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“We really wanted to capture, with that scene, the feeling of the unknown. This is a new sensation that Nick’s never really felt before and that Charlie really hasn’t felt before. When they go in for the first kiss, it’s a bit more tentative, a bit more careful. And then the second one, it’s just an explosion of passion.”
HEARTSTOPPER S1 | NICK & CHARLIE
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I decided to create a masterpost that would help you with what you are struggling with. Hopefully any of the links below will help you! Reminder; You’re going to be okay. What you are going through will pass, just remember to breathe.
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Distractions;
Here are some distractions to help keep your mind occupied so you aren’t too focused on your thoughts.
-Draw something
-This website translates the time into colours.
-Create your own galaxy.
-Play flowing.
-Make a 3D line travel where ever you like.
-Listen to music.
-Calm.
-Ocean mood, do nothing for two minutes.
Sleep issues;
- 8 hour sleep music.
-Rainy mood.
-Meditation.
-Coping with nightmares.
-How to cope with nightmares, 11 steps.
-Calm
-Foods that can affect your sleeping, both positive and negatively.
Uncomfortable with silence;
-Rainy mood.
-10 hours of rain and thunder.
-3 hours of rain and thunder.
-Human heartbeat.
-Rainforest.
-Sound of rain on a tin roof.
-Autumn wind.
-Rain on a tent
-Traffic in the rain.
-Soft traffic.
-Fan.
-Train.
-Simply noise.
-My noise.
-Rainy cafe.
Anxiety;
-How to stop worrying.
-Tips to manage anxiety and stress.
-The 10 best ever anxiety management techniques.
-Self-help strategies for anxiety.
-Helping a friend with anxiety.
-All about worrying.
-8 myths about anxiety.
Sad, angry and depressed/depression;
-“I’m always sad”
-Feeling sad.
-Going through trauma.
-“I’m always angry”.
-Anger management.
-All about anger.
-National helplines and websites.
-Self-help strategies for depression.
-Dealing with depression at work.
-Dealing with depression at school.
Isolation and loneliness;
-Pets and mental health.
-All about loneliness.
-“I feel so alone”
-10 more ideas to help with loneliness.
-How to deal with loneliness.
Self-harm;
-Alternatives to self-harm and distraction techniques.
-146 things to do besides self-harm.
-More alternatives to self-harm.
-Self-harm alternatives.
-How to take care of self-harm wounds/injuries.
-Getting rid of scars.
Addiction;
-How to help a friend with a drug addiction.
-What is addiction?
-All about alcohol and addiction.
-The facts about drug addiction.
Eating disorders;
-Helping a friend with an eating disorder.
-Eating disorder treatments.
-Support services for eating disorders.
-Self-help tips with eating disorders.
-Eating disorder recovery.
-Recovering from an eating disorder.
-100+ reasons to recover.
-Understanding and managing eating disorders.
Dealing with self-hatred;
-3 ways to ease self-loathing.
-How to turn self-hatred into self-compassion.
-Self-hatred resources.
-10 step plan to deal with self-hate.
Suicidal;
-International suicide hotlines (1) (2)
-Preventing suicide.
-Reasons to stay alive.
-Dealing with suicidal thoughts and feelings.
-Coping with suicidal ideation.
Schizophrenia;
-All about schizophrenia.
-Helping a person with schizophrenia.
-Understanding and dealing with schizophrenia.
-Delusions and hallucinations.
OCD;
-Managing your OCD at home.
-Overcoming OCD.
-How to cope with OCD.
-Strategies for dealing with the anxious moments.
Borderline personality disorder;
-Helping someone with BPD.
-All about personality disorders.
-Treatment for BPD.
Abuse;
-Healthy relationships VS abusive relationships.
-Emotional abuse
-Overcoming sexual abuse.
-Hotlines services.
-5 ways to escape an abusive relationship.
-Domestic violence support.
-Signs of an abusive relationship.
-What do to if you’re in an abusive relationship.
-Surviving abuse.
-What you can do if you’re sexual harassed.
-Sexual assault support.
-What to do if you’ve been sexually assaulted or abused.
