.
“H…how?”
“I was cleaning out his room,” Gideon said softly. “We’re sorting through his things to give to his family. Found these in his closet…I read a few. I’m sorry. But they’re for you.” Her hand was practically shaking, hesitating on whether or not she wanted to open it.
“You don’t need to read them now. Take it at your own pace, okay?”
She looked at him then, an unreadable expression caught somewhere between desperation and fear. After a long pause, she handed them back.
“Can you hold onto them for me? My clothes are soaked. I don’t want to ruin them.”
She stood, holding his umbrella out for him.
“My house is nearby,” she said quietly. “Do you want to come?”
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Gideon sat silently in her living room while she went upstairs to change. He could hear the shower running from downstairs.
It was his first time in Caleb’s childhood home. The air smelled like nostalgia. Old wood, light, and floral. Through the archway, he could see the kitchen, worn but warm. Gideon wondered how many times Caleb had run through that doorway, calling for Miss Apple to tell her dinner was ready. Did Caleb ever talk about him when he came back home? He wondered what were the things they spoke about at the dinner table.
The wooden coffee table in front of Gideon was scratched and worn. He could picture a small Caleb and Miss Apple sitting here, helping her with homework. Caleb would definitely be the type to help her with her homework. Caleb was like that with him too. Whenever he’d hear Gideon shift in his seat and agonize over their meteorology homework, he’d pretend he was “curious” to see what Gideon was doing and casually teach him the concept until he understood it - even though his brown-haired roommate had his own studies to focus on.
That guy really was annoying.
But traces of him lingered everywhere - not just his things, but hers too. Gideon headed toward the kitchen archway and bent down. He could see the small marks of lines carved into the wall, each at various heights with names across from them.
Pipsqueak, 7 Caleb, 10 Squeakers, 10 Big Meanie, 13 Caleb is the Best, 17 No, I am!, 14
He couldn’t help but smile.
“At some point we gave up on actually writing each other’s names.” a voice said behind Gideon.
The pilot turned around to see her leaned against the wall at the bottom of the stairs. Her hair damp from her shower and a towel was around her neck. She walked over before she softly touched the walls, as if it could break at any moment. She hovered her thumb over the etched “Caleb”.
“It was his idea, y’know? He always saw it in movies. Where families etch their heights at home. Gran was so mad when she came home and saw what he did. She scolded him but at some point she thought it was cute and let us do it for every year after.”
Her hand lingered on the topmost marks.
Caleb is a liar!!, 22 Love you, 25
Gideon could hear the lump in her throat, see the way her eyes shimmered with unspoken words. Maybe Caleb had written it as a joke then - but Gideon knew he meant every letter that was etched. She let out a shaky breath, turned away, and started back up the stairs.
“Can we talk in my room?” she asked quietly. “It’s…easier for me.”
Day 15 entry for @sasuhinamonth
“Childhood Best Friends” 🥹
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Day 1: Ghost
Childhood CalebMcZayne go trick or treating 🍬
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Ray of Light, a sasuhina fanfic: CH.3
SUMMARY: Bound by duty and expectations, Hinata and Sasuke form an unlikely bond, one born of quiet strength and shared solitude. In each other, they find the comfort they've always been denied. But Sasuke’s path of revenge drives a wedge between them, forcing the two childhood friends to part ways until the reunite. Shame, regret, and unanswered feelings now sit between them. Sasuke will understand what his brother meant on that snowy day. ===
TABLE OF CONTENTS As students said their goodbyes to their parents, they trickled into the classroom. Some eagerly sit next to friends and others choose quiet corners to avoid being called on by the teacher. There were students excited to be with familiar faces, and others who were clearly nervous about meeting someone new.
Sasuke was neither.
He wasn’t interested in making friends or getting to know anyone. He only had one goal: becoming as great as Itachi so their father would finally acknowledge him. If he wanted that to happen, he couldn’t waste time, everything had to go toward sharpening his skills.
When he stepped into the noisy classroom, the buzz of conversation quickly died down. All eyes turned to him. After all, everyone in Konoha knew the Uchiha name. His father wasn’t just the head of the Uchiha clan, he was also the Captain of the Konoha Police Force.
Sasuke could feel the weight of their stares but didn’t react. He wasn’t surprised. As the son of the Uchiha head, he knew he had to carry himself a certain way: calm, focused, without causing trouble or bringing shame to his family.
His eyes scanned the room, looking for a seat far enough away from anyone who might get in the way of his concentration.
