just a little reminder that requests are still OPEN, and I’d love to receive some more Lo’ak, Neteyam or Jake requests! Especially Lo’ak cause there’s not a lot of fics for him 🙏💗
okay so saying as reader takes neytiri’s place in this reality (and I’m the creator of it so I get to decide), reader is already pregnant with neteyam during the final battle 👀
after you tell Jake you are with child, he goes full protective mode
now, Jake can be a little harsh and strictespecially when he realises you’ve been pregnant since he became part of the people, throughout the final battle etc.
the marine is still inside of him, it’ll never leave, and he’s obviously used to human pregnancies on a broken Earth so he has reason I guess
he never expected to be a father, especially with the state Earth is in, so the news came as a shock. also it’s not all that easy for people to conceive on Earth, so he was more than surprised to hear you were pregnant after mating just once 👀
now this protective mode he’s in…: it would start with him asking Norm, Max and basically any of the scientists that got to stay, to run every possible test to see if the stress you’ve been under hasn’t just… terminated the pregnancy or put you or the baby at risk
you obviously refuse.
so he convinces Mo’at to do whatever is possible to check your health, check on the baby etc.
you concede, but only because you can see how worried Jake is
na’vi pregnancies aren’t all that different from human pregnancies I imagine, but obviously a six foot human has nothing on a 10 foot avatar
he thanks Eywa for the successful transition from his human to his avatar bodycause imagine him in the after life finding out he left you with a child
luckily we DON’T have to imagine that
anyway…it’s also a learning period for Jake (again), only this time he gets to know everything about na’vi pregnancy and birth, the community around it, how tasks shift whilst still being a useful member AND how to be Olo’eyktanyeah he’s under a lot of stress (as usual, wait till he finds out how much his second son resembles him)
he’d rather drop all his clan leader duties to look after you
cause don’t think for a second you’re sitting still like he wants you to
no, your life stays the same (for now, till your centre of gravity shifts)
Jake is NOT happy with that, but you’re stubborn
at the beginning of your pregnancy he lets things slide, lets you carry your own stuff, keep your routine… you can still talk sense into him
you tell him how the baby survived the war in its first crucial moments (the prenatal phase is soo important — coming from a psychology student so I know my shit okay)
but as time goes by, his protectiveness grows
he’s lost so many people, you’ve lost so many people. the trauma has been drilled into him
the changes in your body, in Jake’s behaviour, it takes away part of your autonomy, which might be the hardest part of this whole pregnancy
Jake means well, he truly does
it just doesn’t always come across that way
which puts a strain on your relationshipbut you persevere
he loves you so, so much and vice versa
the most important thing to remember is that he does everything out of his fierce love for you
the physical part of the pregnancy runs by smoothly
it’s a big adjustment tho
you’re young, full of life and energy
you have so much love to give too
you start spending more time with other clan members who are either pregnant or have had children to learn, to share experiences
it’s all about community
Jake learns to open up a bit more, to partake in the community
you best believe he would (very chaotically) prep for this baby: gathering materials you don’t need, cause what does a na’vi baby even need?
just their mother and father
told you Jake has a lot to learn
this man was ready to build some sort of crib and other human baby equipment
it truly makes you laugh
you’re not laughing at him, he does it cause he cares and keeping busy is a way to distract him from all the worry, to make him feel useful as you carry and grow a whole baby
he’s just happy you’re happy, even if his limited knowledge on babies is the source of it
I feel like he also wouldn’t even think about the gender of the baby till someone asks him what he’d prefer closer to the birth
and he’d be like “… right gender exists”
and I think he honestly doesn’t care, he just wants a healthy wife and baby (which is cliché I know, but what else could you want?)
he genuinely just wants peace and happiness
his role as a mate also goes through changes
before, he was learning the way of the People
now, he’s one of them and learning how to take care of his female and very pregnant mate
it’s a whole culture in its own
kind of like the “provider” role partners took on on Earth, but still… different
he has no experience with either so…
he just does what feels natural: getting up at dinner to get you (extra) food, bringing your favourite fruits home, braiding and unbraiding your hair every once in a while to freshen it up
but it’s not only acts of service, it’s also more affection
which is pretty foreign to him, but once he lets himself try it, it feels natural with you: holding you extra close in your hammock at night, hand on your belly
KISSES. KISSES. KISSES.
forehead kisses, kisses on the cheek/temple/lips/shoulder(blades)/stomach… literally anywhere
he learns to sense your needs and moods
some days you just need to be babied and other days he can just stay like.. ten feet away from you (which he physically can’t, but oh well)
he starts praying to Eywa for a safe and painless delivery even though he never saw himself as a religious guy
that's something he learns more about as well: how Eywa protects the balance of life
it isn't AT ALL like religion back on Earth
let's just say this whole pregnancy is a big fat shock, a huge adjustment and an immense change
but he wouldn't trade you and his growing family for the world
okay, so my first time writing headcanons hahah
this is basically just... word and thought vomit my brain produced
pairing: jake sully x female!reader (no use of y/n)
summary: first pregnancy
word count: 1k
for @junebugonjupiter ‘s event 🫶
Life is full of surprises. That’s what all the people back on Earth always said.
Jake always thought that was bullshit, until he didn’t.
He never expected to take his brother’s place in the Avatar Program. Never expected to travel to a distant moon humanity had turned to after destroying their own planet. Never expected to learn how to act and See like the natives. And he definitely never expected to fall in love with one of the Na’vi, let alone the Olo’eyktan’s daughter.
Turns out life is full of surprises after all. And it also turns out that life wasn’t done with surprises just yet…
Jake never saw himself as anything but a marine. A body built to follow orders and survive wars.
Caretaker was never a role he imagined for himself. Father even less so.
And yet…
Here he was.
Seated on the woven floor of his self-made kelku, the bioluminescence of the forest bleeding in through the walls, your breathing slow and steady in front of him. One hand rested over the gentle curve of your stomach, reverent in a way that would’ve surprised the man he used to be.
His mate.
A daughter of the clan’s Olo’eyktan.
And carrying his child.
You’d expect sleep to be a rare occurrence after having a child, but for Jake it had started slipping away the moment he learned you were with child.
Your eyes flutter open slowly, the weight of another gaze already settled on your back. You sigh. “Ma Jake,” you murmur, voice thick with sleep. “You need to rest. You won’t get much once the baby’s born, especially since it is your child.” you tease.
Jake let out a soft huff that barely counts as a chuckle. “How’d you sleep? he asks quietly, shifting closer now that you’re awake. “Not too uncomfortable?”
You nod, moving into his side once he’s beside you. “I am just fine.” You murmur, a content sigh slipping out as you curl into his arms.
Jake wraps his arms around you, his hand settling instinctively over your growing stomach.
“Do you have much work today?” you ask. Just because his mate is with child it doesn’t mean the duties of an Olo’eyktan disappear.
“Yeah,” he admits, “The hunt’s coming up… We’ve gotta prepare for that. He presses his face into your neck, placing a soft kiss on the skin. “I’ll try to be back as soon as I can, baby. I promise.”
You whine softly. “Ma Jake, you work too hard. Besides…” you pout, glancing back at him. “I miss you.”
Jake chuckles, warmth easing into his expression.
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With Jake gone the forest felt wider. Quieter.