Bullying;
-How to stand up against bullying.
-How to protect yourself when it comes to cyber bullying.
-How to help stop people bullying you.
Loss and grief;
-How to cope with a suicide of a loved one.
-Grieving for a stranger.
-Common reactions to death.
-Working through grief.
(Other loss and grief)
-Moving away from friends and family.
-Coping with a breakup.
Getting help;
-Seeking help early.
-All about psychological treatments.
-Types of help.
-All about age and confidentiality.
Things you need to remember;
- Don’t stress about being fixed because you’re not broken.
-Remember to remind yourself of your accomplishments. Tell yourself that you’re proud of yourself, even if you’re not.
- This is temporary. You won’t always feel like this.
-You are not alone.
-You are enough.
-You are important.
-You are worth it.
-You are strong.
-You are not a failure,
-Good people exist.
-Reaching out shows strength.
-Breathe.
-Don’t listen to the thoughts that are not helping you.
-Give yourself credit.
-Don’t be ashamed of your emotions, for the good or bad ones.
-Treat yourself the same way as you would treat a good friend.
-Focus on the things you can change.
-Let go of toxic people.
-You don’t need to hide, you’re allowed to feel the way you do.
-Try not to beat yourself up.
-Something is always happening, you don’t want to miss out on what’s going to happen next.
-You are not a bother.
-Your existence is more than your appearance.
-You are smart.
-You are loved.
-You are wanted.
-You are needed.
-Better days are coming.
-Just because your past is dark, doesn’t mean your future isn’t bright.
-You have more potential than you think.
- Your value doesn’t decrease based on someone’s inability to see your worth.
Please remember to look after yourself and know that you are more than worth it and you deserve to be happy. Keep smiling butterflies x
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Prompt: Alec and Magnus discussing children (but in the future)
(Thank you! I hope you like it)
When Alec comes into the room, sits down, and stares atMagnus pensively, Magnus knows they’re about to have a conversation. They’ve been together going on ten years now, Magnusknows all of Alec’s looks and mannerisms and he knows the face he gets when he wantsto talk.
Magnus has only to wait him out.
“Do you think…” Alec stops there, frowning to himself.
When he says nothing more, Magnus turns to face him. “Ithink often, but I feel like that wasn’t the end of your question.”
Alec relaxes a tiny bit. “Do you think we should get a pet?”He shakes his head, like he’s annoyed with himself and Magnus arches a brow.
“A pet?”
“You know,” Alec waves his hand helplessly. “Like a kittenor something.”
“Alexander, I can get you a kitten if you want one, but Ifeel like that’s not what this is about.” Magnus sits down beside him, tiltinghis head to study his expression.
Alec sighs, “How do you do that?”
“I know you, love,” Magnus replies easily and places hishand on Alec’s knee. “Please talk to me.”
“You remember at my birthday party when my mom wanted totalk to me?” Alec asks.
Magnus remembered, mostly because Alec had looked so harriedafterward, he’d been a little worried for him. But Alec had told him not toworry about it, and though Magnus hadn’t believed that, he’d learned long agoto pick his battles. And sure enough, Alec came to him.
“I do,” he says, “And you want to talk about that?”
“My mom thinks it’s time we start a family,” Alec says,looking down at Magnus’ hand on his knee, and then he grasps it, curling theirfingers together.
Magnus’ initial reaction is to laugh. He can’t help it. It’s just so very Maryse to demand something like that. “Wellyou’d have to carry it, I’m not going to lose my figure.”
“Magnus,” Alec sighs, but he huffs and rolls his eyes andhis shoulders relax further.
Magnus sobers and squeezes his hand. “Do you want that?” heasks gently.
“Yes,” Alec sighs out, sending Magnus a faintly worriedglance, “I mean, I’d always wanted that, I just never thought I’d get to haveit. But if you don’t want to… It’s fine. Just this, just us, is more than Iever thought I’d get to have. I wouldn’t trade it for anything.”
“I’d honestly never thought about it, Alexander,” Magnusreplies. “I’ve never had someone who wanted that… With me.”