He looked towards a group of girls who looked at him with starstruck eyes. One with distinct aqua eyes and blonde hair, telltale of a Yamanaka. A girl with bright pink hair sat next to her. He’d never seen that color before. She was staring right at him, eyes wide with interest. Sasuke’s stomach sank. He could already imagine the nightmare of girls crowding around him, whispering and giggling during class. Nope. Definitely not sitting there.
He glanced to the top right corner of the room. One kid was already digging into a bag of chips for breakfast, crumbs falling onto his desk. Another, with spiky hair, was snoring softly with his face buried in his arms.
Sasuke narrowed his eyes. Between the crunching and the snoring, he’d lose his mind trying to concentrate. They were out too.
He kept scanning the room, quietly crossing off options in his head. Then, something caught his eyes, a familiar face. Hyuga Hinata.
She was quiet and came from a well-known clan, just like him. Proper, reserved—she probably wouldn’t cause any trouble. That was good enough for him. Their eyes briefly met as he walked over, and he took the seat beside her without a word. Hinata offered a small, polite smile.
Sasuke gave a short grunt in response, resting his chin in his hand and looking away. Finally, peace at last - or so he thought.
It only took a few seconds before the chair legs screeched and footsteps scrambled toward him.
“Hey! You’re Sasuke Uchiha, right?”
“Do you really have Sharingan?”
“What kind of girls do you like?”
“What’s your favorite food?”
Sasuke blinked, caught in a whirlwind of voices. He stared at the cluster of girls surrounding his desk, each one asking something different. At just six years old, he was already overwhelmed. He only managed to catch one of the questions clearly through the noise. Figuring one answer might get them to go away, he muttered a reply that was quiet, sharp, and to the point. He hoped that it would be enough.
“I like tomatoes.”
All of the girls blushed, clearly amused by his cool demeanor and voice.
Behind him, he heard a group of boys scoff, jealous that Sasuke was receiving attention for doing so little. Sasuke didn’t look back.
One of the girls in the group noticed Hinata and whispered loudly to the blonde-haired girl. “Who’s that Ino-chan?”
The girl, Ino, gestured to the girls around her to come closer so she could speak in a hushed tone.
“That’s Hyuuga Hinata. She’s the heiress of the Hyuuga clan. My dad says they’re one of the strongest clans in the village. If you mess with her, her family might come after you.”
The other girls glanced uneasily at Hinata, who kept her eyes forward, pretending she hadn’t heard. But she had. It showed in the small downturn of her lips and the way her shoulders sank ever so slightly. Sasuke noticed. Before he could think more on it, the classroom door slid open and the teacher stepped inside, calling for everyone’s attention as the first lesson of the day began.
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“And that's why we don’t leave our socks in the desks. Alright, any questions?”
Iruka stood at the front of the classroom, his gaze sweeping across the thirty-one students seated before him. It was his first official year as a teacher, and so far, things had gone smoothly. He was genuinely excited about guiding the next generation of shinobi. And yet… a quiet unease tugged at him.
Of course, it had to be his class that received the Nine-Tails’ jinchūriki.
When he'd first heard the news in the teacher’s lounge, he couldn’t stop his hand from curling into a fist. Logically, he knew the boy hadn’t personally done anything to him. But that thing sealed inside him, the beast that destroyed the village and took his parents, was harder to separate from the child himself. He tried to shake the feeling.
The morning had been routine enough: Iruka had gone over the class rules, what the students could expect from their time at the Academy, and now everyone had just finished working on name tags to help learn each other’s names. To lighten the mood, he’d ended introductions with a story from his time as a teaching assistant.
With no raised hands and no lingering questions, Iruka took a breath and moved on to the last topic before lunch.
“Alright, so let’s move onto your very first assignment.”
Iruka picked up a piece of white chalk from the podium and began writing across the chalkboard in clear, bold strokes.
'Where I Come From'
A few students leaned forward to read it aloud under their breath.
“That’s right,” Iruka said, turning to face the class. He rested his hands on the podium, his voice steady but warm.
“For your first assignment, I want each of you to prepare a short presentation.”
He gestured toward the list of bullet points beneath the title.
“You can talk about where you come from: your clan, your family, your guardians, even the village you grew up in. Then I want you to tell us why that’s important to you, and what kind of ninja you hope to become.”
A loud scoff echoed through the room, cutting through the stillness. It was the Nine-tailed Jinchuuriki, Uzumaki Naruto.
“I don’t need anyone! I’m going to be an amazing ninja because I’ll be Hokage one day!”
All of the students look at the boy in disbelief.