He means well, with his concern. You know that. Still, sometimes it presses in on you, heavy in a way you don’t quite know how to name.
You occupied yourself the way you always had; moving through the clearing with familiar ease, fingers brushing over leaves, bending to gather what you needed. Pregnancy had slowed you, yes, but it hadn’t taken you from yourself.
Still, maybe climbing onto one of the higher branches was pushing it.
Your balance had started to shift over the past few weeks. Your center no longer where it used to be, and you weren’t fully used to it yet.
You were halfway through reaching for a cluster of tumpasuk (red-orange berry) when a familiar voice cut through the air.
“Hey.”
You freeze. Slowly, you turn your head.
Jake stood at the edge of the clearing, bow slung over his shoulder, expression already torn between relief and frustration. His eyes flicked, not to your face, but to your feet, perched a little too high off the ground.
“Baby,” he says, softer now as he stepped closer. “We talked about this.”
You sigh, rolling your eyes. “Ma Jake, I’m fine. I’ve climbed worse than this my whole life.”
He stops in front of you, hands already lifting, just in case. “That was before you were carrying our kid.”
You laugh quietly, letting him help you down anyway. “You’re acting like I will shatter.”
Jake’s hands linger at your waist longer than necessary, his forehead resting against yours. “I know you won’t,” he murmured. “Doesn’t mean I won’t worry.”
His palm slides to your stomach, thumb brushing a gentle arc over the curve there.
You soften instantly.
“I’m still me,” you said quietly.
Jake nodded, pressing a kiss to your temple. “I know. Just… let me be careful with you.”
You smiled. “Only if you don’t stop me from living.”
He huffed a laugh. “Deal.”
He doesn’t move away right away. Instead, Jake stays there, forehead still resting against yours as if he needs the contact to ground himself. His thumb continues its slow, absent-minded path over your stomach, tracing the same curve again and again like he’s trying to memorize it.
Every now and then, his hand pauses. As if he’s waiting for something.
“You’re thinking too loud,” you murmur, glancing up at him.
He huffs softly. “Am I?”
Before you can answer, there’s a small, sudden pressure beneath his palm. Subtle, but unmistakable.
Jake stills. Completely.
You bite back a smile.
“…There,” you say quietly.
His eyes flick down, wide for just a second before he catches himself. His hand presses a little flatter this time, like he’s afraid to miss it.
Another small kick follows, stronger than the last.
Jake lets out a breath that turns into a quiet laugh, shaking his head. “That’s—” He cuts himself off, lips pressing together as he exhales again. “Yeah. Okay.”
You laugh softly at him. “You good?”
He nods, still staring at your stomach like it might do something incredible again at any moment. “Yeah,” he says, voice low. “Just… still hard to wrap my head around.”
You lean into him, teasing gently, “Careful. You’ll start sounding sentimental.”
That earns you a real chuckle. “Don’t push it.” But his hand doesn’t move away.
short lil blurb whilst I’m sick and studying for my exam on Tuesday (send help)
I have two more requests for avatar in my inbox as of right now. I wanna get to those after my exams are over (so don’t worry, they’re coming eventually!!). I might write some self-indulgent blurbs in the meantime tho, so keep an eye out for that 👀🥰
Hii, I see you're taking avatar requests! Can you write something angsty for jake sully x reader, maybe where jake thinks sunshine + badass!reader is reckless and pretends to hate her (but he secretly admires/loves her) and is constantly demeaning her. Reader loves jake and wants to impress him, but jake doesn't give her the time of day and is generally v mean to her. One day, it gets to a point where reader can't take his shit anymore and maybe sees a moment between neytiri and jake, and kinda retreats in on herself/distances herself from jake, and jake realizes something is wrong/he can't live wo her and grovels!
Edge of Reckless
pairing: jake sully x female!reader (no use of y/n)
summary: realizing what’s been missing
word count: 3.3k
The first thing people noticed about you was how easily you smiled.
Not the polite, practiced kind meant to keep the peace, but a real one, wide and unguarded, the kind that came out when you were breathless from a run or laughing at your own mistakes. It followed you through the clan like a quiet warmth. You joked with other hunters as you passed them on the platforms, teased children when they tripped over their own tails, lingered with the healers longer than strictly necessary just to help grind herbs or hold a bowl steady while someone else worked. You were good with your hands, careful and gentle when the situation demanded it, and fearless when it didn’t.
That fearlessness bled into everything else.
In training, you moved like the forest itself had taught you — fast, instinctive, always a step ahead. You didn’t freeze when things went wrong. You adapted. When a raid shifted unexpectedly, you didn’t wait for someone else to shout instructions. You leapt, scaled bark and vine with practiced ease, dropped behind the target with a grin already on your face as if the danger had never been anything more than a puzzle to solve.
“It wasn’t even trying,” you said afterward, breath coming fast, eyes bright as you leaned on your spear.
A few of the others laughed. Someone shook their head in disbelief.
You reached out without thinking, adjusting another hunter’s grip when their hands trembled, murmuring encouragement under your breath. Being good at this mattered to you. Being useful mattered. You wanted to be someone others could rely on.
You especially wanted him to see it.
Jake Sully stood just beyond the main group, arms crossed, posture rigid in a way that spoke of another life entirely. He watched everything, always did, but his gaze lingered on you longer than it should have. He told himself it was because you were unpredictable. Because recklessness, no matter how skilled, got people killed.
He didn’t tell himself that your laugh made something in his chest tighten. He didn’t tell himself that watching you move — confident, capable, alive — made him feel like he was losing his grip on something he couldn’t name.
So when you laughed during drills again, flushed and joking as you dodged past a mock strike, when you broke formation by a half-second because you knew you could handle it, the irritation snapped sharp and fast.
“Stop.”
His voice cracked across the clearing, cold and commanding.
Everything stilled.
You turned towards him, smile already fading as you took in his expression. It was hard and unreadable, all sharp edges. Something in your chest dipped, a small, instinctive warning.
“Step forward,” he said, eyes on you so you knew who he was talking to.
You obeyed, heart thudding as the attention of the entire group settled on you. You waited for instruction, ready to listen, because you always were. Feedback meant improvement. Correction meant someone cared enough to teach you.
“You think this is a joke?” Jake asked.
“No,” you said quickly. “I was just—”
“You broke formation,” he cut in, stepping closer. “You ignored my signal. You laughed like this was a game.”
Heat crawled up your neck. “I handled it. No one got hurt.”
“That’s not your call,” he snapped.
His tone wasn’t raised. It didn’t need to be. It was worse for how controlled it was, for how deliberately he kept his voice steady while he dismantled you in front of everyone.
“This isn’t about you showing off,” he continued. “It’s not about how fast you are or how confident you feel. You don’t get to decide that your life, or theirs, is expendable just because you think you’re good enough to outrun the consequences.”
You swallowed hard. “I wasn’t trying to be reckless. I just wanted to—”
“Enough.”
The word landed like a blow.
“You want to be a warrior?” Jake said. “Then act like one. Discipline matters. Orders matter. If you can’t follow them, you’re a liability.”
A liability.
The clearing felt too open, too quiet. You could feel every pair of eyes on you, the weight of their attention pressing down until it was hard to breathe. This wasn’t correction. This wasn’t guidance. This was dismissal.
“Yes, sir,” you said softly.