“I want everything with you,” Alec says immediately, hiseyes so bright and earnest it squeezes Magnus’ chest a little. “I love you.”
“I love you too, Alexander,” Magnus replies, and he kisseshim because he wants to and Alec is just so precious to him he needs to expressit sometimes.
“So kids,” Alec says when they part.
Magnus nods, “Kids.”
Alec smiles then, big and warm, and wraps his arms aroundMagnus’ shoulders, tugging him into a kiss that is consuming and passionate andso full of love.
Magnus leans their foreheads together when they part. “ThoughI will admit, I’m a little concerned with you starting this conversation askingabout pets.”
“Well I thought it would be like… practice,” Alec defendshimself, flushing a little in embarrassment.
Magnus hums and pulls him closer, chuckling helplessly, “Andthat is why I love you.”
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I don’t ship Drarry but with that being said, I will accept no other Drarry prompt than them stubbornly competing to outdo the other for the sheer drama.
It starts off when they’re still enemies in the Goblet of Fire. Draco makes a taunt about who Harry’s going to ask to the Yule Ball and how they must be from the worst of the worst lot and Harry rolls his eyes and says, “Well, fitting you say that, Malfoy, because I was going to ask you.” A perfect zing, Harry. 10/10.
But now the ball’s in Draco’s court and obviously he’s not going to pass up on the chance to humiliate the scarhead so he takes the most logical route of humiliation and calls out his bluff: “Fine, Potter, I reckon we’re going.”
But do you think Harry James Potter is just going to back down? That stubborn teenager is going to stare Draco down and say, “Reckon we are.”
Ron’s confused and Hermione’s confused and literally the entire castle is confused but Harry’s satisfied because he called out a bluffer’s counterbluff with a bluff of his own. And they just keep it up.
“I suppose you don’t even know how to dance, Potter?”
The furious teenager who spent years having to watch soapbox dramas with Mrs. Figg just glares at him in his stupid dress robes. “I know some things.”
“Prove it.”
“Fine.”
It’s like that for days until Draco makes the ultimate power move by inviting Harry to the Malfoy’s Annual New Years Eve Ball, taking out a Daily Prophet ad no less, because oh, oh, he’s got Potter now. He’ll never accept and he’ll be humiliated in front of the entire wizarding world. And do you think Harry’s just going to go down without a fight? God, no, he’s going to win whatever the hell this is because he’s Harry Potter, Draco better be worried, oh boy.
They’re still going at it six months later.
“Err—Malfoy?” Crabbe says. “Potter just sent you a dozen roses?”
“That son of a bitch! Send a box of chocolates. That’ll show him.”
“Um, Draco—?”
“I WILL NOT BE OUTDONE, PARKINSON!”
Hahaha I love this! I’ve never been a real drarry shipper but I have to say I’d love to see this happen!
hey about your joavin fic, i read the comments on ao3 and i hate the thought of kevin being hurt too, so i thought maybe it could be about brody approaching kevin again, who thinks he's gonna hurt him, but turns out brody cares about joaquin (maybe like a son?) and doesn't want him to get in trouble or get hurt because of his love for kevin? so he's looking out for joaquin in his own way? idk it seemed like a nice twist. thanks x
Hi, dear anon! Yes, I totally understand where are you going with this! I really like the idea (it’s a huge plot twist, haha!) and I’ll totally think about how it would fit into the concept! Thank you so much ^^
thank you so much for the joavin drabble! i loved it! 100% agree that there will be angst when/if? joaquin comes back. i really liked how you wrote kevin, how torn he was between all the hurt and just wanting joaquin to kiss him like he'd never left, but still giving him a piece of his mind. and joaquin dealing with brody like a boss. :)
Awww thank you so much for such a nice comment! You’re totally welcome I love writing prompts for fellow fans and shippers ;)
Reblog if you write fanfic and would be totally down with your followers coming into you askbox and talking to you about your fic
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I sometimes get messages about my fics and see other authors get messages like “oh my god im sorry to bother you but-” or apologizing profusely for sending multiple asks.
I promise you guys. Absolutely 0 writers are bothered by you talking to them about their fics. If you want to know a detail or are confused about something they are almost definitely sitting ready with an answer that they are excited to talk about.
