Delulu is Best-lulu

She/her | Artist and occasional writer https://linktr.ee/delulub0mb

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my upper body is freezing but my cat is laying on my lap so I can’t do anything about it.

[satanicblowjobs]

Proving a point to my boyfriend.

PLEASE REBLOG if you (male or female) believe it is perfectly okay and natural for a guy of any age to cry

[alpha-blu]

I’ve never hit reblog faster or harder.

[ilovefruitymen]

Y E S

I AGREE

ANYONE AND EVERYONE CAN AND SHOULD CRY MORE OFTEN

BUT LIKE NOT IN A BAD WAY

IN A WAY THAT’S LIKE

“I need to periodically express my emotions so I don’t bottle them up and end up with depression and shit.”

becausethatsliketotallynotwhathappenedtomehahahGOCRYRN

[valhallas-last]

Yes. Its very healthy to cry. In this day and age, its concerning if you dont.

[pnglove]

A SNAIL AND HIS POPCORN 🍿🐌

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It’s so funny how the only poems I haven’t sent to him (I usually send him my poems) are the ones with the words I would like to say to him.

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I Want You To Be Mine Like How I’m Yours

Every sarcastic remark and light chuckle and gruff word has me falling deeper and deeper.

My mouth starts to salivate, I start to drool, my lips and tongue are quivering and loose around the words I want to say to him.

Tell me the intracicies of your soul. What do you like to do? Not just those little hobbies you do, but what does your soul call for? What does it respond to? What makes you blush and stammer? What makes you smile? What makes you feel loved like how you make me feel? 

What is your accustomed to? What words describe you best? Play 21 questions with me, each question allowing me to get closer and closer with who you are. I want to love more of you, not just the things so pitifully superficial and temporary.

What makes you angry? What frustrates you? What little things tick you off? What makes you quake and throw you into a cold sweat? I could talk and hold you through, like how you did to me with your words. Even if those things you said were  or were not with the objective of consoling and comforting and understanding, it left me feeling heard. Flustered. Grinning.

I love our lighthearted (or what I hope is mutually enjoyable) banters. I love it when you send me the perfect response to have me smiling, blushing, and laughing. You seem to do it so effortlessly. Even if it isn’t effortless maybe in truth, I love wha you do. I want more of you.

I want more to hold and touch of you.

I want to cradle your soul. Your heart.

I want to make it pound and make you blush.

I want to make you smile.

I want to make you look forward to me.

I want you to know how much I want to know and love about you.

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A Love I’m Ashamed To Claim

I’m ashamed to call what I feel for him love.

I’m ashamed to call my attachment to such superficial things about him love. 

It’s so much, yet so meaningless.

I’m ashamed that I love what I do not know.

The idea of him finally telling me want to love seems unnatainable now.

It’s been such a long time.

Debilitating thoughts plague me, an often one making me wonder if I seem little to him

What if he does not even see me as useful, nor pleasant, nor good?

As, just like Aristotle said, those three things is how one can be lovable.

His voice, his words, his attitude, his way of thinking makes me weak in the knees. 

I wish to learn more so that my love isn’t just rooted in the loose bark of him

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I wish I see the man I find in my dreams again tonight. I miss him.

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spare ideas for the poor?

I’m making a dating sim for a big school project I need to do next year. Could anybody give some ideas of stories they’d like to see in a dating sim please?

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”Wow! I can’t wait to watch episode 8 of TADC!” I saids with joys. I was then shot 57 times.

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Recent doodles

I’m prob gonna finish the last one another time.

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I’m so happy that dating sims exist.

[jennstarkid]

About a week ago I posted this.

I’ve been getting horrible messages like this in my ask for months, including:

and my personal favorite

After getting the message saying “Just go kill yourself” I was completely done dealing with this person’s horrible messages and replied with just an “Okay.” and logged off tumblr.

About a week later I logged back on with 17 messages in my ask, most of them from the anon. I scrolled down and at first when I logged off, the anon messaged me things like

I scrolled up more and all of a sudden they started sending me more and more messages like

This was extremely surprising to me. I thought “After all those horrible messages you sent to me for MONTHS about hating me and wanting me dead, you say ‘sorry’ and that you ‘cant be responsible for someone’s suicide’?”

But I guess the lesson goes like this:

DONT TELL ANYONE TO KILL THEMSELVES UNLESS YOU ARE PREPARED FOR WHAT MIGHT ACTUALLY HAPPEN

[galaxywarrioress1234]

DON’T TELL ANYONE TO KILL THEMSELVES EVER.

[red-rioter]

THIS POST IS SO IMPORTANT I WANT EVERYONE ON TUMBLR IN THE WORLD TO SEE IT

[serenityhayashi]

This needs to be reblogged. I couldn’t scroll past this if I tried, I got a message like that but not for me, it told me to my friend to kill them self, I was livid! I didn’t answer it because a message like that doesn’t deserve an answer but I don’t see what is so funny about telling someone to kill them selves! I really don’t! It’s sick and it’s wrong. This person though, I take my hat off to you. You taught that bully a lesson.

[dressedlikeadaydrexm]

this.

[luna-bane]

This will always be number one on the list of things that aren’t okay

[lovelyseptics]

Ho-ly shit.

[mr-white-eyes-cosplay-deactivat]

I’ll never not reblog this

[norc-ara-deactivated20160821]

If you dare scroll without reblogging this you have no soul…….. i mean you do but reblogging this wont ruin your blog……. please just spread the word.

[anon-of-the-shadows-archive-dea]

Please people don’t send anon hate your just hurting yourselves…

[all-about-drarry]

Don’t tell anyone to kill themselves. EVER.

[rouge-fox-expanded]

A PSA we shouldn’t need, but we do…because some people are fucking horrible

[freckled-words]

It does not matter what your home situation is. It does not matter where your mental health situation is. If you are HUMAN. YOU DO NOT TELL SOMEONE TO KILL THEMSELVES.

Monsters tell people to kill themselves. Beings that deserve to be slaughtered, burned alive, or drowned, tell people to kill themselves. 

If you are someone that tells another person to kill themselves, as a cruel joke, or genuinely out of dislike of that person. Unfollow me, right this fucking instant. 

[matronofthevoid]

FUCKING THISSS^^^^^

[thewhymster]

I have to make sure this continues to get around because people like that do need to be shown that their hateful actions have CONSEQUENCES.

You can’t just say sorry after the damage is done. That’s NOT how it WORKS.

[angeleyes351]

don’t be mean to people you don’t know.

[bee-w1tched-deactivated20230915]

JUST. DONT.

[yukiissociallyoffline]

Literally the AUDACITY people have to joke about suicide is out of this world. Sometimes people on the internat can act like the literal spawns of Satan and assume their sorry excuse of an apology will fix everything. Genuinly if u see this, do not do this, EVERRRR.

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I genuinely don’t understand how someone like this person was able to type all of those messages, think “yeah I’m sure about typing this”. Idk how someone has the audacity to do this, and the stupidity to not understand their actions

[itssjanedoe]

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[goodfriendo]

i wonder what they're gossiping about

[jmawork]

had to draw them

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C a r

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I’m literally so done. This is all I got. This is Senpai (yes, that is his full name). I hope this puts a smile on your face.

[baidao]

要撒娇才可以抱抱！(๑•̀ㅁ•́ฅ)