masochistic rei ⚢ ☾

she/they , 19 , ISTJ ^_−☆

[griffith-ass-mf]

But I do feel strange-almost unearthly. I'll never get used to being alive. It's a mystery. Always startled to find l've survived.

- John Steinbeck, from Journal of a Novel: The East of Eden Letters

[flowerytale]

Joan Didion, from The Year of Magical Thinking

[flowerytale]

Nikos Kazantzakis, from “Report to Greco”, tr. by P. A. Bien

[madgirlscosm-deactivated2024052]

"I returned to solitude and books."

[fifthseraph]

I’m sick. I’m ill. I’m unwell.

[griffith-ass-mf]

should I kms or should I masturbate?

(my version of that fake Camus coffee quote)

[cache-e]

“I'm a master at speaking silently, all my life I've spoken silently and I've lived through entire tragedies in silence.”

Fyodor Dostoevsky, The Meek One.

[starstuc]

the way dazai expresses genuine gentleness and childlike emotions around chuuya will always make me go insane

[aquac4t]

[griffith-ass-mf]

who up serialing their lain???!!! ✩°｡⋆⸜ 🎧

[flowerytale]

Helen Oyeyemi, from White is for Witching

[weltenwellen]

Ocean Vuong, from “Someday I’ll Love Ocean Vuong”, Night Sky with Exit Wounds

[renviary]

osa would rather combust that initiate affection💀

[xlillyle]

I’m so sick I’m so ill this is how they feel about their partnership ending after FOUR FUCKING YEARS OF SEPARATION Y’ALL DO YOU SEE THIS IT’S THE SAME FUCKING EXPRESSION THEY’RE SO

[fatimazainab]

Alanis Morissette

[mspaintskk]

#8 - caramelldansen

[shadowmoonarts]

IM GONNA SOB

THEY ACTUALLY DID DAZAI’S FAREWELL SPEECH TO CHUUYA REALLY WELL 😭😭