You stepped back into line, face carefully neutral, and finished the session without another word.
Jake told himself he’d done what needed to be done.
He didn’t tell himself why his hands were shaking.
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The rest of the day sat heavy in your chest.
You tried to shake it off while helping the healers that afternoon, grinding leaves and cleaning tools, but the words replayed over and over again until they lodged somewhere painful and immovable. Liability. Reckless. You’d never minded correction before. You welcomed it. You wanted to be better, stronger and more capable, worthy of standing beside warriors like him.
That was the worst part.
You had been trying to impress him.
The realization made your stomach twist. Every extra risk you’d taken, every confident grin, every moment you’d pushed just a little harder than necessary, it had all been for him. To show him you could keep up. That you weren’t just fun and laughter, that you were sharp and capable and equal.
And he hadn’t seen it that way at all.
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By the time eclipse settled over the village, the decision to apologize had grown heavy but inevitable. You hated that part of yourself, the one that always wanted to smooth things over, to make sure everyone was okay even when you weren’t, but it won out anyway. You couldn’t stand the idea of him thinking you didn’t care. Of leaving things like that.
You rehearsed the words as you walked, palms damp, heart pounding. I understand. I’ll do better. I just wanted you to be proud.
You found him before you reached his kelku, slowing instinctively when voices carried through the soft evening air. At first, you thought you were imagining it, your mind already raw enough to invent new ways to hurt, but then you saw them clearly through the curve of the roots and hanging leaves. Jake was seated beneath one of the larger trees at the edge of the village, posture relaxed in a way you had never once seen during training. Neytiri sat across from him, her bow resting loosely across her knees, and Jake was kneeling in front of her, close enough that their knees nearly touched. His hands moved with quiet care as he adjusted a loose strap on her wrist guard, fingers precise, practiced, and unhurried. There was no sharp command in his voice when he spoke, no clipped authority—only something low and gentle, like he wasn’t afraid of being heard.
“Hold still,” he murmured, a softness there that made your chest tighten before you could stop it.
Neytiri laughed, warm and easy. “You worry too much.”
“I’ve seen what happens when things go wrong,” Jake replied, quieter still. “I’d rather stop it before it does.”
It was the same logic he’d thrown at you earlier that day, the same justification. But here, it sounded different. Protective instead of punishing. Concern instead of condemnation. Neytiri reached out without hesitation, brushing her thumb along his cheek in an easy, familiar gesture, and Jake leaned into the touch as if it were the most natural thing in the world. The tension you had grown used to seeing coiled in his shoulders simply wasn’t there. He looked at her openly, fondly, like he trusted her to see him without the armor.
Something in you gave way.
You stood there longer than you should have, frozen at the edge of the clearing, your carefully rehearsed apology dissolving into nothing. You had been ready to humble yourself, to take responsibility for everything you’d done wrong — real or imagined — because you wanted him to understand that you cared, that you were trying. But watching him now, seeing proof that his harshness wasn’t the only way he knew how to exist, made the hurt sharper. He could be kind. Patient. Gentle. Just not with you.
Your throat burned as you turned away, each step back toward your own kelku feeling heavier than the last. The decision not to go back — to training, to him — settled quietly but firmly in your chest before you ever consciously acknowledged it.
You didn’t come to training the next day.
Or the day after that.
At first, you told yourself it was temporary. Just a few days to breathe, to let the sting fade until you could face him again without feeling like you were unraveling. You switched to another group, one that trained farther from Jake’s usual territory, and filled the rest of your time with anything that kept you away from him. You spent long hours with the healers, sleeves rolled up, hands stained with crushed leaves and yalna, offering help before it could be asked for. The work was familiar and grounding; cleaning wounds, preparing salves, sitting quietly with those who needed reassurance more than words. Helping had always been part of who you were, another way to prove you mattered.
When even that wasn’t enough, you went into the forest alone.
You moved fast, faster than you needed to, letting your body burn and your thoughts scatter as you ran and climbed and hunted without waiting for anyone else’s pace. The recklessness that had once been playful sharpened into something edged with frustration, as if you were daring the world, or maybe yourself, to prove that Jake had been right all along. You came back scraped and sore more than once, brushing it off with a half-smile when anyone asked, insisting you were fine.
Your liveliness didn’t disappear, not entirely. You still smiled when spoken to. Still laughed at the right moments. But it took more effort now, and the light behind it flickered.
Jake noticed your absence immediately.
He didn’t call it concern. Not to himself. He framed it as routine when he scanned the clearing one morning and frowned at the empty space where you should have been. “Where is she?” he asked, tone sharp, as if expecting a simple answer.
Someone hesitated before replying. “She switched groups. Been helping the healers a lot. Goes out on her own sometimes.”
Jake scoffed, crossing his arms tighter over his chest. “Figures,” he said. “Tell her she needs the practice.”
He said it like it didn’t matter, like your absence was nothing more than an inconvenience. But the question came again the next day. And the day after that. Each time, the same answers. Each time, the same tightness in his jaw, the same restless edge that crept into his movements. Training felt harsher without you there, more rigid, stripped of something he hadn’t realized he relied on. The clearing felt quieter, emptier, and no amount of discipline seemed to fill the space you’d left behind.
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Days blurred into weeks.
When the first whisper reached him, that you’d gone out alone again, Jake brushed it off with a sharp exhale and a muttered excuse about you being capable enough to handle yourself. You always were. Too capable, if he was being honest. You moved through the forest with an ease that made others trust you instinctively, and that same ease was what had always unnerved him. You didn’t hesitate. You didn’t second-guess. You acted from instinct and heart, and those were things he’d trained himself not to rely on.
But the whispers didn’t stop.
“She went past the old battlefield this time,” someone mentioned later, casually, as if it meant nothing.
“She didn’t say when she’d be back.”
“She’s been doing that a lot lately.”
Each comment lodged itself somewhere unpleasant in his chest. He snapped more during training, barked orders faster, corrected mistakes that barely existed. Neytiri noticed. Others noticed. No one said anything, but the tension clung to him, thick and unrelenting.
By the time dusk began to bleed into the sky, Jake couldn’t focus at all.
The image of you: mud-streaked hands, that determined little smile you always wore when you were trying too hard, kept intruding on his thoughts. He remembered how you’d looked at him during that last training session, eyes bright but careful, like you were waiting for something he never gave. Approval. Pride. Something warm. He’d chosen discipline instead. Distance. Control.
And now you were gone into the forest alone, again, and for the first time, the thought didn’t just irritate him.
It scared him.
He left without telling anyone.
The trail wasn’t hard to find at first. Your steps were light but familiar to him, the rhythm of how you moved burned into his awareness after all that time training you. But the farther he went, the more signs began to twist his gut; broken foliage where you’d moved too fast, disturbed ground where you’d slipped, the faint smear of blood on a leaf that made his heart stutter painfully before he could stop it.
“No,” he breathed, breaking into a run.
He found you just before full eclipse, the forest quiet in that dangerous way it got when something had gone wrong. A thick, fallen branch had collapsed awkwardly, pinning you at an angle that made his stomach drop. Blood darkened your side, soaking into the ground beneath you, your breathing shallow and uneven.
The fear hit him like a physical blow; sharp, overwhelming, undeniable.