Don’t feel like you HAVE to message writers (tho if you liked a fic a lot leaving comments is great encouragement) but never apologize for asking about fics or talking about them!
*sobs* please please please ask me about my fics :P
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«Everyone has the fire, but the champions know when to ignite the spark.»
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I GOT MAGNUS BANE. I kid you not the thing that popped up was “warlock bi” lol
hey I love your writing !! could you write a malec prompt where baby max crawls into glass and gets a large cut, cue Alec freaking out and Magnus being all "it's okay, I got it" and then tons of family cuddles pls I need this !!!!
To Be a Troublemaker
Malec Drabble #22
“Oh, crap!” Alec cursed as the mug, previously filled with some already cold coffee, tumbled down from his hands and shattered on the tile floor with a large splash. He’s been trying to finish his morning coffee and clean the messy after-breakfast kitchen when the goddamned phone ranged and startled him so much he dropped everything he was holding. Well, almost everything. Blueberry was thankfully still comfortably seated at his side with Alec’s arm protectively around him. And more so, the little baby apparently thought it was very funny when Daddy managed to break things and make even a bigger mess.
“Gosh, not now.” Alec mumbled while putting Max in his bright blue high chair that has been constantly covered in holographic glitter ever since Papa decided it was too boring for their son. Taking a couple quick steps, he walked out of the room for a second to fetch his phone as he prayed to the Angel and any gods that were listening that Blue would for once stay where he left him. But Blue had other plans.
It’s been only a couple of weeks since Magnus and Alec adopted him but they’ve already learned an important lesson - to never take their eyes off him. He was very curious about the world and often found himself in all sorts of trouble because of it. Even worse, his magical abilities started showing themselves, allowing Blue to redecorate their living room into a swimming pool when he was watching Spongebob or creating a portal to go see Daddy in the Institute during the most important meetings. Magnus was mostly close at hand to put everything back where it belonged but at days like this, when Magnus had to work and could not be disrupted in his study, Alec had to take care of it on his own.
“No, I can’t be there right now..” he said to the phone, turning around and walking back towards the kitchen. “I’m taking care of Max today. Magnus is busy as well and this is my day off. If you need help, ask Clary, Jace or Izzy. They’re my right hands while I’m gone..”
But Alec never got to finish that sentence. Suddenly, a wave of coldblood crying filled the apartment, shaking through every muscle in Alec’s body. Not wasting a single moment, Alec ran towards the door, leaving the phone and the conversation behind, only to find Max on the floor sitting in a puddle of Alec’s cold coffee and with a broken shard in his little chubby hands.
“Max!” Alec called out, watching the blood on his baby’s hands drop onto the floor. The answer came in another round of screams and tears as Blue turned around to look at him and reached out with his arms towards Alec. “No, no, no..”
“Alec? Is everything alright?” Alec heard Magnus’s worried voice from the hallway leading to his study as he picked up Max from the floor with a dreadful expression. This was one of his biggest nightmares. His heart was beating fast and his hands were uncontrollably shaking as he examined the cut on Blue’s palm.
“I.. I left for a minute.. I just wanted to pick up my phone and Max.. he..” Alec stuttered in a pitched wretched voice, listening to the swift approaching steps. Magus appeared from behind the door and came closer to look at their baby boy. He saw the frightened look on Alec’s face but he himself remained calm even as Max struggled and continued his trembling sobs.
“I’m so sorry, Magnus.. I shouldn’t have left..” Alec added but then frowned at Magnus’ little smile and warm gaze.
“It’s okay, my darling. Babies injure themselves all the time. It wasn’t your fault.” he said in a soft voice, working his magic over the cut. The bleeding was quickly stopped and even Blue’s crying turned into quiet mumbling as he watched Papa’s magic close the cut and take away the pain. Soon enough, he was more amazed at what just happened than hurt or scared, the only remains of the situation being the dried tears on his cheeks.
“I won’t ever forgive myself for this.” Alec exclaimed, still holding the now laughing baby that couldn’t take his eyes off the magic sparkles in the air.