Iruka looked at him wide-eyed. A Nine-tailed Jinchuuriki as Hokage was a bit laughable to think about for Iruka, especially based on its history with Konoha. However, Iruka couldn’t help but peak interest with the blonde-haired boy.
“Alright, why don’t you tell your classmates more about it, Naruto? Let’s get into groups of three with the people around you and brainstorm.” He gave a smile.
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The students discussed amongst themselves about their family and clan. Iruka walked around, listening to the student’s engaging conversations. However, there was a group of students that were awfully quiet while one rambled on.
It was Uchiha Sasuke, Hyuga Hinata, and Uzumaki Naruto in a group with each other.
Two children from the most prominent clans of the village and the outcast. An interesting trio of sorts. Sasuke gave an annoyed look at Naruto as Hinata listened attentively. Iruka walked over to hear what he was saying.
“So like I said earlier, I’m Uzumaki Naruto, and I’m going to be Hokage dattebayo! I’ll make sure everyone will know what an amazing ninja I am.”
Sasuke looked at him, his ears ringing from Naruto’s loud voice.
“The teacher said to talk about where we come from, not to talk about things that will never happen.” Sasuke said. Naruto shot him an annoyed glare.
“And who are you?” he said.
Sasuke leaned back in his seat, his arms crossed.
“I’m Sasuke Uchiha, my dad is the head of the Uchiha clan.”
Naruto tilted his head in confusion.
“U-Uchiwa clan?”
Sasuke shot him an annoyed glare.
“Uchiha.” he corrected.
“What’s so good about your clan anyway?” Naruto asked.
Sasuke sighed.
“The Konoha Police are led by the Uchiha,” Sasuke said, his tone sharp.
“My dad’s the chief of police. If you want to be Hokage someday, you should at least know the basics about living in this village.”
Naruto slightly recoiled back in his seat.
“I-I knew that already, I was just testing you!” he blurted out, flustered.
Sasuke smirked. “Well, for my presentation, I’m going to talk about my clan. Some people need to be reminded why we’re the strongest clan in Konoha.”
Naruto pressed his lips together in frustration. Iruka stepped in before things could escalate further.
“Alright, that’s enough for now.” Iruka put his hands on his hips.
“I think that’s great you want to talk about your clan Sasuke. There’s many different clans in Konoha so it’ll be great for everyone to talk about what makes their clan special.”
Iruka glanced at Hinata, who had been quietly watching the whole time.
“And what about you, Hinata?”
Hinata blinked, a little surprised by being suddenly put on the spot.
“I’m Hinata Hyuga. And… I want to talk about my mother.” she said in a soft voice.
“That’s wonderful, Hinata. Why did you choose her?”
Hinata nervously fiddled with her fingers, feeling shy under the spotlight.
“My mother always says that even if I’m a Hyuga, that doesn't mean I’m better than anyone. We’re all part of the village. And a village means we’re all family. So I want to be strong and kind like her to protect my family like she did…”
All three of them looked at her. Iruka was impressed with her well-thought answer for a six year old child. It seems like he caught himself a smart batch of students.
Sasuke stared at her. Being strong he can agree with…but kind? Sasuke recalled stories of his father catching perps and others using the jutsus in their criminal acts. If his father was kind to all criminals there would be no way the village would be safe. Sasuke didn’t say anything but silently judged her answer.
On the other hand, Naruto had the opposite reaction. With a wide grin he looked at Hinata and said, “Wow! Hinata you’re so cool!”
Hinata was taken aback by his sudden compliment and sunk into herself a little more as a tinge of red began to cover her cheeks. She gave a small nod and quietly thanked him.
Sasuke watched the exchange in silence. This girl was… weird. Quiet, awkward, and jumpy. But somehow, Naruto’s words made her light up in a way Sasuke didn’t quite understand.
Sasuke frowned. Did he really have to be friends with this girl?
His mother had already told him more than once that he should be nice to her, that she was “a good girl,” and that it wouldn’t hurt to look out for her now and then.
Sure, he understood Hinata mattered to his mother. But did that really mean he had to be friends with her too? He turned his eyes back toward her. She was still flustered from Naruto’s compliment, fiddling with the ends of her sleeves. Sasuke let out a small sigh. This was going to be annoying.
“And what about you Uzumaki-kun? How about your family?” Hinata asked.
Naruto’s eyes dipped, and for a brief second, the smile slipped from his face, just long enough to show it wasn’t as solid as it seemed.
Then, almost like flipping a switch, it went away.
“Eheh, just call me Naruto!” he said with a wide grin, puffing out his chest. “I don’t need anybody - I’ll become a super awesome ninja all on my own!”