“What the hell were you thinking?!” he shouted as he rushed forward, hands already straining against the branch, muscles screaming as he forced it aside. His voice cracked on the last word, anger and terror tangling so tightly he couldn’t tell them apart.
You gasped as the pressure eased, pain flaring white-hot through your body. “Guess I’m just reckless,” you muttered bitterly, the words slipping out raw and unguarded before you could stop yourself.
The word landed like a knife.
Jake froze for half a second. Just long enough for the weight of everything he’d said, every accusation, every sharp reprimand, to slam into him all at once. He dropped to his knees beside you, hands hovering uselessly for a moment before settling against your shoulders, trembling.
“Don’t,” he said hoarsely. “Don’t say that.”
You turned your face away, jaw tight, tears blurring your vision despite your efforts to hold them back. “You did,” you whispered. “You always do.”
Something inside him cracked.
“I was trying to keep you safe,” he snapped suddenly, frustration surging up like a last defense. “You don’t think I see how you throw yourself into everything? How you never slow down? How you—” He broke off, breath ragged, hands curling into fists at his sides. “Damn it, you don’t listen.”
You laughed weakly, the sound shaking. “I listened to everything,” you said, voice breaking at last. “Every correction. Every time you told me I wasn’t careful enough, wasn’t disciplined enough, wasn’t enough.” Tears spilled freely now, tracing hot lines down your cheeks. “All I wanted was to make you proud. Just once.”
The words hit him harder than anything else.
Proud.
The word echoed in his head, heavy and damning, and suddenly there was no room left for the excuses he’d been hiding behind. Jake sucked in a sharp breath, chest tightening like something had wrapped itself around his ribs and refused to let go. He looked at you properly then; not as a trainee, not as a problem he needed to fix, not as a risk factor he could keep at arm’s length, but as you were right now: pinned to the forest floor, hurt, shaking, tears streaking down your face because of him.
He dragged a hand down his face, rough and restless, as if he could physically wipe away the truth settling in. “I never meant to make you feel like that,” he said, but the words sounded hollow even to his own ears. His voice faltered, the sharp edge giving way to something rawer. “I thought if I kept pushing, if I stayed hard on you, you’d stay alive. That you wouldn’t—” He swallowed, throat tight. “That you wouldn’t end up like the people I couldn’t protect.”
The silence that followed was thick, pressing in around you both. The forest hummed softly, indifferent, eternal.
“You don’t get it,” you said quietly, exhaustion seeping into every syllable. “I wasn’t trying to be careless. I was trying to be like you. Strong. Capable. Someone you could trust to have your back.” You turned your head just enough to look at him, eyes red and shining. “I thought if I proved myself, if I showed you I could keep up, you’d see me. Not just as a problem to correct.”
That was it.
He saw it then. Not in a flash, but in a slow, devastating unraveling. The extra risks you’d taken. The way you watched him after drills, waiting. The way your confidence sharpened whenever he was near, how your recklessness had never been about defiance at all. It was devotion. It was you bending yourself around his expectations, chasing approval he’d been too afraid to give because giving it would mean admitting how deeply you were already under his skin.
Jake let out a shaky breath that sounded dangerously close to a laugh, or maybe a sob. “God,” he muttered, staring at the ground between you as if it might give him answers. “I told myself I was doing the right thing. That this was discipline. Leadership.” His jaw clenched. “But really, I was scared. And instead of owning that, I took it out on you.”
He looked back at you, and there was no command left in his expression. No distance. Just a man stripped bare by the realization of what he’d nearly destroyed.
“I didn’t want this,” he admitted, voice low and strained. “I didn’t want to need you. I didn’t want to wake up and notice when you weren’t there. Didn’t want to feel the training ground go quiet when you stopped showing up.” His hands lifted again, hesitant this time, before gently cupping your face, thumbs brushing away tears like he couldn’t stand to see them there. “I thought if I kept you at a distance, I’d be in control.”
His forehead dropped to yours, breath uneven, confession spilling out now that the dam had finally broken. “But all I did was hurt you.”
You shook, a quiet sob slipping free as weeks of swallowed pain finally found somewhere to go. “You humiliated me,” you whispered. “In front of everyone. And I still wanted to apologize. I still wanted you to think I cared, because I do.” Your voice cracked. “I just wanted to matter to you.”
His breath hitched, a sound torn straight from his chest. “You do,” he said immediately, fiercely. “That’s the problem.” He pulled back just enough to look at you, eyes burning, unguarded in a way that made your heart ache. “I miss you. I miss seeing you every day. I miss how you light up the clearing, how you smile even when I’m being an ass.” His voice dropped, trembling. “And the thought of losing you— of finding out you went too far into the forest alone and never came back...” He swallowed hard. “I can’t live with that.”
The words hung between you, fragile and irrevocable.
For a long moment, neither of you spoke. Your breathing evened out, the sharp edge of pain fading, but the ache lingered. Jake stayed close, close enough to feel the warmth, but he didn’t fill the silence with excuses.
“You hurt me,” you said finally, voice rough but steady. Not an accusation, just truth. “I can’t… ignore that.”
He nodded once, jaw tight. “I know.” No defense, no justification. Just the weight of it, accepted.
He shifted slightly, as if testing the space between you, hand hesitant. “I shouldn’t have… I didn’t mean—”
“Don’t,” you cut him off gently. “Just… be here.”
He froze for a heartbeat, then slowly let himself. Close, steady, not overbearing. Neither of you spoke again.
The forest around you was quiet, leaves whispering overhead.
Nothing was fixed.
Nothing needed to be said.
But for now, it was enough.
Aaaah my first request! I hope I did it some justice, seeing as it was a bit out of my comfort zone 💗
hii can u possibly write aonung x metkayina reader where we make jewelry for others but never for him? like he thinks we dont care abt him but in reality reader was scared that he wouldnt like it. when reader makes smth for him he refuses to take it off! thank youu
hiii and thank you for your lovely request! sadly, as of right now I’m not writing for ao’nung…
currently I’m only writing for jake, neteyam and lo’ak. I might expand the character list I write for in the future (which can be found in my navigation, under the 'about me' section!), but I only write for characters I feel like I understand or feel a “bond” with 🩵💙
I watched Avatar: Fire and Ash in the cinema last week and I am so back in my Avatar phase
would anyone read it if I wrote some fics? 👀 idk how consistent I’ll be able to be, because of uni starting again soon, but I feel like I have quite a few ideas (some of which are cliché, but I can never find them exactly how I want them, plus I feel like I can’t find anything I truly like anymore??? 😭)
pairing: harry james potter x female!reader (no use of y/n)
summary: welcoming someone new
word count: 5.1k (I apologise)
based on the song by abba
The soft patter of rain against the windows filled the quiet of your cottage. Outside, the world was wrapped in the muted greys of a late November morning, the trees bare, the ground frosted from the night’s chill. Inside, warmth seeped from every corner—the faint crackle of the fireplace, the glow of the kitchen lanterns you’d forgotten to turn off.
Upstairs, the bathroom felt like its own cocoon. You stood by the sink, clutching the small plastic test in trembling hands. The air seemed heavier, thick with your anticipation, and the only sound was the erratic rhythm of your breathing.
You stared at the test, the seconds feeling like hours as you waited for the result to appear. Your mind raced, flipping between hope and caution, between the dreams you’d held for so long and the fear of another disappointment.