“Oh, Alexander.” Magnus sighed cleaning the spilled coffee and the broken mug with a snap of his fingers and putting a gentle hand on Alec’s face. “I told you it’s not easy to take care of a warlock child. When magic calls, we answer.” he chuckled and placed a kiss on Blue’s forehead. Suddenly, he locked his gaze with Alec’s again and his voice gained an unexpectedly flirtatious tone. “You know that we like to be troublemakers.”
Here it is! Thank you, I’m glad you enjoy my fics ^^
Hope you like this one, too!
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joavin prompt: maybe their reunion after Joaquin comes back to Riverdale? As fluffy or angsty as you like, but can it be a happy ending pls? thank you!
So Lost Without You
It was late and it was dark. Kevin was quietly walking through the woods near Sweetwater River, bitter and a little gloomy. He was looking at the dancing leaves far up above his head and the little bit of soft moonlight that shone through them and into his eyes. He was slightly cold but continued a steady pace on the trail, telling himself that the shivers were from the icy breeze not the memories that kept coming up in his mind.
He knew it was not the best decision to come here while the Black Hood still threatened to kill the sinners in Riverdale. But for some kind of a reason, everybody seemed too busy to notice he was gone anyway. He has never been too close with Jughead or Veronica for that matter but it hurt to see Archie and mostly Betty completely blind towards what was happening with him. He kept telling himself that they have more problems than to be concerned with his, Archie almost lost his father and Betty was obviously wrapped in another one of her little investigations, but that was exactly it. For years, he could be sure to have a place next to her at least as a helping hand to investigate but not anymore. He never felt this lonely.
And then there was Joaquin. It’s been weeks since he saw him for the last time but that didn’t stop him from occasionally opening Joaquin’s contact in his phone just to make sure he didn’t get any messages or phone calls, or checking the mailbox every morning before his dad could go over the mail himself. The window in his bedroom remained unlocked despite the dangers of Riverdale and his daily midnight strolls through darkness were like a drug to Kevin. He couldn’t help himself but go there and walk in hopes of seeing a familiar face.
At first it was all about the opposite. He told himself that he wanted to get over Joaquin and the best way was physical activity, being close to someone again. But soon he found out that it only made things worse because no one seemed to fit just like Joaquin did. And every time Kevin closed his eyes, he wished to open them to the image of raven hair and sea blue eyes staring at him.
That’s what he was doing that night as well. He wanted to stop missing Joaquin but his mind kept bringing up the memory of Joaquin’s hands on his waist as he pushed him into the leather seats of his car, the smell of aftershave in Joaquin’s bathroom when they took a shower after a long night or the feeling of his hot and sweaty skin under Kevin’s palms.
It was getting darker every minute and even the moon seemed to take a step behind heavy clouds, leaving Kevin in dimness so similar to the one in his heart. He was about to turn around, find his car and drive back home before his dad could come looking for him with the entire police department but he was stopped by a voice, the type of company he was not looking for tonight.
“Hey, you! Right there!” the person said in a low and raspy tone, somewhere behind Kevin’s back. He totally didn’t sound like one of the guys Kevin sometimes met and hooked up with in this woods and the way he said those words made goosebumps appear on Kevin’s skin. But he was Kevin Keller after all, he could get out of this. Hopefully.
“Hi.” he answered with a wide smile, turning towards the man. “It’s a really pretty night, isn’t it?”
He couldn’t see much, just a shadowy outline of a tall man coming out from between the trees, much larger and taller than him. His heart was starting to beat faster and for the first time he realized what a mistake he was actually doing being out here all alone in the middle of the night. He should’ve let somebody know he was going for a walk or at least take a pepper spray from his father, dammit! It wouldn’t help against a murderer but it would give him a chance to escape or call for help. But it was too late.
“Up for some fun, pretty?” the man said as he approached him with long terrifying steps. Kevin wanted to run, the sane part of his head was yelling at him to listen to his father’s lessons and run but he was paralyzed, shocked to the point he almost forgot how to breathe.
“Um, actually..” he chuckled, trying to remain calm. “I was on my way home, my father is waiting for me. He’s probably already freaking out.”
