livin' life

casey. 25. boston

[bunlly]

Everything I’ve ever let go of has claw marks on it.

David Foster Wallace (via lazypacific)

[thelovejournals]

And I’d choose you; in a hundred lifetimes, in a hundred worlds, in any version of reality, I’d find you and I’d choose you.

Kiersten White, The Chaos of Stars (via thelovejournals)

[iheartswagdouble]

Don’t We Agree?

[bunlly]

Everything I’ve ever let go of has claw marks on it.

David Foster Wallace (via lazypacific)

[extrasad]

1. wash your hair. It’s been 2 weeks since you’ve gotten out of bed. you’re crying too hard for a boy who doesn’t know that when you were born the doctors found stars in your bloodstream. 2. cheap liquor that tastes like peaches and bleach numbs the pain but it leaves you throwing up and I’m not going to hold your hair back so you can drink him down but he’ll come back up and burn your throat all over again. 3. He’s not worth the black outs and shaky hands. Eat something. He’s just a boy who pulled you in too deep. You don’t need him to save you. Get yourself out. 4. Latch your heart shut. save the key for a boy who wouldn’t mind picking the lock and make him give it back when he leaves, you are a hurricane, not a stitched up chest that he can rip open and let bleed every time he’s bored of misses your voice. 5. Wear the dress you wore on your first date with him every night this week. Make new memories in it so you don’t see him every time you open your closet. Leave it smelling like new boys wrapped around you and pretty girls kissing your cheek with red lipstick and cigarettes and city lights instead of him. You don’t fucking need him. 6. A hot bubble bath, tea, chocolate, a blank sheet of paper and paint can fix things for a night. I hope your bedroom becomes an art gallery. I hope you paint the walls and not your skin. 7. I still have love letters from my first boyfriend in the attic. You might not forget him but you sure as hell won’t always miss him. I won’t let you. 8. Sleep on the floor when your bed feels too empty without him. I’ll bring you extra pillows and blankets. 9. I’m sure he’s heart broken over you. 10. No, she’s not prettier than you baby girl, she’s nothing special. 11. I raised you to be the ocean not pools of blood on your sleeves. 12. He is not the same person you fell in love with. He doesn’t need your voice to fall asleep anymore and that’s okay. You’re in love with a stranger now. You don’t know him. He’s not the boy you kissed last weekend. So let him go. You’re not letting go of the boy you fell asleep with 3 months ago. You’re letting go of someone who doesn’t care if you fall asleep crying or not. 13. Don’t let him wipe away your tears. His fingers are razorblades and your cheeks will drip with blood. Don’t let him turn your freckles red. 14. You are the world. He’s lucky that you let him live in you for so long but he hasn’t been paying rent. Kick him out. He doesn’t deserve you. 15. You will find someone else to give yourself to, but not all of you, keep some for yourself.

 (via extrasad)

[heartcountry]

It’s okay if I’m not your favorite chapter you have written, but I hope you sometimes smile when you flip back to the pages I was still a part of.

Y.Z  (via im-sad-lets-have-sex)

[donothope-deactivated20170525]

seni seviyorum aşkım.

[extramadness]

More inspiring quotes here

[zodiacmadness]

Leo, Gemini, Aquarius, Sagittarius, Libra: The Flirty Drunk.

Leo, Gemini, Aquarius, Sagittarius, Libra (via zodiacmadness)

[theluckythirteen-]

[sadepiphany]

If I told you How many times I’ve sat alone On the shower floor, I promise, You’d cry too.

(via im-sad-lets-have-sex)

[gottastayhigh2keepyouoffmymind]

One day it’ll all come back to him. He’ll be laying beside his new girl friend in the same bed where you used to lay and he’ll realize how much he misses you. He won’t ever admit it but deep down he wishes it was you next to him. He’ll eventually call just to see how you are. You’ll answer because you’ve still got that weak spot for him even though he broke your heart. You’d never admit to him all the love letters you’ve written since he’s been gone that are hidden under your bed. You don’t want to seem weak. You want to be the strong girl that he knows and who’s moved on and can be friends with him without a care for how you two used to be. And he won’t ever admit he misses you or longs for you because that would be admitting he was wrong - and let’s face it, no guy ever admits they’re wrong. So you two just talk as friends secretly missing the other one. But you shouldn’t miss him. He ripped your heart out, stomped on it, spit on it, and threw it in a blender and never looked back. The blender is still on and he doesn’t even realize it.

mi

[understudier-deactivated2016012]

You kept saying over and over and over that you would stay. I told you that I’m always the one who gets left and you said the same goddamn thing! You said you would stay. I promised I would, too. We were supposed to be each others stayers. You said you were always the one who would stay. The tables sure have turned haven’t they…?

T.G. // Excerpt from a book I’ll never write #53 // No one ever stays with me (via frootist)

[gottastayhigh2keepyouoffmymind]

[stressedblondes]

but even worse I can’t stop calling her, she’s all I want and more I mean damn, what’s not to adore? (kian lawley)

(via stressedblondes)

[gottastayhigh2keepyouoffmymind]

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[trappunzelll]