For as long as you could remember, you’d dreamed of this moment. You’d imagined tiny hands clutching yours, soft laughter filling the house, and a little one who you could hold and love unconditionally. Being a mum wasn’t just something you wanted—it was something you felt destined for, a part of who you were.
And then it appeared.
Two lines.
You froze, staring at the test as though it might vanish if you moved too quickly. The world seemed to tilt and slow all at once. Your breath hitched, and your hand instinctively flew to your stomach, as though the life within you could already feel the overwhelming love coursing through you.
Tears blurred your vision as a shaky laugh escaped your lips. You pressed the test to your chest, clutching it as if it were the most precious thing you’d ever held. You sank onto the edge of the tub, your hand still resting protectively over your stomach, your mind filling with the enormity of what this meant.
This was it. The moment you had waited for.
Footsteps creaked softly in the hallway, pulling you from your thoughts. A familiar voice called out, warm and tinged with concern. “You okay, love?”
Harry’s silhouette filled the doorway, his hair tousled and his cheeks faintly flushed from the morning chill. He paused when he saw you sitting there, his brow furrowing as he noticed the tears streaming down your face. “What’s wrong?” he asked gently, stepping into the room.
You couldn’t find the words, your emotions too big to articulate. Instead, you held out the test, your hand trembling slightly.
Harry’s gaze dropped to the test, and for a moment, his expression was unreadable. Then, slowly, his eyes widened, and his lips parted in disbelief. “Is this—” His voice caught, unable to finish the question.
You nodded, tears spilling over as a breathless laugh escaped. “We’re going to have a baby, Harry.”
He stood frozen for a heartbeat before dropping to his knees in front of you. His arms wrapped around your waist, pulling you close as he buried his face against your stomach. “I can’t believe it,” he murmured, his voice thick with emotion. “I can’t believe it’s happening.”
You ran your fingers through his messy hair, your own tears falling freely now. “I’ve been waiting for this my whole life, Harry. It’s all I’ve ever wanted.”
Harry pulled back just enough to look up at you, his green eyes shining with unshed tears. “I know,” he said softly, his hand resting over yours on your stomach. “And no one deserves this more than you. You’re going to be the most incredible mum.”
You let out a small laugh, your heart swelling with love for the man kneeling before you. “And you’re going to be an amazing dad.”
He leaned forward, pressing a tender kiss to your stomach before looking back at you. “I’ve been waiting too,” he whispered. “But this... this is your moment, love. And I’m going to be right here with you every step of the way.”
For a long while, you stayed like that, your hands clasped together over the life growing inside you. The rain continued its gentle patter against the windows, but inside the cottage, the world had shifted forever. The wait was over, and the dream you’d held in your heart for so long was finally coming true.
—
By April, the chill of winter had melted into the gentle warmth of spring. The days grew longer, the sun lingered in the sky, and the meadow beyond the cottage bloomed with wildflowers, their colours spilling across the green like a watercolour painting. Everything felt alive, renewed, and full of possibility—a reflection of the new life growing inside you.
One particularly serene evening, you found yourself sitting on the back porch, wrapped in the glow of the setting sun. The light breeze carried the scent of lilacs and the faint hum of bees. You wore a long skirt and your favourite cardigan, its softness offering warmth against the coolness of the early April evening. The skirt brushed gently against your legs as you gently swayed on the old wooden swing. One hand rested protectively on your belly, the other tracing the edge of the armrest.
Harry stepped out a moment later, balancing two steaming mugs of tea. He paused when he saw you, his breath catching as he took in the sight of you silhouetted against the evening light. Your figure, gently outlined by the soft curve of your belly, was framed by the glow of the setting sun.
“You’re beautiful,” he said, crossing the porch to sit beside you.
You smiled up at him, accepting the mug he handed you. “It’s the glow,” you teased lightly. “Pregnancy has its perks.”
He chuckled as he settled in beside you, his knee brushing yours. “That, or it’s just you.”
The two of you sipped your tea in comfortable silence for a while, the swing creaking gently as it swayed in time with the breeze. Around you, the world seemed to exhale in harmony, the hum of springtime settling like a melody.
“I think he’s going to love it here,” you said suddenly, your voice quiet but certain as your gaze drifted to the meadow.
Harry raised an eyebrow, his lips quirking into a smile. “He?”
“Just a feeling,” you said with a small laugh, placing your hand over your belly. “I can’t explain it. I just... know.”
Harry set his mug down and shifted closer, his hand covering yours as he looked down at your belly. “You’ve got good instincts,” he said softly. “And if you’re right, he’s going to be so loved. So incredibly loved.”
You turned to look at him, your heart swelling with affection as his green eyes met yours. “Boy or girl, they’re already loved more than I thought was possible,” you whispered. “I’ve been waiting for them for so long, Harry. My whole life, really.”
He leaned forward, pressing a gentle kiss to your forehead, then another just above your bump. “And they’ve been waiting for you too,” he murmured against your skin.
A lump formed in your throat, and you reached up to wipe a tear from your cheek, laughing softly at yourself. “This is everything I’ve ever dreamed of,” you said, your voice thick with emotion. “And now it’s real.”
“It’s only the beginning,” Harry replied, his voice steady and filled with love. “And we’re in this together, every step of the way.”
The swing rocked gently as you leaned into him, your head resting on his shoulder. Above you, the sky began to darken, the first stars appearing like scattered diamonds.
Then, as if in response to your words, a tiny flutter stirred under your hand. You gasped, guiding Harry’s hand to the spot. “Feel that?”
His face lit up with awe as he felt the movement, his hand stilling as he focused on the sensation. “They’re saying hello,” he said with a grin, his voice filled with wonder.
You laughed softly, your heart swelling as tears welled in your eyes. “Hello, little one,” you whispered, brushing your fingers gently over the spot. “We can’t wait to meet you.”
Harry leaned down, resting his cheek against your belly for a moment, his voice low and tender as he murmured, “We’ll be here waiting, and we’ll love you more than anything.”
In that moment, as the two of you sat on the porch with the world alive around you, you felt the weight of the waiting lift completely. This was the dream you’d carried with you for so long, now unfurling in the warmth of spring and the glow of the love you and Harry shared. And as the stars began their nightly dance above, you knew that everything was exactly as it was meant to be.
—
Come June, the air around the cottage had turned warm and inviting. The meadow outside had blossomed into a sea of vibrant greens and wildflowers, the gentle hum of bees and rustle of leaves a constant melody. The longer days brought with them a soft golden light that spilled into the house, touching every corner with warmth.
One evening, just as the sun began to set, painting the horizon in shades of amber and rose, you found yourself standing in the nursery. The room was a perfect blend of coziness and anticipation. Soft, pale colours graced the walls, a light green that reminded you of fresh spring leaves, and the furniture was simple yet elegant—wooden shelves lined with books and small mementos, a plush rug on the floor in gentle pastel shades. The crib, already assembled and carefully decorated, sat in the centre, waiting for the little one who would soon call it home. The rocking chair in the corner, with its soft cushions and worn wood, seemed to beckon you to sit and relax.
The heat of the day had faded into a comfortable coolness, and a light breeze carried the faint scent of lavender through the open window. You wore your favourite flowing dress, the fabric brushing softly against your ankles as you shifted your weight, one hand resting on the small of your back while the other cradled your growing belly. The soft glow of the setting sun filtered through the window, casting long, warm beams across the room and illuminating the golden wood of the crib. The room felt peaceful, filled with quiet joy and the promise of new beginnings.