But that didn’t stop the man, the silent threat of someone knowing if Kevin went missing. He put his right hand into the pocket of his leather jacket and Kevin followed the motion with his eyes, imagining all the tools he could be reaching for right this second.
However, before the man could take one more step towards Kevin, there was another person that suddenly appeared in the corner of Kevin’s vision.
“Leave him be, Brody.” he said threateningly, making Kevin swiftly turn towards him and freeze on the spot, his eyes going wide. Not only did the silky voice match the sweet memories that whispered into Kevin’s ear every night as he was falling asleep, the face was there too. The sharp collar bones he used to kiss every morning to say hello, the prominent brow bones that hid deep piercing stare of the eyes that haunted Kevin for so long. He was still wearing the Serpent jacket and his favorite ripped jeans with a plain white tee. Kevin remembered all the times he tried to make him wear some more colors, something to spice up that wardrobe. It came to him like a slap to his face to see Joaquin in front of him again, so real and beautiful.
“He’s protected by the Serpents, or have you forgotten that?” he continued in the same tone, not giving Kevin any attention and keeping his gaze fixed on the other man. His posture was strict and cold, his back muscles tense and ready for a fight. He looked dangerous, more dangerous than Kevin has ever seen him. He looked in a better shape than when he left Riverdale which somehow made Kevin even more uneasy. There were no bruises on his face nor scratches on his body the way they used to be all the time after the Serpent business. He was supposed to be on the run, what made him come back? Why would he risk spending the rest of his life behind prison bars?
“He used to be, you mean.” the man exclaimed and stood up opposite of Joaquin, leaning over him. “He was protected by the Serpents as long as his pretty ass served a purpose for us. Sheriff’s son.” he spitted out as if judging Joaquin for ever taking on the role by Kevin’s side. He didn’t even realize that for the most part, Joaquin truly had feelings for Kevin. Or that’s what he said anyway.
“He’s still under my protection. And I’m still a Serpent so back off.” Joaquin’s eyes finally found Kevin’s in the dark but the look in them was cold and distant, a second maybe two before they came back to the man.
For a moment, it seemed that Brody would stand up against Joaquin’s words and there seemed to be some kind of a silent conversation going between them. But after long minutes, Brody shook his head, grumbled something under his breath and looked at Kevin for the last time.
“I’ll see you next time, pretty. You traitor boyfriend won’t be here forever.” he threatened, his disgusting grin seeping through Kevin and creating a sickening image in Kevin’s head of what might have happened if Joaquin didn’t come in the right time.
“He won’t bother you anymore.” Joaquin said, contradicting Brody’s words as the man disappeared in the shadows the same way he came.
Joaquin’s face was turned the other way and Kevin didn’t know what to answer, how to react to him. He had so many questions and the part of him that still loved Joaquin wanted to come up to him and take him into his arms, kiss him with everything he had.
“Why are you here?” he said instead with the same coldness he saw in Joaquin’s eyes. He was a criminal after all, Kevin tried to remind himself. He helped cover a murder and lied to him so many times. He wanted to use him to get information and then probably leave him the second Kevin was to no use anymore. That’s what he kept telling himself at least.
“The bench warrant was taken down by someone. I don’t know what exactly happened but they’re not looking for me anymore.” Joaquin looked at Kevin softer this time, watching the traces of tears that were about to fall down Kevin’s cheeks.
“That’s not what I asked. Why are you here?” Kevin repeated, swallowing hard. He was shaking as he added in a whisper: “Why did you come back?”
Joaquin brought a hand up to cover his face and run his fingers through his hair. He suddenly looked tired, his shoulders were slouching down and his brows frowned at Kevin. He was standing only a couple of feet away but it felt as if there was a gaping hole between their bodies, too large to get over.
“I couldn’t stay away..” Joaquin breathed out, focusing his stare at Kevin. “I tried to. I’ve been back for days and I haven’t shown myself to you at all. I knew you were doing fine and I didn’t want to come and destroy your world again. I only came because I saw Brody walking to you and I knew he’d only mean trouble. But you’ll be save from him now on, which means that I’ll go too. If that’s what you want.”