Hinata’s eyes sparkled with admiration, quietly impressed by his confidence. The boy looked nothing like the creature sealed inside him. But the moment Iruka saw that too-bright smile and heard those words, something uneasy twisted in his chest.
Alone. Of course he’s alone.
His student file was thin: no known parents. No consistent guardians. Just a trail of temporary caretakers and short-term housing arrangements. He wasn’t sure what he expected from the jinchūriki. But somehow, this wasn’t it. He exhaled quietly through his nose, straightening his posture.
Then, clapping his hands together with a forced energy, he addressed the class.
“Alright! Let’s get ready for lunch. After that, you’re all dismissed for the day.”
He started toward the door, but paused just before stepping out.
“Ah, one more thing,” he said, turning back to glance at the room.
"Even the best ninja had people by their side. You’re all comrades here, so try to get along and have each other’s backs. I hope you all become good friends during your time at the academy."
Some students blinked blankly, already distracted by the thought of lunch. A few exchanged confused looks, not quite grasping what Iruka meant. They were still too young to understand the weight behind his words. But others like Hinata sat a little straighter, a spark of something hopeful flickering in their eyes. Maybe they didn’t fully understand yet, but the idea of being part of something bigger, of having comrades, stirred something warm in their hearts.
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After lunch, students crowded around the playground, excited to make new friends and to show off any jutsus they already knew.
Lunch time was horrible for Sasuke. As soon as he had sat down a group of girls crowded him, talking their head off to him. He decided to avoid them during recess so he could finally have a thought to himself. He managed to get away from the group of girls as he walked behind a small shed. He breathed a sigh of relief. Was this to be his life for the next years at the academy? Sasuke put his hand over his face in exhaustion.
“Hey you!”
Sasuke turned to the voice, thinking someone was calling out for him. When he looked in the direction he saw three boys surrounding Hinata. They were actually talking to her. Sasuke stayed hidden, watching to see what was going on.
“What's with your weird eyes?” A boy with a mole in his chin asked.
A tall boy with a green durag hit his friend's head.
“She’s a hyuga you idiot. She’s from one of the strongest clans. Never seen a hyuga before?”
His friend rubbed his head. “My first time meeting one.”
A short boy with a unibrow leaned into Hinata's face, his nose almost touching hers.
“Hey that means you have byakugan! Show me!”
Hinata pulled back, feeling uncomfortable.
“I…uh…” she tried to pull words together but her mind was racing at the situation she was in.
Sasuke frowned, irritated by her silence. Why wasn’t she saying anything? Why wasn’t she telling them off? In his mind, she had no spine. Whatever - he decided it wasn’t his problem and turned to leave. But just as he stepped away, he heard one of the boys speak up again, their voices still sharp behind him. The one in the durag grabbed Hinata’s arm roughly.
“If you’re really from some powerful clan, why do you look so weak?” he sneered.
“Go on, show us your Byakugan if you’re so tough.”
“Hehe. That’s right! Boys are stronger than girls too, no matter what your clan is! There’s no way a girl like you is strong.” the boy with the mole claimed.
Hinata tried to step back, but her feet felt rooted to the ground. Durag boy took a firm grip on her wrist. It hurt. The others began to crowd around her, jeering quietly, their presence closing in like a tightening net.
“L-Let go…” she whispered, eyes wide.
The boy holding her smirked and leaned closer.
“What was that? Speak up, shortie. I can’t hear you,” he mocked, twisting her wrist.
Hinata winced, biting back a yelp. Then, suddenly - The boy’s arm was yanked back, hard enough to break his grip.
“What the-?” he snapped, but the words caught in his throat when he saw who it was.
Sasuke stood beside Hinata, his expression sharp and cold.
“She said let go,” Sasuke said coolly, locking eyes with him.
“Are you deaf, or just stupid?”
The boy staggered a step back, momentarily stunned. The other kids backed off too, unsure now that someone was standing up to them. Durag boy scoffed, covering his embarrassment with attitude. He immediately recognized it was Uchiha Sasuke.
“Tch. Acting all tough just ’cause your daddy’s the clan head,” he snapped.
“You think that makes you better than everyone?”
Sasuke didn’t flinch. “No. But, I know I’m better than you.”
Hinata stood frozen, her wrist still faintly throbbing where the boy had grabbed her. She clutched it close to her chest, her heart pounding in her ears. Feeling challenged, durag boy took a step back and raised his fists, puffing out his chest like he was preparing to fight. His friends flanked him, matching his stance.
