I will tell stories here to remember cause my memory is shrinking. This place is almost abandoned so it's good.
I had a few errands to do so i started with going to the pharmacy (anxiety is awful). I left and got into my car. I'm a bit paranoid about not being hurt so i always have my seat belts on. ALWAYS is the key word. When i got into my car to go to the mall i forgot about themā¦ How? I don't have the brightest idea how! I feel in danger without them.
But just this once i forgot about them. I got to the parking lot and sit in my car for a minute. (Does anyone wait in the car when your favorite song is playing?). It was Taylor Swift so i had to wait.
Anyway, life let me live in peace only for a few minutes (even the song didn't finish). In a corner of my eye i see someone looking into my car and smiling. They were sooo pretty. My brain is broken. I thought they were like flirting or something. Of course, I don't know how to react in that situation so I turned into a stone figure looking straight ahead. Thinking about how dirty my car is and how do I can get out of my car. Now. That they are looking at meā¦
I sit like that till I heard knocking on my window. I flinched, 'cause of courseā¦ I see two them standing in front of my window bend and grining. I lowered my window. And first thing they say is: Hello. Police. You didn't have your seat belts on.
Me *looking at them like they talked in forgein language*: ā¦ā¦ā¦ What?ā¦ā¦
Policeman 1: Police. Can i see your driving licence and ID?
Me *looking at their uniform, police uniform, blue with everything screaming police*: ā¦ā¦(ā āā _ā _ā āā )ā¦ā¦ā¦
Internally: That meansā¦ They weren't flirtingā¦ On the other hand that means they don't want my number or nothing like thatā¦ FFS!!!!!! (ā ćā Tā ļ¼æā Tā )ā ćā Ā ā ļ¼¾ā ā»ā āā ā»
Externally: ā¦ Yes, of course. Let me just take it outā¦
Policeman 2: We were driving behind you for a good 10 minutes. You didn't get your seat belts on.
Me *sweating nervously*: I- Yeah, i was in a pharmacy and totally forgot about them. I always have my belt on just this one time i forgotā¦ That sound shallowā¦ I can imagine that everyone say that heheā¦ (ā ć¼ā _ā ć¼ā ćā ) *gave them documents*
Policeman 1 *looking at the documents*: Yup, that really sound shallow.
Policeman 2: Haha. Yeah, we here that a lot actually.
After a few minutes of talking:
Policeman 1 *looking into tablet or something like that*: Well, you are not in the system. You are clean. No one is looking for you.
Me *without thinking*: Yeah, nobody wants me.
Policeman 1 *a bit confused and ashemed (maybe)*: No- It's not what i meant
Policeman 2: It's thatā¦ Police doesn't want you. As in you are free to go. We won't hold you anymore. Right?
Policeman 1: Yes, of course. Everything is alright, please do remeber to put your seat belts on. Stay safe.
Policeman 2: Have a good day.
They got into their car and drove awayā¦
They let me go because they took pity on meā¦
I cried in my car for good 10 minutes after that. From relieve and realisation. 'Cause even Police didn't want me! I mean that's good. I didn't get ticked thanks to that.
I praise police from that day. They were chill and laugh with me. Atmosphere was light and I didn't feel threatened by them.
And that's how my day had gone. It was nerve wreckingā¦ BUT it's funny story to tell now.
