"grave-soil breath"

🪦 carpenter/Everette/ester 🪦 she/they/it 🪦 20 🪦

[gravesoilbreath]

Okay, after years im going to do a proper intro post!

Hey, im Everette/Esther, I am a very mentally ill nonbinary girl that uses basically any pronouns that aren't he/him, I am butch but in a aroace way, I enjoy fantasy and writing and art and nature and generally I tend to be into anything other people are into.

Im 21, born January 21st 2005. Im Appalachian. Im aroace. Id prefer not to interact with any proshippers or paraphiliacs, thank you :)

If I like you you'll learn my lore. My deep and dark lore. It will break your mind, drain your sanity like a leech sucking blood. You cannot stop it.

Im a very excitable person! I *will* type in caps if you are cool.

[ranticore]

my river monster through several life stages :> it's so long that i couldn't keep it all on the canvas but you get the idea. it is patterned like one of our most vulnerable native fish species the humble arctic char, which are only in ireland because they got trapped in glacial lakes at the end of the last ice age. unlike their international conspecifics, our arctic char cannot return to the sea (trapped) (in a lake)

so the idea for this one is an ice age monster who, through human intervention in diverting water from the lake and into a canal system, is finally able to escape the ancient lake...

here's a lil close up of the last portrait because it got squished into the corner lol:

[fleebites]

junicorn

day 19

‘unicorvids’

[geniusoflove]

this is how you’re supposed to dance to talking heads

[gravesoilbreath]

"A happier life"

[gravesoilbreath]

Homer Laying in bed with marge and go "marge i dont think i wanna be yellow anymore..." and marge breaks up with him and he loses his friends and bart and Lisa disown him Amongst his new companions that dye their skin different colors, he finds a beautiful blue. Somecolor he thought he would never find. Green homer and Blue carl go off on a journey within their souls, finding out they are meant to be.

[dreadwedge]

dream that you stumbled on a wiki called "SimpsonsIdeology" which details a simpsons AU set 10 years in the future in which every single character has transitioned. marge has a flat top and sideburns. Kent Brockman is posting lesbian thirst traps on tiktok. Frink is inventing brand new types of hormones based on Moe's DNA that are yassifying Milhouse like you won't believe. There are detailed character histories. It turns out comic book guy created an alt account to pretend he had a girlfriend in high school and had been living as a girl online for decades before she came out. skinner starts using neopronouns accidentally due to a nametag printing error and but hje decides to stick with them. hjis mom is disgusted and kicks hjim out only to turn up three months later as a member of snake jailbird's butch biker gang fully on T, saying he decided if skinner can't figure out how to be a man he'd have to lead by example. you finally click on the page for homer and it's only three words long: "Homer is cis".

[fairycosmos]

fucked that you can’t fix other people especially when you really care about them. Oh so im just supposed to be there for you while you suffer. like a useless cunt gargoyle

[shetheyslain]

Dahling you simply must read this book! It’s all about this devious little caterpillar who simply gorges himself on all manner of divine things

[dogpuppy]

[gravesoilbreath]

Hey Can I fill a squire-like roll in your life until I become cruel and downright inappropriate , forcing you to use pavlovian manipulation to alter my mind forever if thats not too much trouble

[averagebiboy]

You ever just wanna fuck?

[segamascott]

not really

[gravesoilbreath]

Me when im in a posting unrelated art competition and the opponent is me

[bigasspants]

my possessed grandmother Ruby spider crawling on the ceiling

Me: gamgam can you be cool

[coralthefool]

Cthulhus VS Werewolfs

[hwoarangs-recoverycorner]

Part 1 in chronicles of a former radqueer!!

Radqueers are basically a cult and I'm not exaggerating when I say this, both as a former radqueer AND a cult survivor. They use the fact that the community is mostly made up of young teenagers as a shield but trust me there is a large group of older people in the community who are slowly but surely grooming and indoctrinating kids into becoming radqueers.

They target people with unstable identities or those who are trying to find their identity or are in the process of it, convert them, and then because of the way the community is structured you end up forming your entire identity around pervertedness, being problematic and being "unloveable" to general society and around your trauma or gaining trauma. You are thrown neck deep into extremely dangerous situations and thrust into harmful coping mechanisms that do nothing but hurt you and the people around you, while constantly being told that this is the only place you'll ever be loved and that everyone else will reject you and "cancel" you. There's also something to be said about how a lot of radqueers treat being "closeted"/keeping their identity a secret.

Radqueers are a fucking cult that suck in vulnerable and hurting and mentally ill teens and I'm so glad we're out and healing, nearly 6 months out now.

[jame7t]

daddydom ASMR but 5 seconds in he gets attacked by a cackling witch

[cornsumer]

i’m sorry but what the actual fuck

[jame7t]

a cackling witch