Sasuke didn’t hesitate, he shifted into a ready stance of his own, his dark eyes narrowed with resolve. He looked smaller than the other boys, but Hinata could sense it: he wasn’t afraid.
She swallowed hard.
'Is he really going to fight them… because of me?' she thought.
Before anything could break out, a rustling noise came from the nearby bushes. Everyone turned toward it. A boy with a spiky black ponytail emerged, scratching the back of his head and yawning.
“Hnn… I can’t even nap in peace,” he muttered, opening one lazy eye to assess the scene.
He gave the group of boys a flat look.
“If you’re seriously thinking of fighting an Uchiha, maybe don’t. Kid’s been training longer than you’ve been potty trained.”
The unibrow boy bristled. “And who even are you?”
“Just someone trying to take a break,” the ponytailed boy replied with a shrug.
He tilted his head toward Sasuke.
“I saw him practice his fire jutsu yesterday. If you like the idea of being turned into barbecue, then sure. Go ahead.”
“Shikamaru! Did you say barbecue?” a round-faced boy with crumbs on his cheek waddled over, holding a new bag of chips.
“Man, I could really go for some right now. Let’s go to my place afterschool!”
Hinata blinked, overwhelmed by the sudden appearance of these strangers. Faced with the growing crowd (and clearly losing their edge) the group of boys exchanged irritated glances.
“Tch. Whatever.” Durag boy scoffed and turned away. “Let’s go.”
With a final glare at Sasuke, the group retreated, muttering under their breath as they walked back toward the main playground. Hinata let out a breath she hadn’t realized she was holding. Her hands trembled slightly at her sides. Before she could say anything to the boy seemingly named Shikamaru and his friend, they walked away as his friend rambled on about barbecue.
“Thank you…” came a soft voice behind him.
He turned to see Hinata standing there, eyes low and voice barely above a whisper. His brow twitched. He stared at her and then frowned.
“Why’d you just stand there?” he snapped, brows furrowing. “You didn’t even try to push them or yell or anything!”
Hinata blinked up at him, startled. She looked down, her hands fidgeting with the hem of her sleeves. Sasuke crossed his arms, clearly annoyed.
“If you don’t fight back, people are just gonna keep picking on you! You gotta say something at least!”
Hinata’s shoulders wilted further. She nodded slowly, eyes shining with a mix of shame and confusion. “…I’m sorry.” Sasuke stared at her. Her face looked all sad and droopy now, like she was about to cry. He scowled and turned away.
“Ugh… this is why I don’t like girls,” he muttered.
Sasuke sat down beside her without a word. Hinata glanced at him, curious, but he didn’t meet her gaze. Instead, he simply gave a subtle gesture with his hand, signaling for her to sit. She blinked in surprise at the silent invitation but did as asked. A moment later, she heard a soft rustling as Sasuke reached into his pocket.
Without saying anything, he pulled something out. He held his hand out to her.
“Here.”
She took out both hands as he dropped a green candy into her hand.
“What’s this?” Hinata asked.
Sasuke felt frustrated having to explain everything to her. Why couldn’t she just figure out what he was doing?
“Some girls gave me some candy. I don’t like sweets. So you can have it.”
Hinata stared at the green candy in her hand. She opened it before putting it into her mouth. The taste was bitter at first, causing Hinata to scrunch her nose slightly at the sudden sharpness. But she recognized the flavor immediately, matcha. As the bitterness began to mellow, a rich, earthy smoothness spread across her tongue. It reminded her of freshly whisked matcha tea.
“It’s good.” She looked at him and smiled.
“Hn.” Sasuke stared at her, not knowing how to feel.
An awkward silence hung in the air as Hinata quietly swirled the candy in her mouth. The breeze rustled the leaves above them, casting flickers of light across Sasuke’s face.
He stared up through the branches, half-listening to the wind, half-distracted by a voice in his head.
“Be friends with her…”
Tch. Sasuke clenched his jaw. Why did he have to be such a responsible son? His eyes flicked toward Hinata, who was still sitting quietly beside him.
“So…” he started, voice uncertain.
Hinata looked up, brushing strands of hair away from her face as she finished the last crunch of her candy.
“Why did you pick your mother?”
She blinked. “Huh?”
“For your project. You said you wanted to be a strong and kind ninja.” Sasuke frowned slightly.
“Being strong makes sense. But kind? Kindness and being a ninja… don’t really go together.”
Hinata’s smile faltered, her expression dimming into something more solemn. Sasuke suddenly felt a twinge of guilt twist in his stomach. Had he messed up again? He didn’t even have another candy to give her.
