Grenouille Poire is trying

25 | they/them | traditional artist | ill and disabled ; I love gothic lit and I'm working on a Carmilla comics adaptation

[grenouillepoire]

*New pinned post*

if you would like to support my art you can visit the links to my shops below <3

I have different shops so I can keep my SFW and NSFW merch separate. Please don't hesitate to reach out if you have any difficulty navigating the shops or if you have a special request.

SFW shop : Heated Rivalry and Carmilla prints/stickers/zines, misc lino prints

NSFW shop : BD/SM and kinky art prints/stickers/zines

Ko-fi shop : Heated Rivalry and BD/SM merch all in the same shop (minus some prints that got flagged)

Patreon : Free early posting + BTS content like sketches/WIPs/speedpaints etc.

[deep-down-in-drowsy-town]

French child: I want The Black Parade!

French mother: we have The Black Parade at home

The Black Parade at home:

[tofutomato]

you gotta read, you gotta write, you gotta draw, you gotta watch films and shows. there is literally NO time to be employed

[grenouillepoire]

i watched red rooms (2023) and il never be the same again

[turnipoddity]

not me

[ru1n3r]

i think obsession 2026 is a really good depiction of what bpd can be like in a relationship. you’re trapped in the passenger seat while somebody else takes hold and you’re screaming and kicking at them to slow down but they wont listen there’s nothing you can do but watch as this entity destroys your life because somebody else decided they wanted you to love them more than anybody has loved anyone else but didnt realise what that entailed. that part where he’s screaming at her saying “I WANT YOU TO BE NIKKI” and she says “I CAN’T BE NIKKI” killed me because i’ve had this exact same conversation before. i was told “i dont want this personality you created to fill my every will and need i want YOU i want you to be YOU” but i cant be me. i want so badly to be my own person but i dont know how to live for myself when i have this all consuming love for somebody else that overpowers everything else inside me.

[stari-hun]

I see so many people talk about bpd in relation to Nikki in Obsession (2026) and it be a genuinely interesting analysis if it was "wow splitting makes me just like this" instead of coming at it from an angle that many women with BPD will be targeted by abusive men who want to use their mental state as a tool for manipulation.

[grenouillepoire]

yes op tell 'em!!!

[devoteddeer]

I apologize for my lack of posting as of lately, I had just finished up my finals a few weeks prior and to continue on with that I am not currently in the process of getting used to my new anti-psychotics.

Really though I did not come with an update, I had came to say that recently in my visit back into my hometown I had been met with my friends. We ended up deciding to watch 2 films, but the one I will be talking about is a film I truly believe will be one of the biggest movies to exist post 2026.

Obsession.

For all of my followers and fellow people of personality disorders, I want to highly encourage you all to go watch the movie. But at the same time I come with a warning.

Obsession is the best film to date that I believe truly shows the motions and the overall actions which come into play when being in a relationship with an undercover abuser while having bpd/any sort of personality disorder.

The focus on the main victim, Nikki being broken from who she truly is the moment she is placed into a relationship with bear it is both one of the worst yet powerful montages I’ve ever witnessed in my life. A beautiful movie with SO MUCH to show, I highly recommend it but please please.

Do not walk into this movie like I did without any clue. Be prepared. Obsession is a great movie and one I think was incredibly jarring as I felt I was finally from the outside looking in on how it feels to be/see someone else in a relationship while they have bpd. It’s.. beautiful by all accounts but also incredibly terrifying.

I truly feel this is a movie we all have to watch once in our life times because it was one of the biggest wake up calls I’ve ever experienced.

[4youi-llpullthetrigger]

when willow nikki was screaming saying she can’t be normal and she can’t be nikki and then immediately regretted and started sobbing saying that she could be anything he wanted her to be

[grenouillepoire]

don't talk to me about obsession (2026) unless you too are #actuallybpd

[grenouillepoire]

i made a carrd with all my links <3

Grenouille

french non binary & disabled traditional artist

[grenouillepoire]

tumblr won't let me post most of my art but you can visit my bluesky or patreon </3

[redlipstickresurrected]

Victor Ivanoski aka Виктор Иваноски (Russian, b. 1967, Syktyvkar, Russia) - Boudoir series, Photography

[and-fishing-equipment]

in 2026 DO NOT ask yourself whether your art is GOOD

instead ask:

is it SINCERE

was it CATHARTIC

was it FUN TO MAKE

is it MADE BY ME

and don't forget to stay silly

[domidominic]

[koyas-cat]

the makers of the long walk really said, “in one universe ray wins and in the other pete wins. neither of them see this as a victory and neither can end their walk because of what they’ve seen and endured. they’re inextricably linked and mirror one another and they will never be able to have a happy ending in any world. they will always both be dying and walking alone. hey why are you crying,” and i think that’s very cool of them.

[hiramslodge]

"why would you show up fat and wearing jeans" to make pete mcvries more horny than he's ever been in his entire life next question?