Kevin was silent for a long time, seemed frozen on his feet, trembling from cold and the mix of emotions that was happening inside of him. Joaquin took that as a sign it was time to leave and started to backtrack to his bike on the edge of the forest.
“I wasn’t. “ Kevin finally said, so quietly that Joaquin almost didn’t hear those words leave his lips. “I wasn’t doing fine. I’m not doing fine now either.”
Kevin was shaking his head and he clenched his fist to keep himself from crying but it didn’t have much effect for there were already little streams rolling down from his eyes.
“Preppy?” Joaquin called him with the old nickname and it made a bitter laugh emerge from Kevin’s lungs. Joaquin was closer now, so close Kevin could reach out with his hand and let himself be guided to Joaquin’s loving arms but he didn’t. Not yet.
“I thought.. that you were be better off without me. Without the Serpents breathing down you neck.” Joaquin said, trying to catch Kevin’s gaze with his own.
Kevin was torn. He knew that Joaquin was right, that Betty and everybody else was right. There was no place for gangs in Kevin’s world and he should let Joaquin go, let him hide, forget about him once and for all. But he couldn’t. He didn’t want to.
“I’m just so.. lost.” he said aloud. “So lost when you’re not here. I’m so lost without you.”
Hi, dear anon! Here you go, hope you like it! ^^ I made it more on the angsty side because I personally don’t think things would go straight to unicorns and rainbows as soon as Joaquin would be back at Riverdale, more like the exact opposite, but there is still a kind of a happy ending.
Let me know what you think!
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Hi ! I was thinking about a prompt for Malec "The first time Alec call Magnus "my love" in front of people (Jace, Izzy, Clary, Simon, Luke, Maryse...). It could be during a party or something like that, as you want." I love your writing :)
Be Careful, My Love
Malec Drabble #21
“Alright. Right now, every New York warlock is standing or dancing in that room. I have put up my wards and informed all the ones I trust about our plan. This is the best time to start.” Magnus said in a calm voice, pacing on the concrete floor. Sparks were flying off his fingertips and magic was pulsing through his veins, reacting to the uneasy atmosphere around him.
He, Alec and another couple of Shadowhunters were standing in one of the backrooms of Pandemonium. There has been a rogue warlock out in the streets, killing off mundanes and experimenting with resurrection magic on their dead bodies, and they were more than determined to finally begin their plan and capture him.
“Are you sure that you have sent an invitation to every single warlock in the City?” Jace asked, leaning his palms onto the table and going over the map of the streets around the Club just in case they had to take it outside.
“Positive. And trust me, when Magnus Bane sends you an invitation, you don’t decline.” They have been only a couple of minutes away from the first step in their plan and even though this wasn’t any more special than a regular mission, everybody was a little nervous. They didn’t know who exactly they were looking for or how big of a threat they actually would have to face soon. They were going in basically blind, desperate to stop the growing number of innocent victims and return to peace.
However, when it came to warlocks, even the slightest change in the nature of a person could give them away. Resurrection magic could leave visible marks on the body but also on the energy and magic used by that person. Magnus was confident that he’d be able to recognize them the second he walked into the dance room.
“I still do not approve of you being a bait.” Alec exclaimed out of the blue, stepping closer to Magnus with a frowning look. He hated moments like this. Watching Magnus go out there and possibly risk his life was one of the hardest decisions he ever had to make. But Magnus volunteered and insisted, saying that he was probably the only warlock in New York strong enough to take that killer down. Though it didn’t make things any easier.
“Alexander, darling, I am not a bait. But given the situation, I am the best shot that we have. And besides, I’m the High Warlock of Brooklyn, it is my responsibility to ensure the safety of my people.” Magnus looked up into his eyes with a sigh and put a warm hand onto his shoulder, trying to easy away his nerves.
“That doesn’t mean that you should go out there and face a murderer.” Alec retorted and continued his staring, ignoring the bits of magic that entered his body through Magnus’ touch in an attempt to calm him down. Magnus knew that Alec would never let any warlock use magic to influence him in any way but this was different. It was personal, intimate. It was their silent ‘I love you’, a secret conversation that nobody else knew about.
