Just A Body

Let’s try this again…

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⪩ body ⪨

　୨ she/her ୧

　　ཐི 23 y ཋྀ

　　　ʚ selfshipper - jabber’s wife ɞ

　　　　꒰ i’m into really gross and bad things ꒱

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Okay but being kidnapped and your kidnapper giving you a dead phone?

There’s a charger on the far side of the room, the wire draped on the floor towards you. A mocking gesture, deliberate in the placement. You know you can’t reach it, the chain would choke you before your fingers could even attempt to get to it.

You press and hold the power button so many times it becomes a fidget, something you do constantly and it feels weird not having the phone, your phone, in your hands.

Maybe they notice your attachment to it, and take it while you’re asleep and place it next to the charger.

They’d mock you how you’re, “always on that damn phone” and you’d just stare. The screen only showing your reflection… or, whatever you could make out in the dark ass room…

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WHAT do I have to do to have a man bite me and scratch me and slap me and spit on me and push me to the ground and kick me and punch me and step on me and choke me and rape me? It’s not like I’m asking for much, only for him to beat me and cut me and

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Getting tattoos in hopes that a bad man won’t kidnap and kill me, only to be a stupid bitch and date a bad man that kidnaps and kills me cause he thought they were hot

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Being trained to follow when he snaps <3

Being trained to stop talking when he gives me a specific look <3

Being trained to sit at his feet when he sits in a chair <3

Being trained to straddle his leg when he pats his lap <3

Being trained to lift my head when his hand gets close to my neck <3

Being trained to crawl to him when he points to the floor <3

Being trained <3

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Father fucking! Parent penetration! Papa pumping!

Give! Me! Dad! Dick!

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I might be a sub bottom, but if that man doesn’t want to fuck me right here and now then I’ll rape him to next week. Give me your dick before I force it inside me flaccid

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Finding men that are genuinely confident enough to hit me is way harder than it should be. Oh, you’re worried I’ll claim abuse? Then just hide me away and beat me till my brain is warped to think it’s love

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I’m so drunk and horny rn, how do I beg him to choke me to death but like… in a causal, normie way?

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It’s not a want anymore, it’s a need that he has to jerk off over my beaten in face and cum directly in my eyes to make the pain that much worse. I’ll throw up and stab myself if he doesn’t

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UUHHGG I need him to HATE me, like absolutely DESPISE me

“Shut the fuck up and get in your room. You know better than to be out here where people can see your disgusting face”

“You ate my bread, didn’t you ugly bitch? Can’t help yourself, huh? Aww poor baby can’t go a few days without food? Well how’s about a week or two then?”

“I’ll beat the shit outta you if you don’t suck my fucking dick right this second”

“Jesus Christ, here we go again with your pleading… you should just be happy you’re being locked in the closet instead of a walk in freezer. You’d probably be better as frozen meat than you are right now as a fleshlight”

“God I can’t wait till you keel over… All I hear is your blabbering. I said I wanted to hear you CRY not BEG”

“Pain killers? You don’t need pain killers. Idiots like you don’t feel pain, you’re just going delusional again”

“You’ll only look pretty to me if your face was wrapped in a trash bag and you were no longer breathing”

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Is there anything better than a abusive boyfriend?

Yes! A rapist abusive boyfriend!

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Playing house with your dad and his friends except your all their wife and take turns alone with you in your bed saying “if you want to play an adult role, then you have to act the part”

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Hi, how are you? Oh I’m good, thanks, uh yeah I’ll take one violently abusive rapist dad please… To go, yeah, thanks

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I really want him to make fun of me for having ptsd because “who would want to touch you anyway? I only rape you cause it’s funny to watch an ugly bitch like you cry”

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“My daddy can beat up your daddy” personally I think they should both beat ME up instead

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My dad should get jealous of my boyfriend and rape me in front of him. I think that would cure my depression.