Sasuke had heard the stories. Grown-ups talked about how fierce his father was. How he could make even the worst criminals confess with just a look. They said he never showed mercy, never let his guard down. That’s how justice worked. If you were kind to the enemy, they’d lie… escape… and hurt people again.
That’s what Sasuke believed a real ninja had to be.
Strong. Cold. Unshaken.
But Hinata lifted her head, her voice steady.
“…My father says the same thing,” she said quietly.
She looked down at her sandals as she slowly moved her feet together in the dirt.
“He says being kind makes you weak. That you’ll lose if you stop and care too much.”
“But… I think that’s wrong,” Hinata said softly, but her voice didn’t shake. “If all ninjas were mean, then there’d only be scary ones left…”
She held her hands in her lap, fingers fidgeting a little.
“…But I know that’s not true. Because the ninjas in the village, they protect us. They protect their families, their friends…the people they love. People like that…they can’t be bad.”
She paused and looked up at the same branches as Sasuke,
“Mama was one of those ninjas, and I want to be like that too.”
Sasuke didn’t say anything right away.
He stared down at a little twig near his shoe, breaking it in half with the tip of his sandal. She wasn’t wrong. There were ninja who fought to protect the village. His father was one of them. So were the uncles and aunties who worked with him. They didn’t smile much… but they weren’t bad people.
“…I can see what you mean,” he muttered, almost to himself.
Hinata tilted her head, her expression soft.
“Why did you choose your clan?” she asked.
He glanced at Hinata, his expression serious.
“The Uchiha have been part of the village forever. My dad says our clan is one of the strongest, we’ve always protected the village and villagers.”
Sasuke leaned back as a soft breeze swept through his bangs gently.
“I want to be a ninja who makes the Uchiha name even stronger,” he said.
“I want to make my father proud… and not bring shame to my clan.”
He caught a flicker of something in Hinata’s eyes - curiosity, maybe - before she leaned a little closer to him.
“You must really love your family, huh, Sasuke-kun?” she asked, smiling brightly.
Sasuke felt the tips of his ears grow warm. He quickly looked away.
“…I don’t hate them,” he muttered.
Hinata giggled at his answer.
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Ray of Light, a sasuhina fanfic: CH.2
SUMMARY: Bound by duty and expectations, Hinata and Sasuke form an unlikely bond, one born of quiet strength and shared solitude. In each other, they find the comfort they've always been denied. But Sasuke’s path of revenge drives a wedge between them, forcing the two childhood friends to part ways until the reunite. Shame, regret, and unanswered feelings now sit between them. Sasuke will understand what his brother meant on that snowy day.
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Excited conversations were exchanged between families at the Ninja Academy. It was the first day for the newly fresh batch of recruits, many prominent clan members and relatives were there for the academy’s entrance ceremony. Just like every other school, the Ninja Academy was no different from others, well - other than creating children of mass destruction.
Hinata scanned the crowd, weary of the amount of people that were there. She tightly held the hand of her caretaker and bodyguard, Ko. Ko looked down at Hinata. Ko had been serving the soke (main branch) for his entire life. He had recently received Jonin rank at the young age of 17 years old and deemed competent enough to be the heiress’s personal caretaker. Although he had his own personal feelings towards how the elders treated the bunke, (branch house) he found comfort in hoping he could teach the young heiress to become a future head of her clan to ease tensions between soke and bunke.
But, Ko could tell, Hinata would struggle with the weight of her title as the Hyuga heiress. She was hesitant, shy, and unfailingly kind. These were traits she inherited from her mother, and though admirable, they were not the qualities many expected from the future leader of the esteemed Hyuga clan.
As Hinata walked alongside Ko, curious eyes followed them. For some of the children, it was their first time seeing a Hyuga. The clan’s signature eyes—pale and pupil-less—fascinated them. But not everyone was as welcoming. Some parents quickly turned their children away, wanting no trouble, and preferring not to associate with the Hyuga at all.
Hinata observed the families around her. She didn’t know how to describe the ache in her chest, and her stomach hurting. Why did seeing other children with their parents make her feel sad?
Hinata tugged gently at Ko’s sleeve.
“Ko-san… will Father be coming?”
Ko hesitated before answering. “No. He has an important meeting to attend. I’m afraid he won’t be able to make it.”
Her expression faltered, disappointment flickering across her face. She gave a small nod, trying to hide her hurt.
“I’m sure your father wanted to be here for you,” Ko added, offering a reassuring smile in hopes of lifting her spirits.