The light outlined your silhouette, highlighting the curve of your figure and the soft fullness of your stomach. You stood there quietly, gazing at the crib, lost in thought as the fireflies outside the window began to blink into existence, their soft glows dotting the landscape like tiny stars. You imagined the little one you’d soon be holding in your arms, and your heart swelled at the thought of it all.
Harry’s footsteps were soft as he entered the room, but you heard him immediately, his presence familiar and comforting. He stopped in the doorway.
You turned slightly, offering him a small smile as your hand moved to smooth the fabric of your dress over your belly. “It’s peaceful in here,” you said, nodding toward the crib. “I like to imagine what it’ll be like when we can bring him home, when he’ll sleep here in his crib, and we’ll be the ones to tuck him in.” You glanced toward the rocking chair in the corner, imagining rocking him to sleep in the quiet of the night, his tiny body cradled against you. “When he’s old enough to run around, play with the toys we’ve got waiting, and maybe even chase the fireflies in the garden.”
Harry crossed the room to stand behind you, his hands gently resting on your shoulders before sliding down to join yours over your bump. He stood there for a moment, his chin resting lightly on your shoulder as he took in the soft surroundings, the nursery filled with love and warmth. “I can see it now,” he murmured, his voice filled with awe. “Him running wild, laughing like it’s the best day of his life. And you, chasing after him, probably just as carefree as he is.”
You laughed softly, leaning into him, the weight of your belly making the small movement feel all the more significant. “I hope he gets your sense of adventure,” you said, your voice filled with affection. “And your heart. He’ll need both to take on the world.”
Harry turned his head, brushing a kiss to your temple. “And I hope he gets your kindness. And your patience.”
You snorted softly, glancing back at him. “Patience? Have we met?”
He grinned, his green eyes sparkling with affection. “Alright, maybe not patience. But your love, your strength—those are things he’s going to feel every day.”
Your smile softened, and you rested your head against his chest, the steady rhythm of his heartbeat a quiet reassurance. “Sometimes I still can’t believe this is real,” you admitted, your voice barely above a whisper. “That after all the waiting, it’s actually happening.”
Harry tightened his arms around you, his embrace both protective and loving. “You’ve been waiting for him your whole life,” he said gently. “And now he’s almost here. And when he is, you’re going to be the most incredible mum.”
You closed your eyes, savouring the moment, the warmth of the setting sun on your skin and Harry’s arms around you. Outside, the fireflies continued their quiet dance, the world settling into the soft stillness of the evening.
“I’ve dreamed of this for so long,” you said after a moment, your voice filled with emotion. “And now that it’s real, it’s more beautiful than I ever imagined.”
“It’s only the beginning,” Harry replied, his voice steady and filled with quiet joy. “There’s so much ahead of us. And I can’t wait for all of it—with you.”
For a long time, the two of you stayed there, wrapped in the golden glow of the evening, the promise of the future settling warmly around you. In the quiet of the nursery, surrounded by love, you knew that the wait had been worth every second. The life you had dreamed of was finally within reach, and together, you would welcome it with open arms.
—
It was the early hours of August 3rd when things finally started moving quickly. You’d been at St. Mungo’s for hours, the contractions coming at steady intervals, each one more intense than the last. The sterile room was quiet, save for the occasional murmur of the healer and the soft beeping of the machines monitoring your progress.
Harry never left your side. He was a steady presence, his hand gripping yours through each contraction, his voice low and soothing. You barely spoke anymore; the pain made it difficult, your focus narrowing to just the next breath, the next moment. It felt like everything else had faded away.
The healer had told you early on that it might be a while, but as the minutes stretched on, you could tell things were changing. The pressure in your body was relentless now, and the time between each contraction seemed to shorten.
Harry kept a cool cloth against your forehead, wiping away the sweat that had gathered there as you clenched your teeth. He was watching you closely, his face pale, his eyes wide with concern, but he didn’t say anything to distract you. Instead, he whispered soft words of encouragement when he could, his voice a familiar anchor that kept you grounded.
“You’re doing great,” he murmured again, his thumb brushing over your knuckles. “Just breathe, love. We’re almost there.”
You couldn’t respond; words didn’t seem to matter anymore. Instead, you focused on the rhythm of your breath and the pressure that continued to build, your body responding with instinct and determination. It was hard to believe how much time had passed, and yet, each minute felt like it had been stretched into eternity.
At one point, a sharp contraction hit, sending a wave of pain through your body. You tensed, your grip tightening on Harry’s hand. The pain was almost unbearable, and you let out a sound that was somewhere between a groan and a gasp.
“Stay with me, love,” Harry said, his voice steady as ever. His hand was still firmly wrapped around yours, his thumb moving in small circles. “Focus on me. Just breathe.”
The healer checked in again, confirming that it wouldn’t be long now. You felt like you couldn’t take much more, but somehow, you kept going. The feeling of Harry’s hand in yours, the way he never wavered, gave you just enough strength to keep pushing forward.
Finally, after what felt like an eternity, you could feel the shift. The pressure in your body intensified, and your instinct took over. You squeezed Harry’s hand so hard that he winced, but he didn’t let go.
“Almost there,” the healer said. You could hear her moving around, adjusting the bed, preparing for the final stage. Harry’s eyes never left yours, his expression a mix of awe and concern.
“Just one more, love,” he said, leaning close to your ear. His voice was low, gentle. “You’ve got this.”
With that, you gave it everything you had left. The final push. The room seemed to quiet in that moment, the world narrowing to just you and Harry. Then you felt it—a moment of relief, of release.
There was a sudden, sharp cry that cut through the silence. It was loud, raw, and filled with life. A mixture of relief and joy flooded through you as you exhaled.
Harry kissed your forehead before looking over at the healer, who was carefully lifting James into your arms. You could barely take it all in, but when they placed him on your chest, everything else faded away.
Your son, tiny and warm, his skin soft against yours. You looked at him, his face scrunched up in that unmistakable newborn way, and your heart swelled.
Harry stood beside you, one hand gently resting on your shoulder. His eyes were glistening, a rare softness in them. “He’s perfect,” he said, his voice barely above a whisper.
You nodded, still in a daze, as you cradled James in your arms, marvelling at the weight of him, at the life that had come from you both. The exhaustion hit you all at once, but the relief was overwhelming.
You looked down at your son, the exhaustion from labour still lingering in your muscles, but it was all worth it in that instant. The weight of him, small and warm against your chest, grounded you in a way nothing else could. He blinked up at you with wide eyes, his tiny features scrunched as though he was trying to take in the world.
“James,” you whispered, your voice rough with emotion. The name sounded so right, so final, and everything felt real now. “You’re here.”
Harry’s breath caught as he watched you, his face softening with a look you had never seen before. His hand gently brushed over James’s tiny hand, his fingers delicate as he traced the little palm. "You did so well." Harry murmured, his voice cracking slightly.
You nodded, too overwhelmed to say anything more, but the tears that welled up in your eyes were enough to say what words couldn’t. Harry leaned in close, pressing his lips to your forehead with a quiet, “I love you,” as he placed his hand on your shoulder. He didn’t need to say it again; you both knew the truth of it, the depth of the love that had led you to this moment.