“Oh, Alexander, you tend to forget how old I am. I have faced murderers many times in my life. And look, I’m still here.” Magnus was trying to help the situation but at that time, nothing could change the tension in Alec’s shoulders and his jaw or the clenching of his teeth. “I have to go now, okay? Let’s get this party started. Isabelle?”
It was now Izzy’s turn to come up to Alec and put a reassuring hand on his arm, as well as a kiss on his cheek.
“Don’t worry, brother, I’ll take good care of him.” she said with a smile and continued towards the door. Izzy was the only person that didn’t, in Magnus’ opinion, look too threatening (Alec), too obnoxious (Jace) or too adorable (Clary) to be seen with him in a middle of the club while he searched for the warlock. Alec didn’t know if it made him calmer or even more worried to see both of them go while he had to sit and wait.
“Just come back, okay? Both of you.” he whispered and gave Magnus one last look. The answer to that was only one of Magnus’ special grins as he smoothed his hair once more and took a quick glance into a mirror to make sure his makeup was still on point.
But as Alec watched him go, he couldn’t help himself and ran up to him once more.
“Magnus!” he called and took his face into his hands, enjoying the warm feeling and softness of his skin. “Be careful, my love.”
And at first, Alec didn’t even realize what words left his mouth. It was later that night when he was lying with Magnus in his arms again that he recalled those two words - ‘my love’. He has never said them in front of anybody except Magnus before but in that situation he couldn’t care less and nobody seemed to mind anyway. For a long time, he was scared to express his affection in such a bold and expressive manner but that side of him was almost gone now. Plus, he could remember Magnus’ eyes starting to shine even brighter and the corners of his lips turning upwards which only assured Alec that his heart made the right decision.
“I will, darling.” was the last thing Alec heard him say as he left through the door and into the crowd.
Hi there! Thank you so much, I’m glad you enjoy my fics!
Sorry this kinda took a darker turn than I expected, haha. I wanted to make the situation kind of tense so that it would work up Alec to say those words. But I would actually like to try and write this in a more relaxed and casual way with Luke, Maryse and others involved as well (I might have forgotten to make them a part of this drabble, forgive me T-T). So let me know if you guys would like to see that, too!
Also I was thinking about starting to post even some other stuff besides fanfics. Maybe some reblogging and making this an actuall blog, haha. I would consider posting some of my fanart as well so feel free to message me or send me an ask about what you think of this idea.
Hope you liked it! Bye ^^
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"If your OTP has a significant height difference, imagine person A (the taller(Magnus) hugging person B (Alec) tightly and gushing about how cute they are."
Cute And Deadly
Malec Drabble #20
“Hmm, I’m so ready for bed..” Alec mumbled with his face half-hidden in Magnus’ chest, his arms around his slim waist. He just came back from a mission and didn’t even bother showing up at the Institute with a report of what happened, relying on Jace to make the right decisions for once and cover for him. Tonight, he simply needed some tasty dinner, good wine and an endless nap in his boyfriend’s arms. Ah, yes, he’d do exactly that.
“Oh, Alexander!” Magnus called with a chuckle, catching him in an embrace. He kept on laughing as he wrapped his long arms around his shoulders and peckered his hair with kisses, walking towards the couch. “Have I ever told you what an adorable little being you are?”
“Ugh, be quiet.” Alec grunted and squeezed his hold on Magnus even more. “I’m not cute, I’m deadly and I kill things on daily basis.”
“Wow, I’m sure of that.” Magnus answered with another wave of laughter and let them fall backwards on the couch. “My adorable deadly Shadowhunter.”
I’m sorry but this is a mess. I have tried writing this prompt in a very cute and light atmosphere but all my attempts ended up with some sad and bitter undertones that just didn’t play well with what you asked for and I had to start from scratch like three times and it still didn’t work out. Sorry I’m not able to write about happy things T-T.
Enjoy at least this teeny tiny couple of words? Because hey, this is the first time I actually managed to write a something somehwat the length of a drabble, haha.
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