But it was a lie. That very morning, Ko had asked Lord Hiashi the same question. His answer had been cold and without hesitation - that there were more important matters to attend to than a mere children’s ceremony. Hinata’s gaze drifted, catching the faint creak of a swing set in motion. Across the playground, she spotted a familiar head of spiky blonde hair. Her eyes widened slightly.
She remembered him.
It was that same boy, the one who had stood up for her against the bullies last winter. She’d never gotten the chance to properly thank him.
As she proceeded to head towards him, Ko held her hand back.
“Hinata-sama, where are you going?”
She looked up at him, her voice soft. “That boy…”
Ko followed her gaze—and immediately stiffened when he saw who she meant. The Nine-Tails’ jinchūriki. He knelt down to meet her eyes, his tone more serious.
“Hinata-sama, you mustn’t interact with him.”
“Why not?” she asked, confused.
Ko hesitated. He couldn’t explain the full truth to her.
“It’s... not good to be associated with him,” he said carefully.
Hinata looked back at the boy. He sat alone, a distant expression on his face as he scanned the crowd, just as she had moments earlier.
No family. No friends by his side.
That quiet loneliness surrounding him... it felt familiar. And it only deepened the curiosity growing in her heart.
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At the same time, a raven-haired boy stood beside his mother, who had just finished exchanging polite words with several wives of the clan leaders. Sasuke was bored out of his mind, shifting from foot to foot as he waited for his mother to stop chatting. Every time one of the clan aunties passed by, they ruffled his hair or pinched his cheeks, gushing about how much he resembled her.
He hated it.
Even worse were the aunties’ daughters, who stared at him with hearts practically floating in their eyes. Being the son of the Uchiha police captain had its perks, but the constant attention wasn’t one of them. With a sigh, Sasuke kicked a small pebble, watching it skip across the ground until it landed near the feet of a girl.
He paused.
Those pale, almost ghostly eyes, he recognized them. What was her name again? Hima? Hisana? He couldn’t quite remember. He’d only seen her a few times after that snowy meeting. But now it looked like she’d be starting school with him.
“Sorry, Sasuke. Mama was just catching up with some old friends,” Mikoto said with a light, apologetic chuckle.
Sasuke looked up at her. She was smiling, clearly in good spirits.
“It’s fine,” he muttered, though he couldn’t hide his boredom completely.
Mikoto’s gaze shifted ahead and then brightened when she recognized that memorable cherub face.
“Hinata-chan!” she called out warmly, stepping forward. Sasuke followed behind her.
Hinata turned toward the familiar voice, a soft smile blooming on her face.
“Mikoto nee-chan!”
Ko’s eyes widened in alarm. Flustered, he quickly leaned down and whispered, “Hinata-sama, you must address her as Uchiha-sama!”
He looked at Mikoto and gave her a deep, apologetic bow.
“I’m very sorry for the disrespect.”
But Mikoto only laughed gently, waving it off. “It’s alright, Ko. I told her she could call me that,” she said with a playful twinkle in her eye.
Just seeing Hinata's face filled Mikoto with a bittersweet ache.
The memory of the funeral was still vivid, as if it had happened only yesterday. Her long-time friend Hisako had died from complications during childbirth about three years ago. What lingered most in Mikoto's mind wasn't the ceremony itself, but the soft, heart-wrenching sobs of little Hinata calling out for her mother and the cold, stifling silence from the Hyuga soke.
However, no one seemed to mourn as deeply as Hiashi. Though he remained stoic throughout the funeral, Mikoto, who had known him for years, could see the sadness that weighed heavily behind his composed facade.
“Mikoto nee-chan, what are you doing here?” Hinata asked, her voice tinged with surprise and a hint of delight.
Mikoto smiled warmly and gently placed a hand on the girl’s head, brushing a strand of hair behind her ear.
“Why, to see you of course, Hinata-chan.”
Hinata giggled, her cheeks tinged pink from the affection. There was something comforting about Mikoto’s presence—gentle, maternal, and kind in a way that made her feel safe. She had missed this feeling. Sasuke, standing just behind, crossed his arms and looked away with a huff. He wasn’t used to sharing his mother’s attention, and for some reason, it bothered him more than usual. Mikoto noticed her son’s demeanor and chuckled softly.
She pulled him closer to her.
“And I also came with Sasuke. It’s his first day at the academy too. You remember him, don’t you, Hinata-chan?”
Hinata turned to Sasuke, her pale eyes meeting his dark ones.
“Hi, Sasuke-kun.”
He shifted uncomfortably, keeping his hands in his pockets.
“…Hi.” His reply was nonchalant.
Mikoto gave an amused sigh and shook her head.
“Sorry, Hinata-chan. He’s a bit shy.”
Sasuke’s head snapped toward her. “W-what!? I’m not shy!”
“Mm-hmm. Of course not,” Mikoto teased with a knowing smile.
Hinata gave a small laugh behind her hand. For a brief moment, the sadness she had felt earlier had faded, replaced by a quiet warmth.
Sasuke glanced at her and then looked away again, ears slightly red. He didn’t know why, but her laugh didn’t annoy him as much as the others usually did.
“Hinata, how’s your baby sister Hanabi?” Mikoto asked, her tone gentle with genuine curiosity.
Hinata’s face lit up at the mention of her little sister. She stood up a little straighter, hands clasped in front of her as she replied in a soft but eager voice.
“She’s doing good. She doesn’t cry a lot anymore and she likes to eat sweets like me. The other day she tried to steal my candy I got from Ko-san, but she’s not supposed to have candy because she’s a baby!”
Mikoto chuckled. “Oh really? So what did you do?”
Hinata gestured to Mikoto to bend down and with a proud little smile, whispered in her ear.
“I made Ko-san cut cucumbers into shapes of candy and tricked Hanabi into eating it. She thought it was candy.”
Ko, standing nearby, sighed in quiet resignation. Despite being a seasoned ninja with years of experience in handling blades and throwing weapons with deadly precision, nothing had ever made him sweat quite like using a kitchen knife. Ko wasn’t skilled in cooking so using a regular kitchen knife to cut anything but an enemy was one of the hardest things to do. Still, he couldn’t find it in himself to say no when Hinata asked.
“How smart of you, Hinata-chan. You’re such a kind sister,” Mikoto said warmly, her smile deepening with affection.
Hinata giggled, her cheeks pinking slightly. There was a comfort in Mikoto’s words that wrapped around her like a soft blanket. The gentle way she spoke, the warmth in her gaze, it reminded Hinata so much of her mother. Mikoto bent down and gently patted Hinata’s head.
“Hinata, if you ever need anything, just let Sasuke know. He’ll help you.”
Sasuke visibly stiffened beside her, his eyes widening slightly as he shot his mother a betrayed look.
“Wha-” he started to protest, but the moment was broken by the sharp voice of a teacher calling out over the courtyard.
“First lessons will be starting soon! Students, please head into the classrooms!”
Ko gave a small, respectful bow to Mikoto.
“Well, it seems we will be heading in first. It was a pleasure seeing you, Uchiha-sama.”
Mikoto returned the bow with a smile. “Likewise, Ko. And take care, Hinata-chan.”
“See you, Mikoto nee-chan!” Hinata chirped with a small wave, her voice light and cheerful as she followed Ko into the building, her heart just a little lighter than it had been before. Mikoto had an unmistakable look of affection on her face as she waved after Hinata, her hand lingering in the air a moment longer than necessary. Sasuke frowned, clearly upset as his mother volunteered him to associate himself with a girl.
“Mom, what was that about? I don’t want to talk to some stupid girl.”
Mikoto gave him a gentle but firm look, the kind that always made him feel like he’d just lost an invisible battle.
“Now Sasuke, that’s no way to talk about a lady,” she scolded softly.
He pouted and looked away with a small huff, scuffing his sandal against the ground. He hated when she corrected him, especially when he didn’t even understand what he’d done wrong. Mikoto knelt down, smoothing a hand over his hair as she met his eyes. Her expression changed and softened in a way Sasuke wasn’t used to. It wasn’t the usual warmth or playfulness. There was something quieter in her eyes, something that almost looked… sad.
“She’s Mama’s friend’s daughter,” Mikoto said, her voice just above a whisper. Her gaze drifted to the small figure of Hinata walking away beside her caretaker.
“So, she’s important to me too. Be good friends with her, okay?”
Sasuke’s brows furrowed. He noticed the shift in her tone, the weight of it pressing gently into the space between them. Something unspoken lingered there. Mikoto looked down at him again, her hand still resting on his head.
“Can you do that for me?”
Sasuke didn’t answer right away. But he gave a small nod, quiet and unsure, as his eyes followed the girl with the pale eyes disappearing into the building. At heart he was a mama’s boy. He could never deny a request from his mother.
“I guess.” he shrugged, turning away to hide his expression.
Mikoto gave a gentle smile and kissed him on the forehead. Sasuke immediately covered the spot with his hands in embarrassment, his cheeks tinged red.
“Mama!!”
Mikoto giggled as she sent her child onto his first day of Ninja School.
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