The healer moved in the background, checking on James and making sure you were both stable, but none of it mattered. You were lost in the tiny details—the way James’s fingers curled around yours, the softness of his skin, and the slow rise and fall of his chest as he settled against you. The room, the world beyond, felt so far away.
It was just the three of you now.
James let out a small, sleepy sigh as his eyelids fluttered closed, his tiny body curling into yours as though seeking the comfort and warmth of your embrace. You could feel his breath even out, a quiet, contented rhythm that made your heart swell. He was finally in your arms—where he belonged. The tension that had been building in your body since the start of labour began to melt away, replaced by a deep, profound peace. The noise and chaos of the world seemed to fall away, leaving only the soft sound of his breathing and the warmth of Harry’s presence beside you.
Harry was still watching you both, his face soft with awe as he traced his finger lightly over James’s tiny hand. The weight of the moment hung heavy in the air, but it felt like a gentle embrace. James, so small, so perfect, seemed to understand instinctively that he was safe now—that he was with his mother, the person who had waited for him, loved him, and dreamed of him long before he was ever born.
You held him tighter, savouring the feel of his soft skin against yours, the steady rise and fall of his chest. He seemed at ease, calmed by the simple act of being in your arms. He was no longer alone. He had his family now. And somehow, that made everything feel right.
“I love you,” you whispered, your voice thick with emotion, turning to Harry, whose eyes were now filled with tears.
“I love you too,” he murmured back, his voice barely a breath, before pressing a kiss to your forehead. “We’re a family now.”
He was right. For a long moment, the world outside seemed irrelevant. The waiting, the uncertainty—it was all in the past now. James was here, and you, Harry, and him were finally a family. But in that quiet space, in the dim light of the hospital room, you knew that this was only the beginning of something beautiful.
—
Bringing James home was a moment you’d dreamed of, and the reality was even sweeter than you could have imagined. The journey back to your cottage had been quiet, the familiar sight of the ivy-clad stone walls, the cozy windows glowing with soft light, welcoming you back. Inside, the summer warmth lingered in the air, the breeze flowing through the open windows, carrying the scent of fresh grass and wildflowers. Everything had been prepared—the crib, the blankets, the soft toys waiting in the nursery—but it was this moment that you’d imagined for so long: the three of you, together at last, in your home.
Inside, the house was as welcoming as always—bright and airy, with light streaming through the windows, casting soft shadows across the walls. The nursery, ready and waiting, was perfect—fresh linens, a gentle rocking chair in the corner, and small books placed on the shelves, all set up just for him. But it wasn’t the room or the preparations that made the house feel like home. It was the feeling of James in your arms, the sense that your little family was finally together in the space that had been waiting for him.
You sat in the rocking chair by the window, your legs propped up on the ottoman, holding James close. His tiny body rested against your chest, warm and peaceful, the rise and fall of his little breaths matching the soft rhythm of the chair rocking back and forth. The room was quiet except for the occasional creak of the chair and the gentle sound of the birds singing outside. You could hear the rustling of the trees and feel the cool breeze coming in through the open window, but inside, it felt like time had slowed, just for you three.
Harry sat beside you on the floor, his back against the wall, his legs stretched out in front of him as he watched the two of you. His gaze was soft and full of awe, and he seemed as content as you had ever seen him. He reached up and gently brushed a strand of hair from your face, his hand lingering on your cheek as he leaned in to kiss you softly on the forehead.
“You’ve given me everything,” he said, his voice quiet and filled with emotion. He didn’t need to say more; you could see it in his eyes, in the way he was looking at you both. You’d always known he would be a great father, but seeing him with James in that moment, his eyes full of pride and love, made your heart swell in ways you hadn’t expected.
You leaned down and kissed James’s forehead, his tiny fingers curling around your hand as you did. “We’ve waited for this for so long,” you whispered, your voice thick with emotion. “And now he’s here. He’s ours.”
Harry smiled softly, his eyes glistening. “He’s perfect,” he said, his voice catching slightly. “I can’t believe he’s here with us.”
The room felt full in that moment—full of love, peace, and a quiet kind of joy. Everything you had worked for, dreamed of, was finally here. You looked down at your son, so small and fragile in your arms, and a sense of complete contentment washed over you.
For the first time, you let yourself relax fully, letting the exhaustion from the days leading up to James’s birth melt away as you settled into the comfort of your own home. You felt Harry’s hand rest gently on your knee, his warmth beside you a steady reassurance.
The world outside was alive with summer—the gentle breeze, the sounds of the meadow—but in this moment, it felt like the rest of the world had paused. Just for a little while, it was just the three of you.
James let out a small sigh, his eyes fluttering closed, his tiny body shifting against you in the most natural, peaceful way. You couldn’t help but smile, feeling the weight of the moment settle over you, the quiet hum of the world outside blending with the soft rhythm of your heartbeat. The house, filled with the warmth of summer, seemed to embrace you both, every creak of the floorboards, every soft rustle of the trees outside, somehow more alive with the sound of your new family.
Harry shifted beside you, leaning back against the wall, his gaze never leaving James as he slept soundly in your arms. His legs were stretched out, his feet tucked beneath him, but his posture was relaxed now, a rare moment of peace for both of you after everything. There was something in the way he looked at the two of you—an unspoken tenderness that made your heart swell.
“You’re going to spoil him, aren’t you?” you teased softly, catching Harry’s gaze.
Harry smiled, a soft, almost proud smile, and shifted to sit up straighter. “I’m just making sure he has everything he needs,” he said, his voice low but filled with affection. “And that includes all the cuddles and love he can get.”
You laughed softly, looking down at James’s tiny face, his features still scrunched in that adorable, newborn way. “I think he’ll be more than fine with that.” You paused for a moment, thinking. “It’s just... so hard to believe he’s really here.”
Harry’s gaze softened as he looked at you, the weight of the moment settling in. “I know. I keep looking at him, and I still don’t believe it sometimes. But here he is, ours. He’s been worth every second of the waiting.”
You nodded, gently rocking back and forth in the chair, a calm peace falling over the room. “I keep thinking about all the days leading up to this, everything we dreamed about, and now he’s here. It feels... overwhelming, but in the best way possible.”
Harry’s hand found yours, squeezing it lightly. “We’ve built something beautiful, love,” he said softly, the words thick with emotion. “He’s proof of that.”
The room fell into a peaceful quiet, just the sound of the wind moving through the trees outside, and the soft, rhythmic creaking of the chair. You felt completely at peace in that moment, with Harry beside you and James nestled in your arms. It was as if the rest of the world had faded away, and all that mattered was here, now.
The moonlight began to spill softly through the window as evening fell, casting long, gentle shadows across the floor. The light seemed to dance, filling the room with a quiet calm. You let out a deep breath, still holding James, feeling his tiny breaths against your chest, and Harry’s hand resting gently on your knee.
“Do you think we’re ready for this?” you asked quietly, the exhaustion from the past few days beginning to settle in, but the satisfaction of having your son in your arms still kept you wide awake.
Harry’s voice was steady, sure. “We’ve always been ready. Maybe not in the way we expected, but we’ve always been ready to love him, to give him everything.”
You nodded, your heart swelling with love for both of them, feeling so completely and utterly connected to your little family. “I’m so glad it’s with you.”
“Always,” Harry replied, his voice thick with certainty. “You and me, together.”
You leaned back against the rocking chair, cradling James in your arms, feeling a deep sense of peace. The quiet outside was perfect—soft winds brushing against the meadow, the distant chirping of crickets beginning their nightly song, and the gentle hum of life settling into its new rhythm. For a moment, time seemed to slow, the only thing in the world that mattered being the family that now filled the cottage.
With James now sleeping peacefully in your arms and Harry beside you, everything felt right. Your life had changed in an instant, but it was a change you’d been waiting for, and now it was here—your little family, whole, together, and more perfect than you’d ever imagined.
And as the night unfolded around you, you knew that no matter what the future held, you were ready for it, because it was just the three of you, at home, where you were meant to be. It felt like the fulfilment of every dream, every wish you had quietly held in your heart. You had been waiting for him—for this—and now, you had everything you ever wanted.
pairing: harry james potter x female!reader (no use of y/n)
summary: inspired by one line from taylor swift's "the alchemy"
word count: 1.3k
The May sun dipped low on the horizon, bathing the Quidditch pitch in hues of gold and pink. The air was crisp but warm, a perfect evening to cap off an exhilarating match. The Gryffindor team had just claimed the Quidditch Cup in a match so intense it left the crowd breathless and on the edge of their seats. Harry stood at the centre of the pitch, his fingers wrapped tightly around the golden Snitch, his heart pounding not just from the game but from something far greater.
Around him, chaos reigned. Teammates tackled him in celebration, red and gold banners fluttered wildly in the stands, and the roar of the crowd was deafening. Yet Harry barely registered any of it. His focus was elsewhere.
He scanned the crowd, his green eyes darting over the sea of jubilant faces until they found yours. You were making your way down the steps of the stands, your bright eyes locked on his. Your radiant smile made his chest tighten. Unlike the bundled-up days of winter matches, tonight you wore a light jumper, the sleeves casually pushed up, your hair catching the last golden rays of sunlight. Harry’s breath hitched as he watched you wave at him, your pride and joy evident in every line of your face.
Without hesitation, Harry broke away from the throng of well-wishers and teammates. He brushed past congratulatory pats on the back and jubilant shouts, his sole focus on reaching you. As soon as you were within arm’s reach, he swept you into his arms, spinning you around in a move so carefree it felt like you two were the only ones on the pitch. Your laughter rang out, a sound that made Harry’s world feel whole.
“You did it, Harry!” you exclaimed as he set you down, your hands instinctively moving to cup his face, your thumbs brushing the dirt smudges on his cheekbones.
“We did it,” he corrected, his voice low. His forehead pressed gently against yours, and his grin was as breathless as yours. “You’re my good luck charm.”
You rolled your eyes playfully, your hands dropping to his chest, where his heart thundered beneath your palm. “Pretty sure it was all you. That dive at the end? Incredible.”
Harry tilted his head, his expression softening. “Couldn’t have done it without knowing you were watching.”
Before you could reply, he kissed you—a fleeting yet tender touch that sent warmth blooming through your chest. The crowd around you erupted in cheers again, as if Gryffindor’s victory was amplified by their captain’s public display of affection. You pulled back, your cheeks flushed, but Harry didn’t let go. Instead, his arms tightened around you, anchoring you to the moment.
—
The Gryffindor common room was alive with celebration by the time you returned to the castle. Someone had bewitched the lanterns to float and glow in Gryffindor colours, and music could be heard out of the old muggle radio someone had brought. Butterbeer flowed freely, and the room buzzed with stories of the match.
Harry, hoisted onto the shoulders of his teammates, looked every bit the hero. His messy hair glinted in the light, and the grin on his face was pure joy. You stood off to the side with Hermione, sipping butterbeer as Ron regaled a group with his animated retelling of the Quaffles he kept out of the Gryffindor rings.
“You’re the only one who can get him to leave this madness,” she joked, nudging you with her elbow.
As if he heard her, Harry’s eyes found yours across the room. His smile softened, the noise of the room fading as his attention honed in on you. Excusing himself from his teammates, he made his way through the crowd, his gaze never leaving yours.
When he reached you, he held out a hand. “Dance with me.”
You raised an eyebrow, amused. “We’re in the middle of a celebration, Harry. Everyone’s watching.”
He grinned, unfazed. “Doesn’t matter, let them watch. This is our moment.”
Laughing, you let him pull you into the middle of the room. The energy around you hummed with excitement, but in his arms, the chaos melted away. He wrapped his arms around your waist, pulling you close, swaying gently to the rhythm of the room.
“You’re ridiculous,” you teased, resting your head against his chest.
“And you love it,” he replied, his lips brushing the top of your hair.
You smiled to yourself, savouring the quiet intimacy in the middle of the party. The world fell away as you danced, and when Harry whispered, “I love you,” it wasn’t just words. It was a promise, woven into every beat of his heart that you felt beneath your cheek.
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As the party wound down and the last of the laughter and cheers faded into the evening, the atmosphere in the common room shifted. The music softened, the lanterns dimmed, and the once lively chatter turned into quiet conversations. The Gryffindor common room, still glowing with a warm, celebratory aura, now felt peaceful, as if it had wrapped itself in a comfortable, familiar embrace.
You and Harry, both a little tired but content, found a quiet spot by the fire, away from the last few lingering guests. The flames crackled softly, casting flickering shadows on the walls as you sat together on the couch, your fingers entwined.
Harry leaned back, his head resting against the armrest, and you nestled beside him, your legs curled up underneath you. The silence between you was comfortable, the kind that came from years of knowing each other inside and out. You could hear the soft hum of the castle around you—the distant sound of footsteps in the hallways, the occasional flicker of magic, the calming night air that seemed to settle in after the frenzy of the match.
Harry shifted slightly, his eyes drifting to the fire as he let out a content sigh. "You know, it still feels unreal. All of it—the Cup, the victory... and you, here with me."
You smiled, resting your head on his shoulder, feeling the steady rhythm of his heartbeat beneath your cheek. "It’s real, Harry," you whispered, "and it’s exactly where we’re meant to be."
His hand found yours again, his thumb brushing over the back of your hand in a gentle caress. “I’m not sure how I got so lucky,” he murmured, his voice barely above a whisper. “You’ve always been there, from the very start. Even when things seemed impossible.”
Your heart swelled at his words, and you lifted your head to look at him, your fingers gently tracing the line of his jaw. “You’ve always had a way of making everything feel possible, Harry. Even when the odds were against us.”
A soft smile tugged at his lips, and he leaned forward, kissing your forehead gently. “And you’ve always been my home.”
The room felt warmer now, as though your love had filled it completely, and you rested against him once more, the contentment of the day settling over you both. “I think we’ve earned some quiet time,” you said, closing your eyes for a moment, savouring the peace of being together.
Harry’s hand gently stroked your hair as he pulled you closer, his arms wrapping around you in a protective, comforting embrace. “Just us. No rush. We can take all the time we want.”
And so, as the last remnants of the celebration faded away, the two of you remained there in the quiet of the common room, surrounded by the warmth of your love. There was no need for grand gestures or loud celebrations now—just the two of you, together, in the soft glow of the fire, with the rest of the world waiting patiently outside.
In that moment, it was perfect. And nothing